This should be life. i guess.
recently went thru some internal conflict in myself...some things i tot that i should have already moved on was actuali still around thr somehw. is amazing hw long these things can stay in you for such a long time.
i rlly need to move on. no more hesitation.

i need to focus on what i wana do before i get into a new job again
- spend more time wif grandma + family - charity and temple stuff
- hopefully i can overseas to accomplish dat
- learn sth (if cash permits) a skill or two
- learn things frm papa ofc
- disciplined to exercise and read -- have been failing to do dat recently.
- continue singing and singing
i can do it!!!!