cool wkend

sat..went for lessons in ob as usual...hmm..startin to learn diff ways to project the voice n all...i tink it is gettin more n more fun le...hehe...aft that went over to j8 to mit up wif ed...n oso go c the super idol auditions...hmm..ed didnt get in...:( but the auditions r realli strict...its far more difficult to get in compared to the superstar audiiton lo...dun get discourage hor...aniwae..we went long john eat the new treasure meal..hmm..its realli delicious sia...ppl..u guys shd all go n try...we hang ard for sum time den head off to town..ya...was super indecisive yest..kip ponderin shd juz walk ard or sing k or watch movie..but aniwae we settled on the movies..herbie..movie is great....luv the show..suddenly feel like drivin..haha...
we hang ard for sum time b4 mitin wif xuan, hui, yue den go makan....walk to ps..aft makan again..we went to the arcade thr n play...hehe..daytona..i gt improve le ba..haha...den we c sum ppl playin those games whr they hv to grab the tpoy frm the machine de...hmm..its realli hard..we tired once n obviously to no avail...the other pppl nxt to us r still tryin hard..despite the many one dollar coins they already inserted to...well..hope they gt the toy ba...
aftt that jiu go hm le...was super tired..slpt almost str away....but woke up in the middle of the nite again..urgh hate dat....
todae was slackin my time watchin tv..den ed decided to drop by...aniwae...we played game of life..ya u r gd....luck was juz on ur side k..den we 3 start playin..ya..piggy back xuan n mi..but i was screamin like sum mad woman..hahaha...we watched sum clips together...hmmkinda relaxin..hope ed gt rest a bit ba..went over to potong pasir to buy stuff first den spend sum time together...i tink sweetness is back..n i prefer that....yeap..
tml is sch reopenin dae le..hmm..so sum words to myself..mus buck up n focus in cls ba...jiayou hard!!!n balance ur life well...:)

superstar???

slack at hm yest bascially..was onli lookin fwd for the superstar show...ya...well..overall..i realli tink that kelly sang a lot beta than the weilian lo..weilian is like startin sing nt bad...den start to deprove n kelly is like the other way round....seriously feel that kelly shd win la...but it seems dat weilian realli gt a lot of supporters..it may be gd in a way ba...at least it sort of show to ppl dat looks doesnt matter n handicapped is okie de....
todae another super boring dae at hm....nth to do sia....n im havin slight cramps...shitty sia....
tml will b a more fun dae ba..gg out...hehe....ed jiayou le wor...in ur star idol audition

updates

tues--went to mit up wif mel in suntec for kbox..yeap..walk ard n saw mani nice clothes sia..haha..sales again...thanks for the cute pencil again wor..aft thatw e sang a lot..haha...rap a lot..tink i can try more of dat..had fun aniwae...we den rushed back to sch topay the fees cuz his dad alreadi waitin thr..aft that took their car go tampines n met up wif yue n gugu...ya..gugu late cuz we last min change the venue la...aniwae we walk ard huntin for food alreadi...tinkw e start to like shopiin in supermkts n browsing at food..haha...gugu came aft n treated us to cafe cartel..xie xie le..i ate cabonara n wif an egg yolk in the middle..qte cool actuali n the portins r qte big actualo..hmm..tink will go again nxt time...aft that went over to gugu hse den she help mi mk clothes...hehe...cuz it is alreadi late..in the end i stayed over at her hse...ya...browse thru magazines n all..den settle on a skirt n a half jacket..ahha...yeah..we ate supper n gugu tok to ed owr..haha..over the fone..interestin..watched tis korean show at channel u..nt bad lei...haha...can watch ba..sum love story ba...
mornin..woke up super earli cuz im gg back to ny...ya...was alreadi late le aniwae...met up wif my lep teacher..she is still as quriky n funny as ever...den oso met up wif my eng tuition teacher..ya...tink he grown taller le...we chatted n they r glad dat we r all settled down in schs...sumtimes is gd to go back n update them on hw we r livin...well..met up wif en n janice too...aft that we wnet j8 for a while..den suddnly gt tis urge of gg k..haha..so mi n jan went k n en n her cous go town..haha...well...hui oso thr wif her friends n teachers..so she kip cumin in n hang ard..haha...sound like jolin as usal..haha..cant believe i went twice on consecutive daes...had super fun..sang a lot of songs dat i nv tired b4..haha..sing sum super old songs...aft that jan went to look for her bf while i go ps n look for hui n her pal..kaiyuan...pei they all hunt for presents...great bargains u guys gt ba...ed join in ltr...we went foodcourt n had dinner denwent to tk neoprint..haha....super funni ba...had a great laugh when i was wif hui n friend...went to play initial d oso...its realli tough sia..we walked ard..was super tempted to buy tis top in ebase n guess wad..thry r havin 50 percent sales lo...bought tis top..gt a loan frm dear hui...xie xie le ar....
aft that we took the same mrt hm...on the way.it is juz filled wif laughter n all...miss ya loads le hui...haha..luv ya la..(in case u r readin)
spend sum time wif ed.....was feelin suoer tired...slpt qte earli...
nv had a nice slp...was havin mani bad nights recently..but yest..i juz slpt thru the ntie soundly..haha...realli nice rest..spend the dae watchin tv..n gal tok wif en...ltr will b superstar le..im lookin fwd to it...

aquarius

sth dat i saw at my friend's friendster..yaya...we r both aquarisu..hope she doesnt mind if i steal tis..but seriously find tis qte accurate n true...feelin too sian dats y kip updatin bloggie...haha

Aquarians are friendly and fascinating people.
They have in-depth knowledge about various
subjects and you can converse with them for hours
without getting bored. They are capable of giving
a lot of love that can be amazing. They have a
very broad outlook of life and you can relax in
their presence. They will always welcome your
ideas and actions about humanitarian causes. To
keep an Aquarius lover interested you must
possess that mysterious and intriguing quality.
Once hooked they will always be very faithful to
you.

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Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and
predictable life with an Aquarius partner.
Aquarians are totally unpredictable. They can go
to any direction without giving any advance
notice. They are basically very restless and get
bored easily. Though they are very friendly, do
not expect them to reveal their inner most
feelings to you (they never will). They can be
detached and impersonal, which may seem strange
to others.

pictures

at hm

sun...woke up ard noon..slpt super late on sat..ya..sort of had a bad nite...woke up n call ed...ya...had sum disagreements..n mood was pretty bad....aft that..yue woke up den both of us start mkin lunch..haha...kitchen was harvoc..ya..but i realise dat i nid to brush up a lot in cookin...had a sumptous lunch...den watched national treasure again...always feel dat the movie is full of excitment...yue went hm aft that..while i start feelin qte down...rested for sum time den start callin ppl..thnx for the chat joel...ya...the advice..soon aft that alex oso gt call..feel so much beta..yest is more of like a chattin dae ba...call ed oso n sort of solve our disagreement..much beta le..but nw i still feel kinda weird..duno y sia...
aniwae had sum long chat wif en..haha..she oso gt almost the same kinda problem..y do best friends always mit the same bad ting...
for a while..i realise n finalli tasted the nt so sweet part of a relationship...thr r ups n downs..n if u wana solve the problem..one of them has to pull down their pride n all to compromise..it aint as easy n smooth sailing as i tot...i guess tis is juz part n parcel of a relationship..since i accepted it..i muz accept the whole tingy...is all part of human relations n communications ba...im a person dat doesnt realli like to compromise first or apologise...due to pride n all..guess i hv to learn it the hard way ba....
todae will b a long dae at hm restin n tinkin thru stuff..haha..philsopy..guess i realli needed sum time alone ba...hasnt been doin dat for sum time le..n lost sum contacts wif friends..tink it is kinda bad ba...
suddenly feel like goin ktv..haha...nid to relase...c hw ba....

broke..

well well..woke up super earli..ya actuali qte excited..haha...went ob n reached thr qte earli..tot i was earli but thr r ppl whu r even earlier..haha..paid my fees den tok to tis gal frm nyp...haha..new friend thr..hapi sia...we waited for sum time to wait for the rest of the cls..ya...the teacher is zhang fan..ya...sum realli cool porfessional...lessons starts n ya..super cold thr.is juz a realli small rm actuali la...ya..den the teacher juz ask us tink of a song to sing for 45 secs n sum self intro..im like huh???i wasnt ready for anythin like dat...aniwae b4 i can realli tink out stuff he came back n start callin ppl le...super scared sia...mus cure that problem sia..when is my turn...i went up n stood in front of the cls n gave a brief intro..ya..super freaked out for the singin part lo..urgh...i was abt to sing the first few notes den i found out im off tune..as in super jialat lo..i stopped n apologise n pause b4 i restart lo..tink im capapble of beta de..but aniwae thr r a few ppl in cls that r realli gd...but aniwae..i leanrt a lot...which is gd...feel great n if one wants to b a singer..it is nt as easy as u tink lo...thr is plenty of wrk de...
aft the cls..stayed thr n helped up zhou ah yi..ya..she wrkin thr..the kids r realli adorable lo..sumtimes i feel dat be a kid is the best..whr we dun hv problems n juz veri simple minded wif no evil thoughts sia...stayed thr for sum time den went to bugis n mit up wif xuan n yue..haha..went bugis n took neoprints..veri veri nice wor..haha...we ahng ard den went to tis cafe whr we ate n drank..n gossip...haha..super fun lo...we hang ard..was attracted by tis manicure tingy..thry havin promotions...so decided to try it out..aniwae nv try b4 lo..haha...feel like my nails r havin realli gd treatment lo..haha...turn out qte nice...like it...xuan went off first den mi n yue went over to cine n mit up wif jarrel n the gang..had sum gal tok w if yue...thanks gal...
went over to heeren thr n mit up wif the rest of the ppl..ya..includin ed...ya..felt super awkward...seriously i realli feel dat we shd nt b thr at all lo..ya..outcast is the onli word i can describe the feelin,food is super ex...was qte pissed actuali..we cant realli leave the place cuz the bill didnt reach a certain amt...F*** lo...wadeva shit...aniwae..was qte pissed by sumone attitude too oso...everythin juz sux ba...esp the final bill...feel super super embarassed...shit shit shit....wadeva...F*** up mood nw aniwae.....
aft that mi n yue went str hm..ya...tokin to u gals felt so much beta....xie le...
pardon for my vulgarities..

fun dae...

thurs--finali gt to rest..woke up qte late den ed came over to my place..ya..the pancake tingy is nice..den xuan, mi n him watched sum movies together...didnt stay for too long..was gg to close the socket for his charger...den suddenly gt sparks...ya..n my hand gt a little bit of chao ta lo...nxt time mus b crful nt to overheat stuff le sia..aft that we went to potong pasir thr n spend sum time together...
todae..overslpt for my beach outin so i rushed aft my breakfast..met wif mel den we took val car to sentosa...ya...i hv to stay in the boot cuz the car onli allows 5 ppl...ya...haha..stuffy n is an interestin experience ba...hahaha
we went to buy lunch den head to siloso beach whr we ate n slack...haha..played frisbee den walked ard...ya..the rest of the gals start suntannin..den mi n mel went over to tis small isalnd n go suntan ourselves too..haha..abit paiseh ba..tink im a little burnt too..skin is itchin nw...we chatted n walked along the beach thr..whr the water is super coolin..sun todae super hot lo...
we den asked sum guys nxt to us to help us tk pic..haha..the fun aprt starts..aft that..another grp of guys came over n wan us help them tk..n in turn will help us..but in the end they wana tk wif us...dotz lo..aniwae we rejected...haha..the guys dun look cute enuf...hahahaha...when we r goin off..den another guy came over n wan jas number wor...woah...jas veri li hai wor..hee..we went to bathe aft that den go to the car..haha..den when we r waitin to let the seats cool off...another grp of guys juz drive in n stop infront of us..haha..ya..n wana befriend us again..we were like laughin..well..obviuosly we looked relunctant so he gave up n drove off...haha..while val is drivin out...we met up wif them again..ya on the roads..n the guy ask if we wana makan together..ya..merc summore..then val sae go hm n eat!!..haha..we were like laughin our heads off lo...haha..super fun sia..
aft that..mi n mel went harbourfront shoppin centre n walked ard...hmm super tired sia..
had dinner earli..tink im gg to slp earli todae sia..tml will b another long long dae...lessons n hangin out oso...fun n more fun..haha

ktv

todae woke up slightly earli den go paradiz for ktv session..hmm..wore my white beads todae..haha..niceee...met up wif xuan,en and her bf den go together..on my way to the rm..saw charlene..haha...jc pal...she is still lookin perky n great..glad to bump into her sia...we sang a lot..hmm..tot i was in qte a crazy mode..n didnt sing too gd..nvm..had great time..haha..the person has to cum in ask us go like four times lo..haha..
aft that..xuan go hm first cuz she nt feelin too well..i continued hangin out wif tis lovin couple...ya...went to the samsung service centre a while..my fone speaker spoil sia..urgh.....oso went to play arcade..the inital d..woah..super hard lo...hmm..tink one gd dae go n master it..haha..im like a guy sia..haha..aniwae we took neoprints together which is qte cool n ate a little at cafe cartel..food is qte gd..tink nxt time oso can go thr n makan le..walked to orchard area n met up wif ed ltr...ya..the couple left den we 2 juz roughly walked ard..haha..ed treat mi to the starbucks he owe me..wahaha..n saw a couple of cute jap guys...cool sia...sumone jealous le wor..
went to sit at the ps thr the park den jiu cum hm le..
okok..nw for my results...i gt a for mus..b+ for econs n b- for eng..gpa is qte ok actuali..n im qte satisfied..juz dat a bit afaid dey will add the math results i gt in alevels..hmm..tink mus do even beta or at least maintain my results nxt sem le..jiayou sia..
tml will b juz slackin ard at hm n rest ba..gt meet the fockers vcd to watch..haha

long entry

sun--went to temple as usal..ya..alomst could nt wake up..yeap..too tirin le...aniwae i went.was late..den had qte a relaxin day actuali...the problem of teenagers kill themselves out of love juz mks mi ponder a lot...its realli gd to hv friends ard ba..at least sumone will b thr for u when u r out of love...tink i oso shd b more or less mentally prepared...well..i hate to admit that nt all things r forever tho...aft that dae...was qte enthu..den ask temple ppl to go ktv..yeapp..n they r free to go..so jan mi n xuan came back..get dressed n all n went to toa payoh kbox..ya..we went to the big rm cuz gt 10 ppl..haha..super fun sia..gt old songs n new songs...i get to listen to sth diff frm the usual...when it is gettin ltr...most of them left..den left mi, xuan, jan n her sis...ya..we were like jumpin ard on the sofa...n singin loudly into the mic..we r like super damn high lo..haha..had loads of fun....
mon--went to town n mit up wif sim friends...went to tis qte cheap chiken rice stall at fareast...it is qte worthwhile sia..nice n super fast service sia..n great food too..aft that we walked ard..ya..i bought white long beads finali..haha..hapi for dat..we hang ard for sum time den went to coffeebean n sit...ya..sound like wad tai tai will do hor..haha.we chat a lot n took sum pics too..hmm..suddenly feel that all of the r realli fillial..ya..at least they worry bout their parents went they go overseas..i dun tink i did...guess i shd try to change that..aft that jiu go hm le...was feelin qte depressed yest..tinkin bout mani problems n all..but luckily i felt beta aft slpin earlier...
todae..ed came over n use the com..haha...saw my grandma..haha..qte okie sia...den we watch sum shows..urgh...den look at pics n all...went outt aft that to mit wif xuan for dinner..but we go out earlier n hv sum time of our own...went to bishan n eat pastamnia..den oso walked ard....ya..qte tired oso..so came hm soon aft that le....
tml will b gg to ktv..haha.i will wear my beads ba..haha...hope will hv fun tml..

shoppin dae..

woke up achin all over my body..arh..prolly due to the badminton i had yest..gt ready den went orchard to mit ed n steph..yeap..a little late tho...den aft that we 3 go watch bwitched...hmmm the show is nt as bad as wad the review says...is actiali qte funny..was laughin half the time la...so ppl..can go n watch oso de..hee..
aft the show..we went fareast thr n tk neoprint..hmmm...nt too bad...ed has to leave first so left mi n steph to shop..haha...steph is one great shopper..nw my leg is achin too..haha...we went to mani shops...look ard n try outfits..hmm..she bought like 4 tings...ya..dress n tops...li hai wor...i was tempted too...haha..so bought tis skirt which i tot is a great bargain...haha...thnx gal...the bear n the 10 bucks ya...
we were like so reluctant to leave the place..kip lookin out for more clothes n all..haha..i cant overspend le..spendin too much recently..
aft that go n mit wif xuan n had pastamania..yum yum..qte full..we den walk to ps n look at sum cds..saw the superstar singles le..heard frm xuan dat kelly is doin better..yeah...great...
super tired sia...haha..but njoy myself todae...
tml gg to temple...tired ar...haha

sports dae..

todae woke up the usual time..hmmm perhaps slightly earlier...den do my usual routine..went online to chat for the community centres tingy..wana check if the badminton courts r available...in the end went to telok ayer..in geylang bahru..so i asked janice along too..heee...
ed super hungry so i made sandwishes..hmm first time makin lo...tink is nt bad for a beginner...n mi mkin sth for a guy is kinda a surprise ba..haa..but i find it sweet aniwae lo...
went to play badminton aft that..ya..too long nv wrk out le..nw super lazy..lazy to move ard..but is realli qte tirin...ed realli nt too bad sia...heee..todae finali c the sporty side of u le...we played for 2 hrs..ya..by shifts...haha...den oso gt chat..tink shd do dat often..find it qte fun actuali...aft the whole ting...ed oso gt play abit of bball...heeee...tot it is kinda cool..nxt time muz learn le...
we went hawker centre n had a feast...ya..ate a lot..claypot rice..nv tried dat b4..as in dat kind of cookin manner...den tried my first bah ku teh..hai hao ba...
aft that..ed went back wif mi.ya..den downstairs whr he bathe...we chatted aft that..ya..we r like so clean...haha...nv b4...luv dat kinda feelin...
hmmm....hope ed faster can tok tings ard wif ur mum...realli dun wana be left wif a bad impression wor..
tml gg out towatch bwitched wif steph..hope will b fun ba...well.shd be slpin soon...but nt too soon due to my heavy supper..arh..gg to b pig le la

sian...n super sian

todae wake up n didi my usual routine..seriously im super bored...aft i bathe den start clearin up my drawers n bkshelves....ya..n oso try to design sum stuff n put inside my new wallet..heee..but it seems to be still qte empty sia
im bored to death..mayb shd consider goin for a vacation b4 im bored to tears ba...
waitin for the dae to pass so indulge myself into the net n music..aft that will be watchin tv the entire nite le ba..haha...potato couch le...
sianzzz

watch movie

tink i shd change my habit of combinin two meals into one cuz i wake up too late le...haha..piggy le sia..watch sum tv n all den went to mit up wif ed n watch charlie n the chocolate factory...enjoyed the movie..movie is great...haha...but i still dun like choco tho..haha
aft that we spent our time walkin ard n makan..ya at the foodcourt...we walked a lot den hang ard in tis small garden at the national library..ya..tot everythin is juz so sweet ba...dinner wif family was delayed so we hang ard more in bugis junction n areas ard it..oh ya..tink i wan go to the har er bin tingy..sounds cold n fun..haha...oh..we oso went to play arcade..haha..ed u mus admit dat my arcade skills r gettin beta le..haha...win u in the daytona wor..haha..sense of satisfaction sia..haha
we walked ard a lot of places..haha..went to the toy section n hang ard..haha...like big kids wor..haha...realli thnx for ur understandin ed..n i tink its realli sweet todae...thnx for everythin...
met wif family for sum dinner near bugis area...ya..parents shocked mi by askin mi if i wan go taipei tml..haha...tot its too short a notice le..nt prepared at all...so nv go la...haha...food was great..rushed hm n watched superstar...cool....hope that junyang can win the competition....tml is whole dae at hm slackin n readin bks....hv fun ba..

go out wif gugu

woke up late todae..last min changes gg out wif auntie todae..hmmm..was ponderin bout sum stuff n gettin uncertain bout sum stuff of our relationship...yea..more of afraid ba...was feelin qte down actuali due to dat...thank god i went out wif gugu ba...hee..she was late la..while waitin..ob called..yeah..finalli cls ish startin...haha..nxt sat...1030 start..im thrilled..cant wait to start singin cls...gugu came aft that den we walked to tanglin mall..on the way thr went into tis france shop sellin qte a variety of groceries...yea..ex too..but qte interestin...gugu bought sum choco n tea leaves..tot it looked delicious but too bad im a choco hater..haha...continue our journey n hang ard tanglin mall..shops thr r more classy n more foreign ba..another kinda stuff..but the music n atmosphere somehw soothe all my feelins n mk mi feel more relaxed ba..aft walkin ard..was tired so settled down in tis cafe..anihw ordered sth...cappicino is great but the food...guess we r juz nt too used to it...taste kinda weird...we head off to orchard aft that wf our stomachs feelin realli weird..all da way gugu n i tok bout tings n i told her my probs...thnx sia..mus always remeber the limit thing n wad she told mi..felt beta...we ahnged ard for a little while den buy sum bread jiu head hm le...
had tis long n heart to heart chat wif ed..ya..tink we shd do dat often..at least i felt so much beta le..thnx dude...n thnx for ur understandin..i noe im a weird gal...
tml was supposed to watch charlie wif sim ppl but cancel le...i hv to watch dat movie by hook ot by croook...so watchin wid ed tml
hv fun ba

national library

todae slack at hm in the mornin...watched down with love again..hmm hai hao ba..den went down to national library thr n read bks..took a lot of bls den sat at the couch n read..hmm..seriously nv done tis type of tingy b4..but was qte absorbed by the contents in a self help bk
ed came along..hmm look kinda sloppy todae sia...but still enjoyed the company la..hee...ya la..too bad sumone is super hungry..stayed for a couple of hrs of readin...clear all my debts by sumone den borrow new bks..haha...well...shd ponder more bout my safe spots n tryin to get outta it...yeap..gd for moral...haha...
we went to the old shaw centre near bugis thr..hmm..ate sum nice vegetarian food..hmm..shd go thr more often..they serve pasta n baked rice..n is qte nice..atmosphere is qte gd..n the stuff thr look qte home cooked kind..hmm comfortable ba...
aft that went n buy sum stuff for xuan den tk bus hm le..yeap kind pissed by mum naggin n nt trustin mi..was pullin a long face all the way actuali..thank god ed was givin mi sum gd advice...muz ren...arh....xie xie..spend sum time together den jiu go hm le...
hmm..tml shd be at hm readin up stuff...mayb will go to play badminton..hope ed dun tire urself hor...

restin dae

todae wake up qte late....yeap..woken by steph fone call..hehe..rite aft i woke up had sum long chat wif her..haha..wana go shoppin sia...tho i muz admit i shopa lot le..haha..den aft dat tok to en..yeap..felt relieved le ba...hv been sum time since we chat like tis..realli hope i can go for ur slumber party soon or wad...hopefully mum allows ba..aft that i had sum heavy lunch n start tidyin up my closet n the study table..hmm..nw is much neater le...had a short chat wif ed..yeap..no worries im fine k??...met up wif insurance guy for a while den came hm n took a nap..super tired lo...wana slp sia...
woke up n watched tv since then..tis hong kong show showin on channel 9 realli touched my heart sia...yeap..tokin bout tis guy whu is realli jian n bad at first..den aft one accident he became so much beta..get to noe hw ppl feel due to his weird hand...aft that even risk his life to save more lives...which is far much more meaningful...love is realli impt sia...n is realli true that as we grow up we lost that tinge of innocence..guess even tho hw complicated is the society..we shd kip the love n moral in ourselves...no matter wad...
tml is another dae of restin dae...nth much to do..tinkin of doin sum sports or wad..hangin otu wif sim friends on wed instead le...at hm realli abit sian...i wan do sum sports b4 i rot le..haha

exams over...

econs finalli over le...fri rite aft exams..mi n mel went town n hang ard..yeap mi get wallet for ed..den walk ard..alot of shops..i wan shop..but no money le..super broke...aft dat met up for dinner wif ed n his friend..4 of us had bk together...ed gave mi a surpirise aft i handed him the wallet i bought for third mth..he oso surpirse mi by givin mi a wallet too...haha..was qte shocked..hmm package qte nice sia..it is a elle paris wallet..3/4 kind den black..look kinda mature but still love it..super touched sia..he went off to cmpany aft that..den mi n mel walk ard den mel parents send mi hm..xie le sia
todae sat..hmm..whole dae wif ed..went to watched wedding crashers...ya..n he is late sia...urgh..minus pt..movie was qte okie..a lot of dirty jokes tho..treat him to din tai feng...great food...love the fried rice..great as usual..was walkin ard ina shop ly went out..waited for qte sum time..den reappear wif a bouquet of flowers...super happy sia...n is the rite kind of flowers...haha..look real de..
went partyworld n sang my hearts out aft that..had fun thr too....dinner was fine..in fact qte gd...clumsy wif my forks n knives tho...
we hgad sum heart to heart chat...noe him beta le ba...great dae...n xie xie ni...realli touched by ur actions..
nxt few daes will be tidyin up of my wardrobe n rms...hmm..mayb sum exercise oso ba...hv fun ba

wads wrong wif mi??

hmmm...another studyin dae...recently duno y like kip tinkin of qte negative stuff..like a lot of wad if qns..afraid of a lot of stuff..hmm..nt myself sia..seriously hate tis side of mi...kinda feel restless recently le...doin n tinkin stuff dat i shd nt do..stress sia...nid my glow back....
todae heard on radio..a gal whu is happi;y in luv..haha..her case like mine sia...haha...timin oso almost the same..hehe
hmm...steph recently gt sum probs sia...hmm..realli hope the bad stuff will go away soon n of cos wun hv to hai so much le...jiayou wor...n relac....
hmm...recently like kip sayin jiayou to ppl...haha...so funni..can repeat a lot of time..but hope all my pals realli jiayou wor..

mugger..

another few daes of muggin..finalli finished my music todae le...yeah..juz hv to go thru again on tues..tml hv to pia finish econs..den more or less ready for exam le ba..hehe...mornin ed gave mi mornin call..haha...but still fell aslp aft that..super zonked out..yest had sum heart to heart chat wif my long lost dage...ahaha..yeap...njoyed the chat aniwae..realli hope we can hang out soon ba....
was gettin qte sick of hm food n stuck in hm for 4 consecutive daes juz to mug n watch tv...i wan to hang out...haha...
so todae aft muggin..went to bishan to hv dinner...yeap..delicious..finalli a decent meal..den go to ebase..hmm..loads of new tops...saw one dat is qte cool...but im savin it for nxt time ba...went Fwoman..woah..realli super cheap sia...mi n xuan were lookin high n low for suitable tops..heee...aft searchin for a long time..settled on 3 tops..i tank n 2 tees...n guess hw much???startin when i saw the cashier wif the total amt..i was a bit scared..48 bucks..den he add on wif the discount..hmm..we gt 70 percent discount..so left wif 19 dollars plus onli..haha..for 3 tops...thats real cheap..n a great bargain..feel super happy sia..haha...den we continue walkin ard n buy food hm...hmm..tot of ed...wanted to get sth...but xuan too late le...hmm..shd be goin sum shoppin spree on fri aft my exam ba..wana get a bag..mayb bottoms..n a wallet..i wan a cool one...hehe....
hopin exam can go off soon...met up wif bee for awhile to pass her the present..hope she like it ba...uni life like veri stressed n b sia....jiayou gal!..shd b payin a visit n hangin out wif her real soon ba..lookin fwd to dat..haven gone shoppin wif bee for long time le wor...
tml n tues mus continue jiayou wor...i can do it de!

tired

woke up den watch tv...had a super spicy lunch..nv eatin dat again...den start muggin the whole dae...super tirin sia..muggin is realli a chore sia...realli hope can do well ba...tink im gg out one of these daes to relax my mind n soul...urgh...
sian dae..nth special happen as usual...juz hopin exams can end real soon..need my break sia...

updatin...

haven update for few daes le....nth much in sch...revision wk le...n for myself im oso goin wif my revision schedule..qte okie ba...but still feel kinda worried..scared cant do well..hmm...guess i need to relax n study in a relaxed way..dun overstress myself ba...qte happy recently...saw a lot of ny ppl...my sec sch friends n even last time colleagues in sim..suddenly feel veri warm in my heart...nt feelin as if im always alone thr le...smiles...
yest went to jurong pt n get stuff..met up wif steph n shop ard...hmm..suddenly feel dat i abit fat sia...we chatted a lot n ate tis straberry ting at mos..veri nice sia...nxt time mus eat again..ed bring mi hm aft dat...kinda sweet...xie le...feel like we r sum kids....still like to play ard like kids...haha...had fun tho..been ponderin sum stuff...guess sumtimes both of us need to tk tings slow n cool down ba....yeapx...feel weird sumhw...
tis entire wk startin frm todae is study break le..so will mk full use of dat..hao hao study...ruin the mornin part by slpin till 12...due to super gd weather..haha...jiayou ltr le...
dage bdae yest...tho he is in army la..but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!...

tummy cramp....

yest was muggin the entire afternoon...den went bugis n mit ed...bought present for pals le..den we hang ard...went to the national library...wow...realli big n nice sia...i tink is a realli gd place for research n muggin...tink will go down thr n read one dae...hehe
went to suntec aft that...had andersons icecream..realli fillin sia...saw my sec sch friend wif bf...hehe..hapi sia....
aft that jiu cum hm le...had sum time together..happy...n xie xie wor...
todae woke up wif terrible cramp..prolly due to the icecream i had...arh..super pain sia...tryin to mug ltr..jiayou ba...

another dae..

went to sch as usual todae...was kinda high wif friends..kip havin jokes n all..hehe..aft that went to hui hse to print stuff...yeap...lirong pei mi den we cant stop chattin..havin a realli cool galtok..shd hv dat often wor..hehe...enjoy dat...print my stuff den slack ard in her hse den had dinner...gave peiyih a little surpirse...haha..she thinner le sia..hmm..nxt time mus ask her out to hang out..recently juz feel like contactin all my old pals n mitin all of them..hmm..shd b doin dat durin my hols ba....miss ya guys...
aft dat jiu cum hm...muggin econs le....jiayou ba
tml gg to buy sum presnts..noone peiin mi sia...c hw first ba..

ktv fun..

ktv was great n fun todae...startin feel a bit weird la..due to the mood swings again...kinda pitchy sia..urgh..but it is beta aft that..hmm..stephanie voice qte sweet n nice sia...hmm..realli had a great time singin..totally enjoy it...sing till exhausted sia..aft that..went to makan at the coffeeshop..had sum yummy indian food..hmm..qte delicious...den we head off to the arcade..4 of us play the daytona..hmm...fun sia...but i veri lan la...haha
aft that jiu rush to mit mommy le..help her tk stuff hm..paiseh ed hor..nv had sum time together...
watched superstar juz nw..hmm..tink only kelly rocks..the rest..hai hao onli sia...the guys r fine oso...the guy result abit saddenin ba..but at least those i support nv kana get kick out can le..hehe...
super zonked out todae..duno y oso...hmmm....a lot of ppl recently gt sick le..so pals..pls tk gd cr of ur health k??
todae mom bdae...wish her hapi bdae ba..

mood swings

tis few daes arent dat great for mi..my mood is like a roller coaster or wad...ya..dun seem to be able to control it..is like one moment i get super high..the nxt moment i feel down n dejected..urgh..hate dat...feelin qte sick of muggin recently actuali..hv been revisin..but some time i juz get off focus..guess i muz calm down n wrk tings out le..exams in 2 wks time lo...muz cut down my entertainment and tokin time le..
watched superstar yest..hmm..i tink allof them r great..except the jason..ya..nt gd enough ba..the rest...they dance until veri funni...hehe...but their slow songs r great n movin..hmm...lookin fwd to the gals rounds tonite..shd b an eye opener ba...
in sch nw..eng lesson ended super earli todae..juz cum to sch n had quiz dats all...ya..nt even an hr ba..i guess..ltr gg ktv le..hahahaha....so happi..finalli im gg to release all my anger..all my weird mood..sing till im exhausted again...gd way of releasin stress ba...lookin fwd to it..hope we all hv fun ba..

happy

mon..aft cls met up wif stephanie...jarrel gf...we chatted as if we were long lost friends...den had dinner together..nice gal..glad to noe her...hope to hang out soon..ed finalli back frm genting le..dun hv to worry le..
we chatted..ya..someone had a lot of fun lo..all the rides and food and fun n gambling hor...ya..no presents for mi lo...haiz....
todae aft sch came hm..mk lunch den pia my essay le..finalli done..felt more relieved le..
oh ya..gt accepted by hai die le..went thru the auditions..shd be startin lessons soon ba...was a little disappointed that i went thru the basic cls...to mi..basic is like choir again..but but...at least i gt thru and seriously i oso didnt sing gd during auditions..hmm..mus learn hard den improve in my singin...yeah..finalli i can relaise my wish..hehe....
rest of the wk shd be muggin n nth else ba...so jiayou ba

nobody noes

watched nobody knows...sum jap movie abt 4 children...the mum startin still gave them cr and all...(btw all the children hv diff fathers)..however aft that the mum left them all alone to fend for themselves..they went thru diff stages till the end whr they hv to live on the park's water and leftovers frm the shop...felt dat i realli am fortunate...at least my parents r thr to cr for mi n thr r enough money to spend n all..i realli shd be guilty for nt tkin tings for granted sia..tis movie mk mi ponder abt life in general n all..life is fragile...realli..we realli mus cherish stuff ard us n all..it touched my heart...
todae is another lazy sunday..will be muggin ltr aft watchin tv the entire mornin le...misss u....

hao xiang ni...(translation)
hi..my one and only
its been some time since we last met
but i cant help thinkin of ur voice by my ears
are you feelin great todae? are you happy?
remember to tk things easy, the world isnt as bad as you think
although im not by ur side
there is a string around my heart
attaching you ,followin u
i really miss you..
whenever i closed my eyes, you will be thr...
don't ever forget..our promise
that i always rembered in my heart
no matter where you are, dont forget how much i love you
no matter how busy you are,remeber your meals
when you are driving,remeber to be careful
to be truthful, i really am happy that you are always my guardian angel
till the end of time,i will still be holding your hands
although you are not by my side
but im still in ur heart
i will wait for you
i realli miss you..till i cant breathe
till i lose all my energy..but its okie
juz dont ever forget our promise
its stays forever in my heart
no matter where you are
dont ever forget hw much i love you
i will always be here
remeber dat i love you..

hv fun ba..

todae wake up le den stone in front of tv..afternoon went to bishan n mit up wif hui..hui they all wana c superstar semi finalist...yeap..so we waited for almost an hr but nv appear sia...
aft that went to poa n get the tee dat i like..yeap..love dat...hapi tp get that..we ate a little b4 headin to the funfair in physterain high...its qte sum funfair...as in is qte big scaled..we were dyin to spent the free 20 bucks voucher so anihw spent on food..we kept eatin chicken..till we were almost stuffed..the sch is huge and they even had popular and arcade area lo..one of the cooledt funfair i saw ba
we went to the hall n walk ard den settle down to do the hana..forgot wad it is call le...the indians do the stuff on the hand de...yeap...like my design..sth like a heart shape den gt extend to my middle finger..hehe
aft that went back to bishan n mit up wif the insurance guy...ya...he treated us to swesens to thank us...haha...xie xie le...super full..
bought mac for grandma den cab hm...
was muggin a bit aft that when i reached hm..tml will b muggin in full force le...yea..jiayou hard le..watchin a vcd ltr wif xuan..hope will njoy ba
kinda feel a little lonely...qte weird ba..used to tok every single nite...miss u le...urgh...hope u r havin fun at genting nw ba~

interestin dae...

woke up at ard 10 plus...did sum of my eng stuff...den start to practise my singin..haven been realli singin for sum time le sia..gettin kinda rusty...
sch was as usual..except i feel especially tired n kip stonin...
finalli cls is over..aft slackin in sch for sum time..den mit up wif hui in outram...walked ard for a while b4 headin to ocean butterflies...was actuali qte surpirsed gt so mani ppl turn up for the audition...filled in the form den oso hv to pay 20 bucks..so ex sia...for the audition fee like dat....]
the audition place is like ona stage n a singin teacher sit on one of the chairs...super nervous...so i waited for the others to go up first while i calm myself down...wah....sum of them sing nt bad de lo...n sum even went to other singin schs de...didnt tink i did veri well la...can do beta de...aft a short inmtro den start singin the same song again...ya..n i sang the shortest length compared to others...wadeva..still hv to wait for reply..hope can b oki ba n get into the sch ba....
aft dat met wif ed n xuan in ps...had dinner together at pastamania...ed hair veri golden sia...hmm..hpoe can faster grow longer ba...den will look nice le...we hang ard for a while...den head hm soon while sumone go to mitup n go gentin n hv fun sia...so gd...envy..will miss u de...the 3 daes will b qte quiet ba...
tml goin to funfair..hope i hv fun...mus jiayou in studies oso...keepin up..

recoverin...

went to c doc for the seond time again..yeapx..finalli my flu is gettin beta but i feel weak..hopefully by fri i will b fine...dun wana screwed up my audition lo...n i duno wad to sing..arh...jialat sia...
nth happen recently..tok to a new friend..stephanie..jarrel gf..qte nice gal..veri friendly n sweet de...lookin fwd to hang out wif her sia..haha
guess due to my stupid flu..qte sian recently..hate dat feelin..
most of my pals r goin to go uni soon le....so wish they all enjoy their uni daes ba...

sick

hate it when i kana sore throat..cant realli speak at all...yest had a big headache when i woke up...went to sch for econs lessons but sadly half the time im slpin n stonin..feelin qte horrible..came hm n tk a nap str away...
dad bring mi to c doc...xie xie dat u came over tho its a short while hor..appreciate dat
didnt go to sch todae...nid sum rest..ugh..cant seem to slp in peace...kip havin cocurrent nightmares datdisturbeed mi frm slpin..plus my sore throat dat kip mi awake thruout the nite..
gg to mug todae...n rest more at the same time le...
jiayou ba..

super zonked out

dun wana wake up in the mornin..super tirin lo..plus gt sum flu...but bo bian hv to go temple...ate sum strong medicine hui give de..wah..super strong sia
for the entire dae...i was practically half asleep...thruoout the lesson...but gt a lot of nice food..haha..eatin like sum piggy...
had sum tok wif the ppl thr...yeapx...more n more excited le..my audition...had a little sore throat nw..urgh...
super tired nw sia...eyes half open nw...ltr slp le hv to mug hard le...
jiayou le!

hapi hapi....

tis 2 daes..fri n sat hv been realli cool daes to mi..ya...fri aft sch went to listen to sum aia assurance stuff..yeap..shd b signing up for dat one...tot is gd savin plans n habit oso...hope it can help mi in a way ba..other den dat..sum hai die ppl call mi up to go down for audition...shd b goin to join the vocal cls..wif my mum permission,double happiness...im super thrilled..finalli the ting on my iternery shd be able to clear off...haha...still wonderin wad songs to sing..ani suggestions??ppl whu r readin..pls tell mi ba..hehe...
sat..todae mornin woke up earli n go gym wif dad n xuan..supppose to go macritche but rainin..so change plans..we worked out for sum time den went hm n rest awhile b4 headin to delifrance for breakfast..it was qte a spread..haha...love it.....n super full...
cum hm nt long den dressed up n hang out wif ed le..went to pastamania..paiseh kip stealin ur food...den go buy my slippers n walked ard...aft that went to oorchard mit wif hui...yeapx..love ur dressin todae...we walked ard fareast..along the way saw sum friends..hehe..hapi...thnx ed for the belt..love it...we hang ard till dinner time den hv suki sushi..super fillin for dat..we ate a lot again..haha...first time taste soft shell crab..qte an eye opener for mi ba..took a lot of pics in thr too..hehe..aft that went to heeren n walked ard n tk neoprints..todae 3 of us had fun...weird but true..nice dae chattin n crappin...hope hui will feel beta oso hor..tk it easy gal...
aft that ed bring mi hm...had sum time together as usual...feelins kinda strong esp todae sia..hmmm...:)
tml goin temple oso..abit sian...nid to buck up on my studies le...kinda behind my own schedule..jiayou le...nxt wk kinda packed too so muz balanced up..

hot hot dae..

feelin super tired todae..ish like once i sit down in the mrt or bus..i juz doze off within a min or so...haha
eng oral presentation todae..i was super nervous..realli..was practically shiverin lo..urgh..but glad dat i made it thru..n i did nt freak out...which is a surpirse..guess i need to wrk on my oral presntation stuff....yeapx...was cravin for tkaway food when walkin hm so go n da pao sum outside food...
ya...reach hm den eat n watch national treasure..super niceee....i was like totally absorbed into the show...great n excitin...cool..
rest of my dae is juz muggin n muggin...nth else dat is special...hv been slackin a little yest...nid to buck up le..

tired...

feel qte out of energy recently sia..super tired lei...sch ish still fine...
sumone feelin wierd yest..thank god aft dat jiu okie le...love rainy daes...
todae went to c the cca stuff..hmm..sign up for tennis n bowling...sounds like fun sia..tink i need sum exercise in my life b4 i start rottin..need sum life to excite my life a bit...
hmmm..2 mths le...hope tis realli last...realli tink the date 13 os a bad luck dae sia...but despite of dat...lets hope tis can wrk no matter wad ba....
ed feelin so weird n strange recently...mk mi feel weird oso...urgh
mus study hard oso le...revision..exams nearin soon le...
hope everythin will b fine

mon blues...

another usual sch dae..super tired la..slpt at one last nite...so was slpin most of the time in the train..sch is usual...results frm quiz r satisfactory ba...durin break..mi n mel went crazi singin..she kip actin like sly...hahaha..mk mi laugh likecrazi..
econs veri sian..turn out my second quiz is the same as the first one...haha....at least i tink todae i tried to kip awake n i did...
ltr will b juz muggin n tv ba..nth special recently...]
plannnin for sum outin wif sec n jc friends soon b4 they go uni oso....

quote of the dae...
let not be the heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid..

tired but fun..

yest which is sat woke up pretty late...den rush down to keng cheng to help bring the kids tp ndp....was qte excited actuali..cuz can mit kids n teachers thr...
well..we went to the hall first to gather n listen to sum briefin...den help the teachers bring the students to mrt station to wait for the mrt that is used onli by them...tok to the teachers thr...hmm..to be a pri sch teacher aint easy sia....they r qte noisy but veri ke ai la...n almost all of them hv hps...ya..n thr r onli pri 5 lo...wah lao..when i pri 5..i didnt even noe wad is a hp lo...urgh.,...they r so fortunate..
we walked sum distance...n is super hot...the place we sat turns out to be facin the sun....was feelin super hungry..so was practically eatin everythin frm the funpack lo...was qte bored wif the show actuali...saw all those army trucks n other mordern technologies they r paradin...i was so sian...so sit thr n read my cleo...haha..so bad sia...tot tis yr the show aint that fantastic...half of the time..i was distracted n blocked by ppl walkin ard in front(we r sittin at the last row)....we hv umbrellas oso..to shield ourselves frm the firewrks...guess the best part of the show was dat ba...to c firewrks in such a close distance..super romantic 2...hehe...aft that bring the students back to sch..on the way i was tokin to kids frm the cls im tkin...they veri ke ai...suddenly i feel so old lo..njoy my journey back...didnt noe i could mix ard wif kids well sia...haha
aft that hui xuan n mi went to mos to eat..we like hungry ghosts like dat...kip eatin..den jiu cum hm le...
sun..super lazy dae asusual...feel so ouyt of energy...had sum headache smuggin music n econs oso....guess mi realli mus tk a gd rest le...hv been hangin out too mucb recently le ba..muz jiayou for my studies..holidaes..faster cum ba

update le..

hmm...sumone complainin i haven been updatin le hor...haha...seriously recently no huge events actuali happen or anythin interestin..is juz normal sch daes wif sum stress...but hopefully can go off soon...
yest ed pei mi cum hm...hmmm..hv been spendin more time together recently..hmm..nxt wk mayb muz cut down le ba...but at least stress is reduced..the econs test i did in a more relaxed way...hopefully can do beta ba....
superstar yest was qte horrible...as in i hate the results...super angry lo..all the gd singers gt out..n the bad singers stay on..i realli duno abt the whole system sia..mi n xuan super bu shuang lo...urgh...
todae aft sch went to bishan...hmm..met up wif yue who is super sian..haha..aft that went to watch fantastic 4 wif ed..haha...nt too bad the movie...hmm..we finalli took neoprint..still feel that it can be beta lo...nt gd enough....im glad we spent sum quality time together...:)
but too bad..mum nt hapi la....i went kinda far le...shd hv call n tell her more abt the timin...hmm...wad happen to all my principles le.../?sad abt dat....guess i need to calm my nerves down n tink maturely abt that....
gg ndp tml..continue to jiayou for my revision and my aims in studies

stress..

startin to get lazy to update lately le..hehe..sch has been normal..guess im startin to get stressed..mayb thr r more n more stuff dat i dun realli understand ba...n im givin more n more stress to myself for no reason..or shd i sae..im used to givin myself stress...sigh...
mon was great...love ur accompany....thnaks..realli help mi in relivin stress sia...
den the rest of the daes were juz hardcore muggin which left mi havin headaches..
screwed up my econs test todae...shd hv followed my intuition...urgh..wadeva...hopefully i can do beta on fri econs test again ba...lookin fwd to superstart show ltr...shd b qte interestin...
sometimes i do ponder wad the hell is love...is it the way im feelin rite nw...sinkin fast or wad....
juz let it flow ba...glad that i went to swim juz nw....could nt stand all the stress that is pilin up...
i need another singin session le....

wkends...

sat...woke up earli to mug econs...keep feelin insecure abt my subjects..duno y oso...kip wantin to mug hard....aft that went to somerset n mit up wof pri sch friends...haha..they realli change a lot..of course there r sum is still the same de..we talk n talk...talk the whole afternoon away...glad that all of them r doin well tho....aft that we took neoprint..haha...force the guys...they finally agreed to that...its fun...den sebestian bring us in his cousin car..ya..but too bad i hv to go first...send mi to fareast..hmm..drive veri fast lo...
met up wif sim ppl...den go the bbq birthdae party..hmm..the birthdae guy hse super big..like sum loyal family hse..was blown away by the size n deco of the hse....the food was great...but felt kinda weird dat..most prob is im nt close to most of the ppl thr ba...den mi, mel n lirong left first..we walked back to fareast but kana lost in the york hotel thr..ya..went to the carpark n sum deserted area which send mi screamin...realli realli scared lo...look like those place gt murder happen one sia...thank god..lirong was calm n brave...haha..i was like in cold sweat...
aft that met up wif hui xuan n yue they all...walk walk ard den go hm le...super tired...
gueess its gettin harder to get out of tis ting..b4 i knew it..i found that im, realli so deep inside...missin more n more each dae...urgh..or shd i sae gettin weaker n weaker..afraid of lonliness....
hope u r gettin better aniwae...everitime cough n cough de...haiya...drink more water la...haaha
todae is lazy sundae..juz slack by watchin tv..study a bit of music..ltr muggin more...but glad to be on the fone again...felt uneast tho its juz a dae...
jiayou ahrd le...exams seems to be nearin s oon

updates..

long time nv update le...hmm..was bz wif wrk n all..recently hv been feelin super tired n worn out...body qte bad condition i guess....kip wantin to slp n all...the last few daes were juz normal schlin daes...
mon--was super surpirsed that u appeared in the bus...yea..thnx for the tot of tkin so mani buses juz to give mi a surprise...thnx le...
thurs..went to cut hair..hmmm...is shorter le..n definitely lighter...but feel linda weird...hope my hait grow faster..prefer my old hairstyle...tokin to gugu n xuan for a while n went to tis turkish restaurant in fareast..tot it was qte interestin...hmm..nxt time go again n try the food thr..went to watch initial d wif xuan gugu n ed..ya...summore late...but aniwae the movie was great...didnt noe jay chou can act qte ok lei..edison look great as usual but a lot of gals r eyein for him le...hor hui??hehe...excitin show..love it...aft that went to heeren thr to the mise....ya..kame look so shuai la..haha...love him le...aft sum persuasion..ya...den mi n ed went out alone...went ps n pei him makan....den aft that juz walk ard...enjoy every bit of ur existance ba...hehe...
econs was horrible todae...qte a number of stuff dun understand...hmm...guess i gotta revise more le...
tml hangin out again....hope it will be a great dae...

lazy sundae....shuai kame!!!

wanted to wake up earli to go swimmin..but was slpin like a pig..haha..super tirin lo..wake up le..was ard noon le so had combined breakfast n lunch..hehe..ya..cook sum jap noodles wif grandma...haha..mom is rite..i added a lot of other suff in den it tastes great n qte healthy...hahainitally wana mug my afternoon away..but was stuck on tv wif h2..sum jap show..den aft that gokusen 2...haha...love the guy kame...he veri veri shuai n cool...haha..nw once i tink of the face..i juz forget bout the rest of the guys le...haha...wah...
couldnt stand slackin my entire dae off..felt bad so study at ard 8...ya...a lot of econs stuff dun understand..urgh...jialat sia...
2 quizs cumin up in tis wk..hope will juz go well...hehe...hmmm...abit playful n lazy tis wk...so muz jiayou le...
wana wear my shoes..mickey shoes

fat pig

my last 2 daes were kinda sian..juz normal studyin n hangin in sch wif friends...feel super restless recently..cant realli study..kip feelin tired n everythin..mayb pmsin le...
sat...love todae...woke up kindalate...den took my time to dress up n all..it was rainin cats n dogs...kinda ruin the mornin..but luckily when i reached somerset..rain has stopped..went to kbox first..was singin alone for the first hr..waitin for jan n her friend to cum..wah..kbox gt a lot of new songs...hahaha...was trin out but voice sux..mayb too tired n hungry ba...
jan n friend came den sang together...hmm..can c jan friend qte nice to her wor..hehe..i ahd a great time singin..long time since we sing together le...the food was super slow..so when the food came..im like super hungry...
xuan yue n hui drop by a little while..den aft that went out wif them..yeap...shoppin for shoes n slippers...hmm...qte hapi actuali...had sum great bargain...mi n xuan bought mickey shoes..add togetheer ard 60 plus den free 1 bag dat cost 21 bucks..haha...n is the one that i wana buy...haha...so hapi..den we walked ard n buy slippers...was walkin for a long time b4 i decided on the pair in U.R.S..thnx sista for helpin mi to choose ar..mi super fussy la
aft that we went back to heeren n tk neoprint together..haha...had fun...
den we went to lau par sat to hv our dinner...haha..hungry pigs..we ordered a table of food...gt carrot cake..gt drinks..satay..stingray wif lots of meat...den otal den kangkong..den rice..haha...wah..eat until super full lo...nw still burpin hard,aft that we went to clarke quay n walk ard...to digest our food...realli hv fun todae...tot is a gd dae spent wif my family ppl..ya...sista...hope to hv more of tis type of gatherin
todae restin dae..but tml muz realli mug le..cant b lazy le...all my subs gt quiz nxt wk..urgh..jiayou hard..muz either maintain or get beta results..jiayou hard le

super full sia...

wed..usual sch dae...nth realli great happen..except the superstar is veri nice...like the guy whu can sing like lin junjie...so nice n soothin n the blind guy...
todae..came hm n rushed all my assignments..was sittin in front of computer to pia my music assignments n eng essay..wah..super tirin sia...eyes r tirin n kinda pain oso lo..when i finished..is already 5 plus le...hv to faster change den get ready to go out wif dad taiwan friend..went lingzhi..cant stop eatin...gt buffet..the steamboat plus still can order food non stop..wah...delicious..nw super full liao...den dad bring the tw friend around on the car..he veri the nice...nxt time mus go taiwan n shop again...
aft that...jiu cum hm le...
everythin is fine le...glad that is over..tirin..
tml den revise more...jiayou le

tirin dae..

super wet dae todae...feel like slpin my dae off in tis weather..went sch for eng cls...hmm..nt too happy wif my grades but i kinda deserve it cuz the grammar sux n nt gd enough...had a oral presentation..yeap..dunno y but i kinda freaked out..its so embarassin lo..jialat sia...aniwae aft thhat...went to bugis to mit yue...wah..the journey super long cuz i tk bus thr...but at least i noe wjr does 61 goes lo..hehe...
had qte a fillin lunch on foodcourt den walk walk ard..pei her find sum jobs..went to the a korea shop whr we found sum nail polish..hehe..bought one..the sales person veri gd..haha..she help mi draw..veri nice..tink nxt time i oso can try to design myself oso..haha...aft that we went bugis str c..wah..a lot of clothes but mus ren hard sia...we went back to pastamania n had sum drinks...well..felt great cuz had sum gd chat wif her..long time nv tok le...
aft that go hm..super tirin...almost missed my busstop lo..came hm n juz lie on the bed..slpt till 7 den did my eng..ya...guess i mus try to balance beta..recently felt stressed...which is bad...
tml at nite goin to eat lingzhi..yeah...haha..lookin fwd..ya...n jarrel...return thr bks asap...

sch dae..

realli tired in the mornin...met up wif mel den go sch as usual...hmm...todae gettin back 2 papers..a little nervous...
well..it turns out dat i did fine for music..great...haha...in btw met up wif lynn..hmm..she is joinin sim too cuz the ntu veri slow la...hope she will like the course oso ba...
econs papers cumin up..super scared cuzit seems that i gt a lot of mistakes....hmm..well..gt improvement ba...mus continue to jiayou n do much beta..at least mus continue my revison stuff...todae oso gt tok to other ppl in the cls...sum boys...ya..spill coffee over my notes..bks...bag..hahah..tot they werent nice ppl n unfriendly..it turns out otherwise...qte nice ppl actuali...happi...
so far im balancin stuff qte well...i suppose...keep up the gd wrk..hehe....
tinkin of askin sum old friends out soon..mayb for ktv or sth....miss them n dun wan our friendship to fade off...yeap...

sun nite out...

woke up late on sun mornin...had a late lunch at hui hse den rush to the temple...tot its kinda sian...dun feel the atmosphere anythin..parents wun b on fathers day itself aniwae...had sum realli nice spagatti..yummy..haha..found out that my mom's friend is wrkin in hai die...haha....mayb i can get to c lin jun jie wor..haha...ya..she will help mi ask singin stuff oso...haha...yeah!
aft that we went hm...suuppose to mit my old colleage n xuan friend...in the end cuz of sum complications so nv mit...we were like tryin to dress up n all lo..haha..qte fun lo...went out at ard 9 to ps...ask ed out oso...meantime xuan n mi were playin the arcade...glad that she had fun..oh ya..we came across tis interestin shop whr they sell old stuff n oso had a small home like teashop inside...looks real cool..tink im goin thr n hv tea one dae..haha...
went back hm cuz hui mitin n hv to play safe..ya...in the end 4 of us juz sat in front of tv n watched the first daughter...cool movie..almost cried at sum parts..dun like the endin tho...when we finished the show..it was already 1 plus...cant believe i actualli did dat...hang out late...luckily parents arent ard la...den took a cab to clarke quay..well thr r qte sum ppl ard thr..clubbin n all..seriously i dun realli like the nite life..tot its far too complicated n dangerous...we went to eat at coffeeebean n had sum cakes n drinks...yeap...tot we r like sum hungry ppl..haha..we walkedn walked again to lau par sat to hv sting ray n satay n drank a little vodka...first time drinkin..but a lttle onli so dun hv much effect..we walked to esplanade aft that....ya...thr r ppl slpin outside...couples datin...friends gatherin...n sum fishin...all kinds off ppl...tot it was an eye opener in a way..saw a diff side of life....
we walk n tok..hang out till ard 5...all zonked out so took cab n go hm...
xuan n hui slp first..while mi n ed juz sat at the swimmin pool thr to tok sum stuff..
interestin nite....
waoke up at 230..super late den had sum pizza...watched the son of a mask..qte cute...was a little pissed by sum stuff...aft that revise my music n do sum wrk..had sum headache tryin to pla out the outline lo...urgh....
nxt wk onwards mus study hard again aft 2 and a half daes of harvoc..yeap....muggin le...

finalli done...---guilt

after muggin hard for my econs...yeap..on fri..its finalli done..yeah..can rest a little while b4 revisin my wrk again...ecpns was hai hao ba..dat r sum structured questions dat i aint sure abt...but whu crs...im done wif it..
aft that went to hui hse...was on the same bus at lirong..we chatted den she pei mi go buy butter...thnx dude...
wrapped ur preents n all n had a sumptous dinner..hehe...we ltr baked cookies..well..of course is xuan n hui is doin most of the jobs..im a cookin idiot..haha..went out to fetch u den had sum time together..glad u like all the presents...hee...aqft that met up wif hui n xuan...treat them to carrot cake..den u came over to hui hse...feel so weird n bad...is like so bad...hang out for sum time..watched guess3 together...haha...funni show...pei u go down aft that...
hmm..shd nt stay downstairs for such a long time..didint realise time passes so fast...hui xuan n her parents nt too happi...i noe its bad too..felt bad aft that...is nt my hse n i shd nt b doin all these...felt that i realli did zhong se qing mei...which is super bad..i tink i hv to draw a veri clear line...nxt time if im wif them den dun hang out wif him..i muz strike a balance...guilt..urgh...
hmm..muz tink abt my actions ba...sorry...

exams..

wed had eng and music exams...hmm...slpt pretty earli the nite b4 so was qte fresh...tink i did ok for my music ba....
as for eng...weird essay topic...shd b able to scrap thru...worried abt the grammar n the rest....had econs aft that....all of us r practically half dead...brain dead to be precise...came hm n did the card...hmm..love it..den juz stone in front of tv...superstar nice sia..n the blind guy realli can sing..sing wif full emotions...guess he went thr a lot thats y can sing all the feelins out ba...i support him...aft that was doin study guide...
todae had eng lessons den rush hm to mug le...had a sumptous lunch..tink im gettin fatter le lo...fell aslp listenin to music..super tired..den read notes..memorise...den read txt...hmm...kip feelin tired all over...so rest a while..2nite wana watch tv oso...butoso muz practise sum wrk..jiayou hard for tml ba...bitter first den sweet...
my wkend n fri shd b qte fun..lookin fwd le...

quick update..

sun woke up earli in the mornin..was feelin kinda high actuali..hehe..for no reason actuali..went to temple excursion..yeap..was havin sum crazi singin time wif jan on the bus..haha..of course wif xuan n hui la..kip tkin pics..hehe...went to peirce reservoir first..weather was kinda humid..n everyone is complainin bout the weather..nw i noe the importance of the air con..hehe..we head off to a organic vege farm..yeap..a lot of mosquitoes..feelin itchy all over the place lo..urgh..n the mud n wormss ard..yuck...but i mus sae the vege grown naturally r realli much brighter in colour n more appealin ba...mom n dad went crzi over shoppin for organce vege..sumtimes i realli pei fui they all sia...haha...go whr shop till whr..we went to sum flower place at kranji area aft that..wah..thr veri nice...heard nxt time thr will bb a resort or sth built thr..xuan hui n mi was totally obsessed wif the swing tingy thr..n thr furniture look super nice..nxt time if i gt my own hse..i wan the country feel sia..haha..mediacorp ppl was shootin thr..saw the dennis keller...ya..super chio sia..we hang ard for sum time..ya..thr was tis bench on a movin wood tingy..ya..den can sit thr n float on water de..haha..veri fun sia..went to our last stop at ami chao farm...ya..didnt noe it can do so much help..but too badf it tastes horrible...aft the entire ting..i was practically zonked out..slpt the entire journey back to temple..
we 3 went to sim lim sq pei hui c mp3..hmm..in the end she nv buy anythin..but guess wad..saw her dad judgin for sum singin competiotn..looked veri smart sia..hee..went to eat at pastamania..had sum gal tok..dat mk mi feel kinda weird inside actuali...did a little wrk den slp le...
mon..ani other normal sch dae..abit siao perhaps...hmm...1 mth le..cant believe time realli pass so fast sia...hope tis ting can wrk for a realli long time ba..noe i did sth wrong..millions of sowie..but im realli touched that u actualli forgive mi in a way..xie xie...had sum time together den go hm...cleared sum prob den mug my entire nite off...
todae...hmm..eng cls was interestin..nw typin my blog in the sch lab...well...ltr gotta study hard oso....i wana do well for my exmas...den can relax aft that..haha..lookin fwd to fri when all my exams r done...hehe..
jiayou....

muggin daes..

fri was a off dae for mi..crammin hard...was kinda tired cuz chat till 3 plus in the mornin..wasnt in ani gd state durin dat time le..hee...
studies wad i wana mug..econs n done my music wrk..felt so accomplished sia..den at nite went airpor to fetch mommy hm..hee..had delifrance while waitin...saw mom..yeah...hehe..she wasnt in a gd state..kinda sick actuali...but can c she is so excited bout the entire trip tingy...came hm n ransacked her bags..thnx mom...bought like 11 tops for xuan n mi..n all looked great...love it...
todae shd b another muggin dae de...felt kinda restless n hard to concentrate...but still managed to finish my music practise...n a little econs..tink still nid to buck up...tomolo aft temple tingy den mug again ba...at nite went to orchard to help celebrate wing bdae...bought present..n oh ya..saw fir while walkin..cuz thr gt the open concert tingy...saw her wif a grp of ppl...ya...felt so scared but still went thr n sit...took neoprints wif the bdae gal..den went ktv wif them..feel kinda bad actuali...sang 3 songs but nt realli payin for it...paiseh le..aniwae..thr r a bunch of veri interestin n super lame ppl..esp the nick ar...ur hebe la...ed pei us go tk cab den go back...hehe..we sneaked hm wif xuan's help to prevent mom frm findin out n scoldin..hehe...thnx le..
cant stop feelin hungry aft that...ate a lot of bread..goin to b piggy le...
2molo goin temple...wif hui n xuan ard it will sure b cool de...hehe...
jiayou for midterms oso...mus concentrate hard..

happi daes..

wed was normal sch dae...finish cls go hm..was supposed to lunch wif en de..but last min lynn hv to cum over for her appeal applications..aft that i was rushin wif my essays n did my music wrk..at nite went hm to eat dinner at orchard..yeap super full..love my dad's car aniwae..haha...comfortable..
came hm n watched tv den do my econs...had a chat as usual den slp well..haha...
thurs..interestin eng lesson todae..kinda crappy...den hang out wif hui n xuan..bought a new skirt n top..haha..n the present le..haha..my pocket is kinda burned le..haha..but sumone else is even jialat ba..met wif jarrel n ed aft that..aft much persuasion..had big earthquake..yummy...love ice cream..den went to doby gaut n tk neoprints...haha..sowie for being so weird sia..but aniwae it turned out nice...we went arcade n played pur hearts out..haha..
had a nice walk hm..if is more windy i will love it more..haha..
tml onwards mus realli mug hard le..hv been playin hard too much ba..mus watch myself le...jiayou..mom cumin hm tomolo le..hee...duno wad she gt for us sia..haha...

tirin 2 daes..

mon..went to sch for music onli..den hang out wif my new friends in orchard..we took several neoprints...haha..qte fun n super crazi...we went for a ktv session aft that...again..took a lot of pics n had fun...yeap...we went shoppin aft that...hmm...prices r high sia..or mayb im juz too stingy...scare to splurge all my money sia...cant overspent money...felt super tired aft that den went hm le...
at nite..felt lazy n juz stare in front of tv..had a long fone conversation...cant do without dat i tink..which is kinda bad...revise a little bit den went to slp le..
todae mornin veri tired...hmm..my eng quiz gt improvment..so mus jiayou hard le...yeap..durin cls i was practically dozin off..i ahte that to happen..mus perk up..summore my midterms r juz nxt wk...came hm rite aft that..watch tv while havin lunch..revise n do my eng stuff den read econs..was strugglin to kip awake...jialat sia...duno y so tired...dats y cum online for a while to wake myself up..ltr goin to study more econs n sum music..hmm..cant let loose le..fpr nw studies is impt de...
was hopin aft my midterms hang out wif my old pals..gt sum time le..hope im nt neglectin anione le...ya...long time nv heard or c dage le..hope he is doin great in the army ba...wan sing ktv wif u...hahaha....
gambatte ba

wkends..

slpt kinda late on fri nite...woke up almost 2 to 12 on sat afternoon...had my pizzahut lunch den was watchin in front of the tv....aft that mugged my music stuff...finalli grasped sum theory le...but aniwae didnt do much...aft that went sengkang n get my econs stuff from edlina..super heavy lo...haha...thnx dear aniwae..went to doby gaut to mit up wif hui..had dinner n took a neoprint thr...new machine sia..haha...fun...
hui wana go clarke quay thr n sit so we went thr..is like packed wif ppl..n couples...sat thr n chatted...gt sum psycho behind us membling...ya...finally u came by...kinda stupid actuali..cuz onli for like a few mins onli..appreciate it aniwae...
took a cab hm aft that...we 3 chatted n listened to music..yep...realli goin to tink bout my own attitude le...guess i realli did neglect sum ppl...cant do dat le...will jiayou to change..
todae woke up late n was stuck in front of the tv once more...jialat..managed to study sum stuff aft that..but was feelin tired at the same time..but aniwae gt finish wad i wana do jiu hao le lo...
felt weird n uneasy...but mus ren de...yeap..cant stick too close to a person...
tomolo goin to hang out wif sim friends..hope it will b realli fun..lookin fwd to it...

updates..

thurs..had sum horrid eng quiz..yeap..sian sia..hope i dun fail ba..aft that met up wif en..then we go ktv togeher...haha..long time since we get together to sing ktv le sia..haha..soon aft her friend came along..had sum gd time singin..ya..the penny dai song is finalli up le..haha..i can practise le lo..went hm aft that den do a little wrk..was kinda braindead actuali recently..super lazy..had a long chat aft that...goin kinda crazi ba..haha
woke up todae n mug hard..ya...at least gt sum stuff into my head ba..den went to sch for econs..glad dat teacher had sum kinda revision session...helped mi revise sum stuff too...aft that went to mit up..ya..went to tis broken down cinema..haha..nt that bad la...watched monster in law again..c i so gd.haha...den took a bus to doby gaut n walked ard..i wana shop....is like once i saw clothes n everythin..juz felt like grabbin everythin..arh..shoppin rules...
had mos burger den went to the garden thr n sit..ya..wah..a lot of couples thr..doinw eird tings..tot im like a car searchin for a carpark lot..haha...aniwae..felt great aniwae..
rushed hm in cab aft that..hmm..relaxed too much todae le..tomolo n sun mus buck up n mug as much as possible..yeap..jiayou...

a little stress le

super tired todae...was tokin to jan last nite..haha..long time nv realli tok le..had fun chattin...
had music quiz..was fine la..den the usual lessons...aft that was a veri long break..we gals juz slack in thr lt...den listen to music n sing..n gossip...haha..love that sia..
had a realli fillin lunch..den had the horrible econs cls..ya..braindead aft the test...didnt realli pass...suck sia...could nt realli concentrate aft that..kinda drained...almost slpt aniwae..haha...came hm rite aft sch...was slpin like a dead log in the bus...
thank god for the bath i had..refeshin..study my eng n sum econs..yeap...can u guys believe it...mid yr i the wk aft nxt..hate exams sia..tho my exams will juz last for 2 daes..but i oso wana do wel..muggin hard time i guess..haha..
tomolo aft sch hangon out wif en..lookin fwd to dae aniwae..haha

restless...

yest was a super busy n long dae for mi...ya..had music..den consultations soon aft..then 3 hrs of econs..met up wif meiling to tk notes..yeap..thnx dude..was feelin super itchy..cant tahan..in the end went to c doc le..rashes as expected...was kinda knocked out aft i ate the medicine..read a bit of notes den tok on fone..yeap...dun scare mi again la...
todae i overslpt..veri late..called a cab n rushed to sch...muz be the medicine sia..aft sch came hm rite aft that..watch sum tv den mug my enitre afternoon away...tirin..finish both my econs n music...econs kinda shaky i suppose..ltr still gonna revise again sia..
jiayou hard le...

slackin dae..

woke up late todae mornin..yeap.hui stayed over cuz xua givin sum chinese spellin..ya..had sum supper late at nite den watch a lot of bsb videos...haha...gettin that old feelin liao la..haha...
had sum sandwich den juz sat in front of tv n watched a lot of tv..till afternoon..watch cinderealla story again...if one dae i can hv such a romantic place to dance..man..i will juz go crazi perhaps..everythin is like so magical..im like totally envious lo..
studied a bit of music..ya..den dozed off..took a nap den wake up n start studyin my econs..is like a lot of tings still kinda blur..jialat sia...sort of finish revisin...den watch tv again.im becumin sum tv freak soon sia..the wu jian dao movie is realli cool...juz dat i dun like the endin..far too sad le la...
aft that did summore econs...
super itchy dae..mus be the flowers last nite...i had a bit of rashes liao..urgh..plus cramp..without those.im sure i will be much happier sia...
another long sch dae tomolo..jiayou hard..n to hui..do well for ur olevels sia...best of luck..

another great dae..

woke up late todae..yeap..finali can wake up late le...ate breakfast super heavy...den do my essay..ya..spend a realli long time to plan n write my essay sia...den finali finish le..super shuang sia..had a light tea break den bath...was spendin a long time typin the essay out den aft that rush down to tp to mit up wif jan...was in cd rama readin magazines cuz she late..bee met up oso den eat arts bistro..yummy...
they bought flowers..ya..was tryin to avoidit the whole time..den rush to nyjc for the choir concert..lt was kinda packed with ppl..ya...sum songs a bit weird la..but rest was wonderful...the second half was veri entertainin..was like laughin all the time..aft that was like huggin my juniors..felt great..was wanderin in the new sch cmpd..super big lo..envy sia..ahaha..
hang out a bit n tok to sum of them b4 cumin hm...contented todae sia..
tomolo will be the muggin dae..will be revisin all my stuff n mkin sure of everythin..so jiayou hard..

happy dae..

was late for sch todae..yeap...took another route to sch..luckily haven realli start..was kinda braindead aft econs cls..aft that went east coast wif lirong n sarah..yap..journey thr was actuali kinda long but we were like chattin non stop..haha..drank coffeebean first cuz like noone thr yet..aft that we went to the beach thr n sit..hmm..lovely weather..we waited for sum time b4 we went thr n eat sum bbq food...didnt realli tok to the rest..juz felt weird...den we went back to our old place n sit..ya the beach thr...by that timin is like kinda dark le...the sky is like full of stars.nt totally but i hv nv seen so mani la in singapore..is juz like diamonds sparkling in the dark skies..is beautiful n i was totally attracted to it...we had sum gal tok that i tot realli bonded us...felt great sia...aft that share cab go hm wif lirong..den we tok a lot..haha..happy sia..realli tot my sch i hv noone else to realli turn to de..thank god...
came hm n chat..ya..leg pain sia..tomolo mus finish all my wrk sia..den nite time go back sch to listen concert..haha..can c old friends..so happi sia...love all of u guys sia...

fast update...

wed..long sch dae...super titrin sia...econs as usual is drainin..n tirin la..dragged myself hm aft that...was tired den dun feel like doin anythin..called en..yeap..she is back le...haha..n she oso tell mi a lot of stuff bout america..haha..feel like flyin off thr..haven been realli tokin n laughin super loud tis daes le..is like once i hear her voice..feel great lo..entire nite was juz watchin tv den doin sum wrk..
todae...had eng lesson den head off to orchard to mit up lynn.en and siew...ya was walkin ard cuz i was early..realli feel like spendin a lot of money sia..is like sales nw lo..n im broke..sad sia..met up wif they all soon ltr..ya..en is like changed lo..surpirses too...more prettier n mature le..n thinner liao...woah..hahha..we had lunch together..had fun chattin n hangin ard wif them sia..den aft that walk ard...at fareast..we oso gt tk neoprints..haha..stupid machine sia...
met up wif xuan to watch monster in law while the 3 of them went to watch sum horror movie..ya...movie was great..reealli funni..kept laughin mani times...
walk ard a bit de cum hm aft that..usual stuff..watch a lot of tv..jialat..seems that im kinda slack recently sia..mus buck up le..tomolo wake up earlier to revise my wrk le..pace cant drop sia....jiayou hard..
tomolo gt bbq session..hope it will b fun..n jiayou in my studies

updates...pms..

mon...woke up earli feelin kinda weird all over..went to temple aft that..yeaps...found out sth..is onli in temple nw...n wif my old friends den i can feel like myself ba..siao n without ani burdens...free of thoughts i guess...cuz i will be busy tokin wif ppl..n makin new friends that r true..i tot..was super tired aft that...is like totally zonked out..study a bit den slack for the entire nite le..ya...feelin kinda weird le..or juz back??
todae...had eng cls..hmm..im too gp oriented le..haha...funni sia..aft cls den met up..ya..late n nv sae anythin...was boilin actuali..changed the initial plans..sang klunch..ya..need to realli cool off..had my fill of songs aniwae..haha..singin is my life man..haha..ran hm without ani byes...ya..tot it was abit too much...juz feel like runnin away ba...ya..hate owin ppl favours aniwae..urgh...
came hm drained n hungry..eat abit den do wrk le...
aft dinner..watch show den go potong pasir buy ice cream..haha..love it..esp in tis weather..came hm den watch 9pm show...juz finish all my wrk le..haha..great..
tomolo super long dae..hope everythin will b juz great...

fufiled..

sat...slpt till 12 cuz had a long chat till 3 plus in the mornin...ya..troubled ppl..haha..hui came over to have chinese tuition wif mom..ya...slack my time watchin tv n rottin ard..aft mom left..had sum gal tok wif hui..yeap..thanx..decided to hang out ltr in the nite..yeap..fav ktv session..ya..so sad no new songs de..onli gt one..rest nt up yet..sad sia...enjoyed myself aniwae...
woke up at 6 in the mornin..big walk..surprised that my neigbour oso joined...n a lot of other ppl oso..haha..met up wif siewling den we head off to the startin pt..ya..den start walkin..weather is pretty hot n sunny..ya...but thr r sum entertainin stuff durin the journey..saw batman n spiderman..haha...ppl holdin up banners to show their beliefs..religions...n advertisements..interestin huh...bought a burger in the mornin while walkin...haha..is so cool to be walkin right in the middle of the road as if u own it...shuang sia...tot the journey is kinda gruellin...as in is a super long walkin journey...tirin n thirsty...cant tahan sia..but luckily siew gt accompany mi..started tokin a lot..n singin..
when we finalli reached the endin pt...i practically jumped up..haha...finalli done..aft that went to toa payoh for lunch..is so great to b sittin down sia..haha...walked ard den went hm aft that..hmm..guess im blacker le..haha...tink belly fats gettin more sia..mus try to cut le sia...
ltr in the evenin den revise sum wrk..super tirin sia..but fufiled..

on n off??

is the stupid feelin again...is gettin worse..i cant stand it myself..hw cum like that le..a min ago was feelin super fine...n sweet..den nxt min everythin juz turns ugly..dun even noe wad the hell is wrong wif mi...n as usual is mi whu screwed tings up...i hate myself for that too...i am feelin a bit weird bout tis whole tingy..feelins tings i shd nt b feelin at tis moment nw...y like dat de...???urgh...
i start askin myself..am i even prepared??mayb is juz sum rash action..mayb shd listen to dage...?
guess i need to cool myself down...b4 i hurt sumone realli bad...
horrible mi...

worn out

sch starts late todae...thank god for that..woke up wif sum horrible headache...sux..den rush to sch for the tok..super sian..dun even undertsand a word the guy sae..glad dat it ended soon..rush to canteen to eat..was super hungry..had wanton mee...
went to cls aft that...ya..my econs quiz..hmm..screwed up i suppose...is like qte tricky..duno the ans is rite or wrong..teacher went thru the ans..ya..tink i failed it...ya..n oso alot of ppl ba..jialat sia..guess i need xtra help frm my old friends le ba...had that headache again..is like cant realli absorb..teacher oso noe ba..thats y lesson ended earlier todae..tirin...
sumtimes i feel realli invisible..sumtimes i wonder..even if i dun exist..it doesnt mk much of the difference aniwae..sickenin sia..my friends nw r like dat..i mean the present ones..nt all...but sum...i feel so xtra...so weird..hate that kind of feelin..by rite i shd ny feel that lonely...but im feelin dat way..is like even worse than b4...wad the hell is wrong wif mi..i duno..juz feel realli unwanted sumhw..
glad that i met up wif siewling aft that..ya..juz by seein her juz perks mi up..went to shop for my slippers..ya..in the end bought a interestin earing..haha..den buy a top frm snk at 8 bucks onli.haha..great buys sia..oso gt my slipper..shoppin does mks one forget all their probs..n of course old friends...thnx...
was feelin kinda worn out..juz went thru my econs notes onli...dun feel like muggin todae sia..juz wana rest..
i wan sing ktv..need that to release all my worries..my probs..n everythin...yeap...
jiayou ba

short dae..

dragged my lifeless body to sch once again..had a eng quiz..the last question guess i screwed up...manages to prevent myself frm slpin in the entire cls..yesh...haha
supposed to mit up..in the end sumone overslpt...made mi wait for the sms like sum fool..wadeva la..
came hm n had lunch..ate a lot todae sia..den read seventeen..feel like shoppin rite away le lo..den start revisin econs..ya..headache sia..did the online exercise oso...still feel nt prepared enough..goin to study again ltr...revise once more..hopefully will b fine tomolo ba...dread tis test..den aft that is juz fun le...
lookin fwd to wkend..

hectic sch dae...

slpy dae again...had my music quiz...tot it was fine la...den after dat juz sink myself into mp3 music...haha...my slipper spoil le..thank god my friend gt shoes in her car..or else i will limp hm...
had eng consultations..den had a realli sumptous meal i tot...the fried rice realli nice...haha..had my fill aniwae..
econs was tirin...had sum difficulty undertsandin..urgn..tirin sia...
aft cls kinda drained...den went off to bukit batok...n mit wif jarrel..haha..gt my free cup of coffee...xie le...jarrel mus tk cr sia..dun tink 2 much le..
aft dat went hm..slpt thru my entire journey...
finalli figure out wad the econs is tokin abt le..haha...den chat on fone..2molo cum hm muz study hard le...jiayou..

love my life...

yest aft sch went to mit up...den go orchard thr n eat...realli xin fu ba..nw i finali understand wad the taste is like le...haha...had lunch n walked ard..yeap...
den met up wif siew...yea..we went shoppin for bags..yeap..walked a lot sia...feel like shoppin for the rest of the stuff oso..clothes..shoes..arh...consumerism bug has bitten me....haha...
walked till we were all drained off..den went fareast to rest our tirin legs b4 shoppin again..bought my ideal sch bag for 24.90..ya..jap lookin de...like it a lot..
siew peii mi buy food le den met up wif her friends..den go hm aft dat le...
todae ish a rainy dae..hmmm...almost fell aslp in cls..hate listenin to those grammar tingy...mks mi slpy..manage to wake up when cls teacher starts askin us to do sum stuff..jialat sia..ate sum canteen food..hmm..nt veri gd sia...
met up again...thnx for the tops..love it...its realli sweet...den took bus hm le...ya..loitering ard due to the rain...hmm..love the weather...yeap...
came hm feelin slpy..manage to read sum notes b4 headin for a nap...ya..woken up by the ringtone...had to go potong pasir to collect specs..ya..mom wasnt in sum gd mood...esp when she noes that our specs costs like way too ex...ya...feels kinda weird..den she kept complainin dat the specs sux..mk mi feel weird oso..will onli wear it neccesary ba...ltr ugly...wadeva..ya..she recently is sum pissed off mood sia..cant stop naggin at us n scoldin us...obviously she is stressed out..but i juz cant stand the attitude she treats us n her students..is like a total diff lo...wadeva la..spoils my mood aniwae..came hm den start readin my notes for 2molo quiz...ya..ltr will b muggin again le..
jiayou for tomolo...

great wkend..

sat..woke up n revise my wrk b4 settin off to the bbq at pasir ris...
took a cab cuz i was abit too slow dressin up..den met xuan friends at the interchange at pasir ris..hmm...lots of food...yummy..his hse kinda small n have a pet dog at hm..ya..was realli scared as it is walkin ard...ya..decided to went out wif the bunch of gals for sum fresh air in pasir ris park..ya..mi n one of the gals sat down n tok bout shoppin..haha..fav topic...den we went to play swing..the swing thr veri hard to swing sia...haha...but those kids realli ke ai lo...is like they all look reluctant when thier parents sae cannot play animore le..haha...we vhang ard b4 goin back n rest..ya..was in her friends rm n lookin at ppl playin cards b4 we enjoy the food..is qte a spread actuali..all those food that we bought looks realli appetizing..i ate like many platres of noodels n curry n bbq food..ya...aft that was juz hagin ard to tok..ltr part of the nite went to his backyard thr whr the bbq is..ya..thr is sum swing tingy thr..so mi sat wif 2 other gals..had fun chattin..esp when it cums to the topic singin..haha
had to go first cuz gugu naggin le..took bus n mrt back..ya..halfway thru it started like pouring cats n dogs..veri heavily sia..den we chiong back lo..super cold..took a bath den chat on the fone..had sum long gal tok at ntie b4 retreatin to bed...
mornin couldnt wake up..overslpt to b exact...we made our own breakfast..ya..scrambled eggs..sausages n ham n bread..haha..den rush to the church thr...eat summore still..haha..tink im goin to b a piggy soon le...jialat..tink i will cut down le...
came hm den start revisin my stuff..ya..econs mayb nt that clear still..guess i need ore pratices ba..den juz rot in front of tv le..
feelin kinda weird ba...till had a long chat...haha..hmm politics..haha..okie..njoy my chat...
goin sch as usual..hope everythin turns out fine tomolo..hangin out aft sch..yeapz...njoy my dae...

hapii...

go sch as usual..juz dat todae i dun hv to wake up earli..haha..yeah...super hapi bout dat..todae tried a new route to sch..by tkin bus..juz dat had to walk a long road thr..tot i was goin to b late cuz the rest were thr alreadi..luckily nt exactly late..econs lesson is always tirin i hv to sae...as in hv to use a lot of brain power n nt the usual stuff to understand wad teacher is tokin about..ya..guess i hv to put in more effort on dat ba...
aft dat mi n my grp of friends in same orientation grp de went to swesens to spend our 20 bucks voucher..haha...one of our friends drives..is like way cool..haha...i was super thrilled actuali..cuz hers was sth l;ike a van...den we all sit at the back..mkin ourselves comfortable..haha..shared food wif alia..baked chickedn rice n mint ice cream..had fun todae...the whoel conversation was veri fun..haha..the banana crunch had a strand of hair inside n ate sum le..haha..didnt expect that they realli change the entire tingy for us..went hm aft dat...tirin sia..was slpin the whole journey..den watch tv...
haha..miss singin..feel like goin for sum ktv session or wad..haha..crazi ba...ltr mayb read up on sum stuff..
tomolo will b an interestin dae...goin to bbq wif xuan friends den go over aunt hse to stay over...haha..will njoy myself ba..alreadi foresee it le..haha

tirin,,,

todae go sch...gettin more n more tired le...feelin a bit sad dat my eng dun seem to b gd..as in the cls im assigned to is like eng veri lan ppl...whu ask mi fail gp aniwae..had wrkshop..cls was a little sian
after cls went to cafe in sch to eat...wow..food is gd n worthy for cost..haha
went to slack ard at jurong east arcade while waitin for hui to finish sch...
ya..met up den pei mi tk mrt again..haha...den went hui hse to pass her stuff n slack ard...
went to the park..yeap...den jiu go hm le..
didnt accomplished wad i wana do todae..was on the fone..ya...hope i can do a gd job...jiayou ba..
concentrate hard on studies..

long dae..

sch dae is longer todae...was a bit distracted wif my thoughts..ya..last nite chattin..luckily it was for a while onli..den back on track le...yeap..music lesson was cool todae..learnt more stuff bout notes again..love it sia...
mi n my new friends ltr went to kfc at clementi to eat n chat..yeap..njoyed myself chattin..realli relaxin..den go back sch n continue slack..haha..time passes veris low sia...
had econs..realli scared of that sub cuz i always catch no ball last time in first 3 mths de..yea..true enuff was lost halfway thru..luckily gt friends help mi...revise a few times aft that...haha..at least roughly gt it...af that go toa payoh n mit siewling for the big walk tingy..ya..she gt wrk so i waited sum time lo..bought a new pencil box and sit ard at pastamania n read thru my notes..ya..wana b hardwrkin..guess i will at least hv a look at it everidae so i wun forget ba...jiayou hard..
so glad i met siewling...is like mitin a long lost friend..feeliwas juz great..guess i missed her too much le ba...haha..aft signing up den walked ard b4 mom starts naggin at mi on the fone..rushed hm..duno y recently she starts to get stricter sia..hate dat..noe is for my own gd but imm 19 le...
was clearin my stuff and readin notes and all juz nw...hmm..like veri guai hor..haha...
tml goin hui hse to collect stuff den cum hm n revise n rest..thr will b like 2 quizes nxt wk...wana do veri well in tis sch lo..so sun mus study hard for it..
jiayou...

rainy dae..

woke up feelin tired...juz restless...dragged myself to mrt..journey was long..thnx god im fast at findin seats so i can tk a nap..
met up wif the grp of gals in sch to go eng lessons together...had a shock when the lecturer wana give us a test so as to spilt us up according to our standard...urgh..haven been really writing essays for a really long time le lo..ya..proper english...sow hen i saw the question..is like argumentative and we are supposed to write sth short for half an hr..is nt enuff lo the time..was practically staring for the first 10 mins or so..mind was a total blank..then i start scribbling crap cuz there wasnt enough time..hmm..guess i got to revise my gp le..aft lessons went to holland v wif my friends oso..kinda weird..so quiet on the bus...if is my old pals..we will chat non-stop like duno wad lo...so weird..
sat down n had bk..den had sum real gd chat..tot it was really gd..went back to sim thr n tk bus to toa payoh..cant believe the trip is so fast..haha..happy sia...walked a long way to the central area to mit xuan to buy groceries...
came hm feelin restless..that dejected feelin again...hate dat..cried myself to slp...wasnt feelin myself and felt everythin was in a total mess...woke n ate sum noodels b4 finishin up my assignments..veri kiasu but i juz wana finish fast..den if i free can deal wif other stuff or revise...wana b hardwrkin n nt distracted...find myself irritatin...guess im too over le...mus start tinkin n control..shd nt let everythin go loose...yeap...control ar...
feel like tkin up sum music course outside...miss singin a lot...feel so weird without it...
tml longer dae..so jiayou..n mus focus hard...yeap...miss all my dearie friends....

first dae of sch..

woke up earli n gt ready for sch...yeap..the journey thr was tedious n long..sound like hikin rite....haha..took hr plus b4 reachin thr..was earli..saw another friend instead..den we sit thr n chat while the rest joined us..haha..went to buy bks first..heavy n ex sia..heart pain..haha...
first lesson was music..tot it was qte cool..my fav tingy...tink the teacher is new ba..but still like the lesson..too bad..the other students thr..i mean our seniors a bit distractin..noisy n walkin in late..was surprised dat i nv slp at all..was payin attention wor.haha..
aft that is thw rkshop which is kinda dry...yeap..manage to survive it thru..had lunch wif the new friends..the food thr qte cheap n delicious sia..haha..
aft that mit upw if friend to buy stationary..bus ride was super long oso...butt hurts..haha..thnx aniwae...
dun wana b behind time so start doin my stuff..but have finish la...tomolo mus finish...jiayou hard...

out...

sat...stayed at hm to settle sum sim stuff n train my singin tingy..serene came over at late afternoon to swim..haha..wow..her piano skills are superb...i was stunned thr..haha..aft that we went down n swim..gd exercise oso..had sum gal tok thr..haha..had the same situation..the lonely tingy in sch...feel great to hv a close friend like her...missin all of them more n more...yeap..gugu came at nite n help mi choose a outfit..nt too bad...den had sum chat on fone wif jarrel..haha...long time no tok sia...buddy..
sun..rainy day todae...was feelin kinda lazy actuali...but when i tot of the competition ltr on..juz perks mi up..i practised sum stuff in the mornin n watched tv...bee came over to help mi mk up in the afternoon..haha...gal tok...simply love all of my sec sch friends...xie xie...she did a cool job...den hui oso cum over to jiayou mi..thnx everyone...alreadi feelin like a star...was late den rush off to mit yuping..my super star friend...yeap..everythin seems to b in a rush n mess,,urgh..took a cab n rush thr...i heard sum singin thr..those i tot sang nt bad oso out..scary sia..was feelin qte okie..till i went in n sat down n wait..gettin nervous thr..summore i was qte in front...luckily had sum company...went up feelin qte shaky...gave a small intro dat sounded so nt like mi..den i took a deep breath b4 blasting off..tot i was alright ba..but guess im nt wad they r findin..when i was almost finishin the song..they cut mi off..den gt the red light le..was feelin qte okie actuali..at least thr r ppl applausing..xuan sae she saw the wang jian fu clappin loudly oso...haha..like dat jiu ok le..no comments given by them..guess it was my looks ba..
walked ard imm n slack ard b4 headin hm..leg was super pain due to my shoe..urgh...
tomolo goin sch le..first dae in sim..urgh..i wan my friends..my old pals...luckily first dae is music cls..haha...wakin up real early tomolo...hope sch will b fine ba...
jiayou hard le

finalli updatin..

well well..haven been updatin for the past 3 daes..so tis will b a pretty long entry..haha...
wed..right earhole was feelin swollen but didnt bother too much..still went ahead to go ktv wif weijian...poor tingy sia..hope u like the gift..aha..aniwae tink we 2 sang a lot ba..n had fun too..den aft that we ate dinner together n tok...hope tis bdae is ok for u ba...smiles..
came hm n gettin worried bout my ear..so when i was washin the hole wif sum cotton wool..was shocked dat i could nt see my earing at all..is like totally sunk into my flesh le...disgustin..was panickin..thr was pus n blood ard..didnt noe it was so serious..mom scolded mi n tried pullin it out..turned out more blood came out..scary sia..thank god gt a friend try to soothe mi ba..felt beta...
thurs mornin..woke up n first ting..went to c the doc..tot it had gotten worse..doc gave mi sum injection to mk my ear numb..clear the stuff den pulled the earing out...ouch...aft that was more painful la..but one ting for sure..i wun peirce my ears le...super scary...spent a fortune for the medicine stuff..realli broke nw le...pei hui go out to orchard..wow..she bought a lot of tings lo..envy...muz ren sia...aft dat met up wif xuan and 3 of us walked ard n oso took neoprints..haha...at nite went to lau par sat n had dinner wif jarrrel n edwin..yeap..had sum funny or shd i sae weird conversation that mk mi laugh like shit...haha..mom blew up n dun let us enter the hse cuz we came hm late...is likie more than the estimated time to reach hm..yeap..super angry..we had sum ger tok by the swimmin pool instead but everythin wet back to normal...guess sumtimes i realli shd put myself in mom's shoes...
todae..woke up at 7..dats y im feelin so zonked out nw..had a long trip to my new sch..was feelin super lost n blur..is like the whole new environment seems so unfamiliar n cold..n unfriendly..chat a bit wif 2 gers i met..nt bad ppl la...den aft listenin the tok..we were split up to diff grps..my grp is like a all gals grp n everyone is nice ba..but i feel super distanced away sumtimes..is like so alone ba..tho i did mingle a lot ard...but thr r ppl whu r nt friendly..ya..ya...one ting i hate bout the sch..is everyone seems to love smokin..is super smelly lo..i was like chokin to death..had sum games n a lot of toks dat mks mi kinda sleepy..thr is tis one game dat mk our legs real disgustin..had to pass marbles wif our toes..but oso..the marbles r thrown into a pill mixed up wif flour.eggs.milk..n so on..n the orientation leaders oso kip throwin more flour on our legs..urgh..disgustin..took a long time to wash those stuff off lo..
wasnt feelin gd..feel dat everythin is so nt in place..as in im still blur in stuff bout the sch tingy..den again..i miss alll my close friends..all of them n every single of it..totally felt that when i was at sim alone...lonliness realli can kill ba...feelin kinda down aniwae..
xie xie u actuali came down to pei mi..thanx pal...realli needed that...
haha..tink im goin crazi le..guess i muz calm down...stayin at hm whole dae...n rest...

rushin dae..

overslpt in the mornin..den rush to get dressed b4 mitin lynn...pei her go international plaza thr...cuz timin was kinda tight...pei her sign up one agency..pretty paiseh bout it dat i cant pei her longer...
rushed off to bugis to mit up wif grace..thnx for ur mag..we hang ard...bought a lipglose finali..den grace oso gt buy other stuff.had fun shoppin...she gave mi sum suggestions for the look tingy...den i oso bought a simple white top frm fox woman..hopefully can match..tink one of these daes mus tk out my wardrobe n tink thru..haha
grace gt sum stuff on so had to go off...had sum prob askin ppl out...so i walked ard myself for a while...den went to sim lim sq thr n find weijian..haha..go disturb him...went thr n chat a bit..den another friend came along n pei mi..haha..cos b4 dat was too sian..
walked ard den went off to clarke quay to see him finish off the cake..wonder y all the pigeons r attracted to mi or the food..urgh..walked ard...feelinw weird all the way..
went to mit xuan n yue den went for sum drink while we chat..haha..went off aft dat...
tomolo goin for ktv..goin broke real soon..urgh..havin a little flu..mus tk cr of myself...jiayou ba..

tired but fun...

sun was a lazy dae for mi...waoke up den went to mk specs at potong pasir..jilat sia..my degree increase again..tink mus realli tk cr le..mk a new specs...yeap..hopefully will look ok..den went to hv lunch at mac..while walkin to 7eleven thr..saw shelly...haha...so shocked..is like both of us r stuck on the ground insyantly when we saw each other..yeap..glad to c her ard at my area..haha..
wemt hm den juz watch tv for almost the whole dae...den had a long chat that mk mi feel kinda weird..im nt sure myself..
todae woke up earli den went over to fetch siewling to potong pasir mrt station den we head off together to sentosa...wif lynn..yeap..joel reached thr earlier den pei us get sum bread for our lunch b4 mitin up wif his other 4 guy friends..haha...nice ppl..is kinda awkward in the beginnin la..but aft dat jiu ok le...went thr n rest...first..haha..3 of usw ent to the sentosa hotle n get changed n ready for vball..hehe..
the sand is like super hot n the sun is scorchin..in the end we head off to the are near the sea...ya..whr our legs will feel much cooler...haha..didint realli wana get wet tho it was qte interestin..playin vabll in the waters..retreat back to the land n shade..cant stand the heat..den aft that i was like slackin ard..listenin to music n burryin others slippers n my own feet..haha...crazi...had sum short sessions of vball wif siew n lynn...had fun..den aft that oso wif the boys..fun...n tired..hahha
left n washed up at ard 6 plus goin to 7..was super hungry lo..haha..like pig..went to harbour front shoppin centr thr to makan...ya..ate a lot ba...
was super tired but feel real gd aft a hot bath..haha...tink will slp earlier tonite ba...tomolo will b a tinkin hw to mkover dae haha...spendin sum time wif grace..haha..my image consultant sia..haha..thnx dude..