muggin..*coughs*

wanted to mit ed..but he was super tired..yeap..hmm...duno y terribly miss him...aniwae came hm tok to him over the fone b4 start muggin..yeap...finish 2 chpts for com le...tml will be my ugc dae..memorisin is harder for mi..esp when im coughin n memorisin aloud at the same time...jilalat sia...hope tis whole ting ends soon..sick of muggin..sick of coughin for almost 2 wks..yeap non stop...arh!!i wan sing ktv...oso cant...
mus ren abit more ba..tml muggin again..hopefully fri im okie den can go out n play for a while...hehe

sian

mornin went to doc lee thr...den waited for almost 15 mins den the person sae dr lee gt sum emergency stuff to attend to...sad sia..in the end went back to potong pasir thr n c again..yesp 4th time seeing doc..be the doc is oso tired of seeing mi oso le...yeap...found out dat i gt sum realli bad cough dat mks my voice disappear..yeap..last nite was even worse..i cant even slp cuz the pain is so horrible...yeap..n kip feelin cold oso...yeat was the 2nd time when i realli totally lost my voice...sad sia
came bck..took medicine...den went to slp le...wake up watch sum tv...mug a lil den slp again..practically a slpin dae for mi...yeap..slp until a bit gong liao...gt slow reaction..hehe...ltr ed will cum over n pei mi..guess will feel beta ba...
so sad dat im gg to miss a lesson tml...guess when im okie le..muz hao hao tk cr of my health esp my throat..its kinda my life...
tml will be at hm muggin n restin again....yeap...jiayi get well soon ba!

arh...dun wan sick le..

hi everyone...im still sick...sux...hv been sick for almost 1 wk plus le...gettin realli sick of it..no fried food...ke lian..c doc for 3 times le...2 times is western..den 3rd one is chinese..flu was beta..but still..throat still sore...nw nt due to the flu but cuz im coughin 2 much...urgh..hate it..cant eevn tok properly n sing sia...sad sia...
tis few daes juz nth but wrk..cant realli mit ed oso..he so busy wif his stuff..hmm...was juz tinkin...will he end up like my dad? 2 busy to cr abt mi sumtimes...hmm...hv more or less finish my rp...nw start revising le..
nw juz hope can faster recover..den faster finish exams..den can hv fun soon...urgh!

sick

hv been sick for almost a wk le..first is the stupid sore throat..nw havin flu le..but cant blame anione but myself la..haha
yest aft ob..went to hv ktv session wif alex n jan..n her pals...yeap..sing finish klunch oso continue to sing the kstudent..haha...long time nv sing so shuang le..despite i gt sum sore throat...aft dat went ps thr n play arcade..haha...veri fun...oso gt had sum chat wif them...aft dat mit wif xuan n den go mit ed n jarrel oso for dinner...
we makan at lau par sat for sum time..hui n kaiyuan jiu drop by le..hehe...so kua zhang ar sumone..hehe...aniwae..oso noe a new friend cor yuzhen...ed downline..another ktv lover..hehe..yeah!
aft dat go hm den slp le...cuz feelin qte sic
todae wake up feel even worse....eat abit den go to slp again...did a lil wrk tho...but nv realli revise..hope can faster hao ba...n start revsin my stuff..oso mus control my tots..kip havinw eird tots recently...shd nt b even tinin all those stuff de..yeap...

sore throat

sire throat gettin worse..hate it..y does it becum worse esp on the dae of my presentation...urgh!!aniwae tot i sux for dat..i was 2 nervous n juz gt stuck with words..shitty sia...hope my overall wun be too jialat ba...aft cls go down to clementi to find ed..bought him a top..hehe...nt bad wor..my taste..hehe.den find him in arcade..play sum daytona..hmm..okie la...
den went to doby gaut n buy present for darlin sister...hehe..HAPPY 18 BDAE!!..hv to get her cake n buy groceries...we hang ard n search for qte sum time b4 i gt sth...a veri cool fotoframe lo..haha..everythin was kinda perfect till ed broke sum news for mi...hmm...realli disappointed lo...i find it qte amzing dat he can tk tings so lightly ba..tot tis concerns of one's future lo...aniwae we sort tings out..for nw juz hope he noes wad to do in the future n juz wrk towards it ba...
we bought everythin den spend sum time together...yeap...
came hm nv do much oso...tml gg c doc again...throat super pain lo
jiayou for research

friends?

todae i am havin mondae blues sia..everythin juz feel weird..was kinda nt hapi wif sum actions by sum ppl..while i was doin my com research...suddenly start tinkin abt frienship stuff...i realli miss my sec sch n jc pals ba...im nt sayin all la but feel dat the world im livin nw r full of unreal stuff...as in is deifintely realli hard to find a true friend in my current sch....kinda sad sia...n at the end of dae...is till family den accepts the real u...n the place whr u can b urself w/o all da backstabbin n fights...
hmmm...wasnt feelin too well...came hm tok to ed...xie xie ni for cheerin mi up...n dat wacky pic of urs..hmm..i mus learn to be more positive n hapi...duno since when im becomin more n more emational le..n less strong le...guess i nid sum healthy sports n mix wif more positve ppl ba...enjoyed the short conversation wif ah hui...feel so much happier aft chattinw or..hehe..jiayou!3 more wks to exams...n oso submission of research...hope i can finish wad iw ana finish ba...
jiayou jiayou!

updates...

on thurs n fri..i was muggin hard..but of cos telly is still veri impt la...
sat..mornin went for cls as usual..tis cls realli motivate mi sumhw...mus try to sing songs wif more feelins de..is actuiali my main prob ba..aft cls we had lunch together b4 i go mit wif ed..hmm...pei ed go shoppin whole dae wor...ya..weird habit u gt..haha..but guess u r realli hapi..buy 3 tops wor...n all look nt bad wor..hehe..hapi for u oso..thnx for the back top u gt for mi 2..hehe..we den went clarke quay aft all da shoppin..juz sit thr n do nth..n look at the river..it was veri peaceful n sweet...love the time spent thr aniwae...hehe
nv eat dinner wor..haha..but we r qte full aniwae ba..pei mi go hm n spent sum time together chattin bout sum time...future is hard to sae..butall i can sae is to cherish wad we hv nw...yeap...hapi 6th mth wor...
sun..todae drag myself to wake up den go temple..activites r actuali qte fun todae..njoy myself a lot...haha..the 3 games we hv..i tink we r realli creative wor..our grp..n we ca write songs nxt time le..be a lyricst...haha..aft cls..da myammar friends came over for dinner plus sum temple ppl..dinnner is great...aft dat gt a small ktv session..nt veri gd condition todae...mus jiayou le
last min do my wrk...nt exactly oso...nxt wk will be piain a lot on research..aim to finish qte a lot of stuff....den faster revise liao...
ed mus jiayou 2 wor...faster b manager!

pain

yest havin cramps..urgh...thorat was feeli weird aft a bowl of ban mian...aft cls...waited for ed to pick mi up...hehe...yeap...tot yest was sweet...we had sum heart to heart tok oso...it is nv easy for a relationship to wrk out...n a lot of compromising n trust is defineltely involved in it...i used to not cherish n tk tings for granted when we r tokin abt the past.hw we get together n all...n ed realli ren mi a lot..give a lot of chances sia.,..so nw mi cant like dat....dat is one ting dat certainly mus be accomplished le..hehe...xie xie ni...
at ntie was ahvin terrible cramps...super painful..nxt time cant drink so much cold drinks le sia
todae went sch...suepr tired..cant wait to cum hm actuali..haha...loads of wrk to do...wana faster finish up my research papers oso...urgh...
ltr makan n rest firs den muggin time le....
hui mus jiayou for olevels too!!

went out

was slping qte shuang todae..den hv to wake up..cuz gg out wif mom the mymammar friends..haha..we went to eat buffet at orchard thr..hmm..its qte a spread n i was super full..while eating..mum start tokin abt dietin..it is so weird sia...we r gougin those food down our throats n she is sayin hw to diet..ironic..aniwae...saw the bird flu tingy on the tv thr...guess everyone shd try eatin lesser chickens or ducks...if thr is outbreak...the consequences will be veri scary...hmm..mi oso wun eat de...
aft dat we hang ard orchard..saw the deco at taka...reminds mi of ed n his hard wrk..hmm..everyone mus appreciate all the decos in ani shoppin centres..behind all the nice deco..r one grp of wrkers wrkin veri hard thru the nite....hmm...we walk ard several shoppin centres n had fun chattin..hehe
we went fareast de was pulled by sum guy who is promotin sum facial ting that ehlp reduce wrinkles..the way he sae was like it is sum wonder medicine sia...yea...but he behave super weird lo..sun like the attitude that is presented over...luckily we nv buy ani
feel like shoppin le..a lot of ncie stuff ard sia...hehe..we went to eat sum ice stuff aft dat..was qte nice actuali den jiu cum hm le...did wrk n watched my usual show..hehe..its gettin nicer n nicer le sia..hahaha
tml aft cls gg national library to do sum research wif ed..hehe...njoy ba...mus practise singin le

nice dae...

todae was in qte a foul mood....yeapp...dunno y oso..aft cls..discuss projects den makan together wif sim pals....chat n gossip a lot..hehe..interestin topic wor..aft afternoon discussion...hehe...mi,sarah n lirong became detectives wor..hehee...our secrets...
went over boon lay to find ed..yeap..esprirt gt qte a number of nice stuff...hehe..mayb will buy for new yr ba...haha...ed came..den we hang ard jurong pt...den makan long john silvers together...nice prawns..long journey hm...but enjoy it..was slpin like a pig...paiseh for lendin ur arms so long sia..hope i nv drool on it ba..hehe...spend a little time together den u hv to go wrk le...
came hm c my fav show den mug...
tml will go out wif mommy...enjoy ba...n ed..mus rest well

12 hrs??

hmm...sat was a wonderful dae for mi ba...haha...finalli mit ed le...ard 11 in the mornin we went to watch movie..all abt love...woah..so sad lo...both of us cried like mad...haha..den when we c each other cryin..we started laughin..haha...gu xiao bu de...aft the show..we went to eat at the pepper place..nice food...hehe....shd go thr nxt time again...haha...
ed was super tired..yeap..he nv slp at all for one dae...so in the end go kbox..at least can tk a nap...yeap..haha...mi singin solo but still havin fun..haha...hmm....rmb dun go overboard wor...
aft ktv..went to find hui den makan at ding tai feng...yeap..yummy yummy..n qte fillin..n walk ard....had sum galtok wor..hui dear..mus jiayou hard sia..soon olevels will be over le...n aft dat can settle everythin aft dat...ed aft dat pei mi go hm...spent a pretty long time together alone..hmmm.yeap..i like ur jacket sia..nxt time give mi suan le..haha..super huge for mi tho...den i was actin to be like the wang xin ling at the honey video wif the oversized jacket...haha...yucks...
was qte tired...but had a great time...all stress gone le...gdgd...
ed mus rmb to rest more k....dun overtired urself
did research jus nw..ltr in the afternoon will mug.....jiayou

tired...

todae sch is sian....did a lot of internet research in sch todae...but still tink mus go down national library again...but at least the tings r sort of thr ba...aft cls...drag myself hm....den do my wrk...oh ya...btw..borrow my fav vcds..hehe...finalli sumone hv my show.haha...
at evenin..dad last min bring us out for dinner...wif sum tw friends..woah..food..yummy yummy..veri full wor...we den sit in the car..den dad bring us ard the few famous sites...hmm..rain veri veri big todae sia...scary wor...hmm..went temple for a while..saw long jie wedding pics...veri nice sia...looks like coco lee wor...haha...i tink every bride will juz look super pretty de ba...hmm...i oso wan wear the nice dress n tk nice nice pics one dae...hahaha...
came hm n do summore research...tot todae can hang out...but i tink cant le..habven mit ed for a wk le...missin him loads sia...wonder wad will happen to mi when he is goes army sia...hmm...tink mayb sumtimes mus train abit..or else nxt time veri jialat...
a lot of wrk to do..hopefully everythin can be done finished soon ba..i wan go out n play!!

fulfilment

yest go sch..den aft dat went to donate blood..i tot i was qte okie wif it..but i guess im wrong..i was freakin out...n my hands turn cold oso lo...we hv to go thru diff tests to c if we r eligible for the blood donation by lookin at the iron levels n so on...felt like a princess actuali..cuz a lot of ppl pei mi..n try to mk mi feel less scared...hehe...but aniwae..it isnt as scary as i tot oso...i juz sat thr while they tk my blood...juz felt gradually tired....it lasted for ard 20 mins den i rested thr for sum time..hehe...felt great aft doin it...it is like i accomplished sth...tink im gg to do it nxt time
went str hm aft dat..had a heavy lunch...studied for sum time..but felt realli tired...yeap..kip feelin tired thruout the entire tingy...watched tv at nite den help mommy do stuff...
didnt realli tok much..hopin to mit up soon ba..im still tinkin shd we go momo...since gt free tix..hehe
todae quiz was oki...teacher was super angry...well..i tink mayb sumtimes she oso mus tink why we students react tis way too...nw at sarah hse usin her laptop..hmm...nice hse sia...hehe....enjoyin myself...
research is tight,jiayou ba

nth seems to be right

was super tired todae sia...had coms..sianz...guess she totally had no control on our cls le...aniwae aft dat we discuss our coms project...hmm..everythin is progressin well...haha...i guess my own research mus buck up oso...i wana finish everythin asap sia...we went to the asian cultivation museum aft dat..hmm..qte enrichin...was juz tinkin wad will happen thousand yrs frm nw...will me be one of the artefacts up thr instead??
aniwae aft dat..mi n en went coffeebean thr sit down n rest..yeap..coffee cheesecake was wonderful..superb...hehe..we had sum galtok oso den jiu go hm le...
it was drizzlin when i was walkin hm..was tinkin to myself tis is a grest weather...nth extreme..juz nice...mks one feel refreshed...hmm...i noe everythin ahppens for a reason..but sumtimes i juz cant help tinkin to myself why god is killin so mani ppl using the natural disasters? i noe its part of humankind fault due to development n all..but i juz feel its qte saddenin...lets hope all natural disasters will lessen down n stop soon ba...
ed was so busy wif wrk recently...mitin time oso lesser...noe i cant be unreasonable...but i dunow ad came over mi recently..esp when everythin is ina mess...so mani wrk to be done n all..i will wana c him more ba...its kinda a way to soothe my feelins n terrible moods im havin recently..prolly due to pms ba...
paiseh for being so nt understandin at times ba....
gloomy mood

busy sat

sat went ob..hmm..teacher nt veri hapi todae sia...yeap..he was kinda disappointed dat our progress is nt fast enuff ba...but aniwae...sang my the song..tink hai hao onli...den aft dat went makan wif ob friends..we sit down thr n tok n gossip..hehe...we den walk ard chinatown for a while...bought a watch for 5 bucks onli..haha...
slack my time while waitin for mel...walk ard bugis...den both of us go national library to do research..imagine...we stayed thr for 3 whole hrs lei....woah..den we go makan together..was ard 8 plus le....
aft dat rush down to mit ed...yeap..haha...makan again lo..at satay club...haha...yummy..we walk to sumwhrr nearer n tk cab hm...spent sum little time together..time always nt enuff de la
todae mornin watch tv..haha..the jap meteor garden nt bad sia..wahaha...studyin is slow todae..juz feel veri sian n all...
tml another schooolin dae...suddenyl feel dat everythin is in a mess...hope my research stuff can faster finish

energetic dae...

todae woke up feelin full of energy..duno y oso..in pretty gd mood....weather is great too hehe...love sunny daes...aniwae...cls was usual....hmm...had sum gal tok wif sim pals wor..hmmm..nw den i noe the stuff sia..hehe..ignorance can be a bliss at times sia...
aniwae aft cls..mi n en went to mit wenfeng.yeap...haven seen him for 2 yrs le...we tok thruout the whole journey..den soon reach ps le..haha..den we saw tis tent thr sellin shoes n clothes..all cheap stuff sia..bought a 9 bucks slippers..despearately nidin dat...hehe..en oso bought a lot of tops a at damn cheapo pirce..we walk ard..den jiu mit him le..he becum fatter le..haha..sat down n chat..guess he is juz awkward to tok to en ba..so he kip tokin to mi n suan mi lo..wah kaoz...mk mi feel so tired sia...
aft dat jiu faster rush hm to watch my show...gettin better le...cant stand waitin le..so ask xuan dl..hehe....
tml will b whole dae out...go ob..den librbary..change watch oso..den mit ed...hehe...hope tml will b a fun dae ba..

luv the show!

yest right aft sch went str home to do n read my wrk...hmm...yeap..veri guia rite??hehe...aniwae whole afternoon was spent on muggin..in btw was veri tired n fell aslp...tink i nid to exercise n swet it out...have been feelin veri tired recently...
yest duno y suddenly felt dat i shd apprecaite every little tings dat happen ard mi..shd appreciate the fact that my parents r still thr for mi..n everyone crs for each other...yeap...whole family had dinner together at hm..n i felt a warm feelin in my heart..im realli fortunate n xinfu ba...
at nite watch wang zi bian qing wa..woah..i love dat show lo..story veriii nicee..im addicted le lo..haha...den aft dat pei8 xuan watch one piece...hmm..qte interestin tho is anime...yeap...
mornin had cls..practically dozin off during eng cls...yeap..kick dat habit sia...a lot of research to do le....mus jiayou wor...
oso mus oractice my singin le...stop havin negative tots..no matter wad happens..life still goes on....n mi still hv to fufil all my dreams de...

tired...a lil depressed

todae go sch...as usual..woah..super tired lo...was forcin my eyes open..mus slp earlier tonite le...buay ta han...in cls luckily gt sum activity or else cfm slp lo...aniwae was qte relieved dat i gtt c...tot i will get d for eng lo...hehe..heng sia...aft cls...mi,mel n cindy tok..den go kbox n unwind ourselves..hahaha...we hv fun...sing till our hearts content..i juz found out dat im gg kbox every single wk..haha..tot it is a gd form of relaxation..u gals rocks..haha...aft dat jiu tk mrt to bugis n mit wif hui...went national library thr n do research..first time go thr n realli sit down to do serious research...glad dat i found sum infor for my esl..hehee..aft dat go pastamania makan wif xuan oso..den hui tell us sth..sae we all gg to die soon....i was stunned...she sae sum guy predict in newspapers dat tsunmai will cum near singapore n swept us away...n duno when will happen...hate dat feelin sia...mus realli cherish ppl ard mi...n do wad i feel like doin....life is short aniwae...yeap...
aft dat jiu go hm..on da way hm we joke ard a lot n had fun..so hai hao la...
cum hm read my stuff..com n eng..but realli tired...i guess researchin is realli tirin ba...plus i whole dae out...kip dozin off...hmmm...tml can cum hm earli so mus hao hao study le...jiayou ahrd..dun let other tings distract u...yeap!!!!

happy dae...

todae mornin go ob as usual...abit tired...but lesson was fun as usual..hmm beta brush up on my pitchin le...we went to sing on stage todae again..yeap..haha..finalli sang finish the whole song le...yeap..hope it wasnt too bad la..but i pause at the usual part la..haha...aft dat we all went to makan the chicken rice..woah...nicee as usual..we oso had sum nice chat over thr..enjoy myself aniwae...aft dat jiu go sing ktv..haha...shuang sia..sing so long onli for 13 bucks onli...n yeap..haha..found my she combination le....can sing she songs together...haha..niceee...we sang a lot a lot...den jiu pei yanxin buy ehr stuff...oso bought ymmy cheese cake...
cum hm hv steamboat wif family..its been sum time i hv tis warm feelin le sia...den jiu go toa payoh central change fone n buy groceries...had sum agrgument wif dad...but thank god i listen to dad la...hehe..i buy the 6101..flipfone..qte nice....can tk pics...den xuan upgrade to 6230i...woah..oso veri nice..den veri clear oso..happy happy sia...juz realised our whole family juz seem to b the same n hv same behaviour de...hehe...
cum hm jiu kip mkin my new fone lo..hehe...tml mus do research n read ugc le...cant slack le..rest enuff le...
ed..may ur grandma rest in peace ba...u oso mus rest well hor...

home

woke up late...finalli can hao hao slp...den start watchin tv...yeap..show veri nice..the kang xi lai le..watchthe entire mornin...hahaha...at ard afternoon...tok to hui....gal mus cheer up wor...jiayou sia....
den jiu read my com..read until doze off....tired sia....the entire evenin den was spent on tv..yeap...the prince become frog verii nice...whu gt da vcds??i wan borrow...haha..can tahan to wait so long le...aft dat jiu cum back to read ugc le..mus faster research oso....
ed...hope everythin goes well for u ba...death realli triggers my thoughts again...but...cannot always like dat..pessimistc sia....yeap...everyone mus cherish ppl..anione whois close to u ba...dun regret when is too late le...den jiu bu hao le...
tml gg for ob..hope dat will mk mi happy...it will be a cool singin dae....