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woke up esp late todae...den eat sum simple pasta...haha..nice..
watched few hrs str of meteor garden 2..haha..finali done n finished liao..slack till dinner time..ya..finali finished the bk le..interestin n encouragin one
watched another round of tv...den train my singin...decided the song le n was singin to n fro till thr is no flaws...hope on sat everythin will go on fine ba..
helped mom marked stuff...n went online..xie le weijian..haha..help mi listen my singin tingy n ur comments...is impt de lo...
i hate myself sumtimes..i realli do..i duno wad the hell im doin at all..shd nt even contact de..tot like dat i can use another kind of feelin..but i tink the more i chat..feelin gets worse...its juz my own retribution..juz like wad xuan sae b4..its befallin on mi le ba..no matter wad..i muz accept it..has already been sum time le..it shd b time to realli forget n throw the whole tingy away...stop dwellin on it...sch faster start ba..den i can focus all my concentration thr n nth else..
i will b beta n i can do it de...i cant go back to the depression side of mi again.its far too dark..n thr is no light..jiayou hard..singin tingy cumin real soon..tho i tink mayb nt much chance..i oso muz strive real hard...at least thr wun b ani regrets...
wrk harder...jiayi