xmas

hmm...was lookin fwd to xmas...but sadly..my body condition aint gd...sux..rite aft hai die..walked ard...cope sum cheap accesories dat look super gd..
den mit wif hui to go to gugu hse....reach thr..faster tk a rest...but didnt realli hao hao slp oso la...at nite..yue oso cum along wif jeremy to makan at gugu hse...yeap...kept eatin..duno y oso..always feel hungry when i was thr...haha..gg to b piggy liao...was supposed to hang out the nite...but due to my stupid flu n slight fever..eyap...it is more wiser for mi to stay at gugu hse n nt hang out...yeap..all of my cousins n sisters went out...n i stayed alone wif popo...was actuali feelin qte lonely n sad...the shows all hv family celebrating xmas together...n havin fun...but mi alone...staring at the tv set....try to get away frm all those stuff so start singin my song for the finals..but unfortunately gt demoralised aft dat..try to get sym nap...but tossed n turned ard..yeap..oso wif jay chou songs ard mi la..mk mi feel more sad..could nt slp at all..so in the end juz watch tv again...tis is one lonely xmas eve dat i will nv forget sia...nw den i realise is nt abt wad ppl mit to do for xmas eve..but most imptly...who u hang out wif..a simple celebration wif the warmth of family is actuali gd enuffwe shd nt tk tings for granted..i suppose
but aniwae..the xmas eve turn a lil better aft xuan dey all came back..yeap..kaiyuan n ed oso cum to kip mi accompany..we juz sat n chat...is qte fine..but too bad tis kinda late..realli nid sum slp first le...seriously feel kinda left out
mornin todae..it is great to c ed first ting is the mornin...yeap....slpin like ababy sia..haha..we chat n oso gt tok to my dear ah po.....watched tv n practise my song oso...for the rest of the dae..juz sat in front of the tv...feel like couch potatoes sia...haha...ard nite time we go hm...xuan go hui hse...while ed pei mi...yeap...kinda tok stuff dat i was hidin inside my heart..felt much beta...yeap...spend sum realli quality time togther...thnx a lot!
tml will b my big dae le..hope everythin wil go on well ba..jiayou e!try to njoy as much as possibe..rmb the process is more impt than winnin it...juz go out n do my best le
btw..fell in luv wif jay chou song..feng..all of sudden de..feel dat it is realli sad...