sIanzzz

went to wrk..realli dun feel like wakin up todae de..still dragged myself..luckily dad bring mi thr la..was doin the usual stuff..goin to slp n doze off when my long time no tok didi sms mi...almost chat till i finish wrk..luckily sia...hehe..thnx ar..i finished wad im supposed to do at 3 plus..which is still a long time b4 i knocked off...read new issue of cleo..love the mini skirts thr..feel like splurgin liao..jialat sia..took a nap oso..realli slackin sia..haha..den wope up nwif sum gd inspiration to write my 300 word essay ting..roughly wrote out the draft..tomolo den pia more..esp tk leave to do all tis..or else realli feel so unsettled sia..n oso finalli can rest..tired frm all the tinkin n stress
went wif my huijie..sch of thought friend..n sum of her colleagues to orchard..hehe..mk new friends n tok to them a lot..so hapi sia...saw the mkup course..sounds quite cool lei..but tink i join my music sch den c hw first...haha..went to fareast wif them..saw sum realli cute halter but 2 bad..wear liao..weird weird 1..dun look 2 gd...nxt time go shoppin..the consumerism virus is infectin mi liao..haha...took the same route hm wif yvonne..new friend..realli nice gal..n she doesnt look like her age wor..had a great chat wif her..tok bout almost anythin...we both great tokers ba...tot i will walkin hm alone aft dat..but was wrong..haha..saw my friend whu lives veri near my hse thr de..we tok a lot...realli bubbly n funni friend..had fun..we stand at the road thr den kip chattin till 7 plus..haha..den oso mitin her everidae to go wrk together..like dat wun so sian oso..haha..great..had sum time wif myself..wrote hw i felt in my own diary...feel much beta..hope i can b clear of wad i realli wan
the channel 8 9pm show is so romantic sweet..was on the verge of cryin when the raymond see tell the hao meiman those words..tot is realli sweet..guess im almost but nt totally lik her ba..gt my own prb to overcome ba..
goin for uni open hses tis wkend..so 2molo muz jiayou..do finish everythin..den can feel beta..jiayou..jiayou

tired but ok...

another dae at wrk..zonked out sia..learned another new type of form which is quite hard to settle de..mk mi heachache sia...tot of uni ting..oso headache la..
urgh..
aft dat went out dinner wif friend...ya..teachin mi hw to eat properly ba..proper lesson on social ettiquite..haha..i duno
den its juz walkin ard again..haha..but i dod enjoyed myself la..didnt realised that orchard looked so deserted at nite time..guess everyone is back at hm studyin..i feel like studyin sia...
came hm n faster watched my channel 8 show..tot it was realli romatic n sweet..hopefully tis type of tinmg can happen in real life ba...was tokin to zixin on the fone..thnx for lendin a listenin ear..n cya tis sun wor..
wana write my essays out..but was too tired to tinjk bout anythin for the time being..tink i used up a lot of my brain energy n wave..did a lot of tinkin while goin hm..guess..i realli need to tink over calmly..nt juz any ting ba...
reallli tired nw...for nxt few daes will prob b stuck at hm doin uni stuff..aim is to finish by tis wk lo..so jiayou ba

lOst...

juz a short update of tis 2 daes ba...
sun i went to suntec city for the ntu talk n career fair.feel esp depressed and demoralised aft dat..seems dat i cant even mit the min requirements..quite jialat..i helped myself with a lot of pamplets n all..well..hopin to find sth suitable ba...aft dat cum hm quite tired n sian liao..so nv update...hv been doin essays tis few daes and oso tinkin wad route shd i go to..realli feel so lost..seems dat no uni wun wan us de...:(
mon was like ani other dae..wrk n slp a lot..cuz slpt too late..so damn tired..kept dozin off in front of the com..luckily gt friend sms mi..den i nv slp until too jialat..haha..aft dat went hui hse n eat dinner n teach her abit of chem..glad dat i still remeber a bit...heng ar...went siao last nite...but at least gt my ans la..so okie ba..ya..
todae still realli tired..guess i realli need a long time to heal totally frm my first huge failure..had a conversation wif a friend..n we were like quite freaked out..both of us..feelin quite lost lo..haix..
was realli tired..slpt right aft i bathe...ltr goin to write essay n racked my brains le ba..tonnite gt a lot of tings to do..haix..
jiayou ba...

beta...

mom ask mi to write an article bout ntu in the mornin..sae results bad is oki...can submit like a self intro tingy in ur application oso...
i immediately wet to the webby n start crammin for the essays...seriously hv nth much in mind so ask alex for help...they tis type of ppl realli gt lots of experience..guess he is rite..hv to rrealli tink thru n edit few times den submit will b beta...
was late to mit friend...was stuck on the essay tingy...well...headed str to long johns n he handed mi my veri belated bdae present while he went off to buy food..was a bit shaken when i saw the present..it looked realli real lo..its a kitten in a slpin position la...tot it was a real one..realli xia dao lo...but aft dat gt calm down la..thnx for tis realli interestin present lei...deep impression still..mom even shrieked wehn she saw the kitten on my table aft dat..haha..
aniwae..started teachin sum amths...was abit embarassed at the beginnin cuz su tings forget liao...but lucklily i was back on track..so hai hao lo...heng ar...
u r quite a fast learner la...gt do wad i ask u to do..so veri gd..haha..it was gd time spent la...at least i taught someone n he understood it..hopefully can pass la hor..den oso gt chat...feel much beta den yest liao...tho still abit unstable..
aft dat went n walked ard n chat a lot..everitme chat a lot de..njoyed myself tho la..hehe
met up wif xuan in coffee bean..spend alot on eatin...jialat la..aft dat xuan still eat tako pachi..realli full lo..we walked ard in orchard..ya..bought a hot pink skirt at foxs woman again..love dat..tot it was realli cute la...
came hm n played ard wif the singin system we had in computer..can record singin de..tink i sing still nt enuff projection n feelins..muz improve sia...
start wrk..wrote essay for uni ting..gt sum helped frm grace..xie xie..still tryin my veri best to pia the essay n give ppl help mi edit..will jiayou de...wrote onli 1 out of 6 essays..urgh...n im feelin veri sian liao..muz jiayou..cant give up...
hopefully gt a uni will tk mi ba

saDdest dAe

was realli nervous in the mornin...called up aunty,n tok tings out...b4 rushin to mit wif huiwen n enen..had lunch todae..n i bought a halter..5 bucks onli la..haha
den met up wif siewling oso..went back to sch to get the results together...
well..overall..our sch sort of improved la..which is gd...mi n huiwen was sittin side by side..n mi feelin damn nervous...im realli scared of my gp...
aft the realli long tok n everythin..den finalli get results...
while waitin n nearin to get results..i started sobbin..i noe it looks veri du lian..but i juz cant help feelin scared ba..
it turned out dat i realli didnt get well...my results realli sux..n i realli failed gp...guess it was juz my own fault for writin it out of pt..tot failin gp was the last ting i can fail..the rest of my results arent dat gd either...all gt d..dat means all 50 plus..was abit diappointed..tot my lep mayb beta abit..chem at least pass la..but all Ds..its like so wad lo...i didnt even dare to c my own results..en help mi c n broke the news dat i failed..luckily she was thr..i was cryin n leanin onto her for sumtime..thnx pal..tho u nv get dat gd results either..i could nt stop cryin..juz feel dat im realli lan in jc..n the principal was right..i hv a high percentage of nt gettin into a uni...i feel dat i let down all my tutors n teachers..esp my eng tutor..he muz b real shocked dat i actuali failed my gp..guess i juz deserve it...feelin horrible deep inside...juz realli pain...
finali cool down a while..n try to browse thru those booths they had..several unis..once i told them i failed gp..n roughly our results..they juz frown..so roughly can c la..dun hv to sae anythin else...
was feelin abit beta..aft siewling n en tokin to mi..thnx to u all..realli
i noe its stupid..bit i did locked myself in thr rm..den cry my heart out..look stupid..but i juz could nt stop cryin..duno y oso...
was watchin tv ltr..did help mi a bit in my mood...den tok on fone wif friend..thnx pal..i realli felt beta...
guess i start to calm down abit liao..so nth to worry...shd b back to my own hapi self soon
hangin out tml..so hope everythin goes well..

i Scare ar...

a bit tense cuz tomolo results will b out...everyone is like tokin bout it..i dun wana hear sia...im sort of prepared for the veri worse liao..if anythin happens..i will juz go to poly lo..no big deal..but i do feel scared la..wadeva
my dae went fine..wrk as usual n sumtimes tok wif the perm staff thr...quite fun la...spend a lot of time smsin ppl..haha..cuz veri sian..
aft dat went out bee n eat at ding tai feng..haha..had a gd dinner..n enjoed myself la..oso gt tk neoprint..so had fun lo..we window shopped..n tok a lot..long time nv do dat liao sia..
came hm at 8 plus..aft i washed up..faster watched my show..haha..love the 9pm show lo..so nice..
dun tink i wana slp earli todae..wana mk myself tired so dat i can dun tink too much ba..eatin lunch wif en n huiwen b4 mitin wif our fate..hope i wun get too sadden ba..best of luck to myself

fUn..

wrk was as usual sian..actuali slpt cuz nth to do..was waken up by mrs foo..haha..mi veri bad hor..fancy slpin at wrk..afternoon den gt a lot of wrk..haha//tomolo den continue to do ba...
was actuali surprised dat my busy friend will cum over n mit mi la..which is gd..cuZ after dat mitin dage n gf for dinner..i dun wana b a bright bulb lo..we chatted den dage join us liao..bought food den we settle down n chat..well..tho the combi is kinda weird..but had fun la..
dage n gf left earlier..den juz left friend n mi...we walked ard n chatted along the way..hv fun..get to noe my friend more beta ba..one more gd friend added to my life..yeah..hehe
aft dat went to potong pasir pasa malang..nth thr de..onli food..so xuan n mi juz bought sum food n eat...missed my 9pm show..sad sia...tomolo muz watched liao..fri is nearin..im gettin pretty scared liao..tinkin of all kinds of bad scenarios...
hope everythin goes well ba
i tink wad xuan sae is rite...shd nt b rash...n walk a step at a time..n i tink i will go another way ba..in stead of stonin thr..n becumim more n more like sum idiot like dat...whrs my dignity n everythin liao...my independent woman side shd cum out de..so ya..goin to promise myself nt to tink too much..n i noe i can do it de..so jiayou

tiRin dAe...

once again..dragged myself to wrk..realli slpy sia...while wrkin..i sort of fell aslp mani times..n my eyes were teary n kept yawnin..veri jialat sia...realli muz slp earli todae liao...tot i didnt do much todae...nt much wrk,spend a lot of time changin the settings n display of my computer...realli too sian liao...haha
veri tired la..drag myself hm...den juz stone in front of tv...help mom mark papers..sianz
heard dat our results r cfm out tis fri...urgh...im o totally freaked out..i noe i screwed up my gp..den the rest..haix...dun c too much hope in my results...well..still hope dat i can at least pass my alevels la...like dat den can proceed on ma
ulcer stilll hurts as usual...feel so swollen tho it doesnt look swollen la.. my entire left side of the gums n teeth is hurtin too..juz nw stomach pain oso...urgh..pain all over my body...hope everythin goes away tomolo ba...lookin fwd to outings wif friends...
dun tink too much liao...juz focus in wad i wan nw..juz let nature tks its course..nt much hope de...so dun put too much hope

wRkin dAe..

realli dun feel like wakin up in the mornin..slpt too late last nite..still forced myself wakeup aniwae la...urgh...
dragged myself to wrk...den do the usual stuff...oso gt learn new stuff..todae duno y time passed realli fast..usually i will pack up at 4.55...but todae..i dun even noe time is up lo..
it was rainin outside...mayb becos of dat..gt the lazy feelin..plus ate a sumptous lunch..so feelin lazy...
went to hui hse for a while b4 we set off to hv a foursome lunch..yeap..the 4 of us plus yue n xuan...went to pizzahut n settle for the 9 plus meal dat has spagatti,soup,sum fried stuff n coke..sounds worth it rite..nope...the spa sux..its too milky..nt nice...luckily i gt gd company..we had fun chattin ard...veri noisy la..its been sum time since we realli chat n met up..i mean 4 of us together..realli tok bout anythin under the sun...haha
aft dat den walk ard...den pei xuan buy her project stuff...rushed to wah up b4 watchin my 9 pm show..sadly still missed out half of it..urgh..read the latest teens...interestin article they hv..bout hw to mange love tingy..like be firm n sae no if u dun like the person n a lot more..realli interestin..hehe...
ulcer n my gums r hurtin..hate dat..cant even tok properly..n cant sing...hate dat..i wana sing...feel so terrible...hope tis ting faster oki..or else i cant enjoy food oso...
hope can hv more outings..so sian..b4 my doomsday..i realli dun wana face it...veri scare sia...

tiRed ar...

had a gdnite slp at hui hse...we den went to the mkt nearby n buy carrot cake back n eat..had breakfast together...den went off liao..realli hope she will do well in her maths test tomolo ba
was rainin hard..yea..gd for the plants n weather...haha...right aft i washed up..den went out wif mom n sis to buy sum computer stuff n mp3..well..tink is ceri sian la..walkin ard the sim lim sq..n nth but those computer tings n other related stuff..wu kor kor bring us ard la..luckily sia..bought wad we wan for the computer..was wanderin off like most of the time cuz realli sian..n im a computer idiot..i onli noe hw to surf ard in the net..but nth bout the computer parts la..haha..well..den go buy mp3..yea..aniwae..aft much choosin n everythin..bought one dat costs mom 200 plus..n is realli small..but can store a lot of songs n can record..sound system oso veri gd..haha..real cool sia..
was supposed to claim sum levi voucher cuz we buy the mp3..went all the way to funan it mall n find..in the end..juz sum furinture voucher..cheat us sia..wadeva..was feelin pretty sian n tired oso..ya..n my ulcers r realli pain...dun even feel like tokin much..walk a lot..xuan grunmbin cuz fgeneration is ard the corner n she still has to go for haircut..
well..aft haircut she ran hm like duno wad...haha...watched tv till juz nw..a lot of gd shows..the one in channel 8..actuali nt too bad either la..haha...helped mom marked 3 clses of papers...headache sia
feelin veri bored nw..ya..cant realli concentrate in writin..urgh...mom kip interuptin my usuage...wadeva..hope i will hv sum interestin stuff happenin nxt wk b4 i tk my alevels..

fUn dAe bUt eNded off bAdly..*sObzz*

was finalli rainin todae in the mornin..quite huge la.but luckily once i stepped out of the hse..the rain stopped liao lo...
went to bank in our angbao money first la..bank teller veri funni..n friendly..haha..
den went to paradiz ktv wif my onlne friend ba..ya..yongsheng..hw gt grey hair..haha...ash colour la...but he realli damn lame la..cannot stand sia..haven sart to k jiu cold liao lo...
aniwae...i did enjoyed myself in the ktv session..we sang a lot..sang sum duets wif him oso..hmm..i tink we sound nt bad lei..the hormonics n everythin..surprised dat i nv went off tune cuz he sang veri loud oso...haha...den his friend aaron came along n sing a bit la...but we hv fun la..tried to drag longer but the person came in n ask us go for like 3 times liao...haha..so bo bian la
aft dat went to play pol wif them..they teach us la..they veri gd la...hui start learnin la..n im tryin to recall hw to play..we paired up n play..they gd..den we all 2 is like quite jialat la..veri seldom the ball will roll in lo...
aft dat went to hark music sch n tk a look...tot the stuff thr is quite ok la...still tryin to consider..went past sumone learnin..eh..like dat la...so may go for replugged...aft i get my pay,first ting is go sign up for music sch..yea..definitely..
aft dat bid gdbye to them n go to lau pat sat to mit jarrel a while..we chatted la..was in quite a gd mood so kip laughin...they tink i crazy la..ya...he veri concern of hui la..cuz hui juz met a jerk..i oso hate guys whu gt stead liao still go like other gals..give them false hope..they sux...hui muz jiayou...
pei hui cut hair den cum her hse to teach her maths again..she needed dat..trust mi..
her dad den ask mi juz stay over for the nite..like dat den can realli teach her well..he called her n tsort of tell her la...say if cant finish i will stay over..tot wun teach dat long oso la..but in the end..hui sort of forget a lot of tings la..plus she tired la...muggin hard last nite..ard 9 plus call hm aft xuan call mi..mom realli angry sae hw cum i always last min do tis type of ting..like last min change my plans...n i sort of sae will help her do her stuff de..ya...mark the papers..i apologise...n told her dat hui realli needed it..i cant juz leave her thr..she is nt being too reasonable oso..so bu shuang..den juz sae go teach her lo..nvm de..i cried..feel horrible...realli feel guilty myself oso..but nt of much choice ba...wad to do..tml go hm str in the mornin...i dun wana let mom angry n worried liao..i tried veri hard..so dat she can b pleased wif mi..n hv lesser worries..but apparently nt to much avail..guess i mysewlf wana hv a bit more fun ba..cuz wrk realli hard for the past wk..wana reward myself abit..n due to dat..do tings without tinkin..im sorrie
*soBzz*

ulCers..

another wrkin dae..todae the perm staff sort of gave mi one stack of wrk...a lot sia..den was realli tired..gt several occasions when i sort of dozed off...jialat lo...sort of pia more than half of it..the rest left to mon n continue...urgh..luckily thrs a wkend for mi to lac sia...haha
thr is like 2 huge ulcer at my mouth thr..n i tink they r mergin liao...real pain sia..cant even tok realli dat properly liao..sux...
but im nt goin to cr all these tings liao..haha..goin ktv tomolo..despite of my slight cough..(recoverin still)n my stupid ulcers..meed to unwind myself..hv been wrkin hard this wk liao..muz reward myself..haha
hope eveerythin goes well tomolo ba...n ya..muz njoy myself...

dId a lot todae..

dun realli feel like goin to wrk in the mornin..veri sian lo...
force myself up aniwae...todae wrk hard..i tot la..did a lot of cases..kiup starin at com..realli tirin..at times..i realli juz feel like lyin down to tk a nap..sort of finish my tasks la..luckily sort of can on music..but tomolo muz bring more cds or else lik kip repeatin cds..veri sian sia...wrkin realli does mk mi tink less..esp when u r totally engrossed in it...tink i will juz wrk real hard nw..dats wad i wan nw..den mayb wkend go c music sch liao..hehe..hope everythin goes my way ba
ya..after wrk..sort of when shoppin wif en at novena sq..en bought skirt n top..spend a lot sia..i tried a few..thr was one top dat looks like sum fairy when i wore it..dreamy sia..feel lik gettin but 30 plus..tink a bit too ex liao..mayb will go huntin for the same ting at fareast..tink i spot it when i went town...
hv tis habit of slpin in buses nw..weather is go wrk or aft wrk..n realli the kind veri soundly de..real tired ba..
a bit sad new yr was over..tis yr new yr nt realli veri celebrative...mayb onli 3 of the daes was realli cool n fun..juz counted my angbao money..well...supposed to b more de la..but i spend sum liao..so ended up 340 dollars..if plus the others dat i spend will b like 400 plus liao..hehe..tis yr nt bad sia..my income increase liao..gdgd
tink muz try watch less tv or wad...aft whole dae of starin of computer screen..its kinda bad to spend the rest of the nite..watchin tv n aft dat usin com again..but guess is like almost my onli few recreation i can do at hm..plus throat nt yet realli ok..so cant sing ok..urgh..hate dat
tomolo is finalli fri..last dae of wrk of the wk la...den can rest abit liao..muz mk myself busy..at hm or hang out..or learn tings...or else will tink n tink...
jiayou ba..

another busy dae...

tok a lot last nite...interestin knowledge to noe..
another sian dae cuz go to wrk...well..sort of attached to the permanant staff thr..ya..tink shd b juz doin dat for my nxt few mths liao for wrk..well..at least todae i finalli gt sort of my own seat...ya..empty space thr so the staff ask mi sit thr n do the tings...was realli at the beginnin cuz i kept askin the staff...ya like a bit fan la..den kip troublin them..feel bad sia...but luckily aft doin alot of times..sort of get the hang of it...head was goin bonkers n eyes r realli tired..kip starin at the computer screen lo..n do admin tings..abit sian la...did the same item for the whole wrk dae...did a lot of cases..feel abit fulfilled la..haha..staff thr oso gd la..gt tok to mi n give mi tings eat..n thnx to other tables...i got to listen to abit of music...haha,tink im bringin my own cd tomolo oso..haha...
was supposed to hv dinner out..but last min dun hv liao..ya..n my 'dearest'buddy oso last min busy..so bo bian..walk ard den go hm lo...
new maid came..name is tutik oso..my last fav maid...she look like a kid la..veri guai look..hopefully she is nt a headache like the last one...watched jay chou concert burned vcd..haha..it was great..tho haben finish..but he kip forgettin lyrics la..tot the effect was realli cool n everythin lo...love the part(so far frm wad i watched la) when jay sing the zhu wo shen ri kuai le wif landy..well..landy gt a realli nice n thick voice..if onli i can b like her....the split was cool..tink i will go n learn liao lo..haha..
saw the news..natural disasters everiwhr...n as for our country..realli hot everidae..n bush fires is like so common..feel kinda sad deep inside..we r realli fortunate ba..tho hot la..but sum hw still safe lo...hope mother nature stop all these disasters liao..thoseppl veri ke lian...n plants r like wilterin liao..rain ba...haix.
nth much interestin happenin soon...ya..hopefully can hang out wif sum friends for dinner or ktv session..tho im nt fully recovered la..haha.. heard olevels results comin out on tis fri..so those whu r tkin..best of luck..
im oso gettin back soon liao..hope can go to uni..n pass my alevels...gdluck to mi 2...

haRd dAe wRk...moody

woke up late in the mornin...den went to wrk...todae havin sum kinda attachment..we were split up n go to our assigned perm or other temp staff n c hw they do their wrk...mi,en and weishan went to another department dat is diff frm the rest..but luckily the ppl thr r pretty nice..one of them first brief us through n let us roughly c hw he do his stuff..den we assigned to other staff thr liao...well...tot is kinda confusin wif all the diff com popups...c until veri luan...but tried my best to listen hard aniwae..after lunch start to hv a bit of hands on n of course...my sort of trainer was beside n coachin mi at the same time la...mi slow n abit stupid..dats y kept mixin tings up..but she is realli patient...n guide mi through a lot of cases...
stared at dat computer screen for almost a dae..realli tirin la..was fallin aslp in bus when ,i on the way hm..after doin sum hsewrk...went to bed n tk a nap for a while..realli tirin lo...haha
was in a foul mood after since...i noe i shd nt b...but cant help it...tot i hv always been doin a lot n yet my sis nv realli contribute..n nw im sick n tired due to wrk...n ya.im comin sum of my salary to her...parents like kip askin mi to do n do stuff...y cant they juz ask her sumtime...
cant realli smile aft dat...mayb due to pms ba...urgh.horrible mood...wadeva

sIck liAo...

feelin horrible in the mornin when i woke up..cant stop sneezin lo...n throat sux..urgh...went to wrk aniwae..todae took my own sweet time to travel...
was realli sian todae..can sae it is the worst..spent the whole mornin till lunchtime juz readin notes...kana scolded by sum old hag which turns out to b one of our supervisors..sux man..we were tokin too loudly she sae..bleahz...
most of us were like discussin when we can tk leave n everythin liao n quittin..haha..mi will ren de...ate sth light todae...den slack..was slpin a lot of times...feelin tired n bad..urgh...finalli..our sort of trainer came in..den gt q n a session..turns out we dunno a lot of stuff la...haha..den kip laughin oso...
weather horrible..plus the haze...totally sux man...
went to the doc aniwae..caught a cold..nth serious..gdgd...
watched tv for whole nite...medicine mdkin mi drowsy liao..todae muz slp earlier liao..lookin fwd to wed..eatin dinner wif dage n grace..hehe...

en bdAe..

todae is en bdae...met up wif her n the rest of the gals..lynn,siewling and bee..den went to the pizza place..sum high cls restaurant...love the atmosphere thr..tot the food thr is kinda healthy..unlike the normal pizzahut or canadian pizza..the pasta dat we ordered turns out to b vegetarian..juz macaroni and bringal...ya..healthy..but i dun realli like bringal lo..we were still hungry so ask for the chicken soup..den lynn sae y nt we eat another medium pizza...ate everythin up..nt dat quite fillin i muz sae...i drank a lot of water aft dat la...
after dat en met up wif sum friend to continue her celebration of bdae...den the 4 of us went shoppin..haha..went to the fwoman shop..a lot of nice clothes thr..we like spend a realli long time thr..i guess..tryin out a lot of outfits...hmm..actauli i oso nt dat fat la..haha..bhb a little...found out i do realli love tryin out clothes...is so fun..haha..well..aniwae aft chossin n tryin for a real long time,bought a tank top dat is on sale..10 bucks onli n is nice wor...haha..tot is a gd bargain la..we den continue walkinn go heeren...again..we were stuck in sum shops tryin out clothes..siewling they all like sort of addicted oso..was lookin at sum cool halter..den siewling wan mi try wif another skirt..hmm..hw cum the tops nw all so tight de..so mk figure look gd ar...aniwae..gt the beachgal look...hmmm..nxt time when i get my oay..im gettin sum halters myself..love them ya..aft dat..stuck in another cool n interestin shop..the stuff thr realli nice...siewling n bee lookin at boots...i oso like one which is in pink de..realli sweet n nice lo...but too bad nv buy cos no money..is 59 bucks..more ex than the one i gt in taipei lo..haix...
aniwae..sl bought her long pair of boots..realli cool...haha
weather hot as usual..juz read the newspaper..tis will go on till end of feb..i love the sun..realli..but a bit too humid n hot liao la..if gt sum but nt dat hot can liao..haha..gettin more n more tanned liao
still prefer home cooked food ba...tink is kinda warm inside my heart la...
rewatched mean gals..c liao..will feel bitchy de worz..
hmm..tink i scewed up last nite chattin tingy..dun even noe wads hv gone over mi..siao liao...hope dat wun scare u off la...friends...
goin wrk as usual..abit sian...hope i can still recall the facts ba..jiayou..

gO oPen hSe

overslp todae...last nite slp at almost 3..seems like everione is consultin mi for help...love probs..haha..
woke up wif a sore throat todae...shit lo..hate dat..aniwae we were late for mitin wif enen...den went tp...friend in tp bring us ard..veri gd..wait for us at busstop..den bring us ard..didnt noe he gt tok so much de..tot he veri quiet shy shy de...haha..well.saw my other friends..veri chio..tot the courses r realli cool..if cant mk it mayb will consider...haha
went to tm at startbucks n rest....saw sum angmo kid..realli ke ai lo...the expressions n all..haha
den went to buy stuff..bought myself a nice bracelet..will wear it soon de...
aft dat oso gave en her bdae present liao...
went hm aft dat...blisters pain sia..suc
helpin to iron stuff..but mostly sis do la...haha..sore throat gettin worse..i tink..shit lo..beta get well..hate it when i cant tok lo...
goin to en lunch bdae tingy tomolo..hope she njoy herself ba...
earli hapi 19th birthdae to u hor..my dear dear en....

sEcond dAe at wrk..blisters invadin...

another dae earli..woke up slightly later..ya..still end up reachin wrkplace earlier..nxt time muz go ltr liao..haha..at the beginnin..ya as usual..stayed at the meetin rm n slack n read the notes again for ard 1 to 2 hrs..sianz..todae all 9 of us tok a lot..haha..nicer...den the assitant supervisor came in to hv a q n a session..actuali nt dat bad la...nt totally dat i duno anythin la..but still a lot i duno la..tot is a beta session todae..cos through the session..able to learn more tings...ya..as usual..our fav lunch time..ate a lot todae...large plate of fried rice plus fried fish plus curry potato n chicken..tink i ate more than guys lo..haha..fat liao la..tink i eat more vege for nxt few daes...haha..went back to wrk..haha we slack for a few more hrs..tok a lot on a lot of topics...ya..even had sum personality tests..n had a gd laugh..it is gd interation time lo..haha...den back to the q n a session again..ok la...quite fruitful but tirin...after dat went to hui hse...ya..on the way thr it rain..finalli thank mother nature sia...all the plants r like dyin liao..haha..went to buy nstuff frm popular wif hui den went her hse eat..hm cooked food is still the best ba..muz learn hw to cook n whip up sum dishes...haha..persuaded hui to stay over..yeah..she is nw rite beside mi,lookin...haha..teachin her amaths n still stuck at the first few questions..haha..
blisters is grown on my legs..damn pain lo..duwe to my shoes..its gotten worse..urgh..hate it..limpin nw liao...
goin tp tomolo..duno goin thr for wad..hang out..hope my leg will b beta by tomolo...

First dae at wrk...

was realli tired..didnt slp well last nite..woke up in the middle of the nite due to my slight flu..kept sneezin n felt comfortable...in the end nv realli slp throughout the nite...
faster changed n wore my new shoes..boy..tot it will b comfortable but i was wrong..quite painful lo..rite nw gt realli jialat blisters liao la..haha
bus n everythin was earli so reach thr at 8..mitin time is 8.30..tok to sum ppl whu r waitin too..haha...when all of us reach liao den the person brought us to one mitin rm den roughly brief us on sum stuff..ya..den bring us to another mitin rm where we spend almost the whole dae la..ya..was waitin wif 8 other gals..we did sum self intro...while waitin...after waitin for duno hw long..den person came in to give us the infor..wah lao..notes lei...c liao wana slp lo..haha..we try readin them...realli sian la...den person came to debrief those notes..damn sian lo..like havin lessons like dat..haha..we r all waitin for lunchtime onli lo..haha..finalli 12.30..can go makan liao..my foot was hurtin like shit la..but dat wun overcome my hunger..haha..ate sum fillin wok rice...den head back to the mitin rm..ya on the way..saw a lot of ppl..my pals..so hapi..hehe..all wrkin thr de...look so pro sia...aniwae..thr more notes to continue readin..we r like all damn sian..almost all of us were like stonin..mi oso la..den went to sms ppl...cos realli sian like duno wad..haha..thnx for the short company wor..
same routine again..almost fellin asleep liao...ya..den finalli 5 le..can knock off..went to hv dinner at delifrance wif en n ya..a friend of hers...
kinda weird la the combi..feel so xtra thr lo...hw cum mi always hangin out wif tis type of ppl ar..feel so bright thr lo...
wadeva..limped hm...god the blisters so big..ouch..went bath damn painful sia...haha..was realli tired..juz sit infront of tv to rot...haha..tonite muz slp earlier oso...n wear slippers liao..i dun cr..the pain is killin mi..i need sum time to recover lo...haha
hope tomolo wun b dat sian ba

bUs riDes..

todae went suntec n mit dage..he is like in a rush...so we hv a realli quick lunch together n due to my hot claypot rice..im slower..so dage juz leave my present at the counter..
saw the present..was a nice yellow top..like it...realli sweet..xie xie..ya..siewling oso gt give mi a chain i always wanted for bdae..xie xie oso...
took a realli long n drowsy bus ride to hui hse..feel horrible on the bus sia..went her hse nc teach her at once..went online n bo liao...haha..den start teachin her..hui ar..remeber wad i teach u de hor..n practise on ur own..guess due to the heat..both of us were sian..ya n i kept sneezin..guess a cold is comin up soon le ba..jialat sia..
went to find my shoe for wrk tomolo..combed through amk central but to no avail..den went to bishan..look at a lot of shoes..finalli bought the one at chariles and keith..tot is a bit ex la..33 plus..but tink is realli nice n comfortable..ya...
watch tv as usual..feelin hot over sia..abit nervous n excited bout the job.tomolo..hv to wake up real earli sia..hope everythin goes well ba...eatin dinner out oso..wif enen...
jiayou le...

Gt a jOb...fiNalli...

todae went n mit up wif siewling..to look for job..went to eat lunch at tanjong pagar..ya..tho waited for veri long for my wanton noodles..but im veri satisfied wif the food ba..cuz its onli 2.50 n realli fillin n nice..yum yum..
was suppose to mit sumone to borrow a bk..but due to sum miscommunication..ya nv mit..a bit disappointed la...cuz mi n siewling veri sian..so walked ard..damn hot lo..i ate icecream at mac..the icecream kept drippin n the person in mac help mi wipe when he pass to mi..haha...
feelin dehydrated..so buy drinks again,we walked a lot..den rested at a few times la..ya..finalli reached back to mrt to mit up wif her friend..she quite pretty sia...went to international plaza..ya pei her friend look for job..is oso shun pian la..tot i sort of gt a job..is sum promoter..at kelly agency..ya..den went to iras..preety confused on which to choose..but ya..when i reached thr..they juz gave mi sum form n sae im startin wrk on 17..which means tis thurs lo...so tho tinkin of joinin the promoter..guess hv no choice...anythin liao la..whu crs when i finalli gt settled wif sum job liao...shd b gd ba...
reached hm den do the chores..hate doin dat...but realli dun wish to c grandma doin it..she so old liao..so pia lo..wad to do...
watched tv for the whole nite..ya..duno wads wrong wid mi...wadeva la..
tomolo goin to hui hse n tutor her maths..gona drill her ba..
wrkin soon..which means wun b so free liao le ba..gd oso...:)

mY sEconD haLf oF vDae

after my chores...cooked my won fried rice wor..first time cook lei..tot is a acomplishment..(tho popo gt help at the side la)..it is at least edible..nt bad la..was watchin movies...ella the enchanted n princess diaries again..gettin crazy over the movie..super humid weather..supposingly due to global warmin..ya..cant ppl juz tk note...ya..
after watchin 2 movies..was abt time for mi to go to mit en they all..wore xuan top..tot dat top was cute..hehe..was a bit pissed when all of them were late..i was the onli one waitin the for like almost 40 mins..was kinda pissed..luckily my friend kept mi company on the fone lo..
finally came...they had their reasons for being late la..so 4give them...first pei en to buy vdae present for her gd friend..duno wad relationship la..den went to lido n eat..we had fun chattin..juz like the old times ba...siewling gave us cookies dat she bake..i muz sae is quite yummy..except dat im quite full...paiseh..didnt eat dat much..after en met up wif sum guy..we 3 head off to sumwhr else..ya..walkin ard...2 kids approach us to buy sum heart tingy..cant stand them being so cute..so bought..ya..share wif siewling..den we 3..lynn mi n siewling continue walkin..bought 3 kg of washin powder..realli heavy lo....
took sum neoprints..nv tk wif tis combi b4..quite fun la..
took mrt wif lynn..we stay veri near ma..tok n chat n laugh like shit..hehe..love my sec best friends sia..
well..luckily mom didnt blow up when i reached hm at 10 plus...heng ar...
tomolo goin for sum job interview ba...veri high percentage we will get the job...i tink..hope will get it..den can join singin sch..when i start earnin...jiayou le

urghh....

its onli 11.37 nw..but im feelin so sian..feel like hangin out nw liao..haven wash clothes n toilets yet..urgh.feel so lazy...
933 fm has been playin love songs n love stories...ya..feel so sian bout it...ya..n my best friend gt a date..so gd sia...
friend told mi sth..ya..to mi sound a bit saddenin...guess i realli do tink too much n daydream too much..no hopeful tinkin for mi liao la...i shd hv known de..no luck in tis type of tingy....
haix...finish my vdae gifts for friends..hope they like it ltr ba...
urgh..dun tink liao...jiayou

dO hSewrk...

todae woke up late..nt dat late oso la..but was realli tired...maid went back so sis n mi devise tis plan on wad to do for hsewrk..after a reali simple breakfast..start washin clothes..well puttin into washin machine is easy but washin wif my bare hands is like jialt..nv knew it was so xin ku n tirin de...my back is suan..n tirin lo..sux..den went to wash the toilet..tirin chore again...
the chores hasnt end...aft our lunch..we wash a lot of dishes...ya..guess i realli haven been doin hm chores...ya..for a realli long time..feel so lazy...
read finish my 3rd princess diaries..left one more..love the bk sia..feel like goin into sum romance...haha
ya..was slckin infront of the tv for a realli long time...shows r great..oh ya..saw wang lee hom singin one of my fav..ni bu zai..ya n live..practically meltin when he is singin...so niceeee.....if a guy can sing like dat..i will b like so wow...haha...ya..saw the old bsb singin all i hv to give..live 2..n is realli great..they realli can sing sia...haha
yeap..was dreamin b4 i came online..ya..nw is 12.40 so is VDAE todae...dun realli like tis dae..c couples walkin ard lovingly..hate dat..wadeva..spendin dinner wif pals..packin sum stuff for them..hehe
everyone..ya..happy vdae...

my bDae...

was tired todae...woke up at 9 plus when i slpt at almost 3 last nite...hmmm..mayb i shd sae im excited for myself cuz todae celebratin wif pals in kbox...
guess everyone overslp..almost everyone was late includin myself..haha...we head off to kbox n start singin soon..stupid system..cuz they were upgradin..a lot of songs cant sing de...dat includes my fab di xin ying li..cant c my jerry yen..dat totally sux lo...
dage was late...but appreciate him comin..we ate our klunch..was beta than rest of the klunch..or isit my mood is beta...haha..here cum the funni part...they chose the song ya birthday by wang lee hom...haha..n when i wasnt noticin..they gt ready the cake n sang the song..is like realli r n b...first time c bdae is sing r n b version de..nt the normal happy bdae..haha..they were like clappin wif the rythem n all..n i was laughin my heads off...happy n surpirised..
ate cake n all..but wad a pity..dage left earli..leavin mi feelin gong..didnt noe he left la...the rest of the ktv session i was like singin most of the time..sang my heart out...tink todae is beta than the previous session...gdgd
yep..wad i gt todae..a bag frm zixin..cool bangle n ring..all yellow n alike lookin...wang lee hom cd..yeah...xie xie my pals sia...
was feelin nt too great after dat..feelin tired n nt in sum gd mood..pms ba..sort of tell sumone off frm cuttin our queue while tkin neoprint..felt beta..as i vent my anger ba..lol...felt beta afterwards..
went to suntec to find dage after his wrk..ate at mac..he is realli dreadfully tired...found out dat he is actuali had a tight schedule todae...but manage to squeeze sum time for my bdae...run here n thr..xie xie kor..n sowie..
went to temple aft dat..trust mi..is pretty borin..all the familiar faces r gone..all the older age ppl..except for the mymmar gals...sian..went hm ltr n show the gals ard our hse..
maid went back..dat means we hv to do hsewrk chores liao..we sort of devise a plan on wad we do..hope we will follow up the plan n nt b lazy...stayin at hm n rest...will b goin for sum interview on mon n spendin vdae wif galfriends..jiayou..

aNother wAlkin dae...

todae met up wif a friend in the afternoon..hai hao la...tok for sum time..den walked ard..
met ltr wif jarrel n his friend edwin..wanted to play pool..but ended up all the pool places r like full hse...den we kept walkin staircases ard in lucky plaza...leg suan liao...den we tot of goin to ktv..walked again..ya..n under the scorchin sun...but to no avail i muz sae..all ktv places r like so full...n we can onli sing for like 2 hrs..n for kbox is ard 20 plus...nt huai la...tho i realli wana sing...haha..ended up walkin ard orchard n took neoprints..nt much mo qi yet..but tot the neoprints we took r realli funni..haha..
fooled ard..b4 sumone went off for a date..n edwin.mi n hui is left thr feudin for ourselves..haha..walked again to ps to mit up wif xuan n the 3 mymmar gals..bringin them ard singapore...
ate pastamania...again..my fav al fungi..tink im gettin addicted to pasta..everyone cant realli finish their pasta..except mi..i gobble everythin...
we den head off to esplanade..look at the stuff...n juz stone at the area that is facin the singapore river..love that atmosphere..tot is realli cool..wif the wind blowin n the lights...great..
went to the river hong bao..gt a lot of ppl..is like all sqeezy n all..n hot...saw the funfair..hmm..guess i wun dare to tk those rides..looks scary..
walked ard the place but didnt stay too long..cuz like nth much to c..head off to marina shoppin centre thr n hv delifrance...drink n rest our tired legs...
seriously i had fun todae..had a gd chat wif them n my new friend...hapi hapi...
went hm...gave my parents the letters dat i wrote..they were realli touched..mom was like almost to tears n dad is smilin frm ear to ear..commentin at the same time dat my chinese improved..im feelin realli hapi n contented nw...
read princess diaries..2 more to go..great bk..gt tis feelin dat im becum to sound like the princess diaries liao...haha
it is 1.36 rite nw..yeap..my bdae...realli glad n touched that sum friends sms mi at 12..wishin mi...tot noone remebered,haha...i hv great friends..xie xie...
spendin bdae tomolo in ktv..hope i hv fun

my sEconD dAe oF nEw yr...

had a quick breakfast todae..was rushin to go to my mother side hse...we dressed up..did nt wear wad i wanted to wear...but looks hai hao la...
the place is like flooded wif ppl..mi n xuan n another cousin(we r the only 3 thr dat is like almost the same age)..juz sat thr...juz like ani other yr..we juz sit thr still..n those adults...ya..they will juz approachin us wif hongbaos..so funni..like all of them r frantically lookin n tinkin at the same time who they missed out..we chatted n look at kids..i tink im already sum auntie liao..they r realli cute...hehe..gt 1 kid like mi a lot..keep smilin at mi n wana sit on mi..haha..
had buffet for lunch...food isnt as great as last yr..but i still ate a lot aniwae..becumin a piggy liao...after dat we juz slack thr n play wif kids...suddenly feel dat kids r a joy..seein them play ard n laughin juz mks mi feel great..haha
didnt wan to go hm earli..is like onli 2 plus in the afternoon lo..so we went to ah luan jie jie n eric kor hse..love their hse..their hse is juz fabulous..they gt tis home video system wif surround system..n the screen is like real big..way cool man..spend the dae in the rm watchin the confessions of teenage drama queen..ya..i tink..nt bad movie..
thr r times when we were sian aft we watched finish the movie..den went to their kids rm n play wif them..cuties i muz sae...watched sum karoke videos before we head hm...
had dinner like 9...ya..wrong timin to eat dinner..dats y my body is gettin all screwed up..shit..my face..my legs n hands itch..guess is due to the hot weather..n those bloomin flowers in my hse..hate to hv rashes...hope the itch will go away...
mitin a couple of ppl tomolo b4 my big dae...haha..hope i hv fun

SiAnN

bloggin again..juz realise dat i hv been online for a few times juz for todae liao...haha...
stupid hot weather dat mk mi itch..nw close up n comfortable in my aircon rm..yeah...was reali bored juz nw..so kept readin princess diaries..cant belive i finished the first vol liao..n nw like juz started out readin for the second vol...love those stories n the diary entries..if onli life is so excitin for mi ba...lol...
sumone came visitin..i muz admit tho my angbaos aint dat much..but i happy wif the amt..haha...
hmm..thr r like 2 and a half volues more to gobble...love it....
hope the weather wun b dat hot n stuffy tomolo ba..n nt so sian.....

fiRst dAe of cny...

mornin woke up real earli..feelin quite tired..luckily we had a sumptous breakfast i muz sae...hehe..den dressed up n wear my new clothes..hapi..den do the usual traditonal tingy..kneel down in front of parents n tk angbaos..gt money liao lo...
went hui hse for the usual visitin tingy...met up n tok..den had a gd lunch...
well..after dat we all 4 juz slack..realli nth much to do..the adults r like watchin sum china new yr programme..n we all r like inside slackin..tkin pics...
went hm at late afternoon....den watch meangals vcd..the show is quite cool...at least she found herself back n r nt plastic animore...yeah...
feelin realli hot n itchy nw...hot weather ya...
at nite thr will b mom friends comin our hse liao...more angbaos..haha.....
im lookin fwd to tomolo n the rest of the wk..esp the ktv session..yah..

nEw yr eVe..

here i am bloggin at 2.30am..quite tired...earlier in the dae went out n bought flowers for the family...ya..den spring clean again..quite drain liao...
den went to sum restaurant for reunion dinner..food is nt bad..but nt dat quite fillin..feel dat i nv ate enuff lo..or ami i becomin to b a piggy...
aft dat hui the rest of the family came to our hse to lao yu sheng...quite noisy n fun la..everyone is like havin fun...hui n us watch tv..took pics..n slack...
haha
den went to temple for the whole nite..was glad to noe 4 mymammar gals..i mean teenage..they r quite shy but reali sweet...ya..seem dat im like entertainin them like dat la..lol...den when we start chattin bout ming xin.den we start to chat like duno wad..found out dat they sell reali cheap cds thr..which is so cool..nxt time go n buy liao..haha
mitin them on fri to b their tour guide..haha
later goin to hui hse to slack n tk angbaos..haha...yeah..hope everyone njoys themselves wor..

reunIon diNner?

yestt woke up n help to deco the hse,den juz slack thr n watch pol..haha..tot ryohei is reali cute n nice..love the way he walk..he walk gt style de.haha
was slackin all the way aft dat den went out wif xuan friends..they havin sum reunion dinner...
we were a little late..startin scare i will feel outta place but they were reali nice ppl n luckily i alreadi noe sum of them liao..we ate at marina bay thr..gt bbq n steamboat...food was hai hao..tot i ate too much meat...den in the end i kept eatin vege onli...haha...had a lot of fun..we were like eatin n chattin..ya..n keep laughin..camelia gt infectious laughter...ard 7 plus when we sort of finish liao..we started playin the number game..loser get to eat the plate of meat all mixed up together...looked realli gross...haha..we were playin halfway through when suddenly thr r fireworks..realli nice sia..tot it is like a bonus to tis outin..cool celebration..
aft dat i helped tis wacky cls tk pics..well i muz admit im a lousy photograph..they all noe hw to tk pics well lo..malu...haha
took a lot of pics of them...den we went to arcade n play a lot of games...xuan kept playin the dj game..while mi walked ard n played the rest...val n mi ltr looked ard den decided to play those machines dat can play a lot of games de..we juz put a 50 cent coin in lo...den we can play like endlessly...play till sian lo...
went hm at 11...dae didnt end too well cos cpy lost her hp..hope she found it....
well..didnt get to use the net..so in the end..juz tok to dage on the fone..we tok bout sum swimmin stuff dat mk us laugh like duno wad..haha
well..todae is reunion dinner...sure to hv delicious food..guess im 2 excited ba..slpt at 2 but woke up at 9.30...ltr goin to help deco the hse again...jiayou!

sPring Cleanin

woke up quite late todae..was like totally exhausted last nite...parents start naggin mi to clean up our rm n helped out wof the mass spring cleanin..help my mom while waitin for xuan to wake up..
after lunch we started cleanin up our rm..tho our rm is small but gt a lot of tings..clear my own study table..n clean up those cds..is like collectin dust..n while xuan n mi is cleanin we kept sneezin cuz is too dusty liao..haha
well...had a lot of fun cleanin up n jokin ard wif xuan...yeah...haha
evenin time..saw my maid cryin..told my mom bout it...den went to confront her...due to thee language barrier..hv to go ask the maid i noe frm 4th floor...found out my maid was missin hm..god n she is real rude when she tok to the agent..well..in the end she is goin off on my bdae..cuz she cant afford payin her own air tix..jialat lo..mom afraid dat she is weird..i hv to stay at hm to babysit her tomolo...sux...hope my mom change her mind...
hv been singin a lot todae...gdgd..muz train more...gettin rusty i tot...
tomolo mayb go swimmin..haven been wrkin out for sum time liao..hope the weather is fine tomolo ba...
juz nw looked through my old letters whr ppl write to mi de...suddenly feel appreciated..hehe..im a gd talker...haha..j/k..sum friends veri sad la..gt gf liao..den no contact liao..while sum r like totally busy..hope to get into contact wif them soon ba...
sian..hv to wait for my turn for com cuz my latop went siao liao...faster ok ba...

All Dae out...

went out almost whole dae todae..woke up the usual time tho i slpt late last nite...abit tired but still tried to help mom wif the new yr deco...was pissed for a while cuz mom didnt reali appreciate my help but after dat was fine..did sth reali wrong dat cause my sis to b real sad...sort of indirectly threw away her fav shoe..didnt noe..n tot the shoe is quite torn liao...she was so angry wif mi..didnt wan to tok to mi when we r on our way to orchard to mit hui...
but luckily we r ok once we reached orchard n saw hui...we shopped n xuan bought her 3 tops..nicee sia...feelin gettin more myself..(greedy liao..haha)
were quite sian in prchard..so we headed to ps n rot thr...at first didnt reali c ani nice stuff..so walk ard..n den went to eat my fav pastamania...al fungi...tot dat the ps branch put a lot of milk n cheese in it..love it aniwae...hui met up wif her friend..den we walked ard again..xuan n i went to play arcade..den they walked ard...aft dat we spend sum time lookin for a less crowded toilet for hui...realli funni...we were sian in ps..den decided to head back to orchard...went popular...ok..tis is the part whr all the embarrassin stuff came along...the slppiers dat i tot was still kinda new..(found it earlier in the mornin when clearin up shoes)so decided to wear it lo..in the end tot my slpiier is kinda weird..like gona drop off or wad..look down den realise the sole was comin out...shit..we den faster head off to get a slipper...walked to fareast to get a cheap one...whenim approachin fareast..my whole sole juz dropped off...i juz felt sth came off..i looked back den saw my sole like in the middle of the passage way..n everyone is lookin at mi...den hui n xuan..juz sae jie faster cum..im so embarassed..i ran like shit wif my unbalanced slipper...den juz head str to ani shoe shop we c..bought a 19.90 slipper..heck liao..n the slipper aint dat comfortable lo..sux...juz my luck lo..we walked ard wif her friend..he looked at clothes...den suddenly..xuan told hui sae she saw a guy looked like lin junjie...we den start lookin n walkin to n fro infront of the shop..realli look alike sia..juz dat is like more fatter n haggard ba,we kept starin la..n guess he noes too..so he oso looked back..we stare at each other for sum seconds...reali looked like lin jun jie lo..wanted to approach but scared to ren shuo ren..later malu hw...so we heck n continue to walk..den he walked past us..like so near la..wah lao..cfm is him la..look like him lo..xuan n hui pushed mi to approach him..but duno y oso i freaked out...let a chance go like dat..sux lo....
well...den we went to chinatown to mit up wif parents..a lot of ppl thr..ren shan ren hai..we roughly strolled..den went to eat swensens..ya..on the way..dad was like realli interested wif sum car..tot is too expensive n nt reali worth it myself..well..tot the whole family spend the time well together..eatin n chattin...enjoyed every min of it..been sum time since we do tis liao...
came hm like 11 plus..leg damn pain sia..dun wana move liao lo...
laptop went bonkers....
tomolo will b juz stayin at hm n clearin our rm...wan our rm to b spick n span..heee..

Home dae...

stayed at hm todae...gt tis bad habit of switchin on the tv the first ting after i brush my teeth n everythin liao..haha...watched tv till noon den ate the newly bought instant noodles for lunch..haha..niceee..watch the meteor garden the funni episode de//haha..so funi..reali envy them lo..close up wif jerry lei...
wrote 2 reali long letters for parents todae..intend to gie them mayb durin new yr or on my bdae...wana thank them n sae sum stuff out frm the bottom of my heart..hope tis will improve our relationship ba...
the cough mixture is reali drowsy..almost fell aslp writn dads letter...haha..went to slp aft dat...at least i had a gd rest juz nw la...
watch the zhong wuyan show as usual...continue to b glued to it till 9..den i went to read princess diary..hui lend mi de..tot is a reali interestin story la..but is all bout romance n all those stuff lo...tings dat i like..heee..
finalli went to watch american idol...suddenly wana go sing sia...long time nv sing properly liao...sum of the ppl can reali sing..sum reali sux n gt bad attitude lo..i mean juz accept wad the judges sae..simon tho is reali str..but wad he sae is true lo..
helped mom mark the usual test papers...nw i understand y teacher always ask us to write properly...cuz i cant mk out most of wad they r writin..n dat reali do piss mi off..haha..at least my speed is faster n faster liao..hahaa...
tok to a friend..tot sum of the stuff dat he sae is reali encouragin...is reali up to us to mk a choice lo..to b happy or sad...is the thought ba...
mi wana b happy frm nw onwards..try to tink more positive...n i noe i can do it de..:)
my bdae approachin liao..askin sum friends cumin..but like a lot veri busy..hope they can cum sia..more ppl will b more fun ba..reali lookin fwd to new yr n bdae liao..haaa...

Busy dae??

woken up by my hp ringtone...sum agency wan mi to go down to interview..was reali reluctant..sort of change it tomolo...
haha..was chattin wif enen bout our love probs..we r reali alike..but tink she more lucky than mi la..so mani ppl wooin..en..muz b more confident of urself sia..
called zixin..she wana find job..so in the end i still went down for the interview aniwae...
we were like lost in taka..seldom go to the tower a office buildings..found the place aniwae...a lot of ppl was thr..did the usual fillin up the forms...den wait for our turn..wait quite long sia..den the person interview us...hee..he like more interested wif zixin..cuz she more experienced..hee..but ok la..hope they will find mi a gd job lo..meanwhile will oso continue my job hunt de..haha
we slackin orchard for a while..den decided to go chinatown to feel the festive mood..haha..a lot of ppl sia..we walked a lot..lookin at tings...window shoppin ba,we were like reali hot..den went to drink the coconut juice..woah..is like damn coolin lo..shuang sia..while walkin we helped sum foreigner to find a place..hee..so hapi...
helped zixin find sum clothes...but the clothes nt dat nice lo
was quite tired after walkin a lot for the dae...after watchin tv...went out again to buy new yr goodies..duno y was feelin excited n happy...like kid like dat..haha..xuan n mi took the trolley n start hunting down for sweets n food lo..it didnt tk us long to fill the whole trolley wif stuff..a lot of food..sweets..buy till siao..so hapi...we buy a lot of nicee drinks oso..yeah...love new yr sia...
came hm helped mom to pack stuff...we buy a lot..mom spend like 300 plus for everythin lo..hmm..nxt time i wrk..muz give her sum money..dun wan her to b so tired either...
tomolo will b my own spring cleanin,writn sum stuff for parents..ya..a dae at hm..rest...ya..hui sick oso..too mani tests liao...muz tk cr ya...

Singin dae..haha

todae went kbox at paradiz wif dage n grace...haven sang for a reali long time liao..tot my singin sux..jialat sia..was like off key at times n nt stable..n i get out of breath reali easily sia..to b frank la..thr r times n parts of the ktv session dat i feel realli uneasy n weird..like juz feel wrong la..nt totally left out..but juz feel dat i reali shd bring another friend along...but..i still enjoyed their company..sang our hearts out ba..ya..n grace mi bdae present liao...reali surpirsed sia..cuz my bdae still earli...
dage ltr send grace to guitar lesson while i crooned alone..i chose like a lot of songs n kept singin..juz kept singin non stop...for a while..reali felt great..vented out my stuff..n guess i was warmed up liao le ba...haha..my own mini concert wif no audience..like i heard the nxt ktv rm was singin sum song..den i will oso guyi choose oso..haha..bad of mi ba...
dage came back to pei mi for a while..reali xingu for him to run here run thr..thnx for ur company...
after dat went orchard n walk walk a while wif xuan den cum hm liao
was reali curious wad grace give mi so open the present liao..bad of mi ba..was quite touched wif the present..is a bk called 100 simple secrets of happy people..first ting when i went hm is to read the bk..tot tis will b sth interestin...read sum b4 watchin tv den continue readin the bk..tot is reali gd advice for mi ba..was feelin veri down recently n out of shape...felt motivated after readin the whole bk...decided to follow wad the bk sae..i will try one by one...oh ya..i oso started a small bk for myself..writin my plans for each dae n my goals for the near future..the bk sae it will b gd to jot down tings n oso mk sure that u do wad u wana do for dat dae...n feel fulfilled...like dat den can b satisfied n hapi..so im doin dat...writin tings down..
oso will heed wad my friend janice sae de..to b more responsible towards my parents...
haha..guess im goin for sum improvement ba..dun wana hv ani regrets...
jiayou!!u can do it de...jiayi

Wif GranDma...

todae woke up at the usual time...den pei popo to go mkt...mi went c doc first...gt cough...ya..n my nerves r like too tighten or sth..need to relac...dr lee sae realli encouragin tings to mi 2...like dun feel inferior..thr is noone that is perfect..juz b the happy n usual jiayi....so touchin sia...hee..gt sum medicine to relac my muscles..haha..de after dat pei popo go mkt..muz admit dat thr r times i get kinda impatient..but nv show out la...cuz popo leg pain walk veri slow..n she is kinda fussy bout wad to buy..so we like kept walkin ard in circles..i dun wana popo to tk ani stuff cuz her leg like dat liao..in the end i took all the shoppin bags..realli hevy sia..but at least she is happy wif her shoppin trip..she gt her shoes..hee...feel realli hapi deep in my heart..
came hm n feelin reali tired..ate the medicine..but dun feel like slpin yet..so sang k..god tot it was horrendous...jialat sia...
was feelin realli drowsy..den went to tk a nap..the medincine reali mks mi feel damn tired sia...but nw at least feelin beta liao,hehe....
tomolo goin ktv..yeah..hope i dun sux in my singin tomolo sia...duno y startin to miss my friend a bit liao...used to tokin to him at tis hr liao ba...wish him gd luck in his field trip..

Interview

todae went to interview for the moe job tingy....zixin n mi met earlier n walked a lot...at grange road..walked all the way thr..haha..n my dat shoe is like damn pain lo..mkin mi limp all the way..
we were earlier den juz write the forms...n they debrief us soon aft dat...tot the job is quite interestin..can mix ard wif children oso..haha..love them..but sadly the pay ish reali little...was shiverin when i hv to intro myself...sae some rubbish ba..n gt sort of tongue tight in the middle..hope i nv gave a bad impression ba...
after dat we walked back to orchard..en n mi stop by while i buy plaster for my leg..now gt blister liao..sux..zixin went to find her friend...we tok for a while den en dad came n drop mi at lido..didnt wan to go hm str away so juz hang ard in orchard alone..was feelin kinda lonely..but it is a gd time for mi to tink tings through crfully...but still cant stand being alone..looks pathetic..
met up wif zixin n her friends aniwae...walked walked a while onli..hee..her friends r interetin...
came hm feelin tired...juz realised i hv been goin out almost everidae the past wk...haha...tomolo mayb rottin at hm ba...lookin fwd to wed cuz can go sing k,yeah...can vent all my stuff...hv been tinkin too much ba...thnx en..wad u told mi reali touched mi n helped mi ba..xie xie

In a bigger dilema

tis is so weird..was in a great mood few hrs ago till my best friend told mi sth bout netwrk marketin...reali scare mi si...she feels dat tis is a scam...a big lie..n is nt veri gd..kinda dangerous..unlike amway ba..
she sae out my biggest doubts lo..dat if the friend dai is pullin mi in is juz tkin mi as some kinda tool..n if i reali reject tis whole tingy,the friend will juz disappear..n wun bother mi le..she had the same encounter..after dat happens..the friend dat recommend her juz leave her...sounds saddenin sia...
if my friend oso like dat..i will reali b heartbroken..cuz i reali treat him as a friend...im reali confused nw..for a while..reali duno hu to trust sia..
i dun wana lose ani friends..dat past experience is like enuff for mi liao..
hope im tinkin too much ba...

Hapi dae....

todae woke up late..rushed to go to toa payoh to tok tings out wif janice...was late...my hp was confiscated..feel so weird without it lo...sux
she n her sis was waitin liao...we den head off to starbucks n sit thr n tok...her sis was like the middle person to help us to solve those problems lo..
we crashed tings out...kinda dramatic i hv to sae..i wasnt sayin too nice tings..n being realli straight fwd n direct...she is like emotional la...ya..
well but at least we sort of cleared up our misunderstandings n everything la...which is gd..or else i mayb still dislikin her for sum time..i decided dat mayb shd juz become friends again..everythin is new..hope she wun do tings dat realli flare mi up liiao..
we den headed to shenton way..was feelin kinda bad cuz janice went n walked alone while i went to the company tingy...chatted wif the ppl thr..apart frm their company tingy,oso gt tok like other normal tings...sth dat i wasnt able to do in amway ba...gettin realli more n more tempted liao..hw??but i need money..urgh...hated dat...guess mayb still gotta tink thorugh again ba...was reali glad dat i noe more ppl todae..yeah..love mkin new friends sia...felt fulfilled in a way ba...
hehe..verii happy n hyper todae..noe more ppl n solve sum problems dat is like in my heart for sum time liao..haha
tomolo goin for interview liao..wish mi luck..

Harvoc...

todae mornin was supposed to go out together..but gt sum argument wif mom..xuan was reali angry..ended up she nv go..sad sia..
hui n i ltr met...n i pei her to buy clothes lo..we still had fun la...shoppin reali is my fav pastime ba..haha
went to shenton way ltr n met up wif a friend...he ltr brought us to his company..sth realli diff ba..at first was kinda stiff lo..cant stop laughin lo..haha..seriously was reali unconvinced at the beginnin cuz im sort of in amway...feel dat tis ting dun seem too real..tot the presenter was realli gd at tokin sia..real convincing..well at least he managed to convinced mi ba...juz dat like feel caught up in the middle sia...amway or tis tingy?..n if i wana do sth..i will wan to do my best de...so reali confused...
was so carried away dat i forgot bout the time..in the end went hm at 8 plus..mom was realli furious lo...i ran hm..the first ting i sae is sorry lo..yet she is like so furious till nth to sae liao...like give up on us liao...felt reali sorry...did all the errands she ask mi to do...n wrote her a long essay...hopin mom will b fine ba
todae my mood id like up n down..like roller coaster like dat..suddenly real happy n thrilled...den sad...den sian...
tomolo clearin sum timgs wif sum ppl..wish mi luck ba

weNt to eAst coAst...

my entire mornin n afternoon was spent on watchin tv....haha..qu zi qiang nan hai...feel like goin into love..haha..
after dat went to east coast for lep meetin..was worried at the beginnin cuz it is like drizzlin...but was ok aft dat..
ended up dat mi n en reached veri punctually..at 7..but like onli min min was thr...ya..guowei ltr come..den we chatted n waited for the rest to cum..
was reali glad to c the old lep pals...they all like wrkin liao..look much mature n diff liao...hehe mi is like still childish n blur..haha..i muz start wrkin soon den..dun wana feel weird..haha
left earlier wif enen cuz scare ltr too late...took cab hm...hehe..
after dat juz stuck on the fone wif my friend..haha..army ppl r veri interestin..haha..
tomolo hangin out again...guesss muz start searchin for jobs again liao..

confused

mayb im wrong in sum ways of my own tinkin..tink it is juz sum wishful tinkin on my part...guess tings will nv wrk out de ba..
haha..juz a failure ba...duno wad im doin..gettin pissed off reali easily by wadeva u do sia..hate dat..
duno wads wrong wif mi oso...beta mk myself stop tinkin too much..oh ya..juz nw forget to update sth...i gt one white hair juz nw..almost screamed when en told mi...guess i reali tink too much le ba..or worry to muuch liao...
tink i shd try enjoyin every bit of my life right nw...dun tink so much liao...
in sum blur state nw liao..headin to my bed real soon
*yawnz*

mIxed feelings..

todae woke up late..den rushed to en hse to mit up first...we went walkin ard fareast..quite deserted tho..cuz everyone studyin...lookin for my slippers..but all nt nice de..
we den went to hv lunch..sum church ppl tryin to pull us go to their church...seriously i respect all religion...but i juz hate the act of pullin ppl on the streets..tot it is nt realli nice lo..no offence sia..
my mood went horrible..tinkin of sum horrible tings for sum moment due to dat..hate dat..obviously i haven recover yet ba...
we continue walkin..finally gt my slippers at cine..tot it is quite nice...hehe
after dat went on walkin to ps..haha..walk alot sia..
we slack once again..wanted to buy sum ribbon..but tink it looks realli weird so heck cr le..waited for en friendster friend..goin to mit oso..but the guy was late..tot they r so ungentleman..sort of c us liao..still dun dare to approach...even if we dun look dat great oso cant like dat ma...after dat we went food court..tot they will approach us after dat..but they did nt..sat sumwhr far frm us..weirdos..after smsin n threatin den cum over..luckily i dun hv friends like dat...n en nxt time oso beta dun tok to tis type of guys le..so useless..
went hm...was feelin tired..den watched tv..missed my american idol again..haha..but was tokin to sum friend..was realli glad dat we can still tok like tis...n im reali truely touched by sum stuff dat he said..:)..xie xie ni..
feel in a much beta mood liao..felt appreciated ba...

gd Dae bUt eNdeD off bAdly...

mornin woke up reali earli...den went to quiqing auntie hse thr at tanah merah...she fetch mi frm the mrt station..cool car she gt..ya..n her hse is like wow..nxt time if i hv a hse muz b sth like dat sia..simple n spacious..n of course comfortable..hahaa..first ting we did is went online to check out jerry yen webby...gt sum taken down liao..hee...looked at sum magazines n bks..incredible sia..she actuali lik hv one whole huge collection of jerry yen..hehe..
after dat we went to her tv room n start watchin all kinds of vcd..of course all abt jerry de..newest news n sum other shows dat he went to...he went to tk award in korea n had a duet wif thee korean guy dat sing i believe..he so man n cute sia..haha..slack like almost half the dae thr..muz thank her for the food..gt lunch n teabreak summore..hee..she so gd...tho she aint dat young liao..but her heart is like teenager..
evenin went to meet a friend..to b frank..was kinda mad dat the friend is late..tho he did explain..but after dat..when we start tokin den ok liao...was quite interestin..sort of chat nonstop...haven done dat for a while liao..dage busy liao...appreaciate the friend accompany n glad dat we met..face to face...
reached hm at 7 plus almost to 8..surprised dat mom nv sae a single ting..juz sit thr n ask mi to eat dinner..heng sia...
soon after dat help hui once again..hope she will b able to do realli well tomolo sia..gd luck to her..help mom do sum tings..gt realli fed up in the end..help her mk the hongbao tingy till wee hrs..but she juz nagged at mi sayin i didnt realli do a gd job..i hv my own faults but..shouldnt she like sort of appreciate my help?wadeva sia..came online n realise dat it is realli late liao..everyone offline sia..
yawn...goin shoppin tomolo..hope will b fine ba

teAchER??

as usual first ting in the mornin..went to switch on my tv..was slackin n watchin for like few hrs..b4 i get ready to go to hui hse n teach her amaths...
was earli n waited for her arrival..after slackin for sum time n waitin for her to rest...started teachin her some trigo concepts...didnt do a great job the last time..practically rushin through...so todae teach her slowly step by step..realli glad dat she understood wad im sayin..yeah..after dat she ask mi like series of questions..didnt noe teachin could b so tirin sia..thr r points of time when i feel like knockin my head..but luckily hui still g understand mi...come to tink abt it..i last time shd b like ten times even worse than her ba..realli come a long way sia..when i was little i used to hate maths to the core..nw im actuali teachin maths..haha..ironic sia..
hope my finge faster grow back sia..regretted dat i ask the hairdresser to trim it shorter sia...ppl sae my rebonded hair looks artificial..mayb is shorter nw..boo hoo hoo...i dun tink i will cut my hair for a great deal of time liao lo...:(
tomolo goin to sum auntie hse..she is like a great fan of jerry yen..hehe..will b sharin..haha..den meetin sum friend dat i knew in friendster...scare sia...first time meetin ppl alone sia...
wish mi luck...

i Gt mY dEar hiRoKi...haha

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a Day at Home...

todae stayed at home once again...woke up n juz watch tv..luckily there was factory generation..saw my hiroki...shuaiz...love him sia..
uncle eu came to my hse after dat n tok bout amway tingy..for like few hrs..tot tis amway tingy ish realli nt bad but i tink i still need to consider..if i wana start doin it im gona do it to my best n nt give up halfway lo...
was realli tired after listenin for hrs lo..butt oso pain sia...hehe
woke up ltr n continue watchin tv..watched white chicks vcd..realli funni but a realli cool show i hv to sae..hehe...
my internet cant work for a while...in the end went to mk a car for my friend cos he made one for mi durin xmas sia..so muz xie xie him...duno if is nice sia..guess i hv to go out n tk a look at the mkt liao..haha
was on the fone wif my friend frm army juz nw..army sounds interestin sia..hehe..but still luckily im nt in it..haha
tomolo goin to coach my cousin..duno if goin to mit a friend...
wish mi luck ba...missin sum friends alreadi..

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GraNdma bdae..

was in a horrible mood todae...oso duno y..post pms..haha..i shouted at mom todae..was in a realli bad attitude todae..cant control my temper at all..let it all out ba...seems dat i realli am alone..i hate dat kinda feelin..dat lonely feelin..
still avoidin sum stuff..dun feel like myself once again..was like stone for sum time..oso duno hw cum like dat...vented out in my reali diary..felt better..guess i dun hv much stuff to do so gettin a bit siao again liao..nt gd sia..
evenin time..hui,yue n my uncle n aunties came to celebrate my popo 88th bdae..wonder if i can live dat long sia..haha..we had some feast..it was like a great spread of food..love it..we sang the song like twice..but glad dat grandma is realli happi..she like cant stop laughin..im glad to c dat sia..hehe
tomolo will b at hm again..tink i muz set my slpin time rite liao...gettin sleepy tis few daes..muz slp b4 12 n wake up b4 10...led a healthy lifestyle worz...
hope there will b interestin stuff comin up ba..
meanwhile..jiayou jiayi..live my life to the fullest..

wAteRbOys....

todae woke up late..nv exercise..gettin lazy liao..jialat.weight increasin liao..
spent my whole dae watchin tv onli n nth else..couch potato liao..haha
waterboys 2 is a realli great show..feel realli touched n encouraged in many parts of the show..esp their strong friendship...if we hv dat kinda friendship n strong bondin will b realli gd liao...haix...
dun like the endin tho..main character left..nv tell the gal he likes her...so dun like...hehe...nw my entire mind can onli tink of waterboys liao..the guys inseide all tanned n nt bad in built sia...if onli i can hv a bf like dat..haha
xuan watchin dae after tomolo outside..still avoidin tis kinda shows still..dat time gt night mare bout it..once is enuff liao..mayb still cant realli get over those tings ba..muz try to let go wor..jiayou...
had a long tok wif a friend..glad dat we can still tok so comfortably..n njoyed each other chattin company...:)
duno if start tokin is correct a nt..but sum stuff dat he mention is right..is time i dun interfere le...
tomolo celebratin popo bdae..88 liao..woah..hope tomolo will b realli fun ba...
hehe

went to Temple

mornin..xuan n i juz sat thr n watched waterboys2..realli great show..thr is tis one guy dat is realli cute..haha..will b watchin the rest of it tomolo..haha
late afternoon went to temple for sum ying xing hui..they tok a lot..i muz admit it is realli kinda sian..watched a video on tsunami again..was feelin scared for sum time..n the life n death tingy..but calm myself after tinkin...
the food was great tho..ate a lot..after dat tok a lot to sumone's sis..sum temple ppl..n adrain kor..had a realli great tok todae..sort of sae out a lot of tings n sum of my queries..hehe
was kinda sad when sum of them commented bout my hair..sae i fat le..sae my hair nt suitable for mi..mayb is cos i recently juz trim my fringe short..sad lei..hope my fringe grow back soon..n fast...:(
nxt few daes wilkl b at hm ba...hope i wun get too sian lo..

sHoppIn dAe

todae went orchard for a little trimmin session..glad when the hairdresser sae my hair in gd condition..hehe
right after dat..gugu n mi went ard to shop for new yr clothes..was kinda sad when the blouse i hoped to get looks funi on mi..seriously a lot of blouses look tight on mi..guess i hv put on sum weight liao..after walkin ard..finally found tis cool tshirt dat has sum chain on it..looks cool n nice la..bought another yellow no sleeve tee too..tot is a bit ex la..but still bought it cos it is realli comfortable..was feelin kinda sad cos after walkin for sum time still can get ani more nice tings n my skirt..i was kinda dispair till we went to heeren..bought another blouse n a skirt..gt discount..haha
leg pain sia..but glad i gt my goods...
dad gt new furniture..miss my old sofa..nw looks so old..ya..veri old lookin..onli word to describe..haiz...nw so hard liao..cant slp on it..
watch stephord wives juz nw...cool show..juz hate it when the men use a remote control to control women..they r juz jealous lo..glad dat they gt their retribution..
haha..tomolo goin temple..eatin a lot thr ba..pig le..haha

weNt nYp...

todae went to nyp open hse..aniwae gt nth beta to do oso mah..so go thr c..waited for en for sum time...b4 we head off thr..met up wif xuan first n roughly walked ard...saw sum of her friends la..after dat it is juz en n mi..saw mingfen..shouted n hugged cuz long time nv c her liao..gettin pretty liao sia..hehe..we walked all over the place..saw a lot of cute guys..eye opener i hv to sae..haha..en met up wif sum friends while we explore the place..
i love their food junction..gt so mani food thr..so gd sia..jc oso dun hv..onli gt canteen..enjoyed the food..saw my another pri sch pal..nt sure at first cuz 2 long nv c liao..change 2 much..but luckily still gt remeber mi la..haha..xuan den bring us ard to her design faculty..c cls by cls...nt bad sia..the environment..
after dat xuan n her friend went arcade...while en n mi head off to j8 to walk..took neoprints..my fav of course...saw more ppl..lep junior..haha..we chatted our hearts out b4 leavin..
juz nw watch new york min vcd..the 2 guys r so cute..envy ashely n mary kate..they r so pretty sia..hehe..
stomach in horrible pain..juz pissed mi off..spoil my mood...
wadeva...
goin shoppin 2molo..hope wun b too bad...

nJoyEd mY dAe...

todae mornin woke up realli earli..6 plus to go macritche..yeap..todae dad n mi walked a diff route..though is realli long n windin path..but breath in a lot of fresh air...tink is realli gd exercise lo..
todae gd mood...hehe
after i came hm..i rest n continue watchin meteor garden...earli afternoon went out wif xuan n her friends plus dage...haha..we one whole grp went to replugged to tk a look..tink it is realli nt bad..120 bucks for 4 sessions..tinkin the trainin session is realli nt bad..plus i wana overcome my fears n cowardness...haha...i realli wana go sia..but guess hv to ask sum friends n wait for the wrk meetin first to c hw my pay will b like b4 i can plan lo...teacher thr oso nt bad..though place is a litttle bit small but hai hao la..
after dat the wwhole gang went to pastamania..fascinated by valerie's drawings..esp when she draw my fav hiroki on the spot..haha..dage oso fascinated..den we keep tokin n laughin at the top of our voices..juz keep laughin..was realli hapi..yea..finally..laughin frm my heart todae..
went hm after dat n juz watched tv n sum meteor..hehe..read the new issue of seventeen..though im nt 17animore but heck cr la..hehe...alreadi tokin bout valentines dae liao..dun like dat dae sia..perhaps i have no lover ba..haha..thr is a realli interestin article on whether we r ready to date or juz followin trends cuz almost our friends do dat...interestin sia..guess mi still nt realli ready ba..haha..
tomolo goin to nyp open hse..shd b quite fun ba..xuan n her friends will b our tour guide..haha
oh ya..gt tis quote frm seventeen...tink is interestin..(abit suitable for mi ba..mayb)..'the love that lasts longest is the love that is never returned'..duno y juz love tis quote sia..hehe

At HomE...

nv exercise todae..was slpin soundly..damn tired last nite.slpt at 11 plus..earli sia..summore todae mornin is a rainy dae..so nice for slpin...
ate a lot for breakfast todae..den juz slack at hm n watch tv..watch waterboys n fgeneration..haha...hiroki so shuai..likin him more n more liao le la...haha..
went to clear my stuff..juz found out dat i forgot most of my jc stuff liao..haha..tink almost everiting..haha..den juz sit thr n watch meteor garden..haha..juz love it sia..watch n watch..my tummy area n the side thr pain oso forget le..hahaha...
after dat slp again..hv been slpin a lot recently sia...n drinkin a lot of water..which is gd la..haha
2molo shd b exercisin liao...hope i will feel beta..hate it when i duno wad the hell is wrong wif my body...tk cr n jiayou wor..
smile more....

fUn buT a Bit tiRed...

todae mornin still went to walk in nature park..juz dat we went to upper peirce instead..cuz macritche is packed wif ppl..mom went along 2..hehe..we walked sum dist..a long road..den parents started joggin..hehe...so funi..den mi oso cant lose face so oso..chiong all the way..in the end my tummy or intestines hurt lo...i deserve it ba..haha
right aft i came hm after breakfast...went out str away..celebrate hui bdae..went kbox..seriously i was quite tired la...at the beginnin juz anihw sing..cuz realli sian..plus the aircon is realli cold..cant stop shiverin lo...
plus gt a bad case of headache sia..juz dun feel like singin lo..
but aft sum crazy sessions..den start singin a bit..quite fun la..hui is realli hapi la...hehe..aftrer dat went to ps n walk walk...den travel to orchard..hmv..bought a realli shuai hiroki card..love it..haha..hui was goin to meet sum guy but the guy sort of like tricked us lo...mk us walk so much..nt gentleman sia..well..hui is a reali lucky gal todae sia..another pri sch friend gave her a lot of tings..envy sia..haha...
we had fun todae la..reali njoyed myself though i dun tink im in the right condition...at hm..juz slack n watched tv...recently start to hv tis habit of bloggin everi dae liao..tink it is a nt bad habit..juz like diary..hehe
2molo will b juz at hm n clear sum stuff..wana rest liao..mayb goin out on tues again..hehe..osdo goin to get new yr clothes soon liao..yeah

wOrn out....

had a nightmare last nite..so vivid..sum tsunami tingy happenin in singapore..woke up shiverin n in cold sweat...did nt slp well
mornin..dad pulled mi out frm bed..though i was reluctant..still relented n woke up like 7.30 in the mornin..damn earli sia..i change den dad n mi went to macritche resevoir..the air thr is realli gd..n im shocked to c so mani ppl thr..students..foreigners..young n all...perhaps it becoz i haven been exercisin much recently ba...walk a bit feel tired liao...haha..dad seems to b in beta shape than mi sia..wel..after restin a while..i oso picked up my pace n wallk faster..cant imagine..by juz walkin im sweatin like duno wad liao...great exercise n able to c the nature...we were abt to head back to the carpark when i saw swings..dat was my fav pastime...i used to swing a lot when i was in pri sch wor...thr were like 2 kids beside mi playin 2..but i wouldnt cr less...oso duno y juz kept smilin n smilin..to myself..haha..but for that moment i realli forget abt everitin..juz wana njoy..like a kid..
we went to sum food centre back at st georges after dat..ate sum noodles whick looks realli healthy..haha..when i came hm..juz fell aslp almost str away...haha..in the afternoon..mom n us went to buy sum new yr clothes...in the end onli xuan bought stuff..was feelin in a foul mood..or mayb tired la...mom friend juz died suddenly..n mom juz saw her recently...start to mk mi tink again..a bit of the scary kinda feelin..luckily mom sort of sae sth dat mks mi feel beta..n dad oso sae sth nice..:)..thnx parents sia..
2molo is a ktv session...able to sing all my sorrows n frustration out liao...mornin goin reservoir again..muz exercise till im realli in the pink of health...yeah..jiayou..

waLkin dAy??

todae went out wif my aunty..had my fav pastamnia for lunch..juz love it sia...den we start walkin in search of concourse..aunty wana buy flowers..we walk for a realli long dist..cuz gugu nv get the place name rite at the beginnin...we still reached the place aniwae..n shocked to c two of my jc pals thr 2..buyin flowers...they sae they r goin to hv sum business...cool sia..
gugu bought sum flowers aniwae..den we walked back to cityhall...legs veri suan liao...haha..we were realli tired but after we went into tis realli nice n cool furniture shop..it kinda relaxes us..we felt more qing sheng..haha..
heard frm grace dat thr is sum course at united sq so went thr n tk a look but in the end..i went to the wrong one..haha..hv to call the person to ask summore..so paiseh sia...reach thr aniwae..turns out to b sum slimmin centre lookin tingy..call philipwan..i tink..doesnt realli suits mi though..both my aunt den settle down at sum foodcourt n chatted for a realli long time..kinda told her almost but not all ba..my problems..my anger..wad im afraid of..sum of my feelins..felt realli beta..cant belive dat aunty is a realli gd listener...oso noe more abt her..seriously quite envy her..she noes wad she wans clearly..n she is doin tings dat she loves now...livin realli well...dats realli gd lei...its realli hard to find wad we realli wan in life..n summore a job dat has ur interest in it...haha..i wana go singin sch..parents sae it is nt realistic..tink i when i go wrk n gt salary liao..den mayb secretly go learn....wana sing sia...
lookin fwd to the ktv session tis sun...

nOt bAd Dae....

todae mornin went to play badminton wif enen..quite fun..her skills improve a lot sia..we were playin n chattin..gal tok at the same time..so it is even more tirin..haha..we played for two whole hours..tirin sia..but shuang..haven played for sum time liao..
we decided to treat ourselves to gd food..it is sum american lookin restaurant..there hv all alphabet's pizza..n they warm it under real fire..cool...we ate juliana n sum chicken soup..totally delicious...i was in quite appetite recently..but when i saw the food..i juz ate...haha..tot it is quite helthy..nt dat all chessy...we den spend ard half n hr to walk to orchard..hang ard a while n went to hv sum drink..as we wrer lik too tired to walk animore..we went straight home..once i reached hm..juz fell asleep alomst right away...slpet for a few mins den wake up to bath..den juz kept slpin after dat..damn tired..but after i wake yp..felt more refreshed..gdgd..
i read a chinese bk frm my aunty...interestin..it is sth like lookin the world frm a child's eyes..yet..the child can c the real n true self of ppl..he is nt scared of death..see it frm another view..n it juz totally sooths my heart..felt relived..i duno..tot the person is realli right..u will cherish the person or ting a lot if u put extra care on it..oso..ppl dun realli noe wad is their aim in life..cuz there r too mani choices..realli interestin sia...
tink i will try to learn frm the bk..to search my aim..wad i realli wan..to feel it more than c it..cuz it will kinda different...*enlightment*..haha...nxt time if i feel vexed..i will read the bk sia..n look at tings perhaps frm another view..

tV mArAntOn...

todae nv did much...tok a lot to my aunt..personal tingy but it juz mks mi feel beta...guess gugu noes mi beta than my own parents ba..ironic sia..
was glad dat i finish the noodles i had todae n dinner..guess my appetite is comin back ba..worried sia
den while eatin was hooked on to my meteor garden...haha..totally love it though i watched it like zillion times..was watchin everythin all over again...i almost melted when dao ming si sae..tranlate to english..no matter where u go..i will chase u..wo yao ting ni le...woah...so romantic sia....summore jerry so shuai summore...
duno wad to sae liao..gettin jerry craze again liao..haha
tomolo goin to play badminton wif enen..exercise..yeah...
hope i will hv fun tomolo ba

thnx..

thnx...sort of release my stuff..felt much beta liao...thnx...nw my aim is to keep myself damn occupied...haha
so jiayou le..jiayi!!

sianzzzzz..........

stayed at hm the entire day...exercise a bit n tidy up sum stuff...after dat juz watch meteor garden throughout...den at nite watch tv as usual..sian ar..nth to do...hmmm...todae wrote my own personal diary bout sum time..can sae spend sum quality time wif myself ba....while listenin to my fav music...
horrible thoughts creepin through my mind after lookin at times...life is realli fragile sia...gettin pessimistic n paranoic liao..everidae lik a bit men men bu le..hate dat kinda feelin sia..feel realli lonely sumtimes cuz everyone wrkin n muggin...den mi lik nth to do..feel so lan...i hate loneiness..tink is realli kelian to b doin tings all by urself..noone to lik tok heart to heart to...feel like cryin..
wadeva la...moody mood recently..mayb due to sum mood swings ba.
its been sum time i realli laugh my heart out le...
sighnin off

joBleSS???

haha... went to dome todae..in the end..the job is nt suitable..bo bian..plus tis feb goin to sum moe job...trainin starts at startin of feb..den after new yr will start wrk liao...so meanwhile i will juz try to find ani part time job...
i tink frm tomolo mornin onwards muz start exercisin in the mornin n eatin healthily..haha...mayb watchin meteor garden again....haha..n singin karoke..mayb goin to aunt hse n learn sum sewin...
veri sian dae...juz nw watch a lot of tv...den kept singin songs..elva..zhang shao han...love singin..onli singin can mk mi feel shuang...
nw chattin....
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prAy...

hmm..todae is the tsunami memorial tingy.lets stop for a moment n pray for those victims...saddenin sia...

im goin for a interview tomolo at dome..wish mi luck..haha..tink im veri ficke minded sia..cant settle on one ideal job..haha..but aniwae..thr will b a moe job comin up soon liao..at frb so i will b busy real soon liao...i wana live my life to the fullest n healthy..feel quite sickly recently..hate that kinda feelin...n oso dun tink 2 much...
jiayou...tings happen but we juz hv to face it n live wif it....

sIanzz...

realli bored day...went to the ntu talk..quite interestin..mayb will consider goin to the design faculty..provided if i gt in la...
aft dat went wif xuan to hang ard...she buy stuff..gettin sian of all these sia...yup..but we had quite a cool galtalk....guess our sistaship ish even beta liao..haha..come hm clean up my shoppin bags collection den watch sum tv....
gt those death tinkin again....juz felt scared....jialat...feel nt myself again...guess i realli muz go get myself bz liao...or else will tink a bit 2 much....dat ish realli bad..juz live my own life to the fullest..chersih everybody n of course hv no regrets..tinkin of changin my diet to a more healthy one...felt dat i ate too much of those junk food recently.....
jiayou..n stop havin negative thoughts sia.....

fiNaLLy....

todae woke up realli earli..actualli wana do sum volunteer wrk at sph..but end up dat they hv more than enuff volunteers..in the end went to mac n eat wif meiling..serena n en...after dat en n mi went ps..she buy her stuff..n we took neoprints..real pink sia..we slack thr till ard 1 den en set off to pasir ris while i go to bugis..hmm the mrt station gt a lot of ahbengs sellin donation stuff....n they realli bugged u all the way sia...rot ard to wait for yue to come...den we went for the job interview...hai hao nv sae anythin dat is way off...but aniwae..i will b goin trainin nxt tues liao...yeah..at least finally gt sth to do..juz dat it may nt b gurantee we can get the job la...muz hv gd performance n everythin lo...ya,didnt noe that doin sales oso hv to learn so mani tings..communication skills..admin stuff..n sum invoice stufff...duuno sia..hope i will b able to cope ba...but im realli glad..haha
2molo shd b goin hui hse to coach her on sum maths...mayb at nite go c sum music sch..sun oso go teach ba....mi c hw first...mayb ltr at nite go gym..everytime sae but nv do anythin bout it..haha..tummy bigger..haha..fat piggy le...
mayb get a job will b much thinner ba..haha

LeG pAin aR.....

todae afternoon went to the agency at international plaza..place look more classy than wad i tot...den juz kept walkin ard...n finally found a suitable agency..yue n mi feel dat the place a bit weird for us so left the place for bugis...ya..walk ard the place n ate sum food..haven had lunch..we continue walkin in search of jobs n kept askin ard..but most of them r nt suitable..walk till too late..finally mi n yue decided to get newspapers n start callin those adveritisements...mani nt bad jobs...hmm...tomolo mi c the newspaper again..if ok den mayb we can juz start wrk real soon le...yeah...finally...we continue headin to chinatown...bought an original copy of aurora album..by zhang shao han...onli 6 bucks wor....haha...nth much at china town so head hm afterwards..damn pain sia my leg nw..veri shuan..haha...
heard the album juz nw..sum surprises i shd sae..sum werid music..duno hw to explain...nt bad la..love aurora the best still....tink the first album is even beta lo..but nvm la....
tummy showin out le..tomolo im aimin to do sum exercises liao...2 horrible liao..though my weight is almost the same...jialat...jiayou n hope my body gt sum improvement ba...
nt much happenin real soon but hopefully can go c zhang shao han n go c music sch..rottin damn fast liao..haha

fReE*dAy...

todae juz stayed at hm n didnt do much..went to look at the temporary jobs cloumn in the newspaper seriously...called up some of the places..there is one dat yue n mi can do at sum private sch..hope can find 1 real soon..hehe..after dat yih drop by n mi give her almost all my rough papers..n chatted...
soon xuan gt hm..n we start watchin the new vcd she borrowed..some jap show..whr the gal shrinks n her relationship wif the bf..love dat show..find the guy look like my senior back in sec sch...zhenwei...haha...2 bad the endin is dat the gal remanis small...onli 15 cm tall...yup...
as usual my tummy felt bloated..tink i noe the reason liao...haha...fast do sum exercise tomolo...mayb go gym or sth....been quite lazy recently..juz eat n watch tv n go online..goin to b pig soon liao...
tomolo shd b todae la..goin find job wif yue..hope everythin goes well lo...hehe

vOulunTeEr wRk....

todae went to sph to help out...finally there is more sun than rain todae...hope everydae will hv sun sia....no rain..a bit sick of it le...
met en like 8.15 den we went to help..at first it is quite borin..cuz we have to wait for the stuff to cum..without it we cant do anythin..so juz slack thr lo...hmm...do volunteer wrk oso can c cute guys..veri nan de..haha..sum ang mo dat look like josh harnet..hehe..ya...after sum time food stocks n medical stuff start cumin n we start packin n puttin in to right boxes...
did till ard 10 plus den went to beatty..went to eat the canteen food thr n c sum teachers...the food is still great..(tink i ate too much curry or sth...nw my stomach pain liao..haha)..sch looks beta nw liao...we slack till 12 plus den head back to wrk...by tis time thr is like a lot of wrk..we were realli busy n boxes of foodstuff n medical stuff juz kept streamin in...we juz squat down n keep packin..(damn exhaustin n my feet hurts sia)..
though im nw exhausted..its quite worth it..hope the stuff we pack gets to the victims real soon sia..the volunteers r realli friendly n nice ppl..when we tired they kept npushin us to eat sum food...all of them r tired but still like joke ard while wrkin...hehe..ya..n thr r a lot of army guys...veri nice ppl 2...hehe
help till 5 plus...en n i decided to reward ourselves by eatin starbucks...drank n ate a cake..feel damn full still...
ermm..rewardin day...still tinkin shd i go tomolo still...hehe..abit lazy....

aNotHer rAinY daY......

it has been rainin a lot these few days..todae is nt another exception..i realli realli miss the sun sia...plus the tsunami tingy..is makin mi feel realli gloomy sia..
went to sph to c if they need help for the packin..but there is like overexcess of volunteers..glad that mani singaporeans r so helpful regardin tis tingy...we walked ard..ate a fillin lunch den went hm..at nite..went out to eat dinner..n shop ard..mom bought mi a new tee..yeah...den went hm le...
seems dat everyone juz cant stop tokin bout the tsunami...i oso duno wads wrong wif mi..i juz hate listenin to it...i juz feared of sth...juz realli scared dat singapore will oso like dat...humans r realli fragile sia...guess i juz feared death ba...have been tryin ways to keep myself frm tinkin bout it...listenin to a lot of music...haixx.....guess i have nt been myself lately..feel quite out of place n weird..n a bit pessimistic...hmm..cannot like dat le...muz try to tink tings in another way..i nhave to face the reality n cant stop hidin...muz pick myself up..guess im 2 free liao..dats y start tinkin weird tings sia...optimistic.....:)

nEw**yR....

well...last day of 2004 yesterday..juz dat it keeps rainin..i hate dat sumtimes..esp when u will b hangin out most of the day...in the end still went out yest..go tk my stuff back frm gugu hse...ate pastamnia..alfredo for lunch..(cravin for it throughout the nite..haha)...after dat ate again at gugu hse when i drop by at her hse..greedy mi sia...after dat went orchard..pei hui n yue to trim their eyebrows...the one at fareast is quite cheap though..6 bucks for both eyebrows..mayb i shd oso go down myself one day to do it..hehe...we walked ard...took neoprints...den nt long start lookin for a place to eat..in the end..settled with cineleisure food court...damn full sia...it was already 8 plus or 9mplus le..cant remeber..but orchard juz had the countin down spirit...nxt time..mayb a few yrs ltr..shd juz stay out at orchard to go crazy...met sum friends..hhaha..niceee...hmm..after that head to hui hse to stay over...use her net...den we switch on the lead song..n start learnin the dancesteps...haha..damn fun sia...after dat watch cinderella story again...juz love dat movie sia...soon it is like 3 plus...haha..damn late...
todae..another rainy day..juz miss the sun sia...went to watch phantom of the opera...so mani ppl watchin..we have to sit the front row...sux sia..the movie was fine..hmm..musical lor...a lot of singin n veri little tokin..hehe...tot it is quite a saD story...after dat ate n hang ard...saw another friend wif a job..envy sia...mi still waitin...
well..nt bad for these two days..juz dat i have to watch my weight le...eat n eat nonstop...hehe..cya soon..shd b changin blogskin le...