celebrations...

yeap..let mi begin wif my bdae first..yeap..its great actuali...woke up qte earli den wear nicee nicee n mit up wif bee jan,hui..dey all...yeap..den we go marina sq thr n sing ktv..woah..the rm is damn big lo..im super thrilled...hehe..sang qte a lo of songs..n the food is great sia..nxt time go thr sing le....tink is veri worth it...all of us had a great time..den aft dat we walked ard marina thr...yeap..bee bought blazer sia..hehee...we went to makan sum asian kitchen or sth..damn ex..n nt too special either..hai hao onli....aft dat we go play arcade..play all the stupid games but it is defineitely great..will pots the pics up nxt time de...haha...ed oso join in ltr...den mi,hui,xuan n ed go esplanade thr to c firewrks...we buy otak n food thr to makan oso..gt a lot of ppl sia...n lovers too...the firewrks r great...ed n mi hug hug oso..veri veri sweet...the firwrks gt hearshaped n stars oso..woah....great dae...
presents received: necklace (lynn)..looks unique..
makeup set..by bee..so sweet sia..u noe wad i need..
bag..purple n jap kinda bag..by enen
shaw...by janice...nicee
nice top n cake..by mel..thanks gal
candle...looks realli great..by lirong
stickers..gt my own name n mickey!..by faith n suying
small mago cake..first bdae present...by yanxin..hehee
blazer..white in colour...looks formal n kip mi warm...by dearest ed..
n of cos..all da sweetest msgs by all my friends...thanks ppl...im finali 20!

On vdae...wore nice nice..seriously nt much mood la..haha..everyone all sian sian..n in festival mood oso..hehe...exchange sum presents in the mornin...den during our long break..went to holland v wif mel,faith n en..yeap..go thr makan dumpling noodles..n oso shop for sum vdae present..en buy nicee flowers..n afforable wor...clever sia..hehe...den go back to oragnise our gifts..b4 nxt lessons start..kip xchanging presents...super hapi n sweet sia...thanks friends! aft dat met ed at marina...he gave mi flowers oso..hehe...fake ones of cos...but niceee..a lot of couples walkin sia...feel so diff frm the usual yrs...hehe...we went yuki n yaki thr n makan..yeap..had fun cookin stuff..eat until veri veri full wor...den oso gt 'cook' ice cream..yeap..is veri veri fun lo...hahaa..had fun..n veri sweet too...aft dat we walked ard..n went esplanade thr..go sum bad singin love songs..damn great sia..we feel so relaxed aft listenin...hang ard n sit at sumwht to look at presents..hope ed like my vdae presents ba..heehee..den go potong pasor thr to have sum sweet time together..hehe...tired but realli sweet
todae...hmm..veri veri tired...lessons were as sual but i definitely nid to buck up le...n start muggin hard..cant always so sian liao...jiayou to mi sia...gt mit wif ed for luch den go bugis thr...yeap..putting braces...thanks for peinin mi wor...sat at the dentist char for like almost 3 hrs..yeap..finalli done..is pink...feel so weird..tink i look ugly sia..hahaa..hope i will get used to it asap ba...

my bdae cumin soon...

todae mug whole mornin..yeap..finish wad i wana finsih..so qte happi wif dat..aft dat met up wif yanxin earlier to pei her buy her wrk stuff..yeap...glad dat she gt her stuff..ob cls was qte diff todae..a lot of ppl...feel a lil weird..but i luv the harmonics part the best..love music sia...is qte interestin sia...aft cls walk ard to pei yanxin shop ard oso..hehee..saw liping n my sim friend..hehe..great..yanxin bought mi a small cake..hapi sia..xie xie ni...at hm..is super noisy..alot of ppl sia..cuz all my mom students all cum..tok to sum of them oso..gt one look like hebe sia..hahaa...
realli lookin fwd tml..can c sum whole pals like bee n jan..hope will b my best bdae ever..hehe

busy busy

recently is mostly studyin n stuff ba...nth much realli happen..wed went shoppin for vdae gift n bdae gifts..yeap..mi,en n mel go shop..but mi n en shop for like 5 hrs..yeap..for mi finalli gt get the gifts la..but en n mel still haven..hehe..mus jiayou..realli walk until my legs turn jelly sia..spent a lot oso sia..heheee
todae ed dropped by..yeap..finalli can c him..miss him soo much sia..watch tv together n chat..hehe...aft dat mi pia wrk le..nt bad la..2dae finish most of maths..n read thru ugc once..tml nid to revise again jiu okie le ba..mus faster study hard n revise finish den sun den can play..tml gt haidie oso..n mom students cumin..mus wake up earlier to pia le..hehe...
hope my results will imporve..tink i have nt been performin well..as in for all the first tests...so mus do veri well le...yeap..jiayou sia..
lookin fwd to my bdae tis sun..n vdae sia..hehee..

last part of my hols...

well well...on fri
went out wif mel and en..we went to sing ktv...hmm..im thr so often that the ppl thr oso regonise mi liao sia..hahaha..we had fun singin...sang many songs..den aft dat we walk ard in orchard..yeap..oso gt makan abit...den en go off to find her boi while min mel go bugis the icon thr...hmm...nt as impressive as was i heard..as in the stuff thr veri little..the shops sell veri lil stuff ba... a lil disappointed..den mi go bedok thr n find ed to makan dinner..yeap..it was qte a spread for the 2 of us ba..gt kangkong, the egg..den oso gt fish soup..veri homecooked kinda feelin..den we walk walk to the flats thr n sit down for a while b4 gg to his grandma hse to tk a peek..hehe...the she a lil old ba...we walk ard a small carnival thr...yeap..dey sae ppl born in tiger yr tis nt aint too gd..but i belive that destiny lives in our hands lo...hehe..den ed jiu send mi hm le
on sat..went haidie n had my exam..yeap..feelin so nerovous lo..didnt perform to my expectation la..during the singin part thr were even times when i sort of gt choke..sux sia..but aniwae we passed la n proceed to the nxt level..but hv to wait till march den start lesson..saddening sia...aft dat yanxin mi n weixiang went to eat tianxin..yummy yummy sia..den we walk ard b4 i proceed hm..qte earli sia..finsih ed stuff den watched tv..hehe..devil by my side super niceee sia..hehee
sun..was supposed to stay at hm to pia stuff..in the end...went to escape wif xuan,hui sam the all...yeap..it was super hot..den duno y gt so mani indians sia..went to play wiking..i sat at the last 3rd seat..it is super scary lo..im screamin like shit...den my whole body shiverin like duno wad lo...urgh..nt gg to play dat animore..den we went to haunted hse..haha..so funi..we all veri scared n grabbed ah sam..b4 the ting starts we starts screamin.in the end i nv c a thing cuz is super dark inside lo...n heard a lot of screams behind...hahaa...yeap..sam sae we almost suffocate him to death cuz we grabbed his shirt like dunow ad lo..aft dat we go makan for a while n took sum pics b4 continuing..aft all the scary stuff..i dun dare to play those scary stuff le..so juz play those relaxing ones...the muo tian lun..hmm..tinking if is is a bigger one n evein or ntie time..it will b damn romantic..den oso play the superman..den i soso play goldcard..thos the queue damn long but it was realli thrillin n fun..as in is like my first rea time driving like dat...hahahaaxuan dey all play a lot of other stuyff la..aft dat we go gugu hse n makan jiu rushed hm le
sch starts...yeap..super tirin sia..yeap..put therubber in my teeth le...feel so weird..like my teeth veri tight like dat..urgh...todae mi n en went to tk the sim foto machine..haha..cannot belieb it but we r having fun..juz the normal passport one but 2 of us sit inside la...hehee..
tml gg to buy a lot of presents..arh..all my hongbaos money sia...hope to c ed soon ba

finalli writin

hmm...the last few des r fine...chu 2 gt a lot of hongbaos...den aft dat went to watch i nt stupid2 with hui n xuan..hmm..the movie veri nicee..everyone shd go n watch wif ur parents...is veri meaningful....on chu3 went to temple n makan..have been eatin a lot recently...gg to be piggy soon le...aft dat we mit hui again..walk ard...den watch movie again..cheaper by a dozen2..nt bad oso..den edwin oso gt drop by for a while....aft dat jiu go hm le
yest went out wif ed...we go sing ktv..yeap...woah..alot of new songs sia...njoy myself ba..den rite aft dat we go watch fearless ..i watch 3 movies in a row sia...the movie is oso nt too bad..verim actionpacked la....had sum dinner...den ed had to rush off le...busy de nan ren sia...gt tok at nite..realli scare we will drift off or wad..but relaise is juz another stage of r/s..prolly more stable or wad ba...
todae stayed at hm whole dae..almost went out but in the end nv go out cuz mom dun like...revise my wrk whole dae..tml will b hangin out again....
hui mus jiayou wor....hehe...juz let tings goes natuarlly k...

new yr is here!

hmm...feel dat tis yr chi new yr atmosphere nt as gd but qte fun actuali..new yr eve went to buy stuff and wake up earli to help out..yeap...tink the flowers 2 strong or wad..kip feelin itchy n everythin..yeap..gt a lil bit of rashes..sux...went to buy med..den pei them buy the flowers again..yeap...mk my condition worse hor...haha...aft dat came hm n rest jiu go makan reunion dinner le..yeap...qte sumptous..n i cant stop eatin oso...hahaa...like sum pig..the food cum veri fast oso...den we mus eat fast fast..haha...aft dat went dad new office n c c..den we 4..jape tk stupid pics wor..hahaha...den hui cum our hse..eat a bit of tibits again...den go temple tghe enitre nite...believe it or nt..at thr i gt eat abit again..can feel the fats le sia
todae wake up earli den hv nicee breakfast b4 gg hui hse...yeap..gt hongbaos le...everythin qte perfect except my rashes la...slight ones..mk mi feel uncomforatble..den my face like veri rough like dat,we ate huo guo...qte niceee..den went to the tm..hui yue n jeremy help us for the manicure tingy..den tok tok oso...went to hear dad dey all sing...ktv..so funi sia..hehee
came hm qte late..den was supposed to go out n watch i nt stupud 2 at ard 8 pllus..but all sold out when we reached thr..so in the end went to stop by coffeebean n eat again..n walk ard...juz nw cum hm rrest n watch movie...vcds..hmm..nicee...tml bz dae again..hope tml mi dun feel so itchy n will b beta ba..our new yr pic below wor!

updates

haven been bloggin for sum time le...been real bz..is like wrk is slowly piling up n thr r hell lots of readings to be read...yest went to the ed company launch for the recreation club..hmm...qte imoressed by it sia...startin mi kinda shy la..n feel a lil left out..but aft sum time gt tok to his downlines oso...yeap...saw serene..my sec sch choir junor thr oso..so conincidence lo..haha..had fun chattin ard...but ed like realli bz walkin n tokin ard...i made a lot of new friends yest wor...saw ed go up n tk money..he is like wearing his suit n everythin..super smart sia...hehe..realli proud of him...was realli hungry while playin sum games...den ed bring mi eat stuff..tho is kinda ex for the quality...xie xie ni..veri sweet of ya...
todae went to cls n aft dat met up wif ed again to buy sum stuff..yeap..walked ard...can c he is realli bored n tired ba...but luckily aft dat gt spend sum quality time together
came hm den decorate our hse....new yr comin real soon le sia...hehe..hope everythin will go on well...earli happy new yre to all!

all dae out!

mornin went haidie....qte fun lesson..teacher mood is veri gd..hehe...aft dat went to makan wif ob pals b4 we all go jocelyn bdae party..all my way thr..chatted a lot wif my ob pals..glad i did dat..feel dat we r even closer than b4 le...
hmm..the changi chalet looks abit old but veri spacious...n i definetely hv to sae that her bdae party is one grand one dat i seldom see....
we played sum lame games b4 gg to eat the buffet..alot of great food n bbq food oso....yeap..ate a lot...nw still veri full sia..aft dat went to sing ktv...yeap.,.dey paid to rent the ktv system n the dj stuff..nt bad sia...alot of ppl..thr r like diff activites everywhr...guess the most memorable part for mi is when like almost 200 plusppl at the chalet singin happi bdae song..so touchin sia....
yeap...when i gt my own 21st bdae party..oso wan ask ppl cum over..but nt as much la..hehe..the feelin of a lot of ppl singin bdae song is realli gd sia...heheee
came hm den found out thr r sum disputes at hm...mk mi kinda sian n sad nw le...sux...hope everythin will b over soon..n muz change my attitude sia...
hope edwin faster b manager..fight on!

busy

tis sem is hectic....urgh! thr will b a higher demand for almost each sem...hate dat the bks r still nt in yet..wana study n do wrk oso cant..realli hope i can finish everythin b4 new yr..den i can hao hao de enjoy my cny..yeap...will hv a realli long vacation...
tis few daes like duno busy wad...first dae rite aft sch went to mit hui to celebrate her bdae..went to partyworld n sang our hearts out...had fun chatting n walkin ard oso...well hope hui njoy her bdae ba...yeap..found out oso dat datou costs more...veri touched dat ed did all that for mi..xie xie..
todae aft sch went to lunch wif ed..ate a lot..yeap..recently appetite veri veri big..mayb stress or wad ba....gg to b piggy soon le...hehe....realli lookin fwd to cny sia..tis sat will b a fun dae...jocelyn bdae wor..hehe
ed faster b manager ba!jiayou jiayou!

sch startin soon

mon reopenin sch le....realli feel like hangin out n having my last bit of fun..but i cant...face still kinda swollen....but seriously speaking tis time is realli beta than the previous swell..nw can onli hope dat mon i will look normal...drag gg back to sch..feel dat i haven had enuff fun yet..hahaa....aniwae yest ed drop by..i tried to cook sth for him la...more of like help out ba...cuz i scared the oil'splashed' ard...tho is a short time onli..but realli appreaciate his effort of droppin by....guess im slowly becomin more n more dependent on him..tis aint gd sia...ltr may drag down his biz stuff oso.....hopefully when sch starts my case will b beta ba..
todae is sat...definietly wana hang out cuz is a sunny dae....love tis kinda weather lo...emotionally realli hope ed can drop by again or ani other friends...cuz veri sian alone at hm oso...but they r bz too....
prolly watch tv the whole dae again ba....

another 3 teeth gone

well well wel...aft a veri sumptous dinner on tues...which is my grandma bdae....yeap....went to pull off my teeth on wed earli in the mornin..yeap....still feel nervous tho i done tis b4 le..tot tis time will b beta but no...is actuali more painful tho i gt 3 jabs le...sux...my tears r like flowin down as the dentist pull of my wisdom tooth...yeap..super slanted n hard to pull..spent like 1 hr plus to actuali extract the whole ting out....came hm feelin the same...painful n xinku..slept thruout the afternoon....luckily the blood stop during the evenin...
todae...is kinda swollen but at least nt as bad as the pther time...hope can recover faster sia...sch startin soon le....n oso my fav festival cny is oso cumin le....
will put braces aft cny....tml ed may drop by....hope will njoy ba
my granda bdae...jape

fun 2 daes...

yest woke up earli to go malaysia thr for wedding...hmmm..sat in the car for a few hrs...but realli hv to sae dat it is qte comfortable during my road trip...yeap..was slpin..listening to a lot of songs...but sadly..thruout the entire journey it was rainin heavily...sianzzz...we r qte earli when we reached the venue...yeap..it was a small restaurant with some ktv system....was qte shocked dat ythe songs thr r actuali qte new...realli wanted to go up n sing...but too shy le....xiao long jie jie veri pretty dat dae..of course la..she is the bride...ktv started rite frm the beginnin...b4 the bride even arrived...hv to sae the idea is cool but a bit too noisy....food was great but guess thr isnt enuff waitresses...it seems dat everythin is in chaos...plates r nt cleared...food was served qte slow..but overall...tho is kinda messy..tot everythin is filled wif warmth...mks mi ponder abt wedding...it is realli a chaotic n tirin event but definielty sth veri memorable..hope dat when i grow up...n hv my own wedding..everythin can b sweet n romantic...hehe...aft the wedding lunch..went to jb..jusco to shop...huge shoppin mall n loads of tings to shop for...bought 2 pairs of shoes...mom bought sum accesory for the living rm..n xuan bought hush puppies top...also ate sum food thr..had qte a fun time shoppin..reached hm qte late cuz dad go the longer way hm...thr was a super big jam.....
2dae went to wrk as usual..went to the HR department to help up..learn sum new stuff..den go back receptionist thr n work...sadly cant wrk for whole wk...cuz wed gg to pull out another 3 teeth...sianz....rite aft wrk...rushed back to sim to pay schh fees....den rush to ntu pass present to siewling...hehe...great seeing her n kahhui oso...visited her hostel 2...looks great esp the study table...veri spacious n nicerushed to jurong pt to mit ed...i was veri late...yeap..ed was a lil unhappy...realli sowie abt dat..walked ard n played sum arcade cuz he qte moody..went to jurongeast..ya..sumone wans ti watch movie...watched chinese tall story..seriously..i find hte whole movie qte lame..doesnt mks much sense..onli the last part...yeap...aft dat we went outram n makan our fav noodles...tok a lot abt hw we spent cny due to the background music...we walked along the streets dat seel rows n rows of cny goodies....yeap...we ate as we walked..love the feeling..feel realli diffferent...n xinfu..hehe...bought sum sweets hm too....spent sum time quietly near my hse area..yeap..qte windy but feel qte warm..hehe....enjoy my dae..haven went out a date like tis for sum time le..hope we can do tis often....
tml will b at hm restin..celebrate popo bdae oso...

out of da hse...

todae woke up earli to go haidie...yeap..qte chaotic...suddenly gt mornin illness den my face oso itchy...sux..was a lil late for cls sia....but realli glad to mit my ob friends ar..hv loads of fun during cls...always love the lesson de...went up to test try the test songs oso...hahaha...aft dat go cine thr n find sam,xuan n hui,denise for ktv...sang a lot...feel kinda weird singin..its been sum time since i last sang....aft dat we walked ard....one more ting...mi n hui go eat the wanton noodles...at the heeren thr..u all dun tink veri cheap den nt nice..wrong lei....its qte gd actuali..n gt 5 wantons oso...niceee...we slack ard for sum time..oso gt go taka find enen...hehe..workin thr..xuan n hui cope a lot of cookies frm her...dotz....aniwae hope she njoys sia...
went to mit wif ed...had sum nice food..but dun realli dare to eat saefood sia...feel kinda weid oso...health realli sux...ed pei mi walk to clarke quay thr..thnx le wor...chatted n saw his friends...2 bad for hui wor...hehheee...
tml gg malaysia for wedding dinner...sure gg to miss ppl here n ed...tho is juz a dae....hope it will b fun ba...

at hm again

face nt dat swollen but gt new probs..sian...feelin itchy over....hate dat..gt a bit of rashes oso...sux...tryin to speak properly n sing....but feel nt as gd as b4...long time nv realli sing le sia....sad sia...tml gg for ob cls..sure gg to sing veri lan again den mayb go k ba..nt too sure oso...nxt wk oso go wrk again or else kip tinkin alot of tings dat r negative...
ed so bz sia..hope he faster b manager ba...

hmmm

guess im too sian or wad ba....almost a wk le...swell has gone down but gt bruises thr...realli hope can recover soon den can go out n oso find ed...yeap..he came over yest..all was veri sweet n simple...watch tv together..surf net together..makan together..hmm....tho time is short btu realli cherish it...
todae ed supposed to cum oso but cuz gt sum probs cant cum le...i realli veri ren xing sia..always wana share his burden but in the end onli add to his burden onli ba....sowie....sumtimes realli hope to join his circle of his friends but i always felt left out esp when he n his friends tok bout the biz stuff...feel so invisible sia...mayb i tink 2 much le ba.....
sch reopenin at 16th..will b bz at dat time again..guess those probs will lessen ba..nw too free le....
hope ed faster be manager ba

i wana eat!

nw dat i look at SOLID FOOD...i feel like cryin...arh!!!...so near yet so far sia....cant eat anythin....guess i will lose at l;east 3 kg ba.....another boring dae at hm..wif no plans at all....
hope i wun slowly evole to ba couch potato ba

NEW BLOGGIE

well well..new bloggie skin...tink tis is kinda cute so choose tis..new yr muz hv new stuff oso....haha...aniwae...todae is another slacking dae..juz a lot of tv n computer...face still swollen..feel realli horrible dat i cant eat solid food sia...so ppl muz appreciate dat u can eat properly lo....realli sacrifice sia.,..haha
notice sth...my blogskin has changed over the yrs...yeap..startin frm black..i used to luv dat alot..den thr gt write all the veri depressin n sad stuff..like lonely n so on...den start to evole to hv more personality..like my precious one...ya..flirtatious...nw is more cute n sweet...it continues wif personality ba...yeap..n oso wif sum changes in my life ba...gt love le..hehe..slowly opening up more le...yeap...
tml another sian dae....hope my face will b beta

3 teeth gone

yeap...went to pluck my 3 teeth off...veri painful..had a minor operation on my wisdom tooth...nw is second dae le...n still kinda swollen..sux..all my celebration gone...
todae is the last dae of 2005....yeap..juz nw ed gt cum over n pei mi a while...yeap..frm evein till juz nw...den he go celebrate wif his friends le....xuan dey all go out makan steamboat n havin fun..tis yr 2 major celebration spendin it alone sia...hm....tis yr i accomplished qte a no.of stuff actuali...
1.gt 2 jobs..all admin..but is my first 2 jobs..n i finali gt a taste of wrkin life
2.join superstar..new expereince tho i kana kicked out on the second round...
3.join sim..different route frm the usual..another new expereince n mit new ppl oss
4.yeap...noe sum outside friends like jarrel n so on...social circle expanding
5.mit ed...n had my first bf..currently gg to 8 mths le...he is realli gd to mi
6.went to haidie...yeap..start singin lesson..gt sum improvements in singin n me new ppl
7.took part in singin competition..won second prize..first prize i my entire life..veri gd encouragemet
8.took my courage to pull out teeth for braces....new mi cumin soon
9.tryin to b more filial..but stillw rkin on dat

tis is roughly wad happen tis yr for mi ba..qte a fruitful yr actuali....tho thr r oso mani unhapi stuff....but still veri nice...hope 2006 will b even beta...jiayou le

interestin dae...

todae kinda nerve wrecking dae for mi....yeap..my singin finals...wake up earli to try to practise..gt sum probs b4 the competition sia...sore throat..nose stuff den my ears oso stuffed...but luckily aft dat it was fine sia...was sittin thr wif the compeitiors..realli felt dat thry r all winners alreadi...weirdly..im nt realli dat scared as b4...as in im tryin to enjoy the music dey sing....n trust mi lo...all the finalists r gd..was qte stunned by it..im tinkin im realli nt as gd as them sia....the gal in front of mi realli sang gd...stable n gd voice....woah!hope to b like her nxt time...when my turn realli gt a lot of technical probs sia....but i juz act stable lo...tink okie ba...try to add feelins but i noe thr r sum flat notes n all...but thnx to my friends...i njoyed the process...n ofcourse changing the song....haha
aft dat is juz singin ktv n makaning..realli sum gd singers in the hse sia...yeap...when the results came..was qte nervous actuiali...haha...when dey annoiunce 3rd..yeap..is nt mi...den i sian liao..cuz i tink that is the futhest i can go la...but in the end..i actuali gt 2nd...hahaha...first time i gt sth in compeition sia....happi happi
heheheeee..aft dat walk walk ard fareast...yanxin dey all shop veri fast sia...haha..den makan at pastamania...had sum great time together...went to find ed but too bad he is veri bz sia..cant realli share the joy...hehe
finali can rest le...n mus continue to jiayou hard in singin

xmas

hmm...was lookin fwd to xmas...but sadly..my body condition aint gd...sux..rite aft hai die..walked ard...cope sum cheap accesories dat look super gd..
den mit wif hui to go to gugu hse....reach thr..faster tk a rest...but didnt realli hao hao slp oso la...at nite..yue oso cum along wif jeremy to makan at gugu hse...yeap...kept eatin..duno y oso..always feel hungry when i was thr...haha..gg to b piggy liao...was supposed to hang out the nite...but due to my stupid flu n slight fever..eyap...it is more wiser for mi to stay at gugu hse n nt hang out...yeap..all of my cousins n sisters went out...n i stayed alone wif popo...was actuali feelin qte lonely n sad...the shows all hv family celebrating xmas together...n havin fun...but mi alone...staring at the tv set....try to get away frm all those stuff so start singin my song for the finals..but unfortunately gt demoralised aft dat..try to get sym nap...but tossed n turned ard..yeap..oso wif jay chou songs ard mi la..mk mi feel more sad..could nt slp at all..so in the end juz watch tv again...tis is one lonely xmas eve dat i will nv forget sia...nw den i realise is nt abt wad ppl mit to do for xmas eve..but most imptly...who u hang out wif..a simple celebration wif the warmth of family is actuali gd enuffwe shd nt tk tings for granted..i suppose
but aniwae..the xmas eve turn a lil better aft xuan dey all came back..yeap..kaiyuan n ed oso cum to kip mi accompany..we juz sat n chat...is qte fine..but too bad tis kinda late..realli nid sum slp first le...seriously feel kinda left out
mornin todae..it is great to c ed first ting is the mornin...yeap....slpin like ababy sia..haha..we chat n oso gt tok to my dear ah po.....watched tv n practise my song oso...for the rest of the dae..juz sat in front of the tv...feel like couch potatoes sia...haha...ard nite time we go hm...xuan go hui hse...while ed pei mi...yeap...kinda tok stuff dat i was hidin inside my heart..felt much beta...yeap...spend sum realli quality time togther...thnx a lot!
tml will b my big dae le..hope everythin wil go on well ba..jiayou e!try to njoy as much as possibe..rmb the process is more impt than winnin it...juz go out n do my best le
btw..fell in luv wif jay chou song..feng..all of sudden de..feel dat it is realli sad...

xmas nearin

yeap..been sum time since i blog..yeap..study rm was under renovation...as in all the old stuff has been thrown away n new furniture is currently nw in the rm..yeap...still sum arranging to do..nw den i realise dat i gt plenty of mini soft toys dat i realli dunno whr to put at all lo..urgh..love my new light...orange in colour..sumhw mks our rm more interestin n lively...or else will look like sum office...xuan sae it looks like tuition centre..hehe...
hv been wrkin ahrd recently...yeap..todae wrk whole dae..tired sia...aft dat went to dine wif hui,xuan n sam..hahah..had sum cool fun tkin neoprints wor..hehe
thorat feelina lil sore..guess due to the dry environment in the office ba..todae mayb nid to rest earli liao sia....or else tml..xmas eve can play hard le...heheoso mus protect my throat...gt tis bad feelin dat i will c\screw it on mon sia...sianzzz...
aniwae...ed bought mi a super huge tortise...soft toy of course...hmm..so cuddely..n oso gt a super big head..we cor it bighead..hehe....love it loads....more xmas presents cumin in tml le...hope will hv a great time tml...dun fall sick sia...

tired n busy

tis 2 daes a bit down..yeap...was juz busily clearing my study rm..yeap all the new furniture cumin tml le...duno nice or nt sia..hope so ba....yest gt mit ed...thnx for the ktv sessiona niwae..does helps mi gain back sum confidence ba....im still prayin hard my song can b changed tho is kinda last min...prays.....
todae wrk for 5 hrs..hmm..super sian sia....was slackin..staring in the air..doin nth att times....hmm..but thank god it is over aniwae...noone is free...so i went to makan myself..first time eatin lunch alone..hmm....it is suepr lonely...eatin alone in pastamania..den the rest of the tables r occupuied by pairs or grouos of friends...seems as if im a loner..or sumone suffering frm depression...no friends at all...as i walk in the shoppin mall...yeap..the music surrounding mi added the sad atmosphere...yeap..dao dai...mk mi feel so lonely sia...
reached hm tk sum rest n practised my hokkien song..hmmm..hopefully is okie ba..cuz the song is super old lo..haha...throat still feelin weird..wonder when my throat can feel normal again..it is affecting my singin...urgh..wadeva...
thnx ed for the teddy...will b givin sth too..yeap..still tinkin....hhehe

stressed!

todae went ob..super tired aniwae...feel dat recently my last 2 lessons didnt sang dat well...yeap...qte disappointed...mi cant like dat le sia...changin songs for my finals cuz the last one was nt suitable for mi..but qte scared sia....feel dat i cant sing to my expecatations...am i deproving or sth??dats realli sad lo..hang ard at ob for qte some time..thnx dudes for helpin mi wif the song...
reach hm feelin sian....start learnin song but still weird sia..went to tk a nap oso....nxt wk gg to sing canto n hokkien songs..jialat liao lo...both of my dialects sux...as in reallli to the core....bad wk ba....
woke up n still cant sing to my expecataions...feel dat my throat is feelinw eird..is kinda like holding mi back or sth ba...argh!!!!!!cant like dat lo..still nid to memorise the entire song..dun wan let my friends down 2....
searchin my passion back....jiayou le!

wrk!

woah!thnx to my dear hui....yeap..todae mornin gt call frm her auntie...go to psa thr n wrk as receptionist...yeap..pay is qte gd n the company is real big too...juz nid to wrk for 2 hrs todae onli...but qte borin le...waitin for calls to cum..hopefully i dun do the wrong stuff...yeap..aft dat go n mit gugu n hui...had lunch n oso go hui wrk place...oso bought a top..qte cheap..the having big promotions for todae onli..nt bad sia...hui ar..wrk as salesgal..hmm..qte steady ar..hehe...aft dat mi n gugu walk ard to buy ehr stuff den go cut hair....
gt visit renjie jorkor..qte shocked wif the way he behave when he wrks..veri different..veri veri seriopus wor...hehe..mit wif ah hui again for dinner b4 walkin back to ps..hehe..we wk pics wif the meorylane cartoon character...so cute sia...we like kids sia...gt mit up wif ed oso...yeap..looked veri sloppy aniwae
spent sum quality time together...glad we do dat...hmm....brings us closer together ba
hmm..tml go ob..den mayb mit wif friends or wad ba..nid to pack my stuff den can rearrange our study rm le....
hope dat en bf gets well soon too

hmm...

wad a weird dae....mornin was qte okie..but den pissed off by mum's attitude...yeap..went to mit ed for a while b4 mitin hui,xuan n yue..short time we spend together....but cherish it...aft dat,we 4 walk ard..yeap..shoppin n gossipin as usal...den oso gt tk nice nice neoprints....nice wor...den we settle at dleifrance thr n sit n chat again..we tok abot dogs for a super long time...yue go hm first..den left we 3 walk ard...
xuan kinda sick so go hm first aft dat..yeap.. get well ba...mi n hui go mit wif ed....yeap..ate again..realli makanin dae den pei hui all da way to cityhall b4 i head hm...
guess u r realli tired ba...mentally n physically...am i a burden/?sumtimes i realli do wonder..tis road is nt as easy to walk as wad i tink...its gg to b tough....we both r tryin so hard...n i realli wan tings to wrk out well too...so mani faco\tors involving in it oso...sign...
tml will b at hm clearing up my stuff n restin..hopefully sum soul searchin too..

happy dae...

todae veri ahpi sia..hehe...mornin go klunch wif ed n his friends..yeap...qte fun singin...but mi kinda deprove a lilttle....most prolly is becos im kinda worn out ba...tired liao..haha..been gg out continuously rite aft exams...my money is gettin low liao sia...haha...aniwae they r one cool bunch of ppl to sing wif...aft ktv went to makan abit..den ed hv to go to wrk liao...hmm..sad sia..
luckily gt mit up wif siewling..hehe...she pei mi walk walk ard heeren to buy sum xmas presents..yeap..bought for my cousins liao..still nid to geth sth for ed n sum other friends....jialat...i need a job liao...den we wan walk to other places...but too bad rain veri heavily..so we stayed at heeren for a long time...walk another round...hahaa
aft dat walk to fareast thr...along the way we chatted n tease each other like wad we used to do..haha...so hapi....2 long nv mit liao...dats y...hehe...we r like 2 kids chatting non stop..super noisy wor...as usual...siewling start to get hungry den we settle a sum place to makan abit b4 continue to window shop..hmm..gt a few tings in mind le....hehe....den cum hm n rest....still nid to train for finals n sat singin stuff....n start packing my rm stuff liao....
tings to buy:
siewling present..yeap...she already buggin mi...hahahaaa....
ed xmas present
sum other xmas presents
gugu card
new pair of shoes or slippers..saw at fareast liao
a nice jacket or blazer..
bottoms..skirts n pants
sum tops..

yeapo...

todae wake up earli den go c doc first..yeap...waited for a super long time sia..the place is full of patients..aniwae...hope dat i can finalli b well...while waitin..ob cor..yeap...i gt in!hahaha...veri veri hapi sia...but nw mus worry wad to sing le..hmm..headache sia...rite aft seeing doc..went to dentist..its been yrs since i visit one...hate dat actualli...goin to hv braces soon le..hopefully everythin will b fine...tho i tink i hv to pull out ard 6 teeth..including my wisdom tooth...ouch!...tirin dae traveeling ard for tis dental tingy sia...
aft dat met up wif yih to hv dinner..long time no c liao sia..hehe...had sum great chat...oso had desert..nice to eat sia...yummy..mi hui n xuan oso had sum great time together....
hmm..tml mayb go sing k..mus train n choose a sutiable song liao...hehe...busy busy sia...
mus oso find sum time go out wif all my old pals sia..hehe....miss u guys!

harvoc 3 daes..

on fri rite aft exam..it was fine aniwae...went str for the interview for sum promoter job..duno can get the job yet la...aft dat mi n hui walka rd a few agenices n look for mai other jobs..hmm..hopefully can find one soon but i guess chances r slim lo...rite aft dat..went to ob earlier to train for my singin competion aft dat..super nervous la...den came the time...everyone was qte nt bad sia...when is my turn..i tired to b as steady as possible la..did my best aniwae..i guess..alex was nt too bad either..so ke xi..onli dat small part sia...aft dat mit ed n makan dinner..we walk to clarke quay thr den tk bus hm le..sped a lil time wif him..
yest ob cls was fine./.had sum fun time wif my ob pals...hehe...fun fun..den aft dat go interview wif kaiyuan n hui..most prolly cant get the jobv la...den we go ktv..sing our hearts out..but sadly..my throat prob is gettin back liao...sianzzzz..
mit xuan n ed aft ktv n had sum dinner together..hmmm...xuan hair nt bad sia..hehe
todae spend whole dae dfor the temple tingy...mornin go botanic garden..yeap..almost gt killedby those stupid pollens sia..luckily gt the pill..hehe...had qte fun...oso gt debate..hmm..astill feelinq te agitated sia.when i tinka bt it...hao le..gg to bathe..nxt few daes will oso b bz..
tml go c doc again..sux...njoy my hols ba

hao nervous wor

tml is ugc..yeap..but i feel super relaxed...kinda weird sia...sort of finish wad i wana go thru le...but im more nervous for the singin competiotn tml....n i juz found out dat im like in the middle..hv to wait so long..yucks...my ob pal was tinkin dat we r prolly tkin it too hard sia...hmm..mus rmb that tis is onli sth for my own experience n i shd nt tk it so hard..win jiu hao la..if nt is oso okie ma...mus bild up my confidence n kill all my stage fright problems sia...i okie de...
hmm...realli hope exams can faster finish..at least the burden is gone..hope i studied enuff ba....goody luck to myself tml le..
n to my ob pals...jiayou ltr for ur audition le!

in the midst of exams

well well..yest papers r fine...yeap..shd b okie ba...nw i gt 2 more daes b4 my last paper which is ugc..todae rest a bit more but go thru wad i wana revise le...abit sian sia...super lookin fwd to aft exams n the singin competition tis fri..yeap..hopefully i can b calm n juz do fine for it..aft exams will be fun all da way le wor..hehe...yeapx..
to ed..pls tk cr of urself while sloggin ur life in the company hor...
xams is cumin le wor...

gd turn in the end

hmm..yeap...sort of apologise to my mom...den everythins okie..janice came over in the end...yeap..pei mi..we sang ktv..at my hse..haha.had sum fun n oso chat qte a lot...thnx ger for peiin mi wor..hehe..aniwae...did realli rest in the end..todae felt a lot beta le..didnt realli mug..juz read thru sum eng stuff..tml onwards will mug more le..back on track again...
aniwae ed came over...miz him a lot..but glad dat can c him..had sum time together...yeap..gg to cherish hard...
hope hui njoy her haircut..like verii nice wor...hehe
jiayou hard for exams...4 more daes to exams le..

urgh!

well well well...supposed to b goin out todae de...yeap..a dae i was lookin fwd to actuali..hv been trapped in the hse for a super long time..didnt even go aniwhr..nt even downstairs...sian..wanted to pei hui go le jiu cum hm....nw parents duna llow...yeap..i noe they concern mi n all....but i realli prmose that i will tk cr of myself oso ma...plus...b4 dat when i was more sick..i oso went ard...n im still okie...a dae difference seriously dun mk a difference de...sumtimes i feel dat my parents r overly protective of mi le...yes...tis one cant do..dat cant...nw my dad oso noe abt ed...shd i sae they r all so conservative...wads the big deal abt having 1 bf...n is nt dat the whole ting is affecting mi at all...dad is so ridiclulous...sae wan go scold him..scold him for wad...den mum kip naggin...kip dayin all the veri nasty stuff..sae until as if im dat kinda gal dat will hang out at all the wrong places...i do tk cr of myself when im out nw at h out wad iw ill eat n all..those whu hang out wif mi dey will noe oso de...summtimes cant realli stand it animore...dey r the ones whu r always nt ard..so busy till no time to bother abt mi..nw dat they gt more time...dey start naggin n naggin n scolding for everythin..i realli dun understand..juz feel dat wad they sae gt loopholes in it...esp the goin out ting..ask mi go makan tml...isnt it the same...im still exposing myself to outside air..n worse still..i cant eat a lot of food cuz im still sick....den few daes ago oso like dat....hmph!as usual my mom is gg mad again...she is always saeing all the extreme stuff....dey cant kip mi in the hse forever oso de ma...nxt wk i hv to go to sch n tk exams..thr oso gt air con..oso gt ppl smokin..everythin wad...realli dun understad liao....
nw im stayin at hm...partly becos i tink their advice makes sense...but oso...my mom is actin like sum crazy woman again..sianzzzz...
sian..another dae at hm..todae prolly will slow down my speed but will still study aniwae...since our hse is realli sian..try stayin for sum time..i realli dunno wad else to do other than muggin n tv liao...

muggin..*coughs*

wanted to mit ed..but he was super tired..yeap..hmm...duno y terribly miss him...aniwae came hm tok to him over the fone b4 start muggin..yeap...finish 2 chpts for com le...tml will be my ugc dae..memorisin is harder for mi..esp when im coughin n memorisin aloud at the same time...jilalat sia...hope tis whole ting ends soon..sick of muggin..sick of coughin for almost 2 wks..yeap non stop...arh!!i wan sing ktv...oso cant...
mus ren abit more ba..tml muggin again..hopefully fri im okie den can go out n play for a while...hehe

sian

mornin went to doc lee thr...den waited for almost 15 mins den the person sae dr lee gt sum emergency stuff to attend to...sad sia..in the end went back to potong pasir thr n c again..yesp 4th time seeing doc..be the doc is oso tired of seeing mi oso le...yeap...found out dat i gt sum realli bad cough dat mks my voice disappear..yeap..last nite was even worse..i cant even slp cuz the pain is so horrible...yeap..n kip feelin cold oso...yeat was the 2nd time when i realli totally lost my voice...sad sia
came bck..took medicine...den went to slp le...wake up watch sum tv...mug a lil den slp again..practically a slpin dae for mi...yeap..slp until a bit gong liao...gt slow reaction..hehe...ltr ed will cum over n pei mi..guess will feel beta ba...
so sad dat im gg to miss a lesson tml...guess when im okie le..muz hao hao tk cr of my health esp my throat..its kinda my life...
tml will be at hm muggin n restin again....yeap...jiayi get well soon ba!

arh...dun wan sick le..

hi everyone...im still sick...sux...hv been sick for almost 1 wk plus le...gettin realli sick of it..no fried food...ke lian..c doc for 3 times le...2 times is western..den 3rd one is chinese..flu was beta..but still..throat still sore...nw nt due to the flu but cuz im coughin 2 much...urgh..hate it..cant eevn tok properly n sing sia...sad sia...
tis few daes juz nth but wrk..cant realli mit ed oso..he so busy wif his stuff..hmm...was juz tinkin...will he end up like my dad? 2 busy to cr abt mi sumtimes...hmm...hv more or less finish my rp...nw start revising le..
nw juz hope can faster recover..den faster finish exams..den can hv fun soon...urgh!

sick

hv been sick for almost a wk le..first is the stupid sore throat..nw havin flu le..but cant blame anione but myself la..haha
yest aft ob..went to hv ktv session wif alex n jan..n her pals...yeap..sing finish klunch oso continue to sing the kstudent..haha...long time nv sing so shuang le..despite i gt sum sore throat...aft dat went ps thr n play arcade..haha...veri fun...oso gt had sum chat wif them...aft dat mit wif xuan n den go mit ed n jarrel oso for dinner...
we makan at lau par sat for sum time..hui n kaiyuan jiu drop by le..hehe...so kua zhang ar sumone..hehe...aniwae..oso noe a new friend cor yuzhen...ed downline..another ktv lover..hehe..yeah!
aft dat go hm den slp le...cuz feelin qte sic
todae wake up feel even worse....eat abit den go to slp again...did a lil wrk tho...but nv realli revise..hope can faster hao ba...n start revsin my stuff..oso mus control my tots..kip havinw eird tots recently...shd nt b even tinin all those stuff de..yeap...

sore throat

sire throat gettin worse..hate it..y does it becum worse esp on the dae of my presentation...urgh!!aniwae tot i sux for dat..i was 2 nervous n juz gt stuck with words..shitty sia...hope my overall wun be too jialat ba...aft cls go down to clementi to find ed..bought him a top..hehe...nt bad wor..my taste..hehe.den find him in arcade..play sum daytona..hmm..okie la...
den went to doby gaut n buy present for darlin sister...hehe..HAPPY 18 BDAE!!..hv to get her cake n buy groceries...we hang ard n search for qte sum time b4 i gt sth...a veri cool fotoframe lo..haha..everythin was kinda perfect till ed broke sum news for mi...hmm...realli disappointed lo...i find it qte amzing dat he can tk tings so lightly ba..tot tis concerns of one's future lo...aniwae we sort tings out..for nw juz hope he noes wad to do in the future n juz wrk towards it ba...
we bought everythin den spend sum time together...yeap...
came hm nv do much oso...tml gg c doc again...throat super pain lo
jiayou for research

friends?

todae i am havin mondae blues sia..everythin juz feel weird..was kinda nt hapi wif sum actions by sum ppl..while i was doin my com research...suddenly start tinkin abt frienship stuff...i realli miss my sec sch n jc pals ba...im nt sayin all la but feel dat the world im livin nw r full of unreal stuff...as in is deifintely realli hard to find a true friend in my current sch....kinda sad sia...n at the end of dae...is till family den accepts the real u...n the place whr u can b urself w/o all da backstabbin n fights...
hmmm...wasnt feelin too well...came hm tok to ed...xie xie ni for cheerin mi up...n dat wacky pic of urs..hmm..i mus learn to be more positive n hapi...duno since when im becomin more n more emational le..n less strong le...guess i nid sum healthy sports n mix wif more positve ppl ba...enjoyed the short conversation wif ah hui...feel so much happier aft chattinw or..hehe..jiayou!3 more wks to exams...n oso submission of research...hope i can finish wad iw ana finish ba...
jiayou jiayou!

updates...

on thurs n fri..i was muggin hard..but of cos telly is still veri impt la...
sat..mornin went for cls as usual..tis cls realli motivate mi sumhw...mus try to sing songs wif more feelins de..is actuiali my main prob ba..aft cls we had lunch together b4 i go mit wif ed..hmm...pei ed go shoppin whole dae wor...ya..weird habit u gt..haha..but guess u r realli hapi..buy 3 tops wor...n all look nt bad wor..hehe..hapi for u oso..thnx for the back top u gt for mi 2..hehe..we den went clarke quay aft all da shoppin..juz sit thr n do nth..n look at the river..it was veri peaceful n sweet...love the time spent thr aniwae...hehe
nv eat dinner wor..haha..but we r qte full aniwae ba..pei mi go hm n spent sum time together chattin bout sum time...future is hard to sae..butall i can sae is to cherish wad we hv nw...yeap...hapi 6th mth wor...
sun..todae drag myself to wake up den go temple..activites r actuali qte fun todae..njoy myself a lot...haha..the 3 games we hv..i tink we r realli creative wor..our grp..n we ca write songs nxt time le..be a lyricst...haha..aft cls..da myammar friends came over for dinner plus sum temple ppl..dinnner is great...aft dat gt a small ktv session..nt veri gd condition todae...mus jiayou le
last min do my wrk...nt exactly oso...nxt wk will be piain a lot on research..aim to finish qte a lot of stuff....den faster revise liao...
ed mus jiayou 2 wor...faster b manager!

pain

yest havin cramps..urgh...thorat was feeli weird aft a bowl of ban mian...aft cls...waited for ed to pick mi up...hehe...yeap...tot yest was sweet...we had sum heart to heart tok oso...it is nv easy for a relationship to wrk out...n a lot of compromising n trust is defineltely involved in it...i used to not cherish n tk tings for granted when we r tokin abt the past.hw we get together n all...n ed realli ren mi a lot..give a lot of chances sia.,..so nw mi cant like dat....dat is one ting dat certainly mus be accomplished le..hehe...xie xie ni...
at ntie was ahvin terrible cramps...super painful..nxt time cant drink so much cold drinks le sia
todae went sch...suepr tired..cant wait to cum hm actuali..haha...loads of wrk to do...wana faster finish up my research papers oso...urgh...
ltr makan n rest firs den muggin time le....
hui mus jiayou for olevels too!!

went out

was slping qte shuang todae..den hv to wake up..cuz gg out wif mom the mymammar friends..haha..we went to eat buffet at orchard thr..hmm..its qte a spread n i was super full..while eating..mum start tokin abt dietin..it is so weird sia...we r gougin those food down our throats n she is sayin hw to diet..ironic..aniwae...saw the bird flu tingy on the tv thr...guess everyone shd try eatin lesser chickens or ducks...if thr is outbreak...the consequences will be veri scary...hmm..mi oso wun eat de...
aft dat we hang ard orchard..saw the deco at taka...reminds mi of ed n his hard wrk..hmm..everyone mus appreciate all the decos in ani shoppin centres..behind all the nice deco..r one grp of wrkers wrkin veri hard thru the nite....hmm...we walk ard several shoppin centres n had fun chattin..hehe
we went fareast de was pulled by sum guy who is promotin sum facial ting that ehlp reduce wrinkles..the way he sae was like it is sum wonder medicine sia...yea...but he behave super weird lo..sun like the attitude that is presented over...luckily we nv buy ani
feel like shoppin le..a lot of ncie stuff ard sia...hehe..we went to eat sum ice stuff aft dat..was qte nice actuali den jiu cum hm le...did wrk n watched my usual show..hehe..its gettin nicer n nicer le sia..hahaha
tml aft cls gg national library to do sum research wif ed..hehe...njoy ba...mus practise singin le

nice dae...

todae was in qte a foul mood....yeapp...dunno y oso..aft cls..discuss projects den makan together wif sim pals....chat n gossip a lot..hehe..interestin topic wor..aft afternoon discussion...hehe...mi,sarah n lirong became detectives wor..hehee...our secrets...
went over boon lay to find ed..yeap..esprirt gt qte a number of nice stuff...hehe..mayb will buy for new yr ba...haha...ed came..den we hang ard jurong pt...den makan long john silvers together...nice prawns..long journey hm...but enjoy it..was slpin like a pig...paiseh for lendin ur arms so long sia..hope i nv drool on it ba..hehe...spend a little time together den u hv to go wrk le...
came hm c my fav show den mug...
tml will go out wif mommy...enjoy ba...n ed..mus rest well

12 hrs??

hmm...sat was a wonderful dae for mi ba...haha...finalli mit ed le...ard 11 in the mornin we went to watch movie..all abt love...woah..so sad lo...both of us cried like mad...haha..den when we c each other cryin..we started laughin..haha...gu xiao bu de...aft the show..we went to eat at the pepper place..nice food...hehe....shd go thr nxt time again...haha...
ed was super tired..yeap..he nv slp at all for one dae...so in the end go kbox..at least can tk a nap...yeap..haha...mi singin solo but still havin fun..haha...hmm....rmb dun go overboard wor...
aft ktv..went to find hui den makan at ding tai feng...yeap..yummy yummy..n qte fillin..n walk ard....had sum galtok wor..hui dear..mus jiayou hard sia..soon olevels will be over le...n aft dat can settle everythin aft dat...ed aft dat pei mi go hm...spent a pretty long time together alone..hmmm.yeap..i like ur jacket sia..nxt time give mi suan le..haha..super huge for mi tho...den i was actin to be like the wang xin ling at the honey video wif the oversized jacket...haha...yucks...
was qte tired...but had a great time...all stress gone le...gdgd...
ed mus rmb to rest more k....dun overtired urself
did research jus nw..ltr in the afternoon will mug.....jiayou

tired...

todae sch is sian....did a lot of internet research in sch todae...but still tink mus go down national library again...but at least the tings r sort of thr ba...aft cls...drag myself hm....den do my wrk...oh ya...btw..borrow my fav vcds..hehe...finalli sumone hv my show.haha...
at evenin..dad last min bring us out for dinner...wif sum tw friends..woah..food..yummy yummy..veri full wor...we den sit in the car..den dad bring us ard the few famous sites...hmm..rain veri veri big todae sia...scary wor...hmm..went temple for a while..saw long jie wedding pics...veri nice sia...looks like coco lee wor...haha...i tink every bride will juz look super pretty de ba...hmm...i oso wan wear the nice dress n tk nice nice pics one dae...hahaha...
came hm n do summore research...tot todae can hang out...but i tink cant le..habven mit ed for a wk le...missin him loads sia...wonder wad will happen to mi when he is goes army sia...hmm...tink mayb sumtimes mus train abit..or else nxt time veri jialat...
a lot of wrk to do..hopefully everythin can be done finished soon ba..i wan go out n play!!

fulfilment

yest go sch..den aft dat went to donate blood..i tot i was qte okie wif it..but i guess im wrong..i was freakin out...n my hands turn cold oso lo...we hv to go thru diff tests to c if we r eligible for the blood donation by lookin at the iron levels n so on...felt like a princess actuali..cuz a lot of ppl pei mi..n try to mk mi feel less scared...hehe...but aniwae..it isnt as scary as i tot oso...i juz sat thr while they tk my blood...juz felt gradually tired....it lasted for ard 20 mins den i rested thr for sum time..hehe...felt great aft doin it...it is like i accomplished sth...tink im gg to do it nxt time
went str hm aft dat..had a heavy lunch...studied for sum time..but felt realli tired...yeap..kip feelin tired thruout the entire tingy...watched tv at nite den help mommy do stuff...
didnt realli tok much..hopin to mit up soon ba..im still tinkin shd we go momo...since gt free tix..hehe
todae quiz was oki...teacher was super angry...well..i tink mayb sumtimes she oso mus tink why we students react tis way too...nw at sarah hse usin her laptop..hmm...nice hse sia...hehe....enjoyin myself...
research is tight,jiayou ba

nth seems to be right

was super tired todae sia...had coms..sianz...guess she totally had no control on our cls le...aniwae aft dat we discuss our coms project...hmm..everythin is progressin well...haha...i guess my own research mus buck up oso...i wana finish everythin asap sia...we went to the asian cultivation museum aft dat..hmm..qte enrichin...was juz tinkin wad will happen thousand yrs frm nw...will me be one of the artefacts up thr instead??
aniwae aft dat..mi n en went coffeebean thr sit down n rest..yeap..coffee cheesecake was wonderful..superb...hehe..we had sum galtok oso den jiu go hm le...
it was drizzlin when i was walkin hm..was tinkin to myself tis is a grest weather...nth extreme..juz nice...mks one feel refreshed...hmm...i noe everythin ahppens for a reason..but sumtimes i juz cant help tinkin to myself why god is killin so mani ppl using the natural disasters? i noe its part of humankind fault due to development n all..but i juz feel its qte saddenin...lets hope all natural disasters will lessen down n stop soon ba...
ed was so busy wif wrk recently...mitin time oso lesser...noe i cant be unreasonable...but i dunow ad came over mi recently..esp when everythin is ina mess...so mani wrk to be done n all..i will wana c him more ba...its kinda a way to soothe my feelins n terrible moods im havin recently..prolly due to pms ba...
paiseh for being so nt understandin at times ba....
gloomy mood

busy sat

sat went ob..hmm..teacher nt veri hapi todae sia...yeap..he was kinda disappointed dat our progress is nt fast enuff ba...but aniwae...sang my the song..tink hai hao onli...den aft dat went makan wif ob friends..we sit down thr n tok n gossip..hehe...we den walk ard chinatown for a while...bought a watch for 5 bucks onli..haha...
slack my time while waitin for mel...walk ard bugis...den both of us go national library to do research..imagine...we stayed thr for 3 whole hrs lei....woah..den we go makan together..was ard 8 plus le....
aft dat rush down to mit ed...yeap..haha...makan again lo..at satay club...haha...yummy..we walk to sumwhrr nearer n tk cab hm...spent sum little time together..time always nt enuff de la
todae mornin watch tv..haha..the jap meteor garden nt bad sia..wahaha...studyin is slow todae..juz feel veri sian n all...
tml another schooolin dae...suddenyl feel dat everythin is in a mess...hope my research stuff can faster finish

energetic dae...

todae woke up feelin full of energy..duno y oso..in pretty gd mood....weather is great too hehe...love sunny daes...aniwae...cls was usual....hmm...had sum gal tok wif sim pals wor..hmmm..nw den i noe the stuff sia..hehe..ignorance can be a bliss at times sia...
aniwae aft cls..mi n en went to mit wenfeng.yeap...haven seen him for 2 yrs le...we tok thruout the whole journey..den soon reach ps le..haha..den we saw tis tent thr sellin shoes n clothes..all cheap stuff sia..bought a 9 bucks slippers..despearately nidin dat...hehe..en oso bought a lot of tops a at damn cheapo pirce..we walk ard..den jiu mit him le..he becum fatter le..haha..sat down n chat..guess he is juz awkward to tok to en ba..so he kip tokin to mi n suan mi lo..wah kaoz...mk mi feel so tired sia...
aft dat jiu faster rush hm to watch my show...gettin better le...cant stand waitin le..so ask xuan dl..hehe....
tml will b whole dae out...go ob..den librbary..change watch oso..den mit ed...hehe...hope tml will b a fun dae ba..

luv the show!

yest right aft sch went str home to do n read my wrk...hmm...yeap..veri guia rite??hehe...aniwae whole afternoon was spent on muggin..in btw was veri tired n fell aslp...tink i nid to exercise n swet it out...have been feelin veri tired recently...
yest duno y suddenly felt dat i shd apprecaite every little tings dat happen ard mi..shd appreciate the fact that my parents r still thr for mi..n everyone crs for each other...yeap...whole family had dinner together at hm..n i felt a warm feelin in my heart..im realli fortunate n xinfu ba...
at nite watch wang zi bian qing wa..woah..i love dat show lo..story veriii nicee..im addicted le lo..haha...den aft dat pei8 xuan watch one piece...hmm..qte interestin tho is anime...yeap...
mornin had cls..practically dozin off during eng cls...yeap..kick dat habit sia...a lot of research to do le....mus jiayou wor...
oso mus oractice my singin le...stop havin negative tots..no matter wad happens..life still goes on....n mi still hv to fufil all my dreams de...

tired...a lil depressed

todae go sch...as usual..woah..super tired lo...was forcin my eyes open..mus slp earlier tonite le...buay ta han...in cls luckily gt sum activity or else cfm slp lo...aniwae was qte relieved dat i gtt c...tot i will get d for eng lo...hehe..heng sia...aft cls...mi,mel n cindy tok..den go kbox n unwind ourselves..hahaha...we hv fun...sing till our hearts content..i juz found out dat im gg kbox every single wk..haha..tot it is a gd form of relaxation..u gals rocks..haha...aft dat jiu tk mrt to bugis n mit wif hui...went national library thr n do research..first time go thr n realli sit down to do serious research...glad dat i found sum infor for my esl..hehee..aft dat go pastamania makan wif xuan oso..den hui tell us sth..sae we all gg to die soon....i was stunned...she sae sum guy predict in newspapers dat tsunmai will cum near singapore n swept us away...n duno when will happen...hate dat feelin sia...mus realli cherish ppl ard mi...n do wad i feel like doin....life is short aniwae...yeap...
aft dat jiu go hm..on da way hm we joke ard a lot n had fun..so hai hao la...
cum hm read my stuff..com n eng..but realli tired...i guess researchin is realli tirin ba...plus i whole dae out...kip dozin off...hmmm...tml can cum hm earli so mus hao hao study le...jiayou ahrd..dun let other tings distract u...yeap!!!!

happy dae...

todae mornin go ob as usual...abit tired...but lesson was fun as usual..hmm beta brush up on my pitchin le...we went to sing on stage todae again..yeap..haha..finalli sang finish the whole song le...yeap..hope it wasnt too bad la..but i pause at the usual part la..haha...aft dat we all went to makan the chicken rice..woah...nicee as usual..we oso had sum nice chat over thr..enjoy myself aniwae...aft dat jiu go sing ktv..haha...shuang sia..sing so long onli for 13 bucks onli...n yeap..haha..found my she combination le....can sing she songs together...haha..niceee...we sang a lot a lot...den jiu pei yanxin buy ehr stuff...oso bought ymmy cheese cake...
cum hm hv steamboat wif family..its been sum time i hv tis warm feelin le sia...den jiu go toa payoh central change fone n buy groceries...had sum agrgument wif dad...but thank god i listen to dad la...hehe..i buy the 6101..flipfone..qte nice....can tk pics...den xuan upgrade to 6230i...woah..oso veri nice..den veri clear oso..happy happy sia...juz realised our whole family juz seem to b the same n hv same behaviour de...hehe...
cum hm jiu kip mkin my new fone lo..hehe...tml mus do research n read ugc le...cant slack le..rest enuff le...
ed..may ur grandma rest in peace ba...u oso mus rest well hor...

home

woke up late...finalli can hao hao slp...den start watchin tv...yeap..show veri nice..the kang xi lai le..watchthe entire mornin...hahaha...at ard afternoon...tok to hui....gal mus cheer up wor...jiayou sia....
den jiu read my com..read until doze off....tired sia....the entire evenin den was spent on tv..yeap...the prince become frog verii nice...whu gt da vcds??i wan borrow...haha..can tahan to wait so long le...aft dat jiu cum back to read ugc le..mus faster research oso....
ed...hope everythin goes well for u ba...death realli triggers my thoughts again...but...cannot always like dat..pessimistc sia....yeap...everyone mus cherish ppl..anione whois close to u ba...dun regret when is too late le...den jiu bu hao le...
tml gg for ob..hope dat will mk mi happy...it will be a cool singin dae....

5th mth....

todae go sch for eng...yeap..haha..teacher finalli remember my name le...happy sia...feel kinda bad but i sort of pon ugc la...but wif sum excuse...saw my results...hmm...can do beta la...but is oki la
aft cls went to tampines 2 go gugu hse...journey is torturous...but thank god i gt the company of mel..hehe..reach gugu hse den c the clothes she mk for mi...woah...wear le nt bad sia..hehe...had a heavy lunch n chatted a lot...yeapp..didnt noe gugu went thru so much sia...aft dat gugu help mi alter sum tops n swe tings..while i look at the fashion bks oso...woah..nice nice sia...time reallif lies...had sum desert...was damn tired so took a nap...den iw as late...yeap..went to met upw if ed aft dat....took train to bugis..mit wif hui for a while to pass her pants...hui mus b happy k....
ed n mi went tk neoprints..hehe..nice...hair fly fly..den ate pastamania...tok a lot too
we hang ard for sum time..hahah...tired sia...den aft dat buy a nail polish..hehe..nicee...ed n mi denw ent bugis street thr n drink tea..den jiu come back le...spend sum gd time together...noe u realli tired..but ralli appreciate it...every single ting...
tml gg to mug le..jiayou

finalli finish mid terms...

tis few daes hv been muggin..qte tirin oso..esp when i still hv to eat medicine...even more tired...papers todae i tot r okie todae....in the middle breaktime...went kbox wif en, her nan ren n mel...haha...nice singin session....nid to brush up on my singin oso sia..hope my throat faster hao ba...haha..sort of scream at the last part...all my them like gt a shock..haha....
aft dat rush back to sch to pia eng...super tirin todae sia..slpt thruout my whole journey...xuan friend at our hse lookin at old fotos..haha...so funni sia..took a short nap den watched tv..arh..the channel u show..prince turn into frog...sweet sia...but tml one veri sad...haix....
tml aft sch gg gugu hse to c my clothes...hehe..excitin sia...den mayb mit ed....hmmm...missin sumone sia..hehe
todae i will b restin my mind...brain tired frm memorisin...tml den read tings...go learn the song le..hehe

headache!

tis few daes kip havin headaches...arh..pain sia...on sat hv lessons in ob..nw mostly trainin for the real singin le...cool..den aft cls was supposed to go hm n mug but instead went partyworld to sing k..haha..noti mi...yeapp...walk on da way thr frm clarke quay to the party world in raffles place...the partyworld is pretty deserted tho is qte big..toilet is creepy oso...but aniwae..sang wid ed n his friends..qte fun ba..one of his frienda sound like jacky cheung..woah...had fun..hehe..aft dat jiu rushed down to attend val bdae party...in the end took cab all da way to katib..yeap...ex...party was fine...food was qte nice too...but i was qte tired n unwell ba...xie xie mel parents bring mi hm..mug for a while jiu slp le...
sun spend my whole dae muggin for ugc..yeap...super headache oso...aft dinner watched the prince of tennis..qte nice sia...slpt earli oso...
todae..headache is killin mi...manage to finish up my ugc paper..qte ok ba...ltr go c doc le...tml den mug for com...jiayou ba

busy dae??

todae went to sch..tot it was qte stupid la...liek go for a hile for the voting tingy den awhile for comm...we 3 aft dat went to tk cab to bugis to buy vla present....hmm..went to eat at foodcourt first b4 proceeding to purchasing val stuff...we walk ard for sum time..hmm...decions sia..hehe...bought the presents le..hope she will like it..supposed to go hm aft dat but in the end we end up hangin ard lookin at nail polish...tink i willl buy...hehe..den look at clothes...pn da way hm..feel aslp..recently duno y damn tired sia..tink nt enuff slp ba...reached hm....xuan friend...oso cor val..hehe..had sum gal tok in the rm..den i juz mug first...watched the final fantasy wif themm...hmmm..veri nice sia..toook a nap while they all 2 start cookin jap curry...ed came aft dat oso..den we all makan...nice nice sia....den aft dat sit thr n tok...ed jiu go mit his nti friends le...
muggin time aft dat...tml ob lookin fwd..hope can do well for mid terms oso

tired out..pain

tis few daes start to mug for mid terms le...but realli tired..study halfway jiu doze off..obviously tis is due to u noe wad...
yest adt com cls....boring as usual..met upw if ed to go clementi central play pool..im nt dat horrible ba..haha...hv fun playin pool...den play sum arcade games...qte tired aft playin le...den we went to the hawker centre to makan..the carrot cake qte special n realli nice...wanton noodles oso veri delicious...haha...yummy yummy...
went back for esl..online research is realli tough sia...journey back hm was esp lonely...slpt thruout the journey..went hm mug for a while b4 retreatin for a short nap..too tired to go on...watched the channel u show..haha...funni funni sia...den continue read my com le...hmm..mus jiayou ba...i wana do well..at least maintain ba...
ltr go hm oso study...hopefully by sat or fri nite can rest a while....

pimplelised!!

arh!!!!so mani pimples nw....shit sia...is the outbreak...stress n dat ting la...hate pimples...mks my hands itchy lo..haha...todae is a super tirin dae for mi..m,ornin tk a lot of bks to sch...veri de heavy...com was oki...she teach veri slow...in btw..revise my stuff n took a veri short nap...aft dat jiu ugc le..quiz was fine..but serioulsy i tink i gt 2 wrong le ba..haix...at first i was still attentive n all...aft dat start dozin off...too tired le...slpt thruout my bus journey hm...did sum stuff b4 callin ed to relase my stress..hehe...xie le wor...always listen to my endless talkin...den jiu watch tv..the jap show on channel u realli nice sia...jhaha...watch till 10..jialat sia...mus cut down le...tml will cumh m earli to study study...wana do well...
wed in btw cls mayb will mit ed ba..duno yet..hehe

super hapi...

todae mornin wake up to go ob...haha..yeap..i tink im gettin well beta wif the friends thr le...so hapi..hc our usual vocal cls...lala...teacher veri funi sia...we r like hopin he csn forget abt the singin tingy..but he remebered..urgh..aniwae..my friends juz went up n sing wif the weird mic..den he will comment..well...my grp of friends r scared till we tk lyrics up lo..haha..tho i gt memorise the lyrics lo..haha..my turn is up..i tried to be calm n sang my heart out..in the middle gt pasue to ask if i shd continue ma...ahaha..in the end finsih the entire ting.tink i did ok ba..teacher juz ask mi go put braces...i tink i will put in the end of hols ba...ouch...we had lunch together..the usual five...went to eat chicken rice..woah...super nice..yummy yummy...we satr thr n had jokes n kip tokin...
aft that we went to walk ard chinatown..we discover a lot of cheap stuff wor...surprised sia..bought tis bag for onli 5 bucks..i bet outside see more ex...realli..haha..we walked ard....n shop....haha..njoy the company of u guys...den went down to mit wif hui n yuan...we walk ard for a while..but a bit like no mood at first..we makan den tk neoprint...aft dat we went to tis shop..haha..great bargains again..5 bucks for a paitr of pants..n is veri nice lo...is a bit shorter than 3/4 pants..nicee..hhaha...we den went to taka thr..den on the way saw jarrel...jiu go togethnerwe pei him shop for his stuff oso...haha..he like gal sia..soon aft ed join us in heeren..we went to cine thr eat pasta for dinner...super fillin lo..den walk to ps thr..
we hang ard n look at clothes again...den oso tok...abit late le...den jiu go hm le...on the way...we r laughin n chattin again....had sum time wif ed...xie xie ni..i noe u veri veri tired...thnx for the effort n the hello kitty..nw gt ur signature le..haha...
tml mus mug hard for ugc le...n revise styff..jiayou for the rest of wk le....

nv go sch

todae woke up late..yeap wif a headache again..sux...feelin super slpy n restless recently sia...watched tv for the entire mornin sia...den try to practise my singin tingy...hope tml wun be too sucky ba...aft dat...study com for whole afternoon..but thr r times when i doze off...did sum research stuff...den rest rest.....i continue a new chpt..but was too listless to finish it all...
ltr gg to toa payoh n pei janice...hope everythin will b fine ba...cum hm study a little more
tml is my fun dae..aft ob gg out to shop..yeaps...last time realli hangin out b4 mid terms start le

singin dae...

wed..finalli finish my com test...arh..was feelin qte weird cuz the teacher juz gave us the quiz and dats for the dae..nth learnt...we finish cls suepr earli at ard 9 plus..den en n mi went to mit up wif steph to go ktv...was lookin fwd to it for a pretty long time le..on our way thr..chatted a lot wif en..hmm..reach doby gaut den mit up en's cousin...ktv was fun dat dae...sang to my hearts content..tot im qte okie..but nid to control my voice more...n mus remeber the techniques taught my teacher...hmm...they chase us out qte earli..which i tot it was weird cuz nt much ppl thr oso...
aniwae..we went this fashion n walk walk first den mit up wif janice...we walk ard ps n look at stuff..yeap...janice n steph bought earings...all of them look nice..soon aft ed came over..dat cheeky man...we hang ard for awhile more b4 retreating to a kopi break...food was fine la...den jan, ed n mi went boon keng to pei mi tk cake..ya..we walked for miles n miles...ya...n nv gt to the place...den in the end ar...i ask a taxi driver..he sae is qte far lo..urgh..we ttok cab over...upper boon keng road is at kallang thr le lo...siao diao lo...aniwae..we tok a lot to jan...mus jiayou gal...ed den bring mi hm...realli hope we can stay on like tis..sweet n nice...aft seeing so mani breakups n all.dun realli wish dat happen to mi..
reached hm jiu watched tv..tv maranthon sia...den read my stuff...was super tired le lo..so slpt earlier...
todae..i overslpt...arh....insufficient slp..thank god tml can wake up ltr...rushed to sch..had sum interestin chat wif my friends in eng cls..jap dramas...n my fav actor wor..hehe...todae i guess will b juz likea ni other dae..go hm jie mug n practise my singin tingy ba...so tired sia..i wan my hols le..

tired...super tired...

yest was usual...mon blues...sian...com cls was a little interestin..it kinda relates to most of us...yeap...aft cls..ed waitin for mi..hehe...guess dat was the more interestin tingy yest....we went mac..den pei him makan...we spend sum time together den mi jiu go hm le...went hm watch tv..den study...
todae was juz super tired..force myself to wake up...sch was same...came hm den juz eat n watch tv...cannot tahan halfway while muggin..so went for a nap...feel that todae im like distracted...nt feelin like myself...guess im juz tired ba...finalli roughly went thru finish le..a lot sia..dun noe if i cant remeber everythin sia....
mayb tml gg ktv n unwind for a while....im still lookin fwd to sat...hehe...but middle tis few daes mus mug hard...mid terms cumin le..hope tis sem faster finish sia..i nid a break....arh....
janice sia...hmmm..hope u can get over it n remain optimistic bout the issue...mus jiayou wor....mi support u de..

unlucky mi....

yest was in a gd mood at first..yeap..cuz gg to c the concert den gt junyang n the xinhui...right aft cls...i went to amk n mit up wif hui first den go bishan n makan...yeap..saw sum cool stuff frm ebase..hehe...aniwae..met wif janice oso at bishan..aft that we went str thr in cab.yeap..gt the mercs cab..tot we r qte lucky for a moment..stop by a lot of securities outside the sch..hv to wait n expalin a lot of stuff b4 i go in..den all the pissed stuff juz came rite aft that..we r supposed to be sittin at the vip seats..but they kip tinkin we outsiders n all..den mk us change here n thr...was kinda disappointed wif the over all tingy..yeap...the students r all out of control le...n is like totally nt in peace...waited for a long time b4 the talentime starts...cannot realli hear the contestants cuz too noisy le..n attention is on junyang n xinhui ba...nt totally on contestants lo...aniwae..i was qte irritated by the noises n all...didnt qte njoy the ting..exceot i can tk a peak of junyang n xinhui in real person..dats all..
todae..woke up suer earli den go for cls...cls has always been fun..juz dat a bit tired todae ba..aft cls went to makan wif my ob friends..had sum real fun chat together..i rushed down to orchard aft that to mit up wif hui,xuan n yue...went to fareast to makan..den listen to yue story...the person nt gd sia..u noe wad i mean..went to cut my hair....we gossis n chat a lot...which is great..my hair feel so much lighter nw...haha..feel refreshed at least...den we diecided to all put a little mkup..hui the mkup artist help us put the eyeliner...woah..look diff sia...nicer ba...hehe..we hang ard n kip walkin...den veri fast jiu dinner time le..went cine thr makan..ya..xuan friend wrkin thr..n all of them r attracted by his looks ba..haha..dinner was fine..had sum desert too..so ish super full..we gt nth to do..so deiced to walk to ms thr n c c ...while walkin we juz sang our hearts out..on our way thr saw tis pet shop..woah..the doggy realli veri ke ai sia...nice..we deicded to head to clarke quay aft that...nth beta to do..took cab thr...den walk ard again..n sit for a hilw...walkin dae ba..we den walked all the way frm thr to esplande thr..saw xuan friends..who forced us do interview..haha...we walk walk..till lehgs becum jelly le..so deicded to cab hm...mum mood is horrible...yeap...mayb i shd juz shutup in the future...to prevent unnecessary misunderstandings...yeap...hate her exagerating stuff den sae until veri nt nice n hurting..yes..i noe she is stressed n all..n i do feel bad too kip tkin money frm ehr..but i realli am tryin to cut down on my stuff..n i will cfm find job during hols de...to lighten her burden n all...cant she try to cool down n relac...too scary le lo...haiz....sob...den nw..juz found out i lost the neoprint i took wif them...juz nw..sad sia...unlucky sia...the dae ended off wif a realli bad note...:(
tml muggin hard n tkin a gd rest too...cool down n jiayou ba jiayi!

listenin dae?

yest i was so super tired den i realli could nt wake up..thank god dad send mi to sch...at least i can sum extra slp..duno y recently kip feelin qte sian and tired..guess most prolly is due to my hair..yeap..is overgrowing..yea..abit too long and thick le..is time for a haircut le..aniwae..tryin to change my learnin n listening style..tink it is helpin n wrkin..at least i get myself to understand com during cls ba..aft that..mi n en juz had sum gal tok n wwalk ard the bazzar at the atrium..yeap..bought tis interestin belt for 5 bucks onli..wad a bargain..en oso buy a belt..hehe...aft that..we went to makan at megabites n continue gal tok..its been sum time since we actuali do all tis stuff..yeap...kinda miss all my jc pals n sec sch friends who r busily muggin nw in unis..aniwae aft that..we went to ti singin competition organise by our sch..yeap..is the finals..i stayed for the entire performance..yeap..some fo them realli sang well...powerful sia...sum i guess r ju pretty nervous..i wonder if im on stage..i will prolly freaked out or sth...it was qte a cool singin competition..haha...n im gg to another singin competition tml in my old sec sch n listen again..haha..at least i tink i can learn hw ppl perform n their stage presence n all..aft cls...was super tired..slpt thruput my journey hm...
as usual..aft dd sum wrk watched tv for a super long time b4 i mug again...was pretty qte tired nw cuz i help mummy mark her papers..yeap..tot i was qte crazi yest to kip complainin n all..
todae will b another studyin dae..tml n sat will b sum fun for mi..so nw mus study ahrd le ba..jiayou

sweet

sch was fine...hmm..can onli sae this sem aint easy ba....aft cls went to mit ed..so paiseh of wad u done for mi...went to outram thr n sing k first...yeap...todae nt in a veri gd condition ba..plus someone veri noisy..den mk mi lost the feel le..but i still manage to relase my stress...aft that went to tui nan my right hand...took cab thr den waited for sum time b4 is my turn ba...yeap..so funni..last time i went to treat my right leg..nw my right arm..ahaha..aniwae..as usual is super pain when he twist n turn my arms lo..at the same time feelin kinda itchy oso..haha..thank god is done so soon..juz dat nw im wearin sum bandage tingy..the smell veri zhong wor...
aft that we walked ard...den settle down at delifrance for a healthy dinner...yeap..sum pasta that is more light..salad n earl grey tea...yeap..i like it la..but ed was complainin...still felt hungry so went to coffee bean eat the cheesecake..woah..super super nice lo...nxt time everyone shd go try...as we eat...we chatted bout our aspirations n all...n my stress recently...yeap..i cant realliw rk in stress ba..so for nw..gg to lessen my stuff...n do one stuff at one time..dun overdo my stuff...reorganise my stuff ba...thnx le...we ltr walked to clarke quay thr n rest...tot is qte nice to juz stand on the bridge n look at the river...look afar..cuz if u look closer n nearer..u will c a lot of garbage..yeap...
aft that jiu cum hm le...xie xie..noe u realli tired le..
came hm watch my jap show den read abit stuff...tml another dae in sch..jiayou ba

troubled

didnt slp well at all last nite..bascially i hv been tossin and turning on the bed..n my right hand feels weird..mornin wake up le jiu read thru my stuff..tings arent gg inside my head...like nt absorbing stuff lo...went to mit wif ob friend at clememti to pass her stuff..hope we will do ok on sat ba...
sch was sian..ugc gt a lot of infor...the test sux as usal...i dun understand lo..i read so mani times le...but i still get my facts wrong..n sometimes juz suddenly go blank..hate dat...tryin to relax a little here...but guess my relaxation is still preoccupied wif studin stuff ba..hv to tk tings easy le...sch has tis bazzar..den gt ppl singin..hmm nt bad sia..tink they frm the lee wei siong sch de...sch fees more ex lo..
met wif ed for a while...helped mi release sum stress ba..xie le..esp ur effort to sum down..came hm n watched tv...den mug again...nth goes in again..guess im juz exhausted..n right hand is feelin qte suan oso...tml gg to c doc aft sch ba...gg to readjust my thinkin n all for muggin...

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yea..i admit im a piggy..slpt till 1130 den woke up..had sum nightmare actuali..aniwae..watch tv as usal...n had lunch plus breakfast together...rewatch finish meteor garden..feel so so sweet lo...hope my own can b as sweet as dat..but guess onli when u go thru a lot of stuff thru thick n thin den can ba...aft dat went to read my ugc le..hmm..nv realli memorise again...juz read thru a few times...n understand it..tml mornin den c again...wana read till the facts get in ba...at evein time..went to chinatown n dine wif mum n xuan at the lao di fang...yea...while walkin thr..we saw tis super wide n big rainbow..nv c anythin so nice like dat..it was clear n nice...guess we r juz lucky ba..dinner was great..full but nt stuffed...luv the vege food thr..thr was tis mu chuan nxt to it n ppl singin inside...woah..thr was tis guy..he sing bloodly nice sia...envy....hehe...we went to tk bus...den go hm..on my way hm...saw the moon..so round n clear n bright...hehe...suddenly miss the old times when we will go temple n light up candles...walk ard wif lanterns...good old times ya...
came hm...had sum nice chat wif mum...while eatin mooncakes n drinkin green tea..enjoy myself tho...read my stuff again...but feel qte tired le...hmm..hopefully can do okie ba...relax the rite way..dun overstress myself ba...
tinkin of gg ktv once more nxt wk..hehe...

singin dae...

mornin went for cls..learnt qte a bit todae sia...n we hv to stand in front of the cls to sing again...urgh..totally hate dat but mus get used to it no matter wad...at least nw i noe wad kind of voice im usin when im singin ba...nxt wk hv to prepare a song n sing everythin without music on the stage wif mics...feelin scared already lo..but i will try my best to conquer my fears de..wana improve more on my singin de...
aft cls..mi n sum ob friends went to eat sum noodles..hmm..super yummy n nt dat ex lo...like it..we went to chinatown thr n sing ktv aft dat..ya..they can sing qte well lo..was kinda blown off...tink i realli nid to wrk on my vocals more...more power sia..totally enjoy myself aniwae..was qte fun..aft dat we hang ard this fashionwhr yanxin bought a bottom..almost spent again but restrained myself..haha..thank god for dat lo...
went to mit wif ed for dinner aft that at lau par sat..yheap...ordered sum food n nw im feelin super stuffed lo..haha..nxt time ask more ppl cum le...we went to clarke quay area n sit thr...yeap..kinda romantic n nice..scenery was qte cool...hapi hapi...aft dat jiu cum hm le..thnx ed for sponserin my ride hm wor...hehe..
read thru my com stuff..sian..saw tis part abt the diff btw males n women...as in women tend to gossip more n guys always tok more on political stuff n all..tot it was nt totally true lo..haha...but bk oso sae the trend is changin le...well..tink is qte true..gals r more independent nwadaes le..haha
tml is another restin n revisin dae for mi..yeap..borin..mooncake festival tml le...so wish everyone happy mooncake festival wor...

did wrk

todae finalli can wake up late le..haha...super shuang sia...slp until vei nice...wake up qte late so had breakfast n lunch together..watch the enews while eatin...aft dat..rest a while jiu write my essay le...tired wrtitn dat...didnt reach the word limit..still left abbit sia..hope is okie ba...aft i bathe..type my essay out den read ugc...shit sia..tink i nid to read a few more times to get everythin in ba..tired lo..almost slp again...
rest a while n chat over the fone...while waiting for xuan to buy food back..watch the channel u show..the prince become frog show..haha...so funni sia...tot this show is qte interestin..the gal is so bloodly money minded lo...watched the guess guess guess..the couple show..feel so sweet lo...they all look so sweet..i wonder if i noe ed dat well sia..haah..went back to mug..com is realli sian sia..as in when i read almost everythin word by word...cant tahan le..tml n sun den continue ba..jiayou sia..mus balance evrythin sia
tml gg to hai die for cls den go out wif the friends i made thr..go ktv..finalli le..haha...cant wait for tml to arrive

a little relaxation

cls was okie todae..juz dat im gettin frustrated on wad to choose for my topic for research lo...sian sia...aniwae aft eng cls i went to the com lab n do sum research on my own...aftnoon had lunch n watched sum performances by cca in the atrium..woah..the hip hop looks realli cool..feel like dancin too..haha..but too bad my dancin genes sux...had sum discusiion cls for world civ aft dat..tot dat it is a qte relaxed cls which is gd...didnt gt wad i wanted for my quiz..noe it sounds crazy but guess i gt high expectations for myself tis sem ba..hmm..gettin abiit too over le sia...mus rearrang my thought n all to get the best results ba..i noe i can do beta de...so will gambatte de...
aft cls hui came over to look for mi...went megabites eat a little n chatted b4 headin to orchard..yeapz..we went over to fareast to shop ard...haven do dat for sum time..hehe..we walked den go to diff shopsn kip tryin clothes..haha...fun..i could nt resist the temptations..so haha..bought a white top..it is the one n onli piece le..luv it...hui oso buy the mickey watch oso..haha....
we ahng ard...den met up wif ed to have dinner together...went long johns n makan...haha..todae hui n moi saw a lot of shuai ges sia...n sum stars sia..haha..the zhen xue er...oso gt tk neoprints wor..we walk to taka again..feel like buyin suff frm wh..i wan wrk sia aft tis sem..den can buy stuff..haha....we chatted happily a long the way hm..haha..hui is the usual wacky one
ed den spend sum time wif mi...yar...sweet..but rem our promise wor...
came hm do a little wrk n watched dragonsakura...feelin tired le..tml will be a muggin dae..hv to finish essay n all..so jiayou le

stress out!

had com test earli in the mornin todae..ya..totally sux...the test sux..all the questions r like the teacher nv taught b4 lo...but aniwae i screwed it up...juz recieve an email to inform that i fail the test...sux sux sux....
in btw we went over to ikea to lunch n hang ard..lookin at the furniture,i feel like revampin my whole hse sia..haha..nxt time i wan my hse to be nice nice de...
i ate sum curry chiken tingy...food was qte gd actuali..can go thr nxt time...
eng twe ltr oso sux big time...ya..im under a lot of stress..sounds stupid..but feel dat i gt endless tings to do lo....
more to pia in the nxt few daes..but im tryin to relac a bit..so dat tings can go in more easier...

muggin daes start again

yest had a tirin dae in sch...tho we onli had com n wc..but is tirin enough le ba...so mani wrk to do tis wk sia..tml is my com test sia..i studied...but still feel kinda insecure sia..ltr read again ba...
ya..yest had wc test oso...feel dat i can do beta if i haven..aimin for high grades tis sem lo..mus strive for the best sia..was feelin kinda stress actuali..luckily aft that gt mit up wif ed...we went to the usual hangout n chat...tok abt hw to mkover n all..tinkin of doin dat the nxt hols...im already lookin fwd to it le lo..haha..aniwae..we chatted den suddenly start to rain..rain was super heavy m thunder was so scary lo..at first i tot it was kinda romantic..but soon aft i was scared..the thunder was so loud n scary lo..urgh...but thank god ed was thr all along..lik protectin mi like dat...haha..big bro le...haha..xie xie..feel realli safe...
todae go to sch for a shortw hile for sum library tingy onli..ya..super sian..came hm wif a lot of wrk again...was feelin super tired sia..once i reached hm..juz went to hv a nap str away sia...wake up den hv lunch n rewatched an episode of meteor garden again...hmm..tis time i watched..funni..gt other feelins abt it...mayb cuz im sort of experiencing it ba...was enjoyin it aniwae..n envyin the romance n all..
went to mug aft that..ltr aft dinner n rest will b muggin again le..guess for the nxt few daes will b like dat ba...jiayou le..
its kinda scary to hv th tot that the feelin will die off..dun dare to tink abt dat sia..ya..u sort of mention yest..hope dat realli dun happen..if it does..pls try our best to avoid it ba...aniwae...happy 4th mth!!

temple dae...

woke up earli again..have been wakin up earli for the entire wk..feel like wakin up late for once sia..aniwae i went temple wif xuan...we tok n listen to music together...hehe...
tot todae stuff was qte interestin..bout sum neigbour tingy...i was tied up wif 2 other gals so we can experience hw it feels if we 3 r neighbours..well..my other partner is kinda irriatin..didnt realli tink hw we felt..i tot it was qte inconsiderate n all..but aniwae..im glad im nt tied up wif her all yr long..aft cls...we hv sum gal tok session..jan..mi..xuan n other gals...abt relationship tingy...i guess jan is rite..to be more protective..had fun tokin wif u gals aniwae..happy...
went to da pao a lot of food n came hm n eat...makan le den chat for sum time b4 i read my notes for the umpteen times....i almost fell aslp readin dat...sumtimes i rather apply more than memorise sia..hope teacher wun give us sth realli tough...i realli wana do well for my quiz n all...yeap
ed..hope aft yest tings will get beta ba....sob..i guess trust is the word ba

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fun wrk

todae realli hope that i can slp longer..super tired...aniwae..woke up n met wif sim pals to go for sum job tingy..we were earli so went mac n sit down n vhat..haha...ard 11 we went back to the atrium in orchard..realli feel dat they shd change the sign board..the arrow is like pting sumwhr else lo..oki..aniwae...thr were qte a number of ppl thr le...we waited...saw like 4 big trolleys of toilet papers...n a toilet bowl rite in the middle...ya..looks stupid..we r instructed to write our numbers on the toilet roll itself wif our markers den throw n aim into the toliet bowl...ya...so when he blew the whiste...we juz ran thr n start throwing toilet rolls...haha..it was super super fun lo..r like laughin all da way..den aft we done dat..they ask us to throw toliet rolls on each other..haha..ppl r havin pillow fights..we r havin toliet paper fights..sounds unhygenic..haha..den aft everythinw e juz run all da way back...end of our wrk...in 10 mins..den we gt sum goodie pack frm mtv aid...n 30 bucks..cool n fast money huh....haha
aft that pei en for a while...b4 mi n mel head off to heeren thr n find the rest of the refugees gang..haha..we hang ard for a while den tk neoprints...fun...den we juz hang ard..had lunch at tis pepper place...the food is bloody nice..at least for mi la.we r supposed to 'cook' the food la...juz mix the food..they juz arrange all the rice n ingredients thr...den we hv to mix it n cook everythin..ya...nice..we hang ard for a while more den go off first wif mel...
we went fareast..hehe..i boght beads..tot it looked kinda tropical...thr goes part of my income...we walked ard...den mel oso gt buy ehr skirt..haha....happy happy...soon aft ed join us..haha...cool shades...it is realliw eird to look at u...i can onli c reflection...super wierd lo..we walked ard awhile more den mel leave frist...
pei ed eat den walk back to taka..den he wrk thr..while i slack my time as iw aited for xuan...xuan n mi ate at taka foodcourt thr...den the 2 slackers..ed n jarrel...join us in a way...we went to loook for them to give them donuts...had sum tok together...ta...paiseh i sae the wrong stuff...hope jarrel is ok wif it..
mi n xuan head off to heeren again n walk ard den jiu tk cab hm...mi tummy cramp qte bad
tml gg to cls again..lalala....hope can learn new tings..yeap..ltr n tml muz meg...juz kip feelin dat i haven mug enuff sia..

wierd mi

com was boring todae...super hv to admit that..nt dat i dislike the lecturer or wad...is juz dat the way she teach is far too slow..ya..she is practically readin frm the bk sia..wadeva..guess im gg to do more studyin on my own part ba...
aft cls went to orchard n mit up wif shirlin and janice..went over to long john;s n eat treasure meal...hehe..nice nice..we chatted n walk ard...ya..walked past kbox...den all of a sudden we r like kinda tempted to go lo...haha...so we went in n sing ktv..haha...had fun...shir was like the first time thr so shd b qte memorable ba..haha..we squeeze together cuz is veri cold..haha...soon aft xuan join in...haha...we r like singin at the top of our voices n serioulsy had fun...en join in ltr too..so imagine 5 crazy gals sreamin n singin...haha....was tryin to use the tactic teacher taught..a little bit la..tink is beta ba...wan to hv more control over my voice...gt power n softer n gentler kind...yeap yeap..xuan oso gt improvment wor..hehe...
aft ktv...(we gt called to leave the place twice..)haha...we hang ard...went to taka n look for ed to give mooncakes,but didnt c him..onli saw jarrel..ya...but jarrel sae ed is sick..well...at first tot tis is sum kinda prank cuz we already preomised to mit up n i hv to drag the heavy box thr...called a few times...den when he call back..den relaise he gt sore eye...n he tot he sms mi..seriously i dun feel too hapi la..cuz already said so le..den i realli hate ppl pang sei de...but cum to tink abt it..im kinda ren xing ba..ppl sore eye..so ya..shd nt b like tis ba.
was a little fumin juz nw aft that so went to eat wif jan..xuan n her bf..thank god for dat dinner session ba..felt so much beta le..her bf r like tokin n crappin a lot..was laughin my heads out le..haha...gd sense of humor..
aft dat jiu cum hm n read sum stuff..
hmm..tml mus study more...cuz fri im gg to wrk..haha...juz for a shortw hile...help to throw tings for sum show or wad..den gt 30 bucks lei..haha...gd money..lookin fwd to dat...

sch starts..

well...i guess i gt mon blues ba...ya..was draggin myself to sch cuz im pretty tired...first cls was communication n it was super boring..ya...she was tokin a lot but nt our topics yet..ya..aniwae tink tis sub will b more interestin at the ltr part ba..slack for a long time aft that..ya..gt tis super long break...suddenly i was missing my old semester whr everythin seems to b more slack...guess im still nt used to it ba..the world civilisation cls is like the worse of all..our teacher is a canadian..ya..she is nice n all..but oso qte strict too...ya..thr r oso a lot of assignments n readings too...jialat sia..guess tis sem is gettin more n more heavy le..aft cls went over hui hse n makan..cuz im earli so did sum wrk n rested...yeap..nice hm cooked meal i had...went hm aft that n study le...
as for todae..i was sleepin realli soundly...didnt realli wana leave my bed..feelin tired recently sia...eng cls was fun aniwae..but the wrkload part..ya..it is oso heavy..so conclusion..i hv to mug harder le ba...cant hv entertainment dat much as b4 le...mitin steph ltr for lunch..haven met for a while le so hopefully we can catch up a bit...
qte lookin fwd tml cu im gg out aft cls wif shirlin n jan..ya...lunch together n hang ard..shd b qte fun ba....miss all of jc n sec sch friends le..those whu r in uni nw..continue to jiayou ba..