Thursday, September 14, 2006

sian

feelin totally sian todae...mind is filled wif a lot of tots....

sometimes i feel dat life can be realli unfair...looks seem to be the onli ting dat ppl is judging tho ppl always sae inner self is more impt...if u r nt pretty..u may get outcasted..if u look nerdy..mayb ppl may look at u in another angle...

i truely hate dat kinda feelin....to be looked in a diff way or judge mi due to my looks...but tis is life...like wad ed told mi..god's fairness to be everyone is to be unfair to them...

if everyone is da same...thr will b no comparisions...n seriously it may be damn boring lo..instead of wining bout it...i shd do sth bout it...to look at the situation in another angle..n turn the tables ard..

im impressed by wad ed tinks sometimes..i got choices aniwae..i can totally change myself n hv a extreme mkover if i wan...or i can juz stay the same n be plain old jiayi...

hmm....i tink i dun even noe wad i realli wan...thr r times im afraid of changes..i guess when im ready for dat change..i will go all out n do it...



still missin in progress...
i hope dat wad is happening ard u is nt gg to affect u....
i believe that u can overcome it..

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