muggin..*coughs*

wanted to mit ed..but he was super tired..yeap..hmm...duno y terribly miss him...aniwae came hm tok to him over the fone b4 start muggin..yeap...finish 2 chpts for com le...tml will be my ugc dae..memorisin is harder for mi..esp when im coughin n memorisin aloud at the same time...jilalat sia...hope tis whole ting ends soon..sick of muggin..sick of coughin for almost 2 wks..yeap non stop...arh!!i wan sing ktv...oso cant...
mus ren abit more ba..tml muggin again..hopefully fri im okie den can go out n play for a while...hehe

sian

mornin went to doc lee thr...den waited for almost 15 mins den the person sae dr lee gt sum emergency stuff to attend to...sad sia..in the end went back to potong pasir thr n c again..yesp 4th time seeing doc..be the doc is oso tired of seeing mi oso le...yeap...found out dat i gt sum realli bad cough dat mks my voice disappear..yeap..last nite was even worse..i cant even slp cuz the pain is so horrible...yeap..n kip feelin cold oso...yeat was the 2nd time when i realli totally lost my voice...sad sia
came bck..took medicine...den went to slp le...wake up watch sum tv...mug a lil den slp again..practically a slpin dae for mi...yeap..slp until a bit gong liao...gt slow reaction..hehe...ltr ed will cum over n pei mi..guess will feel beta ba...
so sad dat im gg to miss a lesson tml...guess when im okie le..muz hao hao tk cr of my health esp my throat..its kinda my life...
tml will be at hm muggin n restin again....yeap...jiayi get well soon ba!

arh...dun wan sick le..

hi everyone...im still sick...sux...hv been sick for almost 1 wk plus le...gettin realli sick of it..no fried food...ke lian..c doc for 3 times le...2 times is western..den 3rd one is chinese..flu was beta..but still..throat still sore...nw nt due to the flu but cuz im coughin 2 much...urgh..hate it..cant eevn tok properly n sing sia...sad sia...
tis few daes juz nth but wrk..cant realli mit ed oso..he so busy wif his stuff..hmm...was juz tinkin...will he end up like my dad? 2 busy to cr abt mi sumtimes...hmm...hv more or less finish my rp...nw start revising le..
nw juz hope can faster recover..den faster finish exams..den can hv fun soon...urgh!

sick

hv been sick for almost a wk le..first is the stupid sore throat..nw havin flu le..but cant blame anione but myself la..haha
yest aft ob..went to hv ktv session wif alex n jan..n her pals...yeap..sing finish klunch oso continue to sing the kstudent..haha...long time nv sing so shuang le..despite i gt sum sore throat...aft dat went ps thr n play arcade..haha...veri fun...oso gt had sum chat wif them...aft dat mit wif xuan n den go mit ed n jarrel oso for dinner...
we makan at lau par sat for sum time..hui n kaiyuan jiu drop by le..hehe...so kua zhang ar sumone..hehe...aniwae..oso noe a new friend cor yuzhen...ed downline..another ktv lover..hehe..yeah!
aft dat go hm den slp le...cuz feelin qte sic
todae wake up feel even worse....eat abit den go to slp again...did a lil wrk tho...but nv realli revise..hope can faster hao ba...n start revsin my stuff..oso mus control my tots..kip havinw eird tots recently...shd nt b even tinin all those stuff de..yeap...

sore throat

sire throat gettin worse..hate it..y does it becum worse esp on the dae of my presentation...urgh!!aniwae tot i sux for dat..i was 2 nervous n juz gt stuck with words..shitty sia...hope my overall wun be too jialat ba...aft cls go down to clementi to find ed..bought him a top..hehe...nt bad wor..my taste..hehe.den find him in arcade..play sum daytona..hmm..okie la...
den went to doby gaut n buy present for darlin sister...hehe..HAPPY 18 BDAE!!..hv to get her cake n buy groceries...we hang ard n search for qte sum time b4 i gt sth...a veri cool fotoframe lo..haha..everythin was kinda perfect till ed broke sum news for mi...hmm...realli disappointed lo...i find it qte amzing dat he can tk tings so lightly ba..tot tis concerns of one's future lo...aniwae we sort tings out..for nw juz hope he noes wad to do in the future n juz wrk towards it ba...
we bought everythin den spend sum time together...yeap...
came hm nv do much oso...tml gg c doc again...throat super pain lo
jiayou for research

friends?

todae i am havin mondae blues sia..everythin juz feel weird..was kinda nt hapi wif sum actions by sum ppl..while i was doin my com research...suddenly start tinkin abt frienship stuff...i realli miss my sec sch n jc pals ba...im nt sayin all la but feel dat the world im livin nw r full of unreal stuff...as in is deifintely realli hard to find a true friend in my current sch....kinda sad sia...n at the end of dae...is till family den accepts the real u...n the place whr u can b urself w/o all da backstabbin n fights...
hmmm...wasnt feelin too well...came hm tok to ed...xie xie ni for cheerin mi up...n dat wacky pic of urs..hmm..i mus learn to be more positive n hapi...duno since when im becomin more n more emational le..n less strong le...guess i nid sum healthy sports n mix wif more positve ppl ba...enjoyed the short conversation wif ah hui...feel so much happier aft chattinw or..hehe..jiayou!3 more wks to exams...n oso submission of research...hope i can finish wad iw ana finish ba...
jiayou jiayou!

updates...

on thurs n fri..i was muggin hard..but of cos telly is still veri impt la...
sat..mornin went for cls as usual..tis cls realli motivate mi sumhw...mus try to sing songs wif more feelins de..is actuiali my main prob ba..aft cls we had lunch together b4 i go mit wif ed..hmm...pei ed go shoppin whole dae wor...ya..weird habit u gt..haha..but guess u r realli hapi..buy 3 tops wor...n all look nt bad wor..hehe..hapi for u oso..thnx for the back top u gt for mi 2..hehe..we den went clarke quay aft all da shoppin..juz sit thr n do nth..n look at the river..it was veri peaceful n sweet...love the time spent thr aniwae...hehe
nv eat dinner wor..haha..but we r qte full aniwae ba..pei mi go hm n spent sum time together chattin bout sum time...future is hard to sae..butall i can sae is to cherish wad we hv nw...yeap...hapi 6th mth wor...
sun..todae drag myself to wake up den go temple..activites r actuali qte fun todae..njoy myself a lot...haha..the 3 games we hv..i tink we r realli creative wor..our grp..n we ca write songs nxt time le..be a lyricst...haha..aft cls..da myammar friends came over for dinner plus sum temple ppl..dinnner is great...aft dat gt a small ktv session..nt veri gd condition todae...mus jiayou le
last min do my wrk...nt exactly oso...nxt wk will be piain a lot on research..aim to finish qte a lot of stuff....den faster revise liao...
ed mus jiayou 2 wor...faster b manager!

pain

yest havin cramps..urgh...thorat was feeli weird aft a bowl of ban mian...aft cls...waited for ed to pick mi up...hehe...yeap...tot yest was sweet...we had sum heart to heart tok oso...it is nv easy for a relationship to wrk out...n a lot of compromising n trust is defineltely involved in it...i used to not cherish n tk tings for granted when we r tokin abt the past.hw we get together n all...n ed realli ren mi a lot..give a lot of chances sia.,..so nw mi cant like dat....dat is one ting dat certainly mus be accomplished le..hehe...xie xie ni...
at ntie was ahvin terrible cramps...super painful..nxt time cant drink so much cold drinks le sia
todae went sch...suepr tired..cant wait to cum hm actuali..haha...loads of wrk to do...wana faster finish up my research papers oso...urgh...
ltr makan n rest firs den muggin time le....
hui mus jiayou for olevels too!!

went out

was slping qte shuang todae..den hv to wake up..cuz gg out wif mom the mymammar friends..haha..we went to eat buffet at orchard thr..hmm..its qte a spread n i was super full..while eating..mum start tokin abt dietin..it is so weird sia...we r gougin those food down our throats n she is sayin hw to diet..ironic..aniwae...saw the bird flu tingy on the tv thr...guess everyone shd try eatin lesser chickens or ducks...if thr is outbreak...the consequences will be veri scary...hmm..mi oso wun eat de...
aft dat we hang ard orchard..saw the deco at taka...reminds mi of ed n his hard wrk..hmm..everyone mus appreciate all the decos in ani shoppin centres..behind all the nice deco..r one grp of wrkers wrkin veri hard thru the nite....hmm...we walk ard several shoppin centres n had fun chattin..hehe
we went fareast de was pulled by sum guy who is promotin sum facial ting that ehlp reduce wrinkles..the way he sae was like it is sum wonder medicine sia...yea...but he behave super weird lo..sun like the attitude that is presented over...luckily we nv buy ani
feel like shoppin le..a lot of ncie stuff ard sia...hehe..we went to eat sum ice stuff aft dat..was qte nice actuali den jiu cum hm le...did wrk n watched my usual show..hehe..its gettin nicer n nicer le sia..hahaha
tml aft cls gg national library to do sum research wif ed..hehe...njoy ba...mus practise singin le

nice dae...

todae was in qte a foul mood....yeapp...dunno y oso..aft cls..discuss projects den makan together wif sim pals....chat n gossip a lot..hehe..interestin topic wor..aft afternoon discussion...hehe...mi,sarah n lirong became detectives wor..hehee...our secrets...
went over boon lay to find ed..yeap..esprirt gt qte a number of nice stuff...hehe..mayb will buy for new yr ba...haha...ed came..den we hang ard jurong pt...den makan long john silvers together...nice prawns..long journey hm...but enjoy it..was slpin like a pig...paiseh for lendin ur arms so long sia..hope i nv drool on it ba..hehe...spend a little time together den u hv to go wrk le...
came hm c my fav show den mug...
tml will go out wif mommy...enjoy ba...n ed..mus rest well