GoD bLesS thOse wHu suFfFered in EarThquAkE

hmm...juz nw juz saw the news..heard dat a lot of ppl gettin killed..realli hope dat tis earthquake tingy will end soon n there will b lesser casualties...hmm..goin to sum volunteer tingy 2 help the earthquake tingy..hope can at least help a bit lo...everyone pray hard for the ppl who r in those affected areas lo...world peace ...
well..todae is quite a rainy dae sia..wanted to go to the agency but coz both mi n en r lazy to travel all the way 2 tanjong pagar..in the end juz chill out at en hse..the rain juz kept porin..we were like stranded in the taxi stand..to get sum shelter..but in the end we r wet 2..haha..went to her hse den we 2 stare in front of the computer screen..den start watchin those old old vcds..on bsb n aaron carter..shuaizzz....haha...nth much happen todae la..borrowed the cinderella story todae n juz watched it wof nice..nice movie...love it...realli hope dat my own prince charmin will appear soon ba...so romantic in the show sia...*melts*..haha....hopefully as shuai as the one in a cinderella story..haha..kiddin la...
2molo will go over hui hse n stay over 4 a nite...hope everythin turns out fine lo..hehe

~nt bad day....

todae went to kbox wif sum lep ppl...long time nv see them le...hehe...they still almost the same ba..the guys r quite high..n they choose those old old songs to sing..quite fun..hehe...yup...i nv sang as much as b4...have been singin a lot recently...after kbox..zixin n mi went to thomson plaza to ask for jobs in sembawang n poh kim..hmm..sort of first time doin dat...wrote those appliaction shops..hope i can get one of the jobs thr..the atmosphere n ppl quite nice...plus mi nv wrk b4...surely will b quite clumsy n stupid one de....hope i can get through the interviews ba....n hopefully start wrkin soon....
interestin days ahead....tomolo goi to en hse den go agency to search 4 other jobs....fri go gugu hse tk tings..mayb meet wif yue n hui...mayb sat will go help hui in her maths...i tink interview den will b ard the corner..juz wish i can one when the sch reopens or i will b quite lonely le..cuz almost everyone studyin....
jiayou lo...

joBless..haha

hmm..seriously i tot i found a job..but yue friend stop wrk there le..n i will b alone..plus the place is quite unfamiliar to mi..for safety precautions..i backed out..felt bad towards the agent but luckily he nv flare up or wad...quite ok...heng arh...
well..tomolo..i will b hangin out wif sum friends in k..after dat will b searchin for jobs..heard dat thr is sum lobang at thomson..realli hope i can find a job in a cd shop..i tink i will love the job..hehe..everidae can listen to music...haha..ya..thurs will oso go for a job search at international plaza..sign up application forms n c hw..i tink i will try to mk life more busier for mi ba..dun wana slack all the time...well..mean time will b teachin my cousin or learnin sum stuff frm my aunite..juz hope i can live a fruitful life...
LIvE liFe To ThE fuLLest!!!

xMas tIme../fOund a part tIme joB

well well well..haven been bloggin for sum time le...went to stay at my aunt's place n apprantely her hse has no high tech communication tools..like the internet..im crappin le..haha...ya..tis xmas is kinda sian but still fun in a way la...i went to my aunt hse on the 22nd n juz slack at hm...in the nite went to give out presents to my friends..hope they like the presents i bought for them frm taiwan ba..hehe..as hui is damn exhausted frm wrk..we went to slp almost once we reached hm lo...nxt day i begged dage to pei mi or else i will b alone again...we went kbox in tampines..tink the sound system n everythin is nt bad la..nt as bad as wad i heard..but the food in klunch sux big time..the rice is like tasteless n soggy with water..yucks...luckily the session was quite fun la...we dragged till ard 3.30 den left..den walk walk ard...nth much b4 he left hurrily..hehe..ya...btw thnx for the xmas presnets..the perfume smells nice...hope u like the one mi give u..met wif the rest of the cousins n walk walk again b4 headin hm n eat a lot..in the nite we went crazy...sang wif the music..actin like we r singin live in front of audiences...haha...den we started tkin sum clothes n exchangin wif one another n tk a lot of pics..nt bad...hehe..the whole room was like damn messy wif clothes n we took pictures in the bathroom..haha...it was fun...the nxt day was xmas eve..nth much happen..still eatin a lot..met up wif a friend 2 pass sum sweets to her...zixin gave mi a hp chain.it is realli cute n love it...thnx arh..back at hm at nite...auntie coooked a lot of food..n we kept eatin till we r like realli full..den juz sit thr n watch tv..den we went to open up presents dat we bought for each other..all clothes..haha..mine is all no sleeve..a bit skimpy.but i love it..xie le..hui n yue..!!den after a kinda borin countdown to xmas,we drank sum non alcoholic champagne n ate a lot again..b4 hittin the sack
on xmas day..all 4 of us dress nicely..(i was wearin a new skirt)..all of us were wearin skirts n no sleeve clothes..veri nan de..den we went to stroll in orchard..took neoprints..den walk...nt long we r hungry..den we went the din tai feng eat a lot...den walk walk again..i oso shun pian go ask ask for jobs..but the ppl r like quite unfriendly...so nvm le lo...nth realli happen ltr..
on 26th went to kluch again..but the klunch gt no lunch 1...we were like damn hungry but luckily we secretly bought sum cookies in..after that went yue hse whr xuan n hui play wif zhuzhu n mi juz go online n ltr watch tv...at nite we ate a lot again..shit..gettin fat le la....den we went to stroll in the estate to digest our food..we stroll for like 2 hrs...durin the journey tkin note of cute guys 2 la..haha..on the 27th which is todae..came back lo...
n the funni ting is mi is goin back to aunt hse alone again..cuz last min gt sum job in the factory..realli nervous..cuz is my first one...juz hope everythin goes well la..mean time wrkin mi will oso go find sum wrk agent cuz i dun tink i will wrk dat real long oso...but poor mi..the whole time will b alone..noone pei mi...mayb is a gd time 4 mi to b independent ba...wadever happens muz jiayou ba.....
duno when mi will b bloggin in again but the new yr in approachin..so everyone HAPPY NEW YR!!...may all ur wishes cum true..hope my 2005 yr will b juz smooth n nice..n hope i can meet my prince charmin real soon ba...hehe

siAnz day...mk cArds

another borin day at hm...slowly gettin accustomed wif my new hairdo which is gd la...to get myself occupied todae...i took out sum cds ,elva included,n sing my hearts out..besides dat..of course the daily routine of watchin tv..
in the afternoon..decided to mk myself useful by makin xmas cards for my auntie n da ge...ya..guess im out of touch for sum time ba..took a realli long time to finish both..sort of change my style of doin it..use sum bold colours tis time for my auntie..look kiddie though...but i like it..haha....
tomolo guess i will start packin to go to my aunt hse le n wrtin cards ba..yup..will b stayin over there for sum time..mayb doin sum job thr in the meantime..so i guess i wun b bloggin in for sum time le....ltr tis wk will b bz ba..givin presents..hope i can learn sum stuff frm my auntie 2....
well...hope nxt time when i blogged in there r interestin stuff ba...

rEbOndEd mY haIr

well...juz rebonded my hair....still nt 2 used to it...looks kinda weid for him ba..cos suddenly so straight n a bit flat...jialat duno if it is suitable a nt...cant regret animore le...at least my hair is much neater compare to b4...though mi still prefer the one i cut first time....looks artificial...well at least nxt time me wun rebond again...nw juz hv to wait for my hair to grow back n get used to the present 1 first ba....
btw,nt much happened tis few days...have been slackin at hm n doin nth..still considerin if i shd go to my friends place cos the weather is realli hot....im lookin fwd to xmas though..it is juz like nxt wk n i can go to my aunt place to go crazy wif my cousins le..realli sianz sia...goin to rot soon le....
mi oso hv to b santa claus to give sum pals presents frm tw..haven got the time to do dat yet...all of them seem to b so bz sia...
oso...i feel like singin karoke..haven been doin dat for sum time liao...feel dat my voice is rottin or sth like dat liao...
well..hope sth interesin happenin nxt wk ba....tsk tsk

LifE iS uNprEdicTablE.....

well..feel like pennin sum of my thoughts cuz im rottin at hm..feelin so bored n weak at the same time due to those dosage of medicine..
yesterdae when i juz gt back n went online..my pal told mi our ny pe teacher died in sum accident in new zealand..ya..i tink so..tis is so unbelievable..though he nv realli taught mi..i tink he is a nice teacher n of course a healthy one...n he is like quite young n a supposingly happy trip turns out to b sum disaster...though u nv realli taught mi mr lim..but bless u.....
come to think abt it...tis period of time i myself hv been tinkin a lot 2..bout sum life n death tingy..im scared of death...afraid of it.i start tinkin hw ppl wrks n everythin...do life after death realli do exists or do we as a person will juz disappear...or r we juz empty souls or wad??there r like so mani questions in my head..i dun even noe y am i tinkin all these stuff.... sumtimes tinkin 2 much will bring in more problems n troubles..haixx...well..the most important ting nw i guess is to cherish all ur loved ones n mk sure u dun hv ani regrets in life ba...live life to the fullest.....
btw..mi oso muz start searchin for jobs le...cant keep rottin n tk money frm parents..feel so bad....jiAyOU ba!!!

tAiwAn^^tRiP

finally back frm taiwan..the six day tour there is fun...sumtimes a bit sian....but all in all is quite interestin la....hmm..to be frank im juz back frm taiwan..reach sg at ard 7.50pm....okok..i will start roughly sayin my whole trip...
first day...reach taiwan at around 3 plus...after all those checkin in n everythin...is like ard 4 plus to 5pm le...den went to walk ard...the popular sogo is nearby so we went in n walk ard...went to giodarno n bought a peach jacket..tink the colour is quite sweet lo..at nite went out wif my daddy friends..eat at sum buffet tingy...there is like 100 over kind of food to choose frm..realli felt like i was in heaven..haha..ate a lot there n was damn stuffed..haha..den went back to hotel le...
the second day..daddy friends bought us to the 'gugong'..sum ancint stuff left behind by the ancient ppl..there r oso like drawings n scuptures ard...quite enrichin la..there is of course a bonus tingy la...gt jap cute guys ard at the same time 2..n we kept bangin on tis same cute one..haha..goin boycrazy liao..hehe...well.anyway we went to eat their taiwan food..the restaurant is quite interestin..we dun drink frm cups but in bowls instead..hehe..the food is cool...we den took the local bus to shilin night market...there is like a lot of food there n of course afforable tings to shop there..bought like plenty of clothes n stuff there...after that took their mrt to the famous xi men ting...there is like a lot of ppl in the mrt..i mean realli a lot..we reach there soon n my nsis n i were like screamin..looks like shibuya in japan...the stuff there r realli cool..all teenagers r there...n seems dat they all dress realli well..includin the guys..im so inferior..aniwae went to bought sum stuff 2..xuan i bought a lot of cds..mainly jap la..wfl...yaya...dat day is realli tirin..realli totally drained
the 3rd day..we spent another day shoppin again..went to tis huge mall..gigantic i shd say...stuff there is quite ex cos mostly is branded..ya..but found tis cute shop which sells stuff that is all pink..atuff r quite affordable n cute..n is all frm japan..haha...yup.aft dat went to another 2 shoppin malls near the auntie hse...ouhgt a cool shoe there..tot is quite cool la..while we r walkin to a reataurant for dinner bought a pair of pants 2...hehe...we went to eat at the restaurant n saw the auntie kids..they all so chio n look like jap sia...haizz..miz improve on myself le..went to their hse ltr on..nice n cosy...
the 4th day..daddy came back frm his businnes trip..we went to the zhong zhen ji nian tang...went to the place whr singers usualy have concerts...saw those sholdiers marchin n sum morwe history tingy on their first president...we met up wif sum daddy friends again n had lunch at sum restaurant..the food is realli gd but it cums wif a price 2 la...den went to wu fen pu..sells a lot of clothes there..so as usual.went shoppin n bought a lot of stuff b4 we head back to our hotel..
the 5th day we went to temple at the mountain...well the raod is realli windin n long...hehe..the air there is even more fresh n shuang...for lunch we ate food there dat is cooked by those wood..taste even better...dats wad i tot la...we den went to dan shui...the yu ren ma tou..sum harbour...the view was great n veri windy n nice...love the weather there..ya...we den head off to another place..but as the driver is nt dat sure of the road..we were like in the car for 2 n a half hours b4 reachin our destination..we bypass our time by lookin at the bing lang xi shi...cho gals...well..by the time we reached the place..all the shops r almost close..left a few shops onli..but they sell those clay tingy dat is quite cool....
the sixth day was the worse....woke up feelin horrible..heachache n feelin cold..well..we r suppose to go to the taipei 101..but once i reach there drink a cup of hot tea...i wanted to head off back to hotel...well was shiverin quite badly..i slept the whole day n didnt eat much...it was beta for a while but turn for the worst...in the end had to went ot the hospital oppostite our hotel..the way they habdle their patients is quite diff frm sg though..took a realli painful jap..dat i tink im a bit allergic 2...gt a lot of medicine...haha...
by the 7th day..which is todae..i felt beta..but was leavin back to singapore le...went to the airport real earli n shop ard...xuan bought another cd n we bought magazines to entertain ourselves...watch catwoman on the plane which is real cool but food sux...
but i was realli glad n touched dat my cousins went to fetch us in the airport..we were like screamin n huggin...well..tis trip is realli quite cool...2 mani other tings happen 2..but my hands r gettin tired of typin...so...signin off....

shOrt^teMpeReD...SoOn aWay To Tw...

haixx..duno y tis few days a bit short tempered..tend to flare up realli easily..guess im juz tired or wad ba...recently oso dun feel like myself..feel so weird..sum times i start tinkin of weird stuff n questions like life n death...juz feel so weird la...oso duno y hw cum like dat....hmmm..am i maturin or sth..i oso duno la...guess after sum time i will behave normally ba...n i realli do hope tis stupid feelin will pass away real soon cuz i dun feel dat gd...
well...ard 11 hrs ba..mi will be on the plane to taipei...well..hv been hopin n tinkin abt tis trip 4 a realli long time liao...hope everythin goes well..n most importantly we will enjoy ourselves n is a safe n peaceful journey..ya..definitely will b doin a lot of shoppin ba...well..dat means i will go bankcrupt realli soon 2..haha...hv to buy accesories,shoes,bags n clothes...plus souvineirs for my dear friends..muz thank sum of them 4 gelpin mi get through sum real hard times sia..hehe..yaya..sort of packed finish liao...juz a bit dat mi hv to add on in the mornin..thrilled...feel like breathin the air in taipei nw liaozz..hahaha...ok..guess mi goin siao liao le....
wish myself..BoN voYaGe...n a safe journey....
signin off.....

rAinY~daY

hmmm..todae is quite a ok dae la..juz dat is realli cold dae n is like keep rainin nonstop...sumtimes realli dread rainy days...cant walk ard that freely..
well aniwae..had a fun dae out wif peiyih..went bowlin..we sort of hv the whole bowlin alley to ourselves..quite fun...n i finally sort of gt the hang of it..tho still nt fabulous la..the results..but it is definitely a great improvement frm last time...YeaH~..hehe..but after dat my hands n arnms realli painful la...yup...after eatin the curry chicken which is damn hot but nt bad la..the taste..went to soak ourselves in endless arcage games..damn fun...we sort of cooperate n join forces to play the dj game..haha...seems dat im sort of addicted to arcade games..hv been playin a lot for these few days liao...haha..aniwae..we went down to chinatown n walk walk..ended up in a macdonalds eatin french fries..haha...ya..aft dat went hm n keep goin online liao...
yup..tomolo mi will start packin liao...thrilled n excited sia...hope my trip to taiwan will b fine n fun..hahahah...
loggin off liao...cya soon

eAtiN^daY

todae a bit tired sia...cuz yest mk cards n a small present for my parents anniversary..stayed up till almost 3..so damn tired sia...in the afternoon went to sign petition near esplanade there...yup..xuan's friend valerie realli can draw...damn gd sia..her drawings...den went to eat the crepes...stuff nt dat cheap but damn gd...ate like a huge icecream..yup..full of strawberries n other kind of berries..oso eat a bit of wad xuan friend ate..wah...the egg damn tasty..mi juz love eggs...nxt time go muz eat..haha..we were damn sianzz..den walk walk...in the end went to window shop in the esplandae...there r like mani interestin shops...there is one shop whereby u can put cotton into ani ready made teddy bears..n can oso help them do spa...haha...so cute sia those bears...den went to another shop..where all the papers there r hand-made..interestin n creative deigns they have for some cards...gonna steal some ideas to mk cards..haha..yup..we continue lazin ard...den once we walked to the outdoor part...we saw tis woman sellin real huge hotdogs...our mouths start waterin again..den went to buy..haha..eat n eat....oso no money liao le..haha...mi todae oso wore sth diff frm wad i usually wore..wore skirt...sth like japenese style..haha..veri uncomfortable wif it..i hv to sae..haha...mayb can buy more skirts to get used to it ba.....
ya...yue mum sae mi grown fatter liao..heard dat n was kinda demoralised....jia lat...realli hv been eatin too much le..dats y mi try to eat lesser n do sum sports..muz cut down weight..my aim is ard..46 to 47kg...ya...oso sum fats in sum places den can wear more clothes ya..so jiayou to myself ba....

wAd iS wrOnG wIf Mi??

well..todae had a lazy day..went to took my passport in the afternnon den when to tk neoprints again..walk walk a bit..den go hui hse to tk her stuff..haha..went to sinh her karoke system..haha.quite fun though...den went singin to bury all my troubles...haizz...duno whats wrong..juz suddenly feel that my friends r like pissed wif mi by sum tings...im juz nt 2 sure too...but duno y juz feel very alone...like everyone dislikes mi n r pissed...mayb mi is tinkin 2 much ba...duno y oso..juz keep feelin da ge is irritated by mi...im nt too sure oso la..all my assumptions..hope im wrong ba...if im den da ge..paiseh...my other friend oso seem to b unhappy frm the way i deal wif things...im wrong..yup i noe that..perhaps im too impulsive but i gt my own reasons for doin all that...hope my friend understood lo...i was lookin at my hp address book..suddenly felt that my social circle is kinda small..i wana mk more friends n noe more ppl...but juz suddenly felt kinda lost..duno what i have been doin tis few days...feel so not myself...often i really feared of losin all my dear friends...they r my pillar..hope they will understand mi..i oso wish to improve myself in my attitude...a bit selfish sumtimes ba....
jiayOu!!!im sUre u cAn dO daT.....

sHuaNg!!

todae went kbox wif da ge n his friends...had fun la..met a new friend call grace..yup..she gt a realli cute voice...damn cute..haha..sang a lot n had fun la..simple outin..den went to hmv to walk walk..but in the end went to eat pastamania n went back to ps to play arcade..damn noisy sia the place..quite deafenin but had fun all in all la...well..the best part of todae is actually watchin idols...both the idols..sly n taufik sang realli well..both nr gd in their ways..sly is the rock type..the other is the rn b type...but mi prefer taufik la..he sang better n i tink he more sincere lo...well..wad i tot is even sly dun win..there will be a lot of opportunites for him..tink can go taiwan to fa zhan cuz he noes chinese songs n i tot he samg nt bad for an qing...yup..i oso prefer the i dream version of his la...but mi votin for taufik..yup..n greatfully...spore chose TAUFIK...yeah..he won idols...damn happi..my sis n i were lik jumpin around lor...den screamin...gd choice....yup..nw still damn high la...
well..overall the whole show juz rox...heard on jan nxt yr gt america idols...dat 1 sure rox 2..so muz watch still...hope season 2 of singapore idols happen soon..so eager to c more of it oso...haha..hao le..had a fun dae todae la..tomolo still goin out..jialat goin bankcrupt liao.....guess mi shd stay at hm more nxt wk...welll..oso lookin fwd wif the trip to taipei nxt fri...yeah!!shoppin....haha..cya soon