tummy cramp....

yest was muggin the entire afternoon...den went bugis n mit ed...bought present for pals le..den we hang ard...went to the national library...wow...realli big n nice sia...i tink is a realli gd place for research n muggin...tink will go down thr n read one dae...hehe
went to suntec aft that...had andersons icecream..realli fillin sia...saw my sec sch friend wif bf...hehe..hapi sia....
aft that jiu cum hm le...had sum time together..happy...n xie xie wor...
todae woke up wif terrible cramp..prolly due to the icecream i had...arh..super pain sia...tryin to mug ltr..jiayou ba...

another dae..

went to sch as usual todae...was kinda high wif friends..kip havin jokes n all..hehe..aft that went to hui hse to print stuff...yeap...lirong pei mi den we cant stop chattin..havin a realli cool galtok..shd hv dat often wor..hehe...enjoy dat...print my stuff den slack ard in her hse den had dinner...gave peiyih a little surpirse...haha..she thinner le sia..hmm..nxt time mus ask her out to hang out..recently juz feel like contactin all my old pals n mitin all of them..hmm..shd b doin dat durin my hols ba....miss ya guys...
aft dat jiu cum hm...muggin econs le....jiayou ba
tml gg to buy sum presnts..noone peiin mi sia...c hw first ba..

ktv fun..

ktv was great n fun todae...startin feel a bit weird la..due to the mood swings again...kinda pitchy sia..urgh..but it is beta aft that..hmm..stephanie voice qte sweet n nice sia...hmm..realli had a great time singin..totally enjoy it...sing till exhausted sia..aft that..went to makan at the coffeeshop..had sum yummy indian food..hmm..qte delicious...den we head off to the arcade..4 of us play the daytona..hmm...fun sia...but i veri lan la...haha
aft that jiu rush to mit mommy le..help her tk stuff hm..paiseh ed hor..nv had sum time together...
watched superstar juz nw..hmm..tink only kelly rocks..the rest..hai hao onli sia...the guys r fine oso...the guy result abit saddenin ba..but at least those i support nv kana get kick out can le..hehe...
super zonked out todae..duno y oso...hmmm....a lot of ppl recently gt sick le..so pals..pls tk gd cr of ur health k??
todae mom bdae...wish her hapi bdae ba..

mood swings

tis few daes arent dat great for mi..my mood is like a roller coaster or wad...ya..dun seem to be able to control it..is like one moment i get super high..the nxt moment i feel down n dejected..urgh..hate dat...feelin qte sick of muggin recently actuali..hv been revisin..but some time i juz get off focus..guess i muz calm down n wrk tings out le..exams in 2 wks time lo...muz cut down my entertainment and tokin time le..
watched superstar yest..hmm..i tink allof them r great..except the jason..ya..nt gd enough ba..the rest...they dance until veri funni...hehe...but their slow songs r great n movin..hmm...lookin fwd to the gals rounds tonite..shd b an eye opener ba...
in sch nw..eng lesson ended super earli todae..juz cum to sch n had quiz dats all...ya..nt even an hr ba..i guess..ltr gg ktv le..hahahaha....so happi..finalli im gg to release all my anger..all my weird mood..sing till im exhausted again...gd way of releasin stress ba...lookin fwd to it..hope we all hv fun ba..

happy

mon..aft cls met up wif stephanie...jarrel gf...we chatted as if we were long lost friends...den had dinner together..nice gal..glad to noe her...hope to hang out soon..ed finalli back frm genting le..dun hv to worry le..
we chatted..ya..someone had a lot of fun lo..all the rides and food and fun n gambling hor...ya..no presents for mi lo...haiz....
todae aft sch came hm..mk lunch den pia my essay le..finalli done..felt more relieved le..
oh ya..gt accepted by hai die le..went thru the auditions..shd be startin lessons soon ba...was a little disappointed that i went thru the basic cls...to mi..basic is like choir again..but but...at least i gt thru and seriously i oso didnt sing gd during auditions..hmm..mus learn hard den improve in my singin...yeah..finalli i can relaise my wish..hehe....
rest of the wk shd be muggin n nth else ba...so jiayou ba

nobody noes

watched nobody knows...sum jap movie abt 4 children...the mum startin still gave them cr and all...(btw all the children hv diff fathers)..however aft that the mum left them all alone to fend for themselves..they went thru diff stages till the end whr they hv to live on the park's water and leftovers frm the shop...felt dat i realli am fortunate...at least my parents r thr to cr for mi n thr r enough money to spend n all..i realli shd be guilty for nt tkin tings for granted sia..tis movie mk mi ponder abt life in general n all..life is fragile...realli..we realli mus cherish stuff ard us n all..it touched my heart...
todae is another lazy sunday..will be muggin ltr aft watchin tv the entire mornin le...misss u....

hao xiang ni...(translation)
hi..my one and only
its been some time since we last met
but i cant help thinkin of ur voice by my ears
are you feelin great todae? are you happy?
remember to tk things easy, the world isnt as bad as you think
although im not by ur side
there is a string around my heart
attaching you ,followin u
i really miss you..
whenever i closed my eyes, you will be thr...
don't ever forget..our promise
that i always rembered in my heart
no matter where you are, dont forget how much i love you
no matter how busy you are,remeber your meals
when you are driving,remeber to be careful
to be truthful, i really am happy that you are always my guardian angel
till the end of time,i will still be holding your hands
although you are not by my side
but im still in ur heart
i will wait for you
i realli miss you..till i cant breathe
till i lose all my energy..but its okie
juz dont ever forget our promise
its stays forever in my heart
no matter where you are
dont ever forget hw much i love you
i will always be here
remeber dat i love you..

hv fun ba..

todae wake up le den stone in front of tv..afternoon went to bishan n mit up wif hui..hui they all wana c superstar semi finalist...yeap..so we waited for almost an hr but nv appear sia...
aft that went to poa n get the tee dat i like..yeap..love dat...hapi tp get that..we ate a little b4 headin to the funfair in physterain high...its qte sum funfair...as in is qte big scaled..we were dyin to spent the free 20 bucks voucher so anihw spent on food..we kept eatin chicken..till we were almost stuffed..the sch is huge and they even had popular and arcade area lo..one of the cooledt funfair i saw ba
we went to the hall n walk ard den settle down to do the hana..forgot wad it is call le...the indians do the stuff on the hand de...yeap...like my design..sth like a heart shape den gt extend to my middle finger..hehe
aft that went back to bishan n mit up wif the insurance guy...ya...he treated us to swesens to thank us...haha...xie xie le...super full..
bought mac for grandma den cab hm...
was muggin a bit aft that when i reached hm..tml will b muggin in full force le...yea..jiayou hard le..watchin a vcd ltr wif xuan..hope will njoy ba
kinda feel a little lonely...qte weird ba..used to tok every single nite...miss u le...urgh...hope u r havin fun at genting nw ba~

interestin dae...

woke up at ard 10 plus...did sum of my eng stuff...den start to practise my singin..haven been realli singin for sum time le sia..gettin kinda rusty...
sch was as usual..except i feel especially tired n kip stonin...
finalli cls is over..aft slackin in sch for sum time..den mit up wif hui in outram...walked ard for a while b4 headin to ocean butterflies...was actuali qte surpirsed gt so mani ppl turn up for the audition...filled in the form den oso hv to pay 20 bucks..so ex sia...for the audition fee like dat....]
the audition place is like ona stage n a singin teacher sit on one of the chairs...super nervous...so i waited for the others to go up first while i calm myself down...wah....sum of them sing nt bad de lo...n sum even went to other singin schs de...didnt tink i did veri well la...can do beta de...aft a short inmtro den start singin the same song again...ya..n i sang the shortest length compared to others...wadeva..still hv to wait for reply..hope can b oki ba n get into the sch ba....
aft dat met wif ed n xuan in ps...had dinner together at pastamania...ed hair veri golden sia...hmm..hpoe can faster grow longer ba...den will look nice le...we hang ard for a while...den head hm soon while sumone go to mitup n go gentin n hv fun sia...so gd...envy..will miss u de...the 3 daes will b qte quiet ba...
tml goin to funfair..hope i hv fun...mus jiayou in studies oso...keepin up..

recoverin...

went to c doc for the seond time again..yeapx..finalli my flu is gettin beta but i feel weak..hopefully by fri i will b fine...dun wana screwed up my audition lo...n i duno wad to sing..arh...jialat sia...
nth happen recently..tok to a new friend..stephanie..jarrel gf..qte nice gal..veri friendly n sweet de...lookin fwd to hang out wif her sia..haha
guess due to my stupid flu..qte sian recently..hate dat feelin..
most of my pals r goin to go uni soon le....so wish they all enjoy their uni daes ba...

sick

hate it when i kana sore throat..cant realli speak at all...yest had a big headache when i woke up...went to sch for econs lessons but sadly half the time im slpin n stonin..feelin qte horrible..came hm n tk a nap str away...
dad bring mi to c doc...xie xie dat u came over tho its a short while hor..appreciate dat
didnt go to sch todae...nid sum rest..ugh..cant seem to slp in peace...kip havin cocurrent nightmares datdisturbeed mi frm slpin..plus my sore throat dat kip mi awake thruout the nite..
gg to mug todae...n rest more at the same time le...
jiayou ba..

super zonked out

dun wana wake up in the mornin..super tirin lo..plus gt sum flu...but bo bian hv to go temple...ate sum strong medicine hui give de..wah..super strong sia
for the entire dae...i was practically half asleep...thruoout the lesson...but gt a lot of nice food..haha..eatin like sum piggy...
had sum tok wif the ppl thr...yeapx...more n more excited le..my audition...had a little sore throat nw..urgh...
super tired nw sia...eyes half open nw...ltr slp le hv to mug hard le...
jiayou le!

hapi hapi....

tis 2 daes..fri n sat hv been realli cool daes to mi..ya...fri aft sch went to listen to sum aia assurance stuff..yeap..shd b signing up for dat one...tot is gd savin plans n habit oso...hope it can help mi in a way ba..other den dat..sum hai die ppl call mi up to go down for audition...shd b goin to join the vocal cls..wif my mum permission,double happiness...im super thrilled..finalli the ting on my iternery shd be able to clear off...haha...still wonderin wad songs to sing..ani suggestions??ppl whu r readin..pls tell mi ba..hehe...
sat..todae mornin woke up earli n go gym wif dad n xuan..supppose to go macritche but rainin..so change plans..we worked out for sum time den went hm n rest awhile b4 headin to delifrance for breakfast..it was qte a spread..haha...love it.....n super full...
cum hm nt long den dressed up n hang out wif ed le..went to pastamania..paiseh kip stealin ur food...den go buy my slippers n walked ard...aft that went to oorchard mit wif hui...yeapx..love ur dressin todae...we walked ard fareast..along the way saw sum friends..hehe..hapi...thnx ed for the belt..love it...we hang ard till dinner time den hv suki sushi..super fillin for dat..we ate a lot again..haha...first time taste soft shell crab..qte an eye opener for mi ba..took a lot of pics in thr too..hehe..aft that went to heeren n walked ard n tk neoprints..todae 3 of us had fun...weird but true..nice dae chattin n crappin...hope hui will feel beta oso hor..tk it easy gal...
aft that ed bring mi hm...had sum time together as usual...feelins kinda strong esp todae sia..hmmm...:)
tml goin temple oso..abit sian...nid to buck up on my studies le...kinda behind my own schedule..jiayou le...nxt wk kinda packed too so muz balanced up..

hot hot dae..

feelin super tired todae..ish like once i sit down in the mrt or bus..i juz doze off within a min or so...haha
eng oral presentation todae..i was super nervous..realli..was practically shiverin lo..urgh..but glad dat i made it thru..n i did nt freak out...which is a surpirse..guess i need to wrk on my oral presntation stuff....yeapx...was cravin for tkaway food when walkin hm so go n da pao sum outside food...
ya...reach hm den eat n watch national treasure..super niceee....i was like totally absorbed into the show...great n excitin...cool..
rest of my dae is juz muggin n muggin...nth else dat is special...hv been slackin a little yest...nid to buck up le..

tired...

feel qte out of energy recently sia..super tired lei...sch ish still fine...
sumone feelin wierd yest..thank god aft dat jiu okie le...love rainy daes...
todae went to c the cca stuff..hmm..sign up for tennis n bowling...sounds like fun sia..tink i need sum exercise in my life b4 i start rottin..need sum life to excite my life a bit...
hmmm..2 mths le...hope tis realli last...realli tink the date 13 os a bad luck dae sia...but despite of dat...lets hope tis can wrk no matter wad ba....
ed feelin so weird n strange recently...mk mi feel weird oso...urgh
mus study hard oso le...revision..exams nearin soon le...
hope everythin will b fine

mon blues...

another usual sch dae..super tired la..slpt at one last nite...so was slpin most of the time in the train..sch is usual...results frm quiz r satisfactory ba...durin break..mi n mel went crazi singin..she kip actin like sly...hahaha..mk mi laugh likecrazi..
econs veri sian..turn out my second quiz is the same as the first one...haha....at least i tink todae i tried to kip awake n i did...
ltr will b juz muggin n tv ba..nth special recently...]
plannnin for sum outin wif sec n jc friends soon b4 they go uni oso....

quote of the dae...
let not be the heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid..

tired but fun..

yest which is sat woke up pretty late...den rush down to keng cheng to help bring the kids tp ndp....was qte excited actuali..cuz can mit kids n teachers thr...
well..we went to the hall first to gather n listen to sum briefin...den help the teachers bring the students to mrt station to wait for the mrt that is used onli by them...tok to the teachers thr...hmm..to be a pri sch teacher aint easy sia....they r qte noisy but veri ke ai la...n almost all of them hv hps...ya..n thr r onli pri 5 lo...wah lao..when i pri 5..i didnt even noe wad is a hp lo...urgh.,...they r so fortunate..
we walked sum distance...n is super hot...the place we sat turns out to be facin the sun....was feelin super hungry..so was practically eatin everythin frm the funpack lo...was qte bored wif the show actuali...saw all those army trucks n other mordern technologies they r paradin...i was so sian...so sit thr n read my cleo...haha..so bad sia...tot tis yr the show aint that fantastic...half of the time..i was distracted n blocked by ppl walkin ard in front(we r sittin at the last row)....we hv umbrellas oso..to shield ourselves frm the firewrks...guess the best part of the show was dat ba...to c firewrks in such a close distance..super romantic 2...hehe...aft that bring the students back to sch..on the way i was tokin to kids frm the cls im tkin...they veri ke ai...suddenly i feel so old lo..njoy my journey back...didnt noe i could mix ard wif kids well sia...haha
aft that hui xuan n mi went to mos to eat..we like hungry ghosts like dat...kip eatin..den jiu cum hm le...
sun..super lazy dae asusual...feel so ouyt of energy...had sum headache smuggin music n econs oso....guess mi realli mus tk a gd rest le...hv been hangin out too mucb recently le ba..muz jiayou for my studies..holidaes..faster cum ba

update le..

hmm...sumone complainin i haven been updatin le hor...haha...seriously recently no huge events actuali happen or anythin interestin..is juz normal sch daes wif sum stress...but hopefully can go off soon...
yest ed pei mi cum hm...hmmm..hv been spendin more time together recently..hmm..nxt wk mayb muz cut down le ba...but at least stress is reduced..the econs test i did in a more relaxed way...hopefully can do beta ba....
superstar yest was qte horrible...as in i hate the results...super angry lo..all the gd singers gt out..n the bad singers stay on..i realli duno abt the whole system sia..mi n xuan super bu shuang lo...urgh...
todae aft sch went to bishan...hmm..met up wif yue who is super sian..haha..aft that went to watch fantastic 4 wif ed..haha...nt too bad the movie...hmm..we finalli took neoprint..still feel that it can be beta lo...nt gd enough....im glad we spent sum quality time together...:)
but too bad..mum nt hapi la....i went kinda far le...shd hv call n tell her more abt the timin...hmm...wad happen to all my principles le.../?sad abt dat....guess i need to calm my nerves down n tink maturely abt that....
gg ndp tml..continue to jiayou for my revision and my aims in studies

stress..

startin to get lazy to update lately le..hehe..sch has been normal..guess im startin to get stressed..mayb thr r more n more stuff dat i dun realli understand ba...n im givin more n more stress to myself for no reason..or shd i sae..im used to givin myself stress...sigh...
mon was great...love ur accompany....thnaks..realli help mi in relivin stress sia...
den the rest of the daes were juz hardcore muggin which left mi havin headaches..
screwed up my econs test todae...shd hv followed my intuition...urgh..wadeva...hopefully i can do beta on fri econs test again ba...lookin fwd to superstart show ltr...shd b qte interestin...
sometimes i do ponder wad the hell is love...is it the way im feelin rite nw...sinkin fast or wad....
juz let it flow ba...glad that i went to swim juz nw....could nt stand all the stress that is pilin up...
i need another singin session le....

wkends...

sat...woke up earli to mug econs...keep feelin insecure abt my subjects..duno y oso...kip wantin to mug hard....aft that went to somerset n mit up wof pri sch friends...haha..they realli change a lot..of course there r sum is still the same de..we talk n talk...talk the whole afternoon away...glad that all of them r doin well tho....aft that we took neoprint..haha...force the guys...they finally agreed to that...its fun...den sebestian bring us in his cousin car..ya..but too bad i hv to go first...send mi to fareast..hmm..drive veri fast lo...
met up wif sim ppl...den go the bbq birthdae party..hmm..the birthdae guy hse super big..like sum loyal family hse..was blown away by the size n deco of the hse....the food was great...but felt kinda weird dat..most prob is im nt close to most of the ppl thr ba...den mi, mel n lirong left first..we walked back to fareast but kana lost in the york hotel thr..ya..went to the carpark n sum deserted area which send mi screamin...realli realli scared lo...look like those place gt murder happen one sia...thank god..lirong was calm n brave...haha..i was like in cold sweat...
aft that met up wif hui xuan n yue they all...walk walk ard den go hm le...super tired...
gueess its gettin harder to get out of tis ting..b4 i knew it..i found that im, realli so deep inside...missin more n more each dae...urgh..or shd i sae gettin weaker n weaker..afraid of lonliness....
hope u r gettin better aniwae...everitime cough n cough de...haiya...drink more water la...haaha
todae is lazy sundae..juz slack by watchin tv..study a bit of music..ltr muggin more...but glad to be on the fone again...felt uneast tho its juz a dae...
jiayou ahrd le...exams seems to be nearin s oon

updates..

long time nv update le...hmm..was bz wif wrk n all..recently hv been feelin super tired n worn out...body qte bad condition i guess....kip wantin to slp n all...the last few daes were juz normal schlin daes...
mon--was super surpirsed that u appeared in the bus...yea..thnx for the tot of tkin so mani buses juz to give mi a surprise...thnx le...
thurs..went to cut hair..hmmm...is shorter le..n definitely lighter...but feel linda weird...hope my hait grow faster..prefer my old hairstyle...tokin to gugu n xuan for a while n went to tis turkish restaurant in fareast..tot it was qte interestin...hmm..nxt time go again n try the food thr..went to watch initial d wif xuan gugu n ed..ya...summore late...but aniwae the movie was great...didnt noe jay chou can act qte ok lei..edison look great as usual but a lot of gals r eyein for him le...hor hui??hehe...excitin show..love it...aft that went to heeren thr to the mise....ya..kame look so shuai la..haha...love him le...aft sum persuasion..ya...den mi n ed went out alone...went ps n pei him makan....den aft that juz walk ard...enjoy every bit of ur existance ba...hehe...
econs was horrible todae...qte a number of stuff dun understand...hmm...guess i gotta revise more le...
tml hangin out again....hope it will be a great dae...