Tuesday, November 07, 2006

reality

felt sth todae....

i feel dat as i grow up..i start to see unreal reality..everyone seems to b talking behind everyone's back..i dun deny it...thr r times i do dat too...its bad i noe..but it seems dat everyone can't help it....

duno y...feel dat sometimes some ppl ard mi r fake...thr r nt wad we tink...nt we see...as in the negative way la..i understand dat most of us gt a side that we wun one anyone to see....or to understand..cuz it is sth deep within us...

i suddenly feel dat im a real real naive person all along..believeing dat everythin or everyone is good....nope...sometimes even ur dearest ppl ard u mks u feel dat 2....dat they r changing so fast dat im slowly nt recoginizing them at all...or isit even safe to tell them stuff....its super confusing la....

i do hate myself for gossping ppl's back..its a realli bad bad habit...i shd change it....

im still glad dat i do hv ppl ard mi..tho nt much..but thr r some dat i noe r trustworthy....im happi abt dat....

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