Friday, May 20, 2005

on n off??

is the stupid feelin again...is gettin worse..i cant stand it myself..hw cum like that le..a min ago was feelin super fine...n sweet..den nxt min everythin juz turns ugly..dun even noe wad the hell is wrong wif mi...n as usual is mi whu screwed tings up...i hate myself for that too...i am feelin a bit weird bout tis whole tingy..feelins tings i shd nt b feelin at tis moment nw...y like dat de...???urgh...
i start askin myself..am i even prepared??mayb is juz sum rash action..mayb shd listen to dage...?
guess i need to cool myself down...b4 i hurt sumone realli bad...
horrible mi...

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