out...

com still not repaired...sian sian sian...i wan download stuff ar....hahahaaaa

aniwae went sing k wif mel mel todae...cuz realli too sian le...hahaa..plus everione like so busy...urghs...well..lukcily we chose the rite dae to go k..ya...everione's first dae of sch..lol...nt much ppl...n we 2 r given a huge rm...lol...had real fun toking n of cos singing k...qte some time nv sing le...feelin all back le...shall practise on my own for nw le...i misss ob le...suddenyl sat will be like so free....sian sia...

we sang way past 2pm..hahaaa...till ard 3..den walked to my dental thr...realli chat a lot...it seems like real long since we chat like dat..lol...my teeth nw super suan cuz braces will be pulling all my front teeth back n closing the ugly gaps...finalli..but realli veri suan nw...hahaaa

we hang ard for a while...shall get huge tops one dae...den went hm le....

tml shall be my couch potato dae again....finish up the tokyo juliet ba...heee...

resolution

Happy new Yr everyone!!!! 2007 is here le!!!!

spend my last dae of 2006 wif temple ppl in the afternoon...qte fun la...we had our own kinda celebration....
aft dat met wif ed to watch deathnote 2 at j8..heheee....so glad to c him...seems like veri long since i met him le...hehee...we had pasta first b4 gg to watch the movie....death note 2 is cool....L is realli realli smart...n sooo funii...i like his character...hahaa
bought a lot of food aft dat den ed came over my place....hahaaa...we juz ate n ate n ate....n watch tv la...the firewrks at taipei is realli realli nice...feel like gg over thr to experience the countdown feelin...heheee...but im glad i spend my countdown wif ed...simple but swit...

nose still nt veri gd....mayb will c doc soon again..super super sian..n hope my com can be okie soon....i wana get more songs...hahaaaa..new songs...lol

well...shall tok bout my resolution tis yr....apart frm the standard hope that my family is gd...n studies is gd...hope to achieve more

- gd n stable r/s wif ed...esp when he is in the army
- gd r/s wif all my friends...
- may continue go for singin lessons...still considering
- more competitions to help me improve on my stage prescence
- of cos...to improve on my singin..so much to learn
- go for the singin exam for higher grade...
- to get rid of my bad habits...too much happened tis yr..dun wan mk same mistake..
- start tinking bout my future...like wad route shd i go..
- have a gd n cool 21st bdae party...lol

i guess most prob is like dat ba...im greedy alreadi...hahaaa...last yr has been a great yr 2...recording for real first time...went for singin exam...mi n ed went thru our crisis n became stronger...n some other conflicts that happened..kinda made mi grow up a lot...

2007 will be beta..mus continue to jiayou le....

shall blog more ofmy shanghai pics when my com is gd....paiseh le.....lol...

meanwhile shall put a lil shanghai pics..dat i steal frm mel n munyee...hahaaaa.... pics of all of us..

melissa n her sis maya wif us on boat..at xihu



shoppin at nanjing is reaaaaalll gd

we 3 tking wif a real soldier at wexi...some filming site..

we r on a dragonboat having our dinner...our seat...we r like emperors...lol...my twin munyee...similar top..lol

at shanghai nanjing lu...under coca cola???hahaaa

shanghai

suffering frm some bad nose peeling..n itchy all over my body nw....duno y oso...urgh..hopefully i can get beta soon....looks like shit nw...com break down...which means everythin gone...sian sian sian..when i gt everythin okie..shall ask everyone to send mi pics le...

aniwae shall tok bout my shanghai trip n blog pics some other time...too mani pics we took le..

we went to a few places..suzhou,hangzhou,wuzhen,wuxi,nanjing and lastly shanghai....first dae we took the bullet train...real comfy and damn fast..the scenery is realli gd n oso qte cold...but luckily all the temperatures r all abv 0 degrees..we had some xiaolongbaos at the cheng huang miao at shanghai first...they r damn damn niceee.....den we took a bus ride to suzhou...apart frm all the beautiful scenery...the most famous stuff thr is the silk n i tink han shan shi ba...we saw how the silk is produced n all..yeap..n mom bought all silk pillows,bedsheets and blankets for us...is realli comfy..we r nw all slping on dat...lol..

for hangzhou...is a real buzzling city..coffeeshops n pubs r all over the place..n ppl thr r said to be more relaxed n focus more on entertainment..qte cool sia..we saw the huge xihu n took a boat....super nice scnery...n real huge..hahaaa...at nite we saw the aerboics performace...is veri jing cai...seriously cant afford to blink..so mani intertesting stunts happening...

nanjing is a more sad place for mi..kinda made mi tink of the massacare of nanjing by the japanese...hahaaa...but shoppin thr is nice..can bargain n all..too bad didnt buy too much stuff thr..the long bridge oso has a veri sad story behind it..so mani ppl died buliding it...but i learned qte a lot thr...

wuzhen is juz a place we stopped by to tk a look..is like a village on the river...we sat the traditional boat n saw houses ,shops, n teahouses on the way..is like watching wad we see in the movies...oooh....veri nice scnery again...

wuxi is one of the places that surprises mi the most...the name sounds veri ulu to mi..but is one of the more eduaated places..ppl thr r more well mannered n even the food taste less salty oily..thr nr huge shoppin malls at the central..juz like orchard road...qte cool...i like the place the most...

i was anticapating shanghai..but it turns out okie onli...i hv to sae is real huge city..tall buildings everiwhr n all the expressways...veri developed...we went to the pearl tower oso...realli niceeee...esp the night view..however...the ppl thr r kinda rude...nt all of them la...but at least those dat iseen...they spit everiwhr...smoke aniwhr...some of them oso hv bad manners...so qte irritating la...shopping thr is fine...we displayed our bargain skills..lol....slash slash slash...

xmas thr is well spent..bought a huge cake wif huiling,her sis n munyee....real cool la...we called the rest to come over n we sang the merry xmas song...had galchats....is a realli nice xmas nite....

tis is a real nice trip...noe a lot a lot of good friends....saw a lot of tings n noe more abt china n hist...few tings that im nt too pleased prob is the hotels...a lil small n the mayb the tour guide...the way he speaks a bit funni la..other than that...is a real cool trip...hope can go for a trip soon again...lol....

pics will be up soon...when my com is functioning again....


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todae is ob dae...feelin nt too gd...theory part hai hao...but singin part..super distracted by the sound system...mking a lot of weird noises..shd hv done beta...audition was hai hao...nt too pleased...i kinda change my song last min...i guess i realli hv to train up more le....hopefully can go to the nxt round ba...

shopped ard wif yanxin aft dat..hahaaa.bought heels...den we went toa payoh..sit down n chat non-stop..is realli nice to sit down n tok bout our past...realll funni....

had a well-spent dae....real real tired nw...

tml gg to temple den mitin ed...yeap...countdown to 2007......

resolution up soon...hahaa

im back

im back everyone!!wahahaaa....

shanghai trip is cool....nt too bad...the hotels and the plane aint dat gd but the rest is great..made a lot of real gd pals thr....

2 bad im sick..sian sian sian....hopefully i will b fine b4 30th..gt the talentquest audition...urgh....friends..bought u guys stuff too..hahaaa...

shall blog bout my trip in next entry....too tired to blog le...lol...

shanghai

shanghai here i come le......!!!!!woooooooo.....

im super excited nw...prays hard that this journey will be a smooth one n all 3 of us wun fall sick....may all gods bless us!!!

bon voyage to myself....

EARLY MERRY XMAS TO EVERTONE!!!

out

spent my whole dae slacking n packing some of our luggage...love packing..juz mks mi feel more excited n all....hahaaa...

went out for dinner wif gugu n jape...had dinner at newyork new york....seriosuly tinks dat the service sux thr...the waiter is real slow n doesnt even understand wad we wan sometimes...but the food is realli yummy...had my fill...thr is even free candy floss..qte cool...hahaaa....fat makaning...walked ard marina sq..thanks gugu for ur xmas presents...we love it!!hahaaaa...

nice dinner...glad that everythin is soo much beta le...

feel realli excited nw le....cuz im gg to shanghai tml nite....ard 12 more hours more...will be leaving singapore le....hope my trip will be gd....arh....excitment is tking over mi le....

love the date

ob was cancelled todae..dat means i hv to tk my singin exam aft im back frm shanghai...abit sian diao sia...gg to b real bz when im back..mayb 28th or 29th will go ob..den 30th is my talentquest audition...busy but i love it la...hahaa

aniwae met ed..went ps first den ate at cafe cartel....had grilled dory n ed had some pork tingy..yummy!!!ed wanted to get mi a ring but i find it unauspicious la..hahaaa...mayb im juz scared la...lol...

went to chinatown for my tour grp briefing....im nw super lookin fwd to my whole trip...tho it will b cool la...but tink 3 of us will njoy thr....poor ed....im sooo gg to miss him for 8 daes...cfm will buy tings for u de..no worries...heheee

we went vivo aft dat...ed bought mi a nice necklace for my earli xmas present..i love it a lot...thank you soooo much wor!!gt nth beta to do..so in the end we 2 decided to try the kenko massage..10 bucks for 10 mins...love the atmosphere thr..is relaxing...we were asked tom sit on some comfy chairwhile 2 women came out n help us massage our shoulders...at first i was tinking to myself..y am i paying to get myself painful...lol....ed oso..he is like laughin all the way cuz is itchy..hahaa...but aft dat..it starts to get more n more comfy...kinda felt aslp towards the end...tink is gd..dun mind go for masssaging nxt time...lol...

spend some swit time wif ed...heheeee....realli realli gg to miss ya....

came hm..stupid com duno y suddenyl crazi...luckily i gt dad's laptop...hhaaaa...

shall packed tml...evening gg to makan wif gugu n cousins...yeah!!

outing

went out wif joel n siew todae...

we had lunch at central...yeap..feelin qte full so mi n siew share one baked rice..hai hao onli la...we chatted a lot..mi n siew..joel abit quiet at first..but aft dat he becomes more talkertive 2..hahaaaaa....

we den walked ard..nth much to do...went to c gt wad movies but no movies dat we realli like...ya..saw lisze 2....damn long nv c her le..hahaaa...great to c her again...den we 3 continue our aimless journey..dropped by coffeeshops but went off aft dat cuz dun like the atmosphere..ya..oso gt no sofas....the 2 la....dotz..mus hv sofa den shuang..lol...

had terrible cramps so gt no choice but to stop at food republic..had some warm soya bean drink n some youtiao...but the youtiao nt 2 gd..vivo one is soo much beta...we continued chatting...a lot!!..qte fun..

den we travel to ps thr..nid to get some stuff for xuannie...den we went to eat again..went cafe cartel..ya..finalli they gt their sofas..wahahaa...juz had a soup n some bread..feelin qte full...n den we slacked for qte some time thr again...chatting a lot..

fun todae...walk veri lil..sit a lot..n eat a lot dae..but i njoyed it....hahaaa...the onli ting dat suc is my stupid cramp lo...urgh..

tml shall b at hm..gg to start packing le..im soo excited...3 more daes onli...lol....

pics frm recording studio....
the 2 guys who helped us..inside the rm..purple is whr we sang...

almost all of us..still gt kaixin recording...will miss all of u...

mi n elaine zi-lianing...lol

kaixin here....wif the other 2 pretty faces...hehee...

best ob pals here...im gg to miss every single one of you!!!relaise all of us smile nicely in all pics..hahaaaa

i love recording...

i slacked thru half of dae thru..watched en hk vcds...real nice to watch n addictive 2...

evening went ob for my recording tingy..rched thr qte earli..luckily laoshi oso rched le..so mi,yanxin n elaine had some warm ups..den we head str to the ob recording studio..im soo exicted n nervous at the same time...the place is nt realli veri big la...but cosy..thr is a nice n comfy long chair n wif pillows on it..feel like slpin sia..hahaaaa...qte cool..get to c some of the equipment...all veri computerised nt like last time...big bulky machines...i love the recording rm...where thr is a huge mic n earfones to put on....i feel like a star sia...lol

yanxin went in first...waaah..the voice so damn clear la....den is my turn...was abit blur...n at first did nt feel comfy wif the earfones on..n my own mic voice....music n my voice is real loud when i hear frm my earfones..but i gt used to it....i love the whole feelin...juz closed my eyes n went into the song...thr r some parts im nt 2 okie wif it la..but i tink overall still hai hao ba....
everyone did gd...but i guess all of us r nervous...

took a lot of pics n funni vids in the studio...shall update nxt time....

i love recording..is fun!!!

aft recording....went to chainatown n had some dianxin...5 of us r eatin n chattin...nice feelin..kinds sad dat the whole ob course is endin so fast le..gg to miss everyone...n oso laoshi 2...hehee....

rain was super big when i was on my way hm....luckily ed pei mi tok over the fone wif mi while i braved thru the super big rain....swit..

tml mitin joel n siew for lunch....

tink i hv to start packing soon le....

ktving...

met mag(finalli),en n jan for klunch todae....qte fun sia....we sang a lot of veri hard songs juz to challenge ourselves juz for the fun of it..realise all of them gt improve singin le....all can sing hard hard songs..wooooo!!! nearing the end of the ktv..we feel like singin xmas songs so we dian a lot of funni xmas songs...n sang out loud...n all of us r like standing n swaying to the melody n rhythem to it..is fun...juz like the old times when we r out carolling..miss those old times sia...

aft dat...we felt tking some neoprints....2 long nv tk le..juz for the fun of it again..hahaaa...we kinda get hooked onto it..den took like twice...we r like screaming n veri chaotic inside..tink we r super noisy la..luckily nt mani ppl thr.....love those neoprints..is niceeeee.....

bought some food back den chill at en's place....we update each other our lives n all..is nice....love miting old pals....bring back a lot of fond memories...jan n mag left first...den mi n siew watch some movie..boys n girls...qte sweet la....oh ya..i love en's doll hse..is super nice la...feel like shrinking n gg in to tk part in the xmas party..

tink is the kitchen..cosy sia



the big hse...wif family eatin..haha



all the kids crowding round the xmas tree...cute ya??



one of the doors..



nice dae for mi...

tml shall slack at hm n practise my songs le....

im glad ed n mi had a long chat..juz like last time..is realli gd for us...mus maintain wor....thanks ed...for everythin...

neoprints time....

hahahaa..super love tis one..cuz we look realli zhuai.....hahaaa

look at mag...she is scary..arhhh

thoughts

suddenly had some thoughts bout some stuff.....gettin emo??hahaa..i duno....

feels dat im nt as simple minded as b4 le ba...to look at things juz like dat....guess mayb im becoming more realistc...or sth..guess the older i grow up..the more ugly side of the world i actuali c...it suxs...but i guess is the reality...feel dat i realli nid to change a lot of my views on tings...learn to be more appreciating to tings dat r ard mi n all...im actuali a realli blessed person...guess its impt to tink of the gd tings dat happen to u..n sometimes nt comparing to others...its tiring i guess....

thr r sooo mani tings i wana accomplish sia....to slowly change my bad ways n negative thinking on stuff....if possible find a short term job aft i come back frm shanghai...mayb tk part talentquest to train my singin..i nid to train more..feel dat im deproving le...urgh urghs....more surprises to ed....n continue to maintain gd r/s wif ed....sth like dat ba..for my hols...mus jiayou le.....

i nida sometimes calm myself down....listen to the gd side of mi...nt to be narrowminded....a pure mind

i nid to follow my heart...

another dae out

yeap..i went to out todae again..hahahaaa

hv been hangin out everidae aft my exam..but im njoying it la..hahaaaaa

went vivo wif mom n boi stayin at my place...hmm.its super crowded todae...due to sun n oso xmas coming oso ba...walked ard for some time den went over to some winter clothes shop to get some neccesties for my shanghai trip...

bought nike sneakers for my trip 2...i love it..hahaa..thanks mom!!!! im already super lookin fwd to shanghai trip le...wonder hw will it be like thr....

real tired aft i come hm...

tml mitin mag,jan n en for ktv....hehee...long time nv mit mag le...finalli!!!another busy wk ahead....

nice date

luckily thr is no theory test todae....im so not prepared la....
aniwae gg to change my song for my studio n exam...tink it will suit mi beta...

had some chat wif yanxin aft ob cls...toking bout ppl ard...interestin chat....

met wif ed...supposed to go to mind cafe but in the end ed pei mi go k..cuz im craving a lot for it....i hada lot of fun singin..ed oso gt try singin abit...heheee....went to makan at the suki sushi aft dat...damn hungry..had some teriyaki bento set and ed gt tis mixed beto set tingy...ate sushi n fried tofu 2...yummy..im sooo stuffed....

went to the street opp...lots of nice pubs n palces to hang out thr...im defientely gg to the hark's cafe one dae..its decorated veri nicely n its a nice place for mi to train up on live singin....

went hm aft dat....had some long chat wif ed bout our r/s..tink is gd to tok tings out...its been some time since we actuali do dat...feeel a lot a lot beta le...thanks ed....u r the bestest bestest bf!!!!

tml shall slack at hm.....hehe

pics frm sec sch pals outing....

i look super super fat here....tink its time for a diet le....




all four of us...nice nice pic....



poor siewling!!the way to stop sneezing...taught by siewling



a view frm a seat frm the lido window....nice tall buildings



enen wif tis xiaolongnu hairstyle at hairdresser...tk some time to finalli tk tis pic...


hahahaa....enen dun scold mi for puttin tis pic ar.....heheee

shoppin...

went to bugis wif en todae...

walked ard the whole bugis street..wanted to get a retro looking top..but none of them actuali fits mi well..or looks nice on mi..hmmm...mus slowly go search for one dat is nice le....but aniwae..i bought a white bag..hahaaa....50 percent discount so is qte worth it la...hahaaa..crazi mi....

saw some real interestin sweets selling at bugis basement thr....damn cute n interestin..dey had it in whisper wrapping n all...tink is exactly the same shop that i went to in tw..except that tw is cheaper...bought some of them....

sat down wif en in mos n had some chat bout our beijing trip when we r in sec sch...great memories.....im hoping that tis time in shanghai i wun gain as much weight as in sec sch ba....hahahaa

tml is ob dae n miting wif ed....heheee....im njoyin everybit of my hols for nw....

woohoo

woohoooo!!!

Everyone...my exams r finalli over...!!!wahahaa....nw is a long n relaxing hols...haha

rite aft handin up my last assignment..mi n en went to mit wif lynn n siew....damn long nv mit liao sia...hahahaa....is nice to mit thr...veri veri happi wor...hahaaa

lynn is realli thin sia...more thiiner than last time..she mus put on some weight le....hahaha
thruout the whole journey to food republic..mi n siew is like sayin lynn is 2 thin n mus eat more...heheee

lunch was okie...is nice chatting n toking to them bout my probs..n our lives 2...is gd to mit up old pals...u guys r reali my bestest pals!!!heheeee

lynn went to wrk aft dat...den we 3 went starbucks...siewling is so piggie la..hahaa...wana rest n eat onli..hehee....we chatted den walked ard fareast b4 gg to the hairdresser...yeap..wait for en for her hair to be done...mi n siew is like chatting n crapping ard....love it!!!

i love the outing todae..shall hv more of it...hehee...

went to the airport aft dat...went to fecth my maid...but we r having dinner thr...mom,mi,xuan n a boi dat will be stayin at our hse for some time....yeap..had vegetarian sakae sushi....surprised??i didnt noe they ahd vegetarian food thr..is taste yummy aniwae...aft dat bought a datou keychain for myself..hahaa...im a datou crazy fan....hahaa...

slacked ard for some time b4 maid rch sg...thanks tutik....she bought us stuff frm indonesia....thanks a lot!!

tml may mit wif en for a while...but most prob will rest my throat n body....yeap.....

i cant wait to go shanghai le...hahaaaa

btw xuanni cake is on tv on hdb taitai on tues...hahaaa...cool...!!

swit

2dae is a nice dae..

aft dental met wif yanxin,weixiang n xiuling for lunch..yummy yummy n fillin 2...den went over to dbs auditorium to get our results...waited for qte some time for the whole tingy 2 start..thr r a lot of performances...particularly like tis gla...she sang 2 songs wif 2 person playing the guitar and the bass...i hope to b like her 2...natural on stage and great vocals...aniwae gt my results back...gt a merit...guess i nid to wrk harder nxt time...hahaa..is real hard to get a distinction sia...had some tok wif the ob pals..nice toking wif them...yeap...we kip bickering wif elaine bf in the car when we r on da way to town..but its real fun...im sure gg to miss all of them when ob is over....

met ed ltr...yeap...we didnt realli hv time 2 time but on sat...thanks for ur effort..i noe u r nt feelin 2 well but u still came out for a while...watched happy feet...the movie is great...all of them looked so cute esp when the dance..heheee

ate again at central...some beef hor fan...damn niceee...im a pig..hahaa..reaalli shd start exercising once my exams r over....

2dae has been gd n swit....realli relax myself..tml is another dae of muggin..cant wait exams to be over...heheee

woo...

yest was a fruitful dae for mi....

went for the thames valley exam...tot the judge thr will be qte young..but nope..all of them look lik they are in their fifties..tink teacher looks more young...when i first entered thr rm to wait for my turn...a uncle went up ns ang..good vocals..but real old way of singin..n soo veri old songs...suddenly did feel if i went to the wrong place...haha...

aniwae..waited for a realli long time b4 my turn..tink ard 2 hrs ba...i even had to cancel away my dental appt...cuz it went on till qte late...finalli aftw aiting for soo long..tis my turn to go up...i kept telling myself thr is nth to be afraid of...it will b juz b like hw i sang at my hse....no big deal...
the music came...i went into the scenario i imagined..everythin was fine..haha..surprsingly..i tot i will b too stiff to move or sth..but nope...i tot it was qte okie..n natural ba...heheee...

hope i do well....

elaine asked her bf to come n as she sang only one..she looked at the bf...soooo swit..hehee.....i tink the bf is oso real touched de..

listened to several other singers b4 we left...tink average all nt bad wor..heheee

was super hungry....so mi,yanxin n xiuying went to tp central n ate crystal jade...oooh....we ordered la miens,xiao long baos,,soft shell crab n some bao...can c we r real hungry..hahaa...all of them r yummy..we pracrtically gobble up everythin...its super filling...im nt bluffing wor...hahaaa

todae stayed at hm n mugged...hope i can do well for tis exam sia....jiayou to myself again!!

saw a clip of msyelf in the audition...i tink i noe y im out...i realli dun look gd....due to my teeth n specs...hhmm...shall slowly change ba...my teeth under construction le...

i wana continue to do music....i love it!!!

sian sian

stressed...sian...a lil depressed...

2dae is denitely a mixture of the abv...studies abit of com theory n persuasion todae...hmm..muz contnue to jiayou...thr r times i juz gt distracted..sian diao..i hope exams r over soon....ltr shall continue to mug...

i seriosuly hate studying at hm alone..or even stayed at the hse alone..kinda mks one's mind become a bit funni....muz ren for another wk..n all willl be done le...

i noe im a blessed person....sometimes..still..i feel a lil empty...yeap...an interesting yr indeed....dats wad i feel la....tokin weirdly le...urgh

i will miss ob aft the cls ended like tis dec 16...defineltly..i nid music sooo much...n i feel dat i gt soo much to learn..will start lookin ard for courses n singin competitons..so anione..if u noe of any competiton..mus tell mi....hahaaa...

rainy daes seriously does mks one feel gloomy..i wan the sun...arhhh....

tml is my performance exam..everyone pls pray for mi dat iw ill perform okie n nt look so emotionless....

JIayi....JIAYOU AR

stress

sat was swit...

stayed at hm n mugged abit first den met up wif ed...went vivo together..we ate the noodle..same shop in chinatown..suddenly forget the name...hahaa...but aniwae..njoyed my dinner..wana watched happy feet but 2 bad...the cinema is like flooded wif ppl...in the end we juz walked ard..spent some time in the bkshop wif slanted bkshelves...it sure is spacious inside...had the boost drink..healthy n yummy...love the scenery thr...i juz love staring at the sea sometimes...juz kinda mk mi feel more calm...n esp wif ed ard..mk the whole scenario more sweeter....we stayed a while more..den ed jiu bring mi hm le...

i love the date..swit n simple....thanks ed

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todae had temple...is nice gg thr..cuz every single time i go thr..i felt like myself..i felt free to b myself...hahaa...it was fun...met jape n gugu for dinner rite aft dat....had fish n co..n we r like super super stuffed.....veri filling n nice....i feel like i hv been eating the whole dae...walked ard n den we sat down at starbucks n had some chat...kinda talk things out ba...hopefully is beta...i guess....
to mi...i learned a lot in tis process..yeap..defineltely....i learned to sometimes fang kai ba....nt to be so zhi zuo ba...let it be.....yeap...let it be..

frm tml onwards...it will be hard core muggin le....doin the final assignments n revising like duno wad...muz buck up le...juz ren more 2 wks..everythin will b over n i will be free le....

tues is my signin exam...gd luck to myself....

friends

love the pizza session todae in sch....woohoo..gobble up like 3 pizzas..im a pig...hahaa

realli hv to pia exams n tk hm exams le...i wana do realli realli well tis time....to pull up everything...

hv been doin a lot of tinking recently..hahaa...crazi mi again...suddenly realli felt during tis yr... a lot of stuff happened to mi...all kinds of backstabbing..friendship gla probs juz like come all rite onto mi...i hate all of it..sometimes i wonder y cant ppl be more dan chun...is sickening seriously...in tis yr...some of my closest gals change a lot a lot...but i guess is juz part of the growing process n thr is nth i can do bout it...im changin too...but i guess more of mentiality to tings..i cant be as naive as b4 le...start to sing all the evil side of ppl....if i could...i will juz act blur all da way n ignore all of it...

everyone leads their own kinda lives n i guess noone has the right to intervere at all..is their biz...not realli of mine..if i intervere too much..ppl may even feel im hindering their lives...obstructing their growth...

i guess im becoming more n more indifferent le ba..is scary..but i guess tis is the way hw everythin wrks..mind your own biz n u will b okie...dats life...

friends too..suddenly feel dat the older one gets...the harder it iso find a true friend...sometimes i do felt dat i hv little of none of these true friends....sometimes la...i tink...the onli person sometimes that one eprson you can trust is onli urself n ur parents ba..onli they wun lie to u...onli they can be true ba...

duno y suddenly tink soo much....i shall get over soon ba...

meanwhile..i will juz mug my way thru my finals...n on 19th...i shall leave singapore n hv a good mental n physical rest...hehee