great..

woke up real earli in the mornin to prepare for the audition...wasnt in a veri gd condition to sing actuali but still manage to warm up la..took a cab to mediacorp..went thr n saw a lot of ppl standin outside..obviously r all applicants for tis competiton de...scary sia..
register le den wait for the ppl to bring us in...xuan has to rot outside while i go in..didnt noe hv to rot so long b4 that 5 mins audition...luckily i made a new friend thr..teacher wor..den we juz cant stop chattin le..haha..luckily for her accompany..or else realli super sian...waited for almost 2 hrs den finalli reach my turn..waitin is realli a torment..esp outside the rm..the camera went in wif mi..i was like super blur lo..den stand at the given spot..chatted abit den start singin..was cut off in the middle...den the judges commented my look n dressin..asked mi to tk over my specs n sing again..tis time wif more confidence..well..i tink i did my best le ba..n yeap..i gt thru..haha..but muz change outlook lo..try la..aft that tok in front of the camera den head to get thr nxt date of audition..ya..nxt one is worse..at imm..in front of crowds n on stage..i scare n nervous sia...stage fright tingy..will try to oversome de..n onli way is to face it..jiayou ba..
was walkin ard aft that..met up wif jarrel at tcc to pass him sum stuff..den go le..weather is like super hot aniwae..went to ps for sum arcade session..enjoy myself thr..hehe
hmm...tinkin of hw to mkover n brush up in singin le ba..may nt get thru again..but at least i muz try my best...yeap

watch tv..

was supposed to hang out wif grace de..in the end nv cuz timin too short le...nt much use la..
watch down wif love..interestin romance show.....den watch stephord wives again...sian sia..wasnt feelin too gd todae..kip feelin tired..so in then end took a short nap b4 proceedin watchin vcds..haha...
the entire nite was the same
then had sum chat on the fone...hahaha..back to sq one..but i will resist de..jiayou..
tomolo is finalli the audition date..realli afraid dat i will forget tis n that...but im goin to do my best la..no matter wad...will jiayou de..n muz clam down or else cannot produce my usual standard...
calm down n jiayou hard..

ktv again??

was tinkin of a low budget outin todae de..had a simple but sumptous lunch..jap noodle..at taka thr,den go to hse of stars thr for a while..
3 of us were tempted for a ktv session..haha..so in the end let xuan friend pay first..went to sing at the outside part of partyworld..tot it was way cool lo..super open la..abit worried to mk ani errors lo..but still had sum real gd time thr...
then met up wif xuan 2 other friends..pei they all eat dinner den walk to tis open space area..gt s stage thr..then i juz stand thr n the 4 of them hear mi sing yan wei die..sing if is ok...hmm..still gt a bit scared lo..muz practise more ba..
came hm n kana scolded...but hai hao la..
dad bought new car..haha...yeah..finali..his old car realli old le...
had another fone session juz nw..is beta..ya..muz kip in mind..i always will stray thr de..so muz nt tok bout that topic animore..ren...
jiayou hard...

home..

woke up esp late todae...den eat sum simple pasta...haha..nice..
watched few hrs str of meteor garden 2..haha..finali done n finished liao..slack till dinner time..ya..finali finished the bk le..interestin n encouragin one
watched another round of tv...den train my singin...decided the song le n was singin to n fro till thr is no flaws...hope on sat everythin will go on fine ba..
helped mom marked stuff...n went online..xie le weijian..haha..help mi listen my singin tingy n ur comments...is impt de lo...
i hate myself sumtimes..i realli do..i duno wad the hell im doin at all..shd nt even contact de..tot like dat i can use another kind of feelin..but i tink the more i chat..feelin gets worse...its juz my own retribution..juz like wad xuan sae b4..its befallin on mi le ba..no matter wad..i muz accept it..has already been sum time le..it shd b time to realli forget n throw the whole tingy away...stop dwellin on it...sch faster start ba..den i can focus all my concentration thr n nth else..
i will b beta n i can do it de...i cant go back to the depression side of mi again.its far too dark..n thr is no light..jiayou hard..singin tingy cumin real soon..tho i tink mayb nt much chance..i oso muz strive real hard...at least thr wun b ani regrets...
wrk harder...jiayi

ktv dae..

todae go sing ktv wif weijian..xuan n mi went eat sum noodles b4 headin towards kbox...
was like super envious of the kbox rm nxt to us..is like realli spacious n cool lo..summore gt like small stage whr u can sing de...had our fill..as in singin...sang a lot..den weijian came along..ke lian sia..sore throat but still singin...arigato sia...sounded fine lo when he was singin decently la...haha...sang a lot den oso gt record sum....tink more or less noe wad i wana sing le..jiayou sia...
aft that went super market to buy sum grocceries..haha.veri funni..was laughin like duno wad..dunnno wad vege wad mummy wan..den in the end ask ard...dun hv...pei weijian eat dinner...we were super ttempted n hungry oso..den he treat us eat a bit..haha...xie xie...
went hm aft dat...enjoy my dae..
mayb i shd nt call at all...sumtimes i feel like askin my heart..wad the hell do i hope to wan...juz lost...shd nt even tink bout all those stuff le...avoidin mayb the worst tings to do but dun tink i hv ani other alternatives..
thank god en call mi frm LA at the right time..felt much beta when i hear her voice..sounded great..miss her so much lo...hope she is enjoyin herself..enjoyin the cool weather thr lo..while i sufferin here...haha
stayin at hm to rest my legs n do sum soul searchin...jiayou

walk walk walk..

todae walk a lot...haha..met up wif yue yue to find jobs..we go bugis to hv lunch..had alfredo..hmm..yummy..den walk ard..gt tk sum neoprints..tink todae the neoprint nice..hehe...
den we walked to cityhall thr..yue n xuan go for the interview at sum jap shop..thr like veri high cls de..abit weird..so we hang ard n decided that orchard area will hv more lobangs..headed thr n went to fareast..walk a lot again n sign up for sum jobs..hopefully thr will b sum news..gave ourseles a break..had coffee..den rest..leg veri suan le..
den we walk n walk to cine thr to ask for kbox vacancy..no luck den head off to heeren n c c ard...haha..while walkin we kip pausin our trip to rest our titin legs..haha..den continue walk to doby gaut thr to tk mrt hm..we hungry den sat down n had sum omelette noodle tingy...delicious..haha..den go hm le..
came hm juz sat thr n watch tv the whole nite..haha...my eye thr gt sum pimple sia..summore qte big..hmm..hope it wun affect my eye ba...weather so hot dats y all pimple pop out le la..
tomolo goin sing ktv..yeah...haha...hope will njoy..

go temple

forced myself to wake up...n wif a headache oso..urgh...xuan n mi drag ourselves thr...tot the games were kinda lame..but the rest of the games n other stuff r cool..esp the part when xuan shuan ppl de..haha..dun like one ger thr...ya..almost everyone feel she is so san ba lo...
nvm while playin the fame a lot of ppl shaun her le...ate a lot in temple...haha..
ya..we watched qte an interestin movie..october sky..tot is one real meaningful n enrichin movie..love dat
came hm n juz stuck in front of tv...den sing sum songs n read more of the bk..hmm..tink gettin interestin le...
duno y mood nt so gd..guess im gettin tired le ba..
yea..jiayou hard le..n missin en...in LA..hw i envy her her...

weird..

was supposed to hang out wif xuan n hui they all..duno wad the hell is goin wrong..is like total blur lo...if bu shuang wad den juz sae out..so weird...
instead of watchin movies..went to walk ard at heeren..den walk to ps...n buy sum stuff for hse de..
super hot sia..the weather...humid oso..cant stand it..walkin hm is like walkin in the desert lo...gt hm n faster tk shower le..
spend the rest of my dae watchin my meteor garden 2 again..n readin sum comics n stuff..haha...i read stuff halfway jiu slp le..ya..n in the sittin position...
watch tv again for the rest of the nite....
been tinkin..i noe i hv changed a bit..due to sum stuff..but wads wrong wif it..tot is still ok de...

enjoy my dae..

yest was waken up by bee fone den rush down to orchard to mit up wif her...yeap..den started our shoppin spree..haha..while walkin at wistam thr..saw our fav ebase..haha..bought a yellow top..totally love it..is like super comfortable..worth the money ba...we den head to eat eat first...haha..den continue go walk mango at isetan thr...ya..saw my choir junior frm bty de..haha..wrkin...had sum chat wif her..glad to mit her..haha
den went fareast to walk ard..haha...poa havin big sale sia..everythin is like juz 10 to 20 bucks..haha..bought yet another yellow tops..crazi ba..bought 3 tops is a dae..but realli cheap ma..summore is poa lei..haha...we continue hangin ard..den went to a shop buy jeans..haha...aft tryin like duno hw mani pieces..finalli settled on 1..35.90 but is realli nice lo..haha...love it...
took neoprints oso..haha..had fun doin dat..while walkin to heeren..we dropped by at orange julius for sum refreshments..haha...b4 continuin our shoppin spree..haha..ya...i finalli peirce earhole le..at cine bits n pieces...haha..ya..abit pain la..but aft dat jiu ok la..haha..cant believe i reali do it sia...nw can buy earings liao..haha....
went over to hui hse n stay over n teach her chem..ya..glad she understood ba..jiayou in ur upcomin exams wor....at nite went down stairs to eat supper..tink we realli piggy..haha....den oso gt help jarrel..tio sum stupid virus hor..computer bai chi..haha...oso gt chat sum stuff..thnx la..but dun forget u owe us..mi n hui a treat..haha
mornin woke up...had a gd rest ba...but dun dare to realli lie my head down ba..cuz scare mk the earing...haha..had a gd breakfast..sumtous wor..wanton mee...haha
den nw waitin for my dear yuhui to bathe finish..haha...ltr goin out again n watch movie...haha..mus contol my spenditure liao..yest a consumerism bug bite mi hard...n was spendin like nth else like dat..long time oso nv shop le la...haha..love myself a bit..by shoppin...
so far..love my dae..

headache..

woke up wif sum headache..guess i hv been stuck watchin tv too much le ba..did the usual stuff again..watch tv for the entire mornin n ate a fillin lunch while watch my meteor garden 2...haha...eat a lot again..recently abit cant control esp when i c yummy food sia...cannot sia..dun wana b pig...
after watchin den help mommy mark her stuff..hehe like teacher..was listenin sum songs n singin along oso..hope i can get used to singin those songs ba...
aft dinner..another round of tv..watch the hai dun wan lian ren..nt too bad sia..i oso wan b singer..haha...but like hard wrk sia...den paint my nails den watch tv again..sian sia...
tink mus read the bks le..recently lazy to read sia..haha...
tomolo goin shoppin..mayb peirce earhole wor..haha...c first..den go hui hse stay for a dae..gdgd..her hse gt nice food de...haha..mus control le...

another dae out

mornin..watched kang xi lai le n was laughin my heads off..its bout twins..the xiao s veri de funni..tot it was veri entertainin..supposed to wait for xuan to ktv together but she was still stuck in sch doin sum stuff..in the end asked zixin out for lunch..hehe...
had pastamania again..haha..crazi liao..ate the baked rice..hmm..its quite delicious lo..den we share the soup n garlic bread..recently start eatin a lot...haha..nt gd sia..becum pig liao
went to play arcade aft that..ya..sort of thrashed sum stuff thr ba..all my bad feelins..feel super shaung aft that..
went off to partyworld to bk first..was singin thr alone first..hmm..tink im startin to get used to singin alone liao..oso gt watched sum mtvs thr..hehe...n my jerry yen..haha..xuan n val came ltr..den sang to my hearts content..todae is better..startin to get the hang of the song..but still lookin ard la..totally enjoyed myself todae..its like the singin passion is all over mii todae..esp..
aft that went to walk ard heeren thr..gt sum guy pushed mi sum lee wei song sch of music brochure..i oso wan go thr but no money sia...hehe..didnt realise i hv been spendin qte sum bit till juz nw i start countin..tot i had more..i wan find a short term job le la..or else veri broke liao..
could nt stand the hunger den went to eat the old chang kee..den jiu online liao..abit tired le..tomolo maynt go out ba..but fri im goin over to hui place n shoppin..haha..jialat..broke soon le ba
mkin sum progress le..as in tink a bit lesser todae..which is gd..but still cant stand c couples huggin or walkin ard...revert to my old self le ba..
jiayou..

went ktv...

went to toa payoh for a ktv session todae...zixin ar..abit late la..so i went to wander ard myself..saw my temple friend wrkin at giordano..hehe..thr gt wrk space but too bad is for 3 mths de..sim is startin real soon le...can onli do reali short term jobs nw..
we had a free ktv session cuz of the voucher..but sadly..the lunch is onli the delifrance curry tingy..nt fillin de...guess music n esp singin does mk u forget stuff ba...was qte into it todae..hehe..gt emotions lei..finali..was singin den in the end..sing n sing till tired le..den a bit lose standard le..but hai hao ba todae...muz correct all my pronunciations n all my flat notes..listen more sia...
aft dat went to eat pastamania..hehe ate baked pasta n it was delicious la...haha...hungry le..
zixin hv to rush off to teach while i walked ard myself..looks pathetic i feel...but aniwae i bought a top frm s n k..hv been eyein it for sum time le..den went hm le..sian...
came hm n wrote a long entry of my own diary..ya...den had sum chat wif enen..ger tok..it helps..i cant stand being alone nw le..thoughts juz anihw wander sumtimes...was watchin tv the whole nite n feelin sian..tok to en again..let mi hear sum shania twain songs dat realli cheers ppl up sia...muz borrow le...
in my own torment..but its all my own doin aniwae wad..i cant blame anione else..at least one party is feelin great..will do my utmost best to stop tinkin..get busy ba

.............

felt the guilt..will i regret...im tinkin ya...
but wad is done cant b recovered n its the best choice le ba...
feel weird..unexplainable but i asked for it...
mom kept naggin again..hate it when she exaggerate tings..juz pissed mi off...mi noe slp too late aint gd for health...but dun tink i hv much time to b like dat le..sch is like startin..
cant she juz dun bother n juz do her stuff..she havent been botherin us for sum time..oso gettin kinda used to it..sumtimes i rather her juz do her stuff...
wadeva lo..

at hm..

another sian dae at hm..was practically evolvin to becum a couch potato real soon le..
ordered baked rice for lunch..den watched meteor garden 2 again...haven finish sia..hehe...
aft that its juz core singin le..sang wif piano den wif cds..was feelin tired aft datt den went online to slack...had sum ger tok wif yue yue,thnx for ur advice gal..
was watchin tv the entire nite again..super sian sia...
tomolo shd b singin ktv..mus train up le..n stayin at hm is a total bore..sim is like startin soon le..so i muz play till i shuang le..haha
almost stonin almost every single min todae..n tinkin thru stuff...i tink i noe wad i wan le..sowie..

went out..haha

tot it will b another dae of rottin at hm...but managed to hang out..cant belive mom let mi...cuz bring her myammar friends to sentosa to walk ard..hehe..leg is slowly gettin better le ba..so jiu go out...
still kinda limpin n feela bit tight at the ankle area but at least i can walk le..haha..
went to the underwaterworld..wow..its been duno hw mani yrs since i revisited the place...was fascinated by the fishes..is like goin thru sum marine or biology lesson ba..juz dat it is much fun..love the part when we go thru the tunnel tingy...felt dat im realli in the sea..kinda envy those fishes ba..can swim ard freely..no probs..freedom..
aft that went to the dolphin lagoon...pink dolphins veri ke ai wor...haha..jump n do many stunts..qte interestin..n super cute
went to 7eleven at the palawan beach thr to eat n rest my leg...den head to the muscial fountain le cuz like a lot of ppl...haha..spend the time readin seventeen..
den lights went off...wow..it is realli cool n sumtimes majestic ba..the 3d part was cool..juz dat it became a bit too kiddy...but apart frm that...everythin was magical...
went to makan at harbour front b4 headin back hm...hmmm tink i walked a bit too much todae le ba..haha..nw feelin weird le..tomolo goin to start my own self trainin le ba..n rest my leg..haha..den nxt few daes will b ktv sessions str le..jiayou to myself
seriously im touched by the msg..can c gt a lot of effort n brainwrk..thnx..
i duno wad am i doin..can sae im in a total mess..screwed up in tis type of tingy..gettin confused over my own feelins ba..i duno..

almost bored to tears.....

tot i had sum rough endin last nite n will b beta in the mornin bit i guess i am wrong ba
watched metoer garden 2 for almost the whole dae again...sum parts realli super touchin..love the music esp...how i wish thr is realli a real daomingsi in tis world sia..haha..but guess is fat hope ba
took my bandage off but still feel weird..like my leg dun feel like my leg..hm...duno hw to explain sia...
whole body was achin..hate dat feelin...felt abit refreshed aft bathin...or else is like sticky all over
i dun feel gd..i noe u r tryin hard to always mk tings rite but i will juz mess everythin up..or mayb everythin is juz nt meant to b..mayb shd nt waste animore time n shd juz look ard..its realli nt worth it de..u will c it as time goes by...will regret...
i feel i may b beta off alone...cuz im destined to b..

whole dae at hm...

woke up in pain..anke was actuali feelin worse than yest...cant even walk properly..hv to depend on arms of my sis and maid..stationed myself at the livin rm in the comfort of my pillows n sofa..haha..den juz sit thr n dun move..watch tv n slack lo.
noon..dad brought mi to outram to treat my ankle..didnt noe the path frm my hse to the swimmin pool is so long n tirin..haha..i was hoppin a lot wif one leg...
in qte sum pain..at least i finalli reached the place..
was super scareed..serious..cuz i knew ltr will b super pain lo..the doc mk mi lie down n as he rotate my anke ard..i was already screamin n feelin qte tensed up..den when i wasnt tkin note of wad he will b doin..suddenly he pulled my ankle thr super hard lo..i was screamin n tears juz fell lo..is veri veri pain ar..luckily the session end off fast lo..
came hm to continue slack..luckily was entertained..haha..no la..was on the fone for almost the whole afternoon ba...at least nt so sian
my newly found tw friend sing nt bad sia..sound like jerry..haha
was stuck on the tv till juz nw onli..super sian sia..read a bit of the bk...nt bad sia..
tomolo at hm again..sian..i wan hang out lo..

pain......

went to tk faculty test..nt in veri fit condition to tk..was super tired n slpt thruout the journey thr aniwae...
reached thr earli so tk sum light breakfast again b4 registerin..the test is a huge disaster aniwae..i totally screwed up...but at least i tried hard la..
aft dat met up n ate abit of swesens..yea..thnx for the bill again..walk ard den went over to jarrel place to lend bk n tk my cd back..hmm..todae go to a lot of neigbourhood like dat..haha
den met up wif wing n her friend..shelly...had fun walkin ard den oso gt tok a lot...
everythin was almost perfect till the part when i missed a step while i was walkin down the stairs todae..ya..was in total pain..cant even stand up at all..well..was qte touched dat thr r sum nice ppl whu ask if im ok ant..den soon the staff thr came n brought mi to sum rm..as if they r conductin sum huge mission..but realli appreciate that..sat down for sum time n is still pain la..den decided to tk cab hm..
seriously tot it was beta..but was lyin on bed n tokin on fone la..so hai hao..but once i stand up all the excruciatin pain came back again..urgh..y am i so unlucky tis daes...first i gt back pain..den sick den nw leg again...
wana go ktv to practise liao but dun tink can hang out wif my limpin leg liao..shd b goin to c the doc..shb b screamin my heads out tomolo ba..

moody...

woke up feelin weird...had sum gal tok wif en while eatin my late breakfast...well..sum stuff she sae is realli meaningful..except the part that she mentioned bout gettin enlightenment n becum buddha..haha..abit funni la
was watchin meteor garden 2 again...decided to tk my time to watch one episode at my own pace..lookin at diff stuff in the show instead...n i tink i saw sum other meaning n stuff in it too ba
took another dosage of medicine b4 retreatin to my bed at ard 5...tink the medcine is super stong ba..juz totally knock mi off each time..hv been slpin a lot for tis past 2 daes..suddenly feel so empty n sumtimes kinda useless..nt doin anythin meaningful here..its like another dae is wasted on slpin again..hate that kinda feelin..but cant do anythin bout it..
feel pissed n irritated by small tings recently..duno y oso...dun feel like tokin sumtimes...n feel frustrated dat mom ask mi do stuff always..despite of mi nt feelin too gd...n her nagggin..it juz pissed mi off...wadeva..
nt in sum goody mood aniwae...tomolo goin for sum test for art design media..hopefully everythin goes well...
tot tis is the best for u ba...but feelin abot otherwise inside...frustrated..i duno..mixed feelings nw...i duno

sick le...

was feelin horrendous when i woke up in the mornin.ya..whole body feelin weak..n the disgusting flu..was feelin super lazy and juz lyin on my sofa watchin the usual stuff on tv..
had instant noodles for lunch and watched meteor garden 2 again..the feelin of watchin it over and over again juz wont fade..haha..wanted to watch more but guess i shd juz retreat to rest cuz my flu is gettin kinda worse..was supposed to wake up at ard 5 but i went on slpin till 7..haha..throat was nt feelin too gd still so went c doc..
helped mom mark sum papers n was on the fone..urgh..had to cut off when mom start naggin..was totally zoned out aft that..den juz headed to slp...woke up at 11 plus to eat my second dose of medicine..
hate to hv ulcers oso..n esp under my tongue..cant pronounce anythin correctly nw..
guess for tomolo i will oso b havin plenty of rest..thurs gt sum entrance test so muz jiayou oso...
appreciate that thought of comin over...thnx

pure bliss

went to watch movie wif a super wierd combi la..i tink so..mi..xuan..val n friend..abit weird..house of fury was fine la..alot of fightings onli ba...hai hao onli i tot..
wentplay arcade a while la..my bball nt dat bad ba..haha..den went bugis thr n change my watch tingy..was walkin ard a lot aft dat den settle at coffeebean for sum coffee..
was at clarke quay..njoy myself la...
came hm..tink im down wif flu le..cant stop sneezin..nxt few daes will b at hm restin ba..slp more n do other stuff...
had a long chat...tink thru stuff oso ba...hope i gain enlightement too ba...haha
nice dae aniwae
smiles...

went temple

todae dragged myself frm bed to go temple to help out..realli wanted sum rest de..hv been feelin qte awlful recently..
walked thr den tok to those pri sch kids..well..am supposed to translate sum stuff..but qte ke xi la..the gal super closed up..like veri sian lo..in the end oso gt mk mi sian sian de..summore cant tok dat much..feel weird weird de...lookin at those pri sch kids..find them realli ke ai n ya..so free n true..is like as we grow up we seldom c too much of it le...alot of ppl becum fake n untrue de...
they r realli cute..dat kept mi goin tho i was realli tired n uncomfortable..
weather was realli humid sia..went hm n took a nap..tirin aft a dae wif kids...
watch the naked weapon n the what women want..niceee sia...love the movies for both ba..
tomolo hangin out to watch movie..hope i dun tummyache again liao...n my ulcer below my tongue can go away..ouch..

super hectic dae...bad luck oso

woke up in the middle of the nite feelin super cold everiwhr..yeap..gettin a slight fever..ya..b4 my dae of audition..ya..went at a ltr timin..abit pissed wif sum friend..ya...
was feelin beta den went thr n sign up lo..queue up for duno hw long den gt my turn...turn out todae is more of registratin...no audtion yet..but hv to still sing in front of sum grp of ppl..guess juz for entertainment ba..quite screwed up i tot...was shiverin n tink it totally sux..notes were out lo..n feel dat im realli nt ready for these type of competition yet,my stage fright n camera shy..is like i will try to b low profile so noone will notice mi lo..todae heard a lot of gd voices..feel dat im like totally defeated n feel veri lan..plus nv realli did my best..abit demoralised...tink i will consider music sch..super soon..but aniwae can still can go for the audtion at 30 april at mediacorp lo..juz for experience onli ba..tink mi qte lan ba,no chance de
walked ard at bugis..n bought a watch..love it...den walked ard again..
haha..sumting realli funni..turn out my friend whom i tot were introducin sum wrk..was in the same comapany oso..haha..world veri small..went thr n hear the plan again ba..abit distracted but tot it was fine..c hw hw ba...
rush hm..tot it was qte late liao..took cab hm n feelin sick again..tink muz rest more liao...tk cr of myself ba...

whole dae at hm...

woke up super late again..at least i tink la...at ard 11 plus liao..was slackin ard...decided to at least give it a shot la..try no harm de ba..at least get sum experience lo..decided to sing a slow song..hope wun screwed up tomolo ba..at last muz do my best..den hv no regrets..
was learnin sum song den gugu came..helped her the entire afternoon wif her open hse stuff...yeap..type a lot of stuff..haha..she owe me one lo...
tokin to sum friend..hehe..mayb nxt time go for another audtion ba...wana expose more...
guess i pissed sumone liao...ya..had sum lousy temper n super inconsiderate...ya..paiseh
realli hope i picked the rite song..scare wrong sia...wadeva le..mitin at 830 in the mornin tml...so muz slp earli le ba..jiayou 2 mi..

hapi dae....

went out wif serene todae..wow..long time nv mit liao sia....hehe..we went bugis thr den eat lunch first..xiao jie eat more sia...u realli eat too little liao lo..
den we went to tk neoprints..haha..had fun posin ard..den went to walk ard in parco..yeapp had fun tryin on clothes..was on the verge of splurgin several times but i managed to hold it aniwae la..haha
went to arcade..well...haven had so much fun in arcade for a real long time liao...veri fun..we played a lot of games n realli had fun..hahah...summore gt callenger halfway sia..she super agressive lo...haha...
ate ice cream n had sum ger tok...den we go c clothes again..haha..
we went to bugis street..wah..thr change a lot sia..gt air con one n gt another storey up..sell realli cheap n cool stuff thr lo...a lot of 10 bucks stuff sia..hehe
went down to tis shop whr they sell gds frm taipei n hongkong de...cant resist my consumerism animore sia..love the top n is like the last piece lo..tink is super unique la..den the bag oso qte ke ai..haha...love the stuff thr..in the end bought both at 40 bucks...haha..broke liao lo nw..serve mi rite but nv regret la..haha
walked ard summore n saw more cheap stuff..tink im goin thr again aft i get my pay on mon..hehehe...great
came hm n was on the fone..memories flooded mi again..paiseh..cant help tinkin sumtimes...
tomolo will b at hm helpin gugu do stuff...tkin a gd rest,mayb go swim swim oso...hehe

finalli can blog

recently the blog siao siao de...cant even write my entry for tis 2 daes lo...urgh..sickenin...
aniwae..tues i went to watch movie-miss congeniality2 wif joel..en and xuan..super weird combi la..but still njoy ourselves ba...movie was funni...but tink nt as gd as the first one la...movie theatre super cold sia...
den aft dat walked ard to buy joel's friend present..den drink starbucks...simple dae i hv to sae..but enjoyed myself..onli stupid ting dat spoil it all is my excruciating backache..urgh...
woke up wif backache again..cancel yue job huntin to c doc..strain my muscle...painkillers dun seem to wrk lei..im still feelin pain..wadeva..den went eat wif popo n her friend...their conversation like revolves ard death de..y sia..shd b optimistic ma..wonder wad i will b like when im their age sia...
slpt till 2 den went ktv wif dage...ya..short session cuz he left first..but njoy..sad sia..goin army liao...duet nt bad..haha..i was singin alone for the nxt 2 hrs..at first tot will b sian..but aft dat feel nt bad lei...train my vocals oso ma...
rain was super big..luckily it is smaller when i reached hm...
well...recently hv been tokin to a lot of ppl..hehe..happy..close terms ba..
tinkin of joinin the channel u tingy..but scare sia...oso duno wad to sing...xuan they all kip askin mi to join sae for experince...sat still gt sum time ba...will tink it thru....

rushin dae..

storm todae...rainin cats n dogs everiwhr..well..weather is pretty coolin n nice..but mafan cuz the rain hinder my schedule todae..urgh..went out at late afternoon to return the thumbdrive..rush back to office thr den head str to international plaza to mit up wif dage...den go to several agencies to sign up..went up n down..haha..paiseh la
den walked ard bugis n eat ice cream..haha...den go suntec a while b4 i rush back to mit up again...walked ard..was feelin zonked out aft all the rushin..in sum pissed up mood aft dat..went to arcade n play abit..cant believe i was so nt enthusiatic..so unlike mi..usually i love those sessions..walked out..feelin duno wad..walked to suntec den toom bus hm..a bit stupid la..was feelin beta aft dat durin the chat...
came hm feelin tired but still sang some songs..was feelin all weak aft dat aniwae...had another round of chat..well..its cool...tink i manage to learn sum stuff ba
hangin out tml for movies instead beach..urgh...storm again...i wan the sun...i wana suntan..haha...hope can njoy myself ba

lazy sunday...

was practically doin nth todae..woke up late..close to 12..hv been wakin up late tis few daes...piggy..den watched sakura movie n ate pizza..haha...nice nice...den sing sum karoke..my singin juz sux todae..mayb i tired or wad ba..muz train liao
whole afternoon was juz lazin n tinkin thru stuff..wrote a super long entry in my own personal diary todae..n apparently im still qte lost...ya..
helped mom bought medicine for a bad headache..hope she is feelin beta le ba...
watched the jing tian yi vcd todae...had fun watchin dat..haha
had a long chat wif dage todae...n tink thru stuff...i tink is the best way ba...dun tink shd rush tings...let tings flow or the same way is the best solution ba...
still lookin ard for ppl to pei me go for jobhunt...goin international plaza thr..den mayb mit up dage...or wad...
hope tis is the best way ba...im still unsure...

confused

im feelin veri fan n lost..noone to turn to for help tis time...i hv sum time to tink it thru..but it will affect mi totally...my life for the nxt few mths or wad..i duno...
hate mkin decsions..but hopefully mk get a gd decision...
jiayou

another jobless dae...

went out for jobhunt..well..aparently all shops r lookin for perm ppl liao...cant find ani..no luck..in the end..en mi walked ard n took neoprints...met up wif grace n dage...gave present den walk ard again...cant wait to go for a crazi shoppin spre..after the 10th...im awaitin for dat dae to cum man...haha...
nt in ani gd mood..went off to arcade n play..wow...released part of my stress ba..
went hm n came online to look for jobs..hv to sae im desperate..no jobs..means no income..means no singin course liao...so muz jiayou...
couples everiwhr....dun like the sight of it...urgh..juz wana b alone ba...
oh ya..went to a christian shop at somerset..music realli calm me down..saw sum realli comfortin and meaningul words...yesterday mistakes and regrets belong to ysterday..today is a clean slate..a chance to start over..enouragin..i will try to keep these words in mind
to alex...im so glad dat u gt wad u wan...congrats to u gettin to the uni of ur choice...when u go us..dun forget us sia...haha
thnx for those who r concern..i will b fine...
gambatte

april fools dae...

mornin aunty came over..den we discuss abt her designin open hse tingy...hope i can b of sum help to her..went to cityhall wif her aft dat..bought a present for zixin liao...hehe..den walked ard
met up n walked ard...did stuff dat i nv did b4..enjoyed myself..realli...
but too bad..it will juz b the first n last..n the story juz gotta end..b4 it actuali can start...and i certainly do my best to 4get..im sure i can do it...n i will..juz mk sure no regrets...dats all
tomolo goin for jobhunts...hopefully can find one soon...abit desperate cos i need thge money to live...urgh..wadeva..jiayou for it...
10th will get my pay den go shoppin n singin course liao...haha
hmm..duno wad to sae..tryin to drown myself in sorrows n nt to tink of ani happy moments nw..gambatte..