Wednesday, April 13, 2005

moody...

woke up feelin weird...had sum gal tok wif en while eatin my late breakfast...well..sum stuff she sae is realli meaningful..except the part that she mentioned bout gettin enlightenment n becum buddha..haha..abit funni la
was watchin meteor garden 2 again...decided to tk my time to watch one episode at my own pace..lookin at diff stuff in the show instead...n i tink i saw sum other meaning n stuff in it too ba
took another dosage of medicine b4 retreatin to my bed at ard 5...tink the medcine is super stong ba..juz totally knock mi off each time..hv been slpin a lot for tis past 2 daes..suddenly feel so empty n sumtimes kinda useless..nt doin anythin meaningful here..its like another dae is wasted on slpin again..hate that kinda feelin..but cant do anythin bout it..
feel pissed n irritated by small tings recently..duno y oso...dun feel like tokin sumtimes...n feel frustrated dat mom ask mi do stuff always..despite of mi nt feelin too gd...n her nagggin..it juz pissed mi off...wadeva..
nt in sum goody mood aniwae...tomolo goin for sum test for art design media..hopefully everythin goes well...
tot tis is the best for u ba...but feelin abot otherwise inside...frustrated..i duno..mixed feelings nw...i duno

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