Thursday, December 01, 2005

urgh!

well well well...supposed to b goin out todae de...yeap..a dae i was lookin fwd to actuali..hv been trapped in the hse for a super long time..didnt even go aniwhr..nt even downstairs...sian..wanted to pei hui go le jiu cum hm....nw parents duna llow...yeap..i noe they concern mi n all....but i realli prmose that i will tk cr of myself oso ma...plus...b4 dat when i was more sick..i oso went ard...n im still okie...a dae difference seriously dun mk a difference de...sumtimes i feel dat my parents r overly protective of mi le...yes...tis one cant do..dat cant...nw my dad oso noe abt ed...shd i sae they r all so conservative...wads the big deal abt having 1 bf...n is nt dat the whole ting is affecting mi at all...dad is so ridiclulous...sae wan go scold him..scold him for wad...den mum kip naggin...kip dayin all the veri nasty stuff..sae until as if im dat kinda gal dat will hang out at all the wrong places...i do tk cr of myself when im out nw at h out wad iw ill eat n all..those whu hang out wif mi dey will noe oso de...summtimes cant realli stand it animore...dey r the ones whu r always nt ard..so busy till no time to bother abt mi..nw dat they gt more time...dey start naggin n naggin n scolding for everythin..i realli dun understand..juz feel dat wad they sae gt loopholes in it...esp the goin out ting..ask mi go makan tml...isnt it the same...im still exposing myself to outside air..n worse still..i cant eat a lot of food cuz im still sick....den few daes ago oso like dat....hmph!as usual my mom is gg mad again...she is always saeing all the extreme stuff....dey cant kip mi in the hse forever oso de ma...nxt wk i hv to go to sch n tk exams..thr oso gt air con..oso gt ppl smokin..everythin wad...realli dun understad liao....
nw im stayin at hm...partly becos i tink their advice makes sense...but oso...my mom is actin like sum crazy woman again..sianzzzz...
sian..another dae at hm..todae prolly will slow down my speed but will still study aniwae...since our hse is realli sian..try stayin for sum time..i realli dunno wad else to do other than muggin n tv liao...

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