wad a weird dae for mi todae...or shd i sae a bit bad luck....mornin was still alright...went for lessons...den tis lazy worm of mine starts crawlin into mi....kept watchin tv...feel a bit disappointed wif myself...hw can i be relaxed at tis critcal pt of time....everyone is studyin like shit.....gt a friend who sort of rush hm to study....seems to mi dat she is avoidin mi....a bit annoyed by her actions....haizz...wadever le..heck cr....at nite time...wanted to study at ard 8.30 after watchin tv again...den cum tis horrible stomachpain...damn painful.....cannot even move.....hv to lie str down.....in the end todae onli went through a bit of chem n pats wrk...so much like behind time.....jia lat.....seems to mi dat once i stare at wrk n starts gettin nervous the pain will be even more painful n unbearable...horrible....i wonder if i will go bonkers nxt wk...luckily gt a gd friend by my side.....sort of accompanyin mi....felt better.....sometimes u juz feel so alone n helpless...juz need sumone to tok to....
sOuL*mAtes....wheRe r u??...i kept searchin..but there is nth ahead of mi..everythin seems to be so faraway...away frm my grips....i loSt myself...didnt noe wad i was doin...juz blindly followin up wad is suppose to be in trend...im tryin...tryin hard......but the pain in mi continues to grow each n everydae....realli hurts....
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