Interview

todae went to interview for the moe job tingy....zixin n mi met earlier n walked a lot...at grange road..walked all the way thr..haha..n my dat shoe is like damn pain lo..mkin mi limp all the way..
we were earlier den juz write the forms...n they debrief us soon aft dat...tot the job is quite interestin..can mix ard wif children oso..haha..love them..but sadly the pay ish reali little...was shiverin when i hv to intro myself...sae some rubbish ba..n gt sort of tongue tight in the middle..hope i nv gave a bad impression ba...
after dat we walked back to orchard..en n mi stop by while i buy plaster for my leg..now gt blister liao..sux..zixin went to find her friend...we tok for a while den en dad came n drop mi at lido..didnt wan to go hm str away so juz hang ard in orchard alone..was feelin kinda lonely..but it is a gd time for mi to tink tings through crfully...but still cant stand being alone..looks pathetic..
met up wif zixin n her friends aniwae...walked walked a while onli..hee..her friends r interetin...
came hm feelin tired...juz realised i hv been goin out almost everidae the past wk...haha...tomolo mayb rottin at hm ba...lookin fwd to wed cuz can go sing k,yeah...can vent all my stuff...hv been tinkin too much ba...thnx en..wad u told mi reali touched mi n helped mi ba..xie xie

In a bigger dilema

tis is so weird..was in a great mood few hrs ago till my best friend told mi sth bout netwrk marketin...reali scare mi si...she feels dat tis is a scam...a big lie..n is nt veri gd..kinda dangerous..unlike amway ba..
she sae out my biggest doubts lo..dat if the friend dai is pullin mi in is juz tkin mi as some kinda tool..n if i reali reject tis whole tingy,the friend will juz disappear..n wun bother mi le..she had the same encounter..after dat happens..the friend dat recommend her juz leave her...sounds saddenin sia...
if my friend oso like dat..i will reali b heartbroken..cuz i reali treat him as a friend...im reali confused nw..for a while..reali duno hu to trust sia..
i dun wana lose ani friends..dat past experience is like enuff for mi liao..
hope im tinkin too much ba...

Hapi dae....

todae woke up late..rushed to go to toa payoh to tok tings out wif janice...was late...my hp was confiscated..feel so weird without it lo...sux
she n her sis was waitin liao...we den head off to starbucks n sit thr n tok...her sis was like the middle person to help us to solve those problems lo..
we crashed tings out...kinda dramatic i hv to sae..i wasnt sayin too nice tings..n being realli straight fwd n direct...she is like emotional la...ya..
well but at least we sort of cleared up our misunderstandings n everything la...which is gd..or else i mayb still dislikin her for sum time..i decided dat mayb shd juz become friends again..everythin is new..hope she wun do tings dat realli flare mi up liiao..
we den headed to shenton way..was feelin kinda bad cuz janice went n walked alone while i went to the company tingy...chatted wif the ppl thr..apart frm their company tingy,oso gt tok like other normal tings...sth dat i wasnt able to do in amway ba...gettin realli more n more tempted liao..hw??but i need money..urgh...hated dat...guess mayb still gotta tink thorugh again ba...was reali glad dat i noe more ppl todae..yeah..love mkin new friends sia...felt fulfilled in a way ba...
hehe..verii happy n hyper todae..noe more ppl n solve sum problems dat is like in my heart for sum time liao..haha
tomolo goin for interview liao..wish mi luck..

Harvoc...

todae mornin was supposed to go out together..but gt sum argument wif mom..xuan was reali angry..ended up she nv go..sad sia..
hui n i ltr met...n i pei her to buy clothes lo..we still had fun la...shoppin reali is my fav pastime ba..haha
went to shenton way ltr n met up wif a friend...he ltr brought us to his company..sth realli diff ba..at first was kinda stiff lo..cant stop laughin lo..haha..seriously was reali unconvinced at the beginnin cuz im sort of in amway...feel dat tis ting dun seem too real..tot the presenter was realli gd at tokin sia..real convincing..well at least he managed to convinced mi ba...juz dat like feel caught up in the middle sia...amway or tis tingy?..n if i wana do sth..i will wan to do my best de...so reali confused...
was so carried away dat i forgot bout the time..in the end went hm at 8 plus..mom was realli furious lo...i ran hm..the first ting i sae is sorry lo..yet she is like so furious till nth to sae liao...like give up on us liao...felt reali sorry...did all the errands she ask mi to do...n wrote her a long essay...hopin mom will b fine ba
todae my mood id like up n down..like roller coaster like dat..suddenly real happy n thrilled...den sad...den sian...
tomolo clearin sum timgs wif sum ppl..wish mi luck ba

weNt to eAst coAst...

my entire mornin n afternoon was spent on watchin tv....haha..qu zi qiang nan hai...feel like goin into love..haha..
after dat went to east coast for lep meetin..was worried at the beginnin cuz it is like drizzlin...but was ok aft dat..
ended up dat mi n en reached veri punctually..at 7..but like onli min min was thr...ya..guowei ltr come..den we chatted n waited for the rest to cum..
was reali glad to c the old lep pals...they all like wrkin liao..look much mature n diff liao...hehe mi is like still childish n blur..haha..i muz start wrkin soon den..dun wana feel weird..haha
left earlier wif enen cuz scare ltr too late...took cab hm...hehe..
after dat juz stuck on the fone wif my friend..haha..army ppl r veri interestin..haha..
tomolo hangin out again...guesss muz start searchin for jobs again liao..

confused

mayb im wrong in sum ways of my own tinkin..tink it is juz sum wishful tinkin on my part...guess tings will nv wrk out de ba..
haha..juz a failure ba...duno wad im doin..gettin pissed off reali easily by wadeva u do sia..hate dat..
duno wads wrong wif mi oso...beta mk myself stop tinkin too much..oh ya..juz nw forget to update sth...i gt one white hair juz nw..almost screamed when en told mi...guess i reali tink too much le ba..or worry to muuch liao...
tink i shd try enjoyin every bit of my life right nw...dun tink so much liao...
in sum blur state nw liao..headin to my bed real soon
*yawnz*

mIxed feelings..

todae woke up late..den rushed to en hse to mit up first...we went walkin ard fareast..quite deserted tho..cuz everyone studyin...lookin for my slippers..but all nt nice de..
we den went to hv lunch..sum church ppl tryin to pull us go to their church...seriously i respect all religion...but i juz hate the act of pullin ppl on the streets..tot it is nt realli nice lo..no offence sia..
my mood went horrible..tinkin of sum horrible tings for sum moment due to dat..hate dat..obviously i haven recover yet ba...
we continue walkin..finally gt my slippers at cine..tot it is quite nice...hehe
after dat went on walkin to ps..haha..walk alot sia..
we slack once again..wanted to buy sum ribbon..but tink it looks realli weird so heck cr le..waited for en friendster friend..goin to mit oso..but the guy was late..tot they r so ungentleman..sort of c us liao..still dun dare to approach...even if we dun look dat great oso cant like dat ma...after dat we went food court..tot they will approach us after dat..but they did nt..sat sumwhr far frm us..weirdos..after smsin n threatin den cum over..luckily i dun hv friends like dat...n en nxt time oso beta dun tok to tis type of guys le..so useless..
went hm...was feelin tired..den watched tv..missed my american idol again..haha..but was tokin to sum friend..was realli glad dat we can still tok like tis...n im reali truely touched by sum stuff dat he said..:)..xie xie ni..
feel in a much beta mood liao..felt appreciated ba...

gd Dae bUt eNdeD off bAdly...

mornin woke up reali earli...den went to quiqing auntie hse thr at tanah merah...she fetch mi frm the mrt station..cool car she gt..ya..n her hse is like wow..nxt time if i hv a hse muz b sth like dat sia..simple n spacious..n of course comfortable..hahaa..first ting we did is went online to check out jerry yen webby...gt sum taken down liao..hee...looked at sum magazines n bks..incredible sia..she actuali lik hv one whole huge collection of jerry yen..hehe..
after dat we went to her tv room n start watchin all kinds of vcd..of course all abt jerry de..newest news n sum other shows dat he went to...he went to tk award in korea n had a duet wif thee korean guy dat sing i believe..he so man n cute sia..haha..slack like almost half the dae thr..muz thank her for the food..gt lunch n teabreak summore..hee..she so gd...tho she aint dat young liao..but her heart is like teenager..
evenin went to meet a friend..to b frank..was kinda mad dat the friend is late..tho he did explain..but after dat..when we start tokin den ok liao...was quite interestin..sort of chat nonstop...haven done dat for a while liao..dage busy liao...appreaciate the friend accompany n glad dat we met..face to face...
reached hm at 7 plus almost to 8..surprised dat mom nv sae a single ting..juz sit thr n ask mi to eat dinner..heng sia...
soon after dat help hui once again..hope she will b able to do realli well tomolo sia..gd luck to her..help mom do sum tings..gt realli fed up in the end..help her mk the hongbao tingy till wee hrs..but she juz nagged at mi sayin i didnt realli do a gd job..i hv my own faults but..shouldnt she like sort of appreciate my help?wadeva sia..came online n realise dat it is realli late liao..everyone offline sia..
yawn...goin shoppin tomolo..hope will b fine ba

teAchER??

as usual first ting in the mornin..went to switch on my tv..was slackin n watchin for like few hrs..b4 i get ready to go to hui hse n teach her amaths...
was earli n waited for her arrival..after slackin for sum time n waitin for her to rest...started teachin her some trigo concepts...didnt do a great job the last time..practically rushin through...so todae teach her slowly step by step..realli glad dat she understood wad im sayin..yeah..after dat she ask mi like series of questions..didnt noe teachin could b so tirin sia..thr r points of time when i feel like knockin my head..but luckily hui still g understand mi...come to tink abt it..i last time shd b like ten times even worse than her ba..realli come a long way sia..when i was little i used to hate maths to the core..nw im actuali teachin maths..haha..ironic sia..
hope my finge faster grow back sia..regretted dat i ask the hairdresser to trim it shorter sia...ppl sae my rebonded hair looks artificial..mayb is shorter nw..boo hoo hoo...i dun tink i will cut my hair for a great deal of time liao lo...:(
tomolo goin to sum auntie hse..she is like a great fan of jerry yen..hehe..will b sharin..haha..den meetin sum friend dat i knew in friendster...scare sia...first time meetin ppl alone sia...
wish mi luck...

i Gt mY dEar hiRoKi...haha

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a Day at Home...

todae stayed at home once again...woke up n juz watch tv..luckily there was factory generation..saw my hiroki...shuaiz...love him sia..
uncle eu came to my hse after dat n tok bout amway tingy..for like few hrs..tot tis amway tingy ish realli nt bad but i tink i still need to consider..if i wana start doin it im gona do it to my best n nt give up halfway lo...
was realli tired after listenin for hrs lo..butt oso pain sia...hehe
woke up ltr n continue watchin tv..watched white chicks vcd..realli funni but a realli cool show i hv to sae..hehe...
my internet cant work for a while...in the end went to mk a car for my friend cos he made one for mi durin xmas sia..so muz xie xie him...duno if is nice sia..guess i hv to go out n tk a look at the mkt liao..haha
was on the fone wif my friend frm army juz nw..army sounds interestin sia..hehe..but still luckily im nt in it..haha
tomolo goin to coach my cousin..duno if goin to mit a friend...
wish mi luck ba...missin sum friends alreadi..

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GraNdma bdae..

was in a horrible mood todae...oso duno y..post pms..haha..i shouted at mom todae..was in a realli bad attitude todae..cant control my temper at all..let it all out ba...seems dat i realli am alone..i hate dat kinda feelin..dat lonely feelin..
still avoidin sum stuff..dun feel like myself once again..was like stone for sum time..oso duno hw cum like dat...vented out in my reali diary..felt better..guess i dun hv much stuff to do so gettin a bit siao again liao..nt gd sia..
evenin time..hui,yue n my uncle n aunties came to celebrate my popo 88th bdae..wonder if i can live dat long sia..haha..we had some feast..it was like a great spread of food..love it..we sang the song like twice..but glad dat grandma is realli happi..she like cant stop laughin..im glad to c dat sia..hehe
tomolo will b at hm again..tink i muz set my slpin time rite liao...gettin sleepy tis few daes..muz slp b4 12 n wake up b4 10...led a healthy lifestyle worz...
hope there will b interestin stuff comin up ba..
meanwhile..jiayou jiayi..live my life to the fullest..

wAteRbOys....

todae woke up late..nv exercise..gettin lazy liao..jialat.weight increasin liao..
spent my whole dae watchin tv onli n nth else..couch potato liao..haha
waterboys 2 is a realli great show..feel realli touched n encouraged in many parts of the show..esp their strong friendship...if we hv dat kinda friendship n strong bondin will b realli gd liao...haix...
dun like the endin tho..main character left..nv tell the gal he likes her...so dun like...hehe...nw my entire mind can onli tink of waterboys liao..the guys inseide all tanned n nt bad in built sia...if onli i can hv a bf like dat..haha
xuan watchin dae after tomolo outside..still avoidin tis kinda shows still..dat time gt night mare bout it..once is enuff liao..mayb still cant realli get over those tings ba..muz try to let go wor..jiayou...
had a long tok wif a friend..glad dat we can still tok so comfortably..n njoyed each other chattin company...:)
duno if start tokin is correct a nt..but sum stuff dat he mention is right..is time i dun interfere le...
tomolo celebratin popo bdae..88 liao..woah..hope tomolo will b realli fun ba...
hehe

went to Temple

mornin..xuan n i juz sat thr n watched waterboys2..realli great show..thr is tis one guy dat is realli cute..haha..will b watchin the rest of it tomolo..haha
late afternoon went to temple for sum ying xing hui..they tok a lot..i muz admit it is realli kinda sian..watched a video on tsunami again..was feelin scared for sum time..n the life n death tingy..but calm myself after tinkin...
the food was great tho..ate a lot..after dat tok a lot to sumone's sis..sum temple ppl..n adrain kor..had a realli great tok todae..sort of sae out a lot of tings n sum of my queries..hehe
was kinda sad when sum of them commented bout my hair..sae i fat le..sae my hair nt suitable for mi..mayb is cos i recently juz trim my fringe short..sad lei..hope my fringe grow back soon..n fast...:(
nxt few daes wilkl b at hm ba...hope i wun get too sian lo..

sHoppIn dAe

todae went orchard for a little trimmin session..glad when the hairdresser sae my hair in gd condition..hehe
right after dat..gugu n mi went ard to shop for new yr clothes..was kinda sad when the blouse i hoped to get looks funi on mi..seriously a lot of blouses look tight on mi..guess i hv put on sum weight liao..after walkin ard..finally found tis cool tshirt dat has sum chain on it..looks cool n nice la..bought another yellow no sleeve tee too..tot is a bit ex la..but still bought it cos it is realli comfortable..was feelin kinda sad cos after walkin for sum time still can get ani more nice tings n my skirt..i was kinda dispair till we went to heeren..bought another blouse n a skirt..gt discount..haha
leg pain sia..but glad i gt my goods...
dad gt new furniture..miss my old sofa..nw looks so old..ya..veri old lookin..onli word to describe..haiz...nw so hard liao..cant slp on it..
watch stephord wives juz nw...cool show..juz hate it when the men use a remote control to control women..they r juz jealous lo..glad dat they gt their retribution..
haha..tomolo goin temple..eatin a lot thr ba..pig le..haha

weNt nYp...

todae went to nyp open hse..aniwae gt nth beta to do oso mah..so go thr c..waited for en for sum time...b4 we head off thr..met up wif xuan first n roughly walked ard...saw sum of her friends la..after dat it is juz en n mi..saw mingfen..shouted n hugged cuz long time nv c her liao..gettin pretty liao sia..hehe..we walked all over the place..saw a lot of cute guys..eye opener i hv to sae..haha..en met up wif sum friends while we explore the place..
i love their food junction..gt so mani food thr..so gd sia..jc oso dun hv..onli gt canteen..enjoyed the food..saw my another pri sch pal..nt sure at first cuz 2 long nv c liao..change 2 much..but luckily still gt remeber mi la..haha..xuan den bring us ard to her design faculty..c cls by cls...nt bad sia..the environment..
after dat xuan n her friend went arcade...while en n mi head off to j8 to walk..took neoprints..my fav of course...saw more ppl..lep junior..haha..we chatted our hearts out b4 leavin..
juz nw watch new york min vcd..the 2 guys r so cute..envy ashely n mary kate..they r so pretty sia..hehe..
stomach in horrible pain..juz pissed mi off..spoil my mood...
wadeva...
goin shoppin 2molo..hope wun b too bad...

nJoyEd mY dAe...

todae mornin woke up realli earli..6 plus to go macritche..yeap..todae dad n mi walked a diff route..though is realli long n windin path..but breath in a lot of fresh air...tink is realli gd exercise lo..
todae gd mood...hehe
after i came hm..i rest n continue watchin meteor garden...earli afternoon went out wif xuan n her friends plus dage...haha..we one whole grp went to replugged to tk a look..tink it is realli nt bad..120 bucks for 4 sessions..tinkin the trainin session is realli nt bad..plus i wana overcome my fears n cowardness...haha...i realli wana go sia..but guess hv to ask sum friends n wait for the wrk meetin first to c hw my pay will b like b4 i can plan lo...teacher thr oso nt bad..though place is a litttle bit small but hai hao la..
after dat the wwhole gang went to pastamania..fascinated by valerie's drawings..esp when she draw my fav hiroki on the spot..haha..dage oso fascinated..den we keep tokin n laughin at the top of our voices..juz keep laughin..was realli hapi..yea..finally..laughin frm my heart todae..
went hm after dat n juz watched tv n sum meteor..hehe..read the new issue of seventeen..though im nt 17animore but heck cr la..hehe...alreadi tokin bout valentines dae liao..dun like dat dae sia..perhaps i have no lover ba..haha..thr is a realli interestin article on whether we r ready to date or juz followin trends cuz almost our friends do dat...interestin sia..guess mi still nt realli ready ba..haha..
tomolo goin to nyp open hse..shd b quite fun ba..xuan n her friends will b our tour guide..haha
oh ya..gt tis quote frm seventeen...tink is interestin..(abit suitable for mi ba..mayb)..'the love that lasts longest is the love that is never returned'..duno y juz love tis quote sia..hehe

At HomE...

nv exercise todae..was slpin soundly..damn tired last nite.slpt at 11 plus..earli sia..summore todae mornin is a rainy dae..so nice for slpin...
ate a lot for breakfast todae..den juz slack at hm n watch tv..watch waterboys n fgeneration..haha...hiroki so shuai..likin him more n more liao le la...haha..
went to clear my stuff..juz found out dat i forgot most of my jc stuff liao..haha..tink almost everiting..haha..den juz sit thr n watch meteor garden..haha..juz love it sia..watch n watch..my tummy area n the side thr pain oso forget le..hahaha...
after dat slp again..hv been slpin a lot recently sia...n drinkin a lot of water..which is gd la..haha
2molo shd b exercisin liao...hope i will feel beta..hate it when i duno wad the hell is wrong wif my body...tk cr n jiayou wor..
smile more....

fUn buT a Bit tiRed...

todae mornin still went to walk in nature park..juz dat we went to upper peirce instead..cuz macritche is packed wif ppl..mom went along 2..hehe..we walked sum dist..a long road..den parents started joggin..hehe...so funi..den mi oso cant lose face so oso..chiong all the way..in the end my tummy or intestines hurt lo...i deserve it ba..haha
right aft i came hm after breakfast...went out str away..celebrate hui bdae..went kbox..seriously i was quite tired la...at the beginnin juz anihw sing..cuz realli sian..plus the aircon is realli cold..cant stop shiverin lo...
plus gt a bad case of headache sia..juz dun feel like singin lo..
but aft sum crazy sessions..den start singin a bit..quite fun la..hui is realli hapi la...hehe..aftrer dat went to ps n walk walk...den travel to orchard..hmv..bought a realli shuai hiroki card..love it..haha..hui was goin to meet sum guy but the guy sort of like tricked us lo...mk us walk so much..nt gentleman sia..well..hui is a reali lucky gal todae sia..another pri sch friend gave her a lot of tings..envy sia..haha...
we had fun todae la..reali njoyed myself though i dun tink im in the right condition...at hm..juz slack n watched tv...recently start to hv tis habit of bloggin everi dae liao..tink it is a nt bad habit..juz like diary..hehe
2molo will b juz at hm n clear sum stuff..wana rest liao..mayb goin out on tues again..hehe..osdo goin to get new yr clothes soon liao..yeah

wOrn out....

had a nightmare last nite..so vivid..sum tsunami tingy happenin in singapore..woke up shiverin n in cold sweat...did nt slp well
mornin..dad pulled mi out frm bed..though i was reluctant..still relented n woke up like 7.30 in the mornin..damn earli sia..i change den dad n mi went to macritche resevoir..the air thr is realli gd..n im shocked to c so mani ppl thr..students..foreigners..young n all...perhaps it becoz i haven been exercisin much recently ba...walk a bit feel tired liao...haha..dad seems to b in beta shape than mi sia..wel..after restin a while..i oso picked up my pace n wallk faster..cant imagine..by juz walkin im sweatin like duno wad liao...great exercise n able to c the nature...we were abt to head back to the carpark when i saw swings..dat was my fav pastime...i used to swing a lot when i was in pri sch wor...thr were like 2 kids beside mi playin 2..but i wouldnt cr less...oso duno y juz kept smilin n smilin..to myself..haha..but for that moment i realli forget abt everitin..juz wana njoy..like a kid..
we went to sum food centre back at st georges after dat..ate sum noodles whick looks realli healthy..haha..when i came hm..juz fell aslp almost str away...haha..in the afternoon..mom n us went to buy sum new yr clothes...in the end onli xuan bought stuff..was feelin in a foul mood..or mayb tired la...mom friend juz died suddenly..n mom juz saw her recently...start to mk mi tink again..a bit of the scary kinda feelin..luckily mom sort of sae sth dat mks mi feel beta..n dad oso sae sth nice..:)..thnx parents sia..
2molo is a ktv session...able to sing all my sorrows n frustration out liao...mornin goin reservoir again..muz exercise till im realli in the pink of health...yeah..jiayou..

waLkin dAy??

todae went out wif my aunty..had my fav pastamnia for lunch..juz love it sia...den we start walkin in search of concourse..aunty wana buy flowers..we walk for a realli long dist..cuz gugu nv get the place name rite at the beginnin...we still reached the place aniwae..n shocked to c two of my jc pals thr 2..buyin flowers...they sae they r goin to hv sum business...cool sia..
gugu bought sum flowers aniwae..den we walked back to cityhall...legs veri suan liao...haha..we were realli tired but after we went into tis realli nice n cool furniture shop..it kinda relaxes us..we felt more qing sheng..haha..
heard frm grace dat thr is sum course at united sq so went thr n tk a look but in the end..i went to the wrong one..haha..hv to call the person to ask summore..so paiseh sia...reach thr aniwae..turns out to b sum slimmin centre lookin tingy..call philipwan..i tink..doesnt realli suits mi though..both my aunt den settle down at sum foodcourt n chatted for a realli long time..kinda told her almost but not all ba..my problems..my anger..wad im afraid of..sum of my feelins..felt realli beta..cant belive dat aunty is a realli gd listener...oso noe more abt her..seriously quite envy her..she noes wad she wans clearly..n she is doin tings dat she loves now...livin realli well...dats realli gd lei...its realli hard to find wad we realli wan in life..n summore a job dat has ur interest in it...haha..i wana go singin sch..parents sae it is nt realistic..tink i when i go wrk n gt salary liao..den mayb secretly go learn....wana sing sia...
lookin fwd to the ktv session tis sun...

nOt bAd Dae....

todae mornin went to play badminton wif enen..quite fun..her skills improve a lot sia..we were playin n chattin..gal tok at the same time..so it is even more tirin..haha..we played for two whole hours..tirin sia..but shuang..haven played for sum time liao..
we decided to treat ourselves to gd food..it is sum american lookin restaurant..there hv all alphabet's pizza..n they warm it under real fire..cool...we ate juliana n sum chicken soup..totally delicious...i was in quite appetite recently..but when i saw the food..i juz ate...haha..tot it is quite helthy..nt dat all chessy...we den spend ard half n hr to walk to orchard..hang ard a while n went to hv sum drink..as we wrer lik too tired to walk animore..we went straight home..once i reached hm..juz fell asleep alomst right away...slpet for a few mins den wake up to bath..den juz kept slpin after dat..damn tired..but after i wake yp..felt more refreshed..gdgd..
i read a chinese bk frm my aunty...interestin..it is sth like lookin the world frm a child's eyes..yet..the child can c the real n true self of ppl..he is nt scared of death..see it frm another view..n it juz totally sooths my heart..felt relived..i duno..tot the person is realli right..u will cherish the person or ting a lot if u put extra care on it..oso..ppl dun realli noe wad is their aim in life..cuz there r too mani choices..realli interestin sia...
tink i will try to learn frm the bk..to search my aim..wad i realli wan..to feel it more than c it..cuz it will kinda different...*enlightment*..haha...nxt time if i feel vexed..i will read the bk sia..n look at tings perhaps frm another view..

tV mArAntOn...

todae nv did much...tok a lot to my aunt..personal tingy but it juz mks mi feel beta...guess gugu noes mi beta than my own parents ba..ironic sia..
was glad dat i finish the noodles i had todae n dinner..guess my appetite is comin back ba..worried sia
den while eatin was hooked on to my meteor garden...haha..totally love it though i watched it like zillion times..was watchin everythin all over again...i almost melted when dao ming si sae..tranlate to english..no matter where u go..i will chase u..wo yao ting ni le...woah...so romantic sia....summore jerry so shuai summore...
duno wad to sae liao..gettin jerry craze again liao..haha
tomolo goin to play badminton wif enen..exercise..yeah...
hope i will hv fun tomolo ba

thnx..

thnx...sort of release my stuff..felt much beta liao...thnx...nw my aim is to keep myself damn occupied...haha
so jiayou le..jiayi!!

sianzzzzz..........

stayed at hm the entire day...exercise a bit n tidy up sum stuff...after dat juz watch meteor garden throughout...den at nite watch tv as usual..sian ar..nth to do...hmmm...todae wrote my own personal diary bout sum time..can sae spend sum quality time wif myself ba....while listenin to my fav music...
horrible thoughts creepin through my mind after lookin at times...life is realli fragile sia...gettin pessimistic n paranoic liao..everidae lik a bit men men bu le..hate dat kinda feelin sia..feel realli lonely sumtimes cuz everyone wrkin n muggin...den mi lik nth to do..feel so lan...i hate loneiness..tink is realli kelian to b doin tings all by urself..noone to lik tok heart to heart to...feel like cryin..
wadeva la...moody mood recently..mayb due to sum mood swings ba.
its been sum time i realli laugh my heart out le...
sighnin off

joBleSS???

haha... went to dome todae..in the end..the job is nt suitable..bo bian..plus tis feb goin to sum moe job...trainin starts at startin of feb..den after new yr will start wrk liao...so meanwhile i will juz try to find ani part time job...
i tink frm tomolo mornin onwards muz start exercisin in the mornin n eatin healthily..haha...mayb watchin meteor garden again....haha..n singin karoke..mayb goin to aunt hse n learn sum sewin...
veri sian dae...juz nw watch a lot of tv...den kept singin songs..elva..zhang shao han...love singin..onli singin can mk mi feel shuang...
nw chattin....
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prAy...

hmm..todae is the tsunami memorial tingy.lets stop for a moment n pray for those victims...saddenin sia...

im goin for a interview tomolo at dome..wish mi luck..haha..tink im veri ficke minded sia..cant settle on one ideal job..haha..but aniwae..thr will b a moe job comin up soon liao..at frb so i will b busy real soon liao...i wana live my life to the fullest n healthy..feel quite sickly recently..hate that kinda feelin...n oso dun tink 2 much...
jiayou...tings happen but we juz hv to face it n live wif it....

sIanzz...

realli bored day...went to the ntu talk..quite interestin..mayb will consider goin to the design faculty..provided if i gt in la...
aft dat went wif xuan to hang ard...she buy stuff..gettin sian of all these sia...yup..but we had quite a cool galtalk....guess our sistaship ish even beta liao..haha..come hm clean up my shoppin bags collection den watch sum tv....
gt those death tinkin again....juz felt scared....jialat...feel nt myself again...guess i realli muz go get myself bz liao...or else will tink a bit 2 much....dat ish realli bad..juz live my own life to the fullest..chersih everybody n of course hv no regrets..tinkin of changin my diet to a more healthy one...felt dat i ate too much of those junk food recently.....
jiayou..n stop havin negative thoughts sia.....

fiNaLLy....

todae woke up realli earli..actualli wana do sum volunteer wrk at sph..but end up dat they hv more than enuff volunteers..in the end went to mac n eat wif meiling..serena n en...after dat en n mi went ps..she buy her stuff..n we took neoprints..real pink sia..we slack thr till ard 1 den en set off to pasir ris while i go to bugis..hmm the mrt station gt a lot of ahbengs sellin donation stuff....n they realli bugged u all the way sia...rot ard to wait for yue to come...den we went for the job interview...hai hao nv sae anythin dat is way off...but aniwae..i will b goin trainin nxt tues liao...yeah..at least finally gt sth to do..juz dat it may nt b gurantee we can get the job la...muz hv gd performance n everythin lo...ya,didnt noe that doin sales oso hv to learn so mani tings..communication skills..admin stuff..n sum invoice stufff...duuno sia..hope i will b able to cope ba...but im realli glad..haha
2molo shd b goin hui hse to coach her on sum maths...mayb at nite go c sum music sch..sun oso go teach ba....mi c hw first...mayb ltr at nite go gym..everytime sae but nv do anythin bout it..haha..tummy bigger..haha..fat piggy le...
mayb get a job will b much thinner ba..haha

LeG pAin aR.....

todae afternoon went to the agency at international plaza..place look more classy than wad i tot...den juz kept walkin ard...n finally found a suitable agency..yue n mi feel dat the place a bit weird for us so left the place for bugis...ya..walk ard the place n ate sum food..haven had lunch..we continue walkin in search of jobs n kept askin ard..but most of them r nt suitable..walk till too late..finally mi n yue decided to get newspapers n start callin those adveritisements...mani nt bad jobs...hmm...tomolo mi c the newspaper again..if ok den mayb we can juz start wrk real soon le...yeah...finally...we continue headin to chinatown...bought an original copy of aurora album..by zhang shao han...onli 6 bucks wor....haha...nth much at china town so head hm afterwards..damn pain sia my leg nw..veri shuan..haha...
heard the album juz nw..sum surprises i shd sae..sum werid music..duno hw to explain...nt bad la..love aurora the best still....tink the first album is even beta lo..but nvm la....
tummy showin out le..tomolo im aimin to do sum exercises liao...2 horrible liao..though my weight is almost the same...jialat...jiayou n hope my body gt sum improvement ba...
nt much happenin real soon but hopefully can go c zhang shao han n go c music sch..rottin damn fast liao..haha

fReE*dAy...

todae juz stayed at hm n didnt do much..went to look at the temporary jobs cloumn in the newspaper seriously...called up some of the places..there is one dat yue n mi can do at sum private sch..hope can find 1 real soon..hehe..after dat yih drop by n mi give her almost all my rough papers..n chatted...
soon xuan gt hm..n we start watchin the new vcd she borrowed..some jap show..whr the gal shrinks n her relationship wif the bf..love dat show..find the guy look like my senior back in sec sch...zhenwei...haha...2 bad the endin is dat the gal remanis small...onli 15 cm tall...yup...
as usual my tummy felt bloated..tink i noe the reason liao...haha...fast do sum exercise tomolo...mayb go gym or sth....been quite lazy recently..juz eat n watch tv n go online..goin to b pig soon liao...
tomolo shd b todae la..goin find job wif yue..hope everythin goes well lo...hehe

vOulunTeEr wRk....

todae went to sph to help out...finally there is more sun than rain todae...hope everydae will hv sun sia....no rain..a bit sick of it le...
met en like 8.15 den we went to help..at first it is quite borin..cuz we have to wait for the stuff to cum..without it we cant do anythin..so juz slack thr lo...hmm...do volunteer wrk oso can c cute guys..veri nan de..haha..sum ang mo dat look like josh harnet..hehe..ya...after sum time food stocks n medical stuff start cumin n we start packin n puttin in to right boxes...
did till ard 10 plus den went to beatty..went to eat the canteen food thr n c sum teachers...the food is still great..(tink i ate too much curry or sth...nw my stomach pain liao..haha)..sch looks beta nw liao...we slack till 12 plus den head back to wrk...by tis time thr is like a lot of wrk..we were realli busy n boxes of foodstuff n medical stuff juz kept streamin in...we juz squat down n keep packin..(damn exhaustin n my feet hurts sia)..
though im nw exhausted..its quite worth it..hope the stuff we pack gets to the victims real soon sia..the volunteers r realli friendly n nice ppl..when we tired they kept npushin us to eat sum food...all of them r tired but still like joke ard while wrkin...hehe..ya..n thr r a lot of army guys...veri nice ppl 2...hehe
help till 5 plus...en n i decided to reward ourselves by eatin starbucks...drank n ate a cake..feel damn full still...
ermm..rewardin day...still tinkin shd i go tomolo still...hehe..abit lazy....

aNotHer rAinY daY......

it has been rainin a lot these few days..todae is nt another exception..i realli realli miss the sun sia...plus the tsunami tingy..is makin mi feel realli gloomy sia..
went to sph to c if they need help for the packin..but there is like overexcess of volunteers..glad that mani singaporeans r so helpful regardin tis tingy...we walked ard..ate a fillin lunch den went hm..at nite..went out to eat dinner..n shop ard..mom bought mi a new tee..yeah...den went hm le...
seems dat everyone juz cant stop tokin bout the tsunami...i oso duno wads wrong wif mi..i juz hate listenin to it...i juz feared of sth...juz realli scared dat singapore will oso like dat...humans r realli fragile sia...guess i juz feared death ba...have been tryin ways to keep myself frm tinkin bout it...listenin to a lot of music...haixx.....guess i have nt been myself lately..feel quite out of place n weird..n a bit pessimistic...hmm..cannot like dat le...muz try to tink tings in another way..i nhave to face the reality n cant stop hidin...muz pick myself up..guess im 2 free liao..dats y start tinkin weird tings sia...optimistic.....:)

nEw**yR....

well...last day of 2004 yesterday..juz dat it keeps rainin..i hate dat sumtimes..esp when u will b hangin out most of the day...in the end still went out yest..go tk my stuff back frm gugu hse...ate pastamnia..alfredo for lunch..(cravin for it throughout the nite..haha)...after dat ate again at gugu hse when i drop by at her hse..greedy mi sia...after dat went orchard..pei hui n yue to trim their eyebrows...the one at fareast is quite cheap though..6 bucks for both eyebrows..mayb i shd oso go down myself one day to do it..hehe...we walked ard...took neoprints...den nt long start lookin for a place to eat..in the end..settled with cineleisure food court...damn full sia...it was already 8 plus or 9mplus le..cant remeber..but orchard juz had the countin down spirit...nxt time..mayb a few yrs ltr..shd juz stay out at orchard to go crazy...met sum friends..hhaha..niceee...hmm..after that head to hui hse to stay over...use her net...den we switch on the lead song..n start learnin the dancesteps...haha..damn fun sia...after dat watch cinderella story again...juz love dat movie sia...soon it is like 3 plus...haha..damn late...
todae..another rainy day..juz miss the sun sia...went to watch phantom of the opera...so mani ppl watchin..we have to sit the front row...sux sia..the movie was fine..hmm..musical lor...a lot of singin n veri little tokin..hehe...tot it is quite a saD story...after dat ate n hang ard...saw another friend wif a job..envy sia...mi still waitin...
well..nt bad for these two days..juz dat i have to watch my weight le...eat n eat nonstop...hehe..cya soon..shd b changin blogskin le...