urghs..aft some probs wif blogger...changing to goggle n all..finali i can blog le!!!
aniwae..yest met up wif hui n xuannie..cut my hair n went for new yr clothes shopping...we walked n walked...but didnt realli see anythin real suitable...in the end we ended up eating waffles at geclare...they had it on half price...we 3 r like snatching n gobbling up parts of the waffles...qte a funny scene...
went heeren...i bought a top..frm mu...eh..price a lil steep..but i tink the quality is qte gd n suitable for cny oso...love it...hv to continue my search nxt time le....
oh..aniwae when we r walking towards somerset mrt..sth happened....xuan kana bird shit on her haor...hehee...at firstw e tot she was kidding that she felt sth on her head..den when we turned to look..ya...bird shit..she kinda touched her hair n excalimed that it is smelly...realli hilarious..but aniwae we faster tk out our waterbottles n help xuan wipe off the birdie shit..
thruout the journey back...both of us r laughin....hheeee...we mus be crful nxt time le...
it was a fun dae..realli helped mi relaxed a lot
back to reality...
wrk is piling up..everywk we hv assignments n comgrats to our grp again..we gt another presentation on the 13th feb....yeap rite aft my bdae n rite aft a wk we finish one of our presentations...no time to breathe...
real stressed n bad mood recently....ya...i gt real bad pimples on my forehead....urghs...guess hv to try to cover up on my audition....
hmm...recently felt a lot...thr r mani times...esp tis sem..kip feelin taken for granted or easily being pushed ard ba..mayb im juz a coward or sth...dun realli wana or dare to confront...i guess i juz dun wish to hv conflicts....qte unhappy bout a lot of stuff....
i guess true friends r realli hard to find....esp aft sec sch daes....it seems that during that period of time...when ur heart is pure....all ur friends seem to be real...real sincere to be ur friends...is diff nw i guess....thr r times i feel dat everythin is qte surface n nt realli sincere n true from one's hearts....esp when i did try hard to be gd n sincere..is hard to be the always nice gal who is willing to help all the time...is tiring n stressed ba....
i guess sometimes i do feel confused over what my real identity is...a person who is outgoing....a perrson who seems to be able to lead..but in another environment..those that im nt familiar wif..i become quiet and easily being pushed around...cuz i looked like im nice to bully ba....duno sia....
felt real inferior these daes...urgh..tis is bad...start to feel dat im nt as gd as others...i hv no looks...i gt bad english...i dun hv great ideas....i seem to be a person who foes not have a real personality....hope tis bad feeling will get off soon.....is killing mi...urgh
mayb i tink too much le ba....shall juz continue to pia my wrk..do wad im supposed to do....n i guess what i mayb good at....
i miss my datou...
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